♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 7:34 PM
You know what. I absolutely hate little girls. No, not those cute little girls with two ponytails.Those sec ones, ESPECIALLY, who think they're all that. Those little girls who are in fact, complete losers.Before i get too agitated, i should stop here. I dont wanna say anything about those littlegirls,Until something is settled, i will hold my tongue and let them think their faux little thoughts.Then, i will bombard them with words they've never heard in their short lives and insult the shit out of them.Putting that aside, my Chemistry paper was a piece of cake today except for certain questions,My POA paper was..about three cakes today, haha. But staying back yesterday paid off a great lot so im content with my paper. [:Math paper1 yesterday can be thrown in the incinerator, Social studies was a a breeze, a complete breeze, (:Yea, whatever and whatever and whatever. So my Midyears are coming to an end in 7 more days, cant wait!Though i do hope that my mugging this year, FOR THE FIRST TIME, is paying off. Haha.This exam period is really really bad though.. With the lame little girl and her big girl friend. And the breakup.Its rough, really really rough. And i've really really really changed. It might not seem obvious, at all..But inside, i know i've changed. Somehow, the things i dare to say now are things i would've never dared to say before.And i guess, in some ways, i am a little more self-confident, i love myself a little more. Guess.. He really taught me alot. Sigh, its hard to lose a boyfriend, even harder to lose a friend. Gonna have to pull through this alone.Rough patches are inevitable and how some people get through it unharmed, im utterly amazed, really truly.Haha. For once, im at a loss for words.. Im just really sick and tired of being a student in Singapore, dumb MOE.Its not like we dont have enough life crisis and all this swine flu to 'worry' about! We still have to cram our brains with things we'll never use.No doubt the education in Singapore is one of the best but that doesnt mean that we should be thrown all types of crazy subjects.I shouldnt be complaining, being in the class with the simplest combination but still, we're all students right.Sigh. At least we still have teachers that care i mean you Mr Oh :D , [: And a school with horrible junoirs, ;D Im just a missing you a little more everyday.
Its hard to wake up and know you're not my friend anymore.
Its tough living with those lovely memories of you and I.
And i know i have to give up waiting someday,
But that someday just isnt today.
No more Miss Desperado.
