Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 10:58 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAIYEE . WEIJUN . XIANGWEI . heyyo ! back ! todays the last day of school ! :Dso cool .. my first secondary school year is OVER . officially OVER . wow .. but i have meet the parents later ..zz . wonder if its about dropping to NA . i pray hard its not .i wanna make a breakthrough in my spiritual life & in my studies !
GOD HELP ME :D have been having quite a prayer-full life .. hehs . yeps .have been having street evax for the past 3 days .. today also gonna have ..have so far gained ... *drumroll* one contact !.. haiish ! Lol . nevermind . must JIAYOU . grow God's kingdom & find my FIRST sheep :Dbaaaaaaa :D hehs . tomorrow have duty :D wee ! gosh ..my class guys are HORNY .. eeeeew . so anyway ..tomorrow's duty .. 1030 .. hmmm . gonna be so punkish tomorrow !
zzz . yicong's gonna say so boyish again ! Lol . bleahks ! yeps .so excited for service tomorrow ! also praying that my contacts can come ! hey ! i've been waiting like .. 4 months for them liaos ! must come o.o !! hehs .wanna see GYSS unit size ! & GY ppl ! remember our goal ?to see GY on stage during camp ! really really jiayous ! honour our words . if we say it , we do it ! JUST WHACK :Dwe can do it ! i believe God sees our heart & knows our desire to grow !
not only our school but also ourselves . in our spiritual life & stuffs .God saw our heart when He blessed us with 4 converts during July .but after that . sad to say , we're STUCK . but we wont stay stuck forever .we're going through the tough process of pruning ! & we'll face many tests & challenges .but if God brings you to it , He'll bring you through it ! jiayous & keep doing God's work ! cos everything you do will not be in vain .fix your eyes on the unseen . ask God to open your spiritual eyes ! this december camp . i'm gonna bring my FIRST sheep :D & it's gonna be the camp ..i will never forget :Dyeps . it's gonna be a ultimate life-changing camp this time round :D i totally cannot wait ! and on sunday .. its WeiJun & XiangWei's chalet ! tiramisu anyone ? hehs .so .. yeps .. just would like to wish the birthday boys & girl a happy happy birthday ! & all the best in everything you do ! :D gonna get back my report book today .. hmmmmmm ..God , i pray i wont like .. be tooooo disappointed !yep .. thank God for everything He has done & will do in my life :D
DONT BE AN EMPTY VESSEL . be God's instrument :D JIAYOUS BARHX .todays verse is *drumrollllll* ;Jeremiah 33:3 ; CALL to me and I will ANSWER youand tell you great & unsearchable things you DO NOT know .call him up :D ; 333 :d
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 10:02 AM
HEYLO :D yes . i messed up my blog . it'll be FINE soon :D it's better now anyway :D heh .erm . i was about to start looking .. no wait.i was already looking for new blogskins .have been looking for a period of time .but i just cant find any that either .. wait .before you understand why its hard for me to find a blogskin .what i look for in a blogskin is something that can match with ..my current situation now .. or my current emotions & feelings .& next . i look for blogskins which dont just have pictures & stuffat the TOP . it has to cover the WHOLE webpage . yep .next . i look for WHITE . so .. see how hard it is ! heh .yep . i cant find any yet . then suddenly . i realised this ..what the blogskin is doesnt matterrrr ! heh . its the CONTENT .but of course the blogskin cant be contradicting to the content of the blog .& this blogskin is just almost perfect ! Lol . except for the words ..heh . so .. im sticking to this skin for awhile .. but the song is gonna change :Dhehs . although this song really really is nice . emo-ey . Lol . but .. changing soon .yep . its expected that im in school now . only then will and can i blog . hehs .kays . short update .central meet on saturday !what daniel said really made me think & stuffs .there were .. a few points & some that hit me .. hard . like a bombshell .was .. accountability & honouring one's words .my accountability is still .. under construction . heh .but i definitely have grown in accounting ! heh . ask my shepherd ! heh .honouring one's words .i remember saying .. i wanna be a shepherd by end July ..well .. truthfully speaking . im still not a shepherd .& at that time . i dont think i was ready to take care of someone else's life .but after 3 months of growing & pruning & testing & challenging by God .i made a new goal ! shepherd by end November !im going all out to find my FIRST sheep ! :D zyann challenged me to bring my FIRST sheep to TEN YEAR anniversary camp !& that will COME TO PASS . it can be done , it must be done , it WILL be done .& im just gonna tell God ; USE ME ! IM READY ! IM HERE ! im gonna be very very very very ultra extra super serious in serving God .'cause the old has gone the new has come ! 7th October o7 :Don that day was the burial of the old me & the birth of Dawnbringing Joy & Praise :D gonna do things not to please men but to please God .honourable acts . 2 Timothy 4 : 12 { DO NOT LET ANYONE look down on you because you are young ,but set an example in speech , in life , in love , in faith & in purity } thats today's verse :Dtime to change ! :D i've always had strong desire to grow & grow & grow .& be a influence . always asking God to use me ..but sometimes my actions dont follow suit .maybe cos my mindset isnt there yet . but now im ready .in the world not of the world but influencing the world :D theres gonna be outreach today ! JIAYOUS CA2 !GY will be UNIT SIZE NEXT YEAR ! :Dyeah . & im convicted bout that ! :D something great is gonna happen in school this week .something amazing . God is gonna open the FLOODGATES of heaven & RAIN DOWN .
Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 1:25 PM
heyhey ! happy belated ZYANN !? welcome back Brandon ! :D
hope you liked your CAKE :D heh .also hope you liked your CARD & BOOK .heh . was planning to get something else .. but ohwell . heh .ohbtw ! i FINISHED th new testament :D hehehehe ,my goal was to finish it by the end of this year :DDD !?hmmm . so anyway . today im blogging to share something .God suddenly spoke to me in the midst of th struggles of my heart .now .. its up to God to what i say . th Holy Spirit's anointing .so . yep . as i was sitting lookin' at my com .browsing through blogs .. a post in
CENTRAL blog by Daniel hit me .there
are areas in my lives that i need to repent & change .and i got water baptised on the 7th of October .a new life in Christ . am i leadin' the kind of life God wants me to lead ?i dont wanna be lesser than what God wants me to be ." be the kinda person I created you to be " am i living up to God's standards ? Acts 29 . this generation is gonna be
differenti wanna rise up to be a shepherd . but why not yet ?two more months and i'll be a christian for two years . i've been serving for two years but not yet a shepherd .why ? i keep asking God why & God always gives me this answer .Wait . & a few weeks ago . i was reminded of having a strong foundation .then it hit me like a bombshell .is my foundation strong ? how is my spiritual level ? my walk with God ?no doubt i've grown over the months . yeah i have .but .. i still have loads of areas to repent & change in !and really . Loads . recently i've been feeling very far from God .like .. i seek Him but cant find Him .& its really depressing !!!!.. really really depressing .hmm . my mum friggin scolded me for nothing at all .God . what's up with this ? i totally did not do anything & she gets pissed off at me & just pierces some friggin dagger into my heart .WHATS HER FREAKING PROBLEM ? ahh . forget it . freak this crap . recently my parents have been treating me like dirt .especially my mum . she scolds me for no freaking reason at all !ahhhhh . rawr . one day really gonna MIA or like . runaway or somethin .bet they wont even give a sh!t . now i just wanna run back into God's arms . just wanna feel the warmth of His embrace .just wanna serve Him with all my heart . my soul . my life .cos only He can give me peace . joy . love .a peace thats not worldly . Joy that is pure . Love that is perfect .Psalm 73:26 my flesh and my heart may fail but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever .realise i've been doing everything wrong .realise i haven't been doing what God wants me to do .God is a god of standards . He is a perfect God & im waiting for the day where i can really really say .Follow me as i follow the example of Christ .as i go through each & every test with God . i know He'll bring me through it .but . its tough . God is
strict !.. but if God brings you to it , He'll bring you through it .rely on Him & honour Him in everything you do .let Jesus take the driver's seat . let Him take 1o1% control .only then will everything be a'ok .i trust in the Lord my God . You're th one who's
worthyTODAY'S VERSEHebrews 12:28-29 Therefore , since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken , let us be thankful and so worship God acceptably with reverenceand awe for our God is a consuming fire .
More of You . Less of Me .Dawn?
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 10:10 AM
helloo :Din school now ..erm .. kaye . i'll do random post ..hmm . this is affiliated to the Random Person on my tagboard .truthfully speaking . he/she made me think ..yep . so .. thank you . as to speak . this sentence ; In all i do , i honour You .everything i do has to be honourable . Everything i am for Your Kingdom's cause . when i think back upon my life .all the good times , God has been there to share my joy .through all the tearing times . God has always been my pillar of strength .He's my b-e-s-t-e-s-t friend in the whole wide world .this sounds like .. xiao hai zi .. but . its T-R-U-E :Dyeaps . im coming back to you . running back into your arms .you'll welcome me back with open arms . wont you ?
Friday, October 12, 2007 @ 9:24 AM
YO . suwanie is back ! hehe .i've got a new name ! DAWN is in THE HOUSE ! :Dhehe . i got baptised ! :DD so fun ! hehe . though i was freaking out ..short post .. cos im in school & i gotta go soon .errr . life's okay .. of course with God it'll be ok !IM DEEPLY IN LOVE . hehes .okok .. erhhhh . yepps . exams are over .thank you to everyone who wished me luck !ppl having BIG exams like 'o's and 'n's . JIAYOU ! kkayes . i gtg ,LOVE YOU PEOPLE . byebye !