Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 11:19 AM
heyyo ! sorry for not updating for so long .firstly i'll talk about some random stuff .like . my friendster got hacked .this is all i wanna say about it .that person's childish . i'm not bothered .FULLSTOP . end of story . cos in th bible it says love your enemies .so .. im not pissed . im chilled :D but People Have To Learn To Grow Up .&i was pissed for awhile .. &no one was there to console me .except ! one of th brothers :D thank God for you :Dso im despo to blog thus driving me to use my stupid com :Di wanna share about recently how's my walk with God ! :D i've grown . that i know .im much much much more inclined to th Word :D&also !have grown in obedience :D i can FINALLY talk to my parents properly :Dwithout getting pissed off i mean . hahas . so yeahhs :D recently have been studying EVERYDAY .for th past week .. its been th FIRST time i've done this :DGod has really changed me ! okay .. so about yesterday .. SERVICE :DPastor Jeff preached about th kind of leader God uses .there are three fundamental questions a leader has to have answers to .-Who Am I ? - Who Are We ? - Where Are We Going ?before you lead people , you need to know how to lead yourself .like .. if you cant be faithful&take care of your own life .how can God entrust you to take care of others lives ?my identity is a Child of God :DD ! &im happy about it ! YAY . hawhaw .it's th only identity that will last forever. &im a "ALIEN" to this world because i dont belong to this world .John 15:19 . we're chosen by God & He loves us :D yayyy . lols . hyper .. umms . kayes .. so yeps :Dtouching people , changing lives :D to do GREAT things . we have to be more like Jesus :DJohn 14:12-14 { im not reading book of John .. lol ! just happen all th verses are there }wahahahas . okok . ummm . Jesus said we'll do even GREATER thingsthan him ! He lives in us :D &he said whatever we ask in his name , he will do .WOW :D say what you mean , mean what you say :DJesus said he will , means he will :D sooo .. have faith :D ok .. im kinda off track .. i always am but nevermind .back to leadership :D umm . leading is serving not serving is leading !leading is MORE than just a set of skills :D can people see Jesus through your life ?... hmm .honour God&He will honour you :D God will never short-change us .yesterday Pastor Jeff asked a question which really really hit me .is God real ?is God real .. duh yes .that was my first reaction&i was convicted ..but ever had times you were in doubt ?well i have :D but if God wasnt real , the Word isnt real , the eternal treasure isnt real .then why are you going to church ?why do you JUMP during PRAISE .why do you lift your hands during worship ?why are you doing all these things ?its all .. or nothing :DPastor Jeff said if you think God isnt real , dont go to church .lol .. he said that its a first listening to a pastor asking ppl to leave church .LOL . kinda funny huh .. hees . soo . yeps .th Word is real .God is real . th eternal treausure is also real .lead your life very differently cos at th end , you'll have to give an account of your life .&th vision of ending th race .. and listening to God say ..Well Done my good&faithful servant .not perfect&sinless .. but good&faithful .yeah .. how i long to see You face to face :D to hear Your voice .sighs . -wanders in daydream-land- oops ! IM BACK IM BACK .back to blogger land .. lol . ok .. so thats it :Dlast point .. growing old is natural . growing up is a choice .INTERPRET YOURSELF ! byebye ! hehe x.xall i can say is i love You like i've never loved before .
i long to run into Your arms&hold You tight .
i dont wanna&never will let go of this beautiful relationship with You , Jesus .
but for Your Grace i would not be here .
praising You .
all i can say is i love You i love You i LOVE YOU .
&no one can EVER be compared to You .
ily ;
Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 1:23 AM
hello ! im REAL despo to use com even though its kinda late .today's service was a big hit . IT WAS TOTALLY AMAZING !th praise was FUN !&DIFFERENT ! thats for sure ! :Dth praise&worship leader led th ppl in a CHU CHU TRAIN praise :Dhaha . we ran around D'Marquee ! as in only in front of th stage :x hees .hees .&as usual .. at th end .. after altar call&stuff we had ENCORE :Dhees ! gosh ! it was REALLY THE GREATEST SERVICE !anyways . heres something really amazing .last year . 15th Anniversary , History Maker rights ?it was th last service i went before i totally backslided .&guess what . this year , im BACK for th 16th Anniversary .&im at a WHOLE NEW spiritual level :D isnt God just amazing ?awww ! really ROCKIN :D ¬ to forget th most important part of th whole service .th teaching :D ok . NEVER get tired of teachings :D cos i never do :Dits like .. every teaching is another level of growth :DPastor PN for bangkok preached today :D he preached about ;faith that makes a maximum impact :Done point that hit me hard was ..that our faith will increase¬ decrease when we focus on God's power .like .. all of us has a magnifying glass ..&if we have a problem&we choose to magnify that problem ..the problem will get BIGGER . but if we choose to magnify on God instead .God will be bigger then th problem :D &soooo . we'll all be kinda .. like . happier :DJesus set us free from th burden of SIN ; He sacrificed everything on th Cross .what else can we do but thank You , Lord ? i just wanna give You praise :D in all i do , i honour YOU :D&ppl ! jiayous to bring ppl to God :D its not man who bring ppl but God's Hand :Dhave FAITH in what you pray for&have FAITH in God :D" faith as small as a mustard seed can move th moutains "with faith , you can move th mountains , with faith , you can walk on water .do you have a mountain infront of you right now ? :D&lastly . attitude determines altitude .ATTITUDE = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100 ! your attitude determines how HIGH you can FLY&how FAR you can GO .think positive , speak positive&act it out with your hands .if your heart is involved , so will your hand .if you're determined to change a certain area of your life .you will :D flow with th Holy Spirit :Dbe a christian with SUBSTANCE&when satan pokes you .you wont just fall&die .. be strong¬ easily wavered .you can tell satan " poke me again lah .. i wont die so easily :D "but of course dont be that silly , brothers&sisters ! spend your time wisely&ALWAYS be joyful ppl ! :Dyou wont get an extra hour when you're worried or stressed or discouraged etc.all you'll get is a minute of joy you may never get back :Devery second counts : rely on God's strength&if you take God's concerns . He'll take care of yours :Dnow that you're serving lerhs , make th rest of your life ; th best of your life .no human pleasure can last forever , handphones will get outdated or spoil .BGR wont last eternally . wealth wont save you from death .theres only ONE thing that'll stand firm when th whole earth crumbles in despair :D-winks- sometimes you might not need everything you want .God loves to give good gifts but He wont go to th extend of spoiling us :D&when you go through hardships , remember , its through tough times !that God's power can be clearly seen to you :DPRIORITIZE ! prioritize well&God will honour you big time :DJIAYOUS FOR JESUS :D
it doesnt matter what th world throws at me .
nothing matters so long as You're with me .
i'll hold Your hand til' eternity .
im never letting You go .
You carry me on eagles wings&as i fly through th sky .
my heart races .
&suddenly .
all i can think of is You .
how You've blessed me&how You've shown me Your unconditional love .
Your heartbeat on this earth is th Great Comission&as Your servant .
im gonna do this .
it can be done , it must be done , it will be done .
My Lord , My Saviour , My Redeemer .
Nothing Matters Except You .
Jesus , You are my Best Friend , You will always be .
Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 11:10 AM
ENJOY YOUR TRIP BRANDON ;D HAVE FUN .helloooo :D
recently feeling very very .. umm . JOYFUL :D
hahas . i have found true peace&true joy in serving th Lord !
Jesus is th answer to all life's questions :D hees .
though sometimes i may be quiet&kinda emo .
im NOT emo-ing . im just talking to God&maybe asking Him how to solve certain probs :D
cos i know i can trust Him :D &never give up ! keep pressing on in prayer :D
even if God seems silent :D cos He wont ignore us derhhs :D
prayer works miracles :D BUT you HAVE to believe in what you pray for .
if you dont have faith that what you pray for will come to pass .
what eggxactly are you prayer for ? ;) yepps .
umm . TODAY IS
ANNIVERSARY :D at D'Marquee at Downtown .i am sooooo
EXCITED . gosh ! its gonna be GREAT ! th band from Hope Bangkok is coming :D&Pastor PN is coming ;D
though not my whole cg can go , i believe that it'll be a amazing one ;D
God ! i pray that th next anniversary , we'll see GYSS in like , UNIT SIZE !
yeahhhhh ! we SO WILL :D noooo . not next anniversary .. like .. by end of this year man .
God ! please really rain on GYSS :x
yeahh ! JIAYOUS PPL :D th numbers which are your goals are just .. numerical .
but behind these numbers are lost souls waiting to be saved :D
&God chose you to save them . to give them a gift irreplaceble !
th best gift any homosapian could ever receive .
a gift of th greatest friendship of all with Jesus :D a gift of eternal life .
keep going on ! for in th bible it says your work in th Lord is NOT in vain :D
lets keep th great commision as our vision :D&lets finish this marathon !
run fast ! but not only fast . run LONG . spiritual stamina ;]
you dont know where th finish line is .. it may be just a few more steps .
but you decide to give up .
isnt it silly ?
after Pastor Jeff&Pastor Shirley prayed for those who wanted to be CL's .
as i did go down , i really have overcome certain test .
&i have grew in th area of discipline :D
i've been spending lotsa time with God :D&it really refreshes me :D
always give God your BEST . give Him your ALL .
&never give Him leftovers :D
like .. " since im done with my homework , teevee & stuffs . im gonna do qt "
and usually thats when you're already shack¬ much attention .
He gave up everything when He died on th Cross .
do things to glorify God&when you honour Him , He'll surely honour you :D
todays verse ! Matthew 6:33 :D
PRAISE TH LORD .
my joy lies in You .
You're my best friend .
You never leave me out&You know me better then i know myself .
im givin' it all up to You .
cos theres nothing more worth .
human pleasures are short-lived yet what You can give is really blissful&everlasting .
Jet Aime Jesus ,
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 10:38 PM
you would have been my sweetest dream instead of my worst nightmare
@ 8:13 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BINHUI x33s
HELLO ;DDD
not tired of me rights ? haha .
gonna change blogskin soon ;DD !
anyway , today had a WONDERFUL&FRUITFUL day :D !
first thing this morning , i had an extra half an hour of sleep .
isnt that absolutely GREAT ?! hohos .
hahas . then reach school lerhs .. eh , what happen ahs ?
ohyahs . got chewing gum .. hohos . shhhhh .
then had PE . played ULTIMATE FRISBEE ;D
hahas .. then recess .. then D&T .. got scolded for not bringing scrap book .
lols . haiis . SORRY MR FIZ . i will make it ALL up to youu :D
.. well . today's binbthen in's birthday .
we already planned it well yesterday ;D
we plan to go pizzahut ! gosh .. havant eaten that since last year , my birthday .
hees . so we DID go .. but it was VERY funny tricking binbin .
first after school , we went out of school , then Joyce , Sherls , Shar&Nicky started running .
THAT WAS NOT IN TH PLAN DARLINGS . haas .
then me&binbin&brends strolled .. haha . then we peii brends pierce ear .
SHE LIKE NO REACTION LORHHHHHS . hahas . dead lerhs . haaas .
so after that , we told binbin we gonna meet Joyce&all for lunch .
&we accidentally purposely pulled her to pizza hut =p ! BIN , IF YOU EVER READ THIS .
it was Joyce's idea . haha . JOKIN LOVE .
sooo . we created HAVOC at pizzahut :x . we made LOTSA noise .
&even spilled some drinks .
haha . something FUNNY happened to sherls during her service :x
th pastor said " PRAISE TH LORD " {amen!} then . her phone rang .
&it was like ; i say SHIT , DAM* ~~~~~~~ " if you know GetLow{remix!}
haaaa . ridiculous ! lols . gosh .. sherls , bad move man .. haha .
sooo after that had CAREGROUP ! :D but everyone had to leave&only again th THREE MUSKETEERS .
sobsob ! CA2 CANNOT BE LIKE THIS ~ WE MUSSTTTTTTTTTT GROW . rawr !
sooo . we had no where to go ! all th places sooo typical ! haha .
guess what , as you guys know , i've NEVER been to cafe cartel .
&we went there .. haas . ate lotsa bread ! haaas .
we did EXAM KITS :D hees . FUN FUN ;D !
we wrote on it , name then do your best&God will do the rest
then below STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE . haaas . then we talked alot :D
FELLOWSHIP :DDDD .
hees . &i did quiet time in class today .
cool arhs . not distracted nehs :D
i nearly CRIED when i read John .. LOL .
hees . so ok .. thats about my day :D
yeps . recently its my pleasure to announce . that .
I'VE NOT BEEN EMO AT ALL . THOSE SAD THOUGHTS ALREADY DONT kinda EXIST :D
i've really found TRUE PEACE&JOY in serving God :D
yeah , life gets tiring sometimes&yeah ! i surely do get prompts from that idiotsatan .
but .. i've got Jesus ! :DD though im sometimes tempted with worldly stuffs .
God's with me :D if He brings youu to it , He'll bring you through it :D
TODAY'S VERSE . Psalm 23:4 :D !
ily ! {myJESUS;myMISSES;mySHEPHERD;myLAOGONG;myWORMY!}
youu cut my deep in my heart .
&blood spills out .
it overflows&streams out from my eyes .
as i look upon th memories .
th prince charming in my own fairytale .
th vision blurrs&everything disappears .
Sunday, September 9, 2007 @ 12:13 PM
boo ! zzz .
not in very good mood ..
haiis . like .. arghs . forget it .
zzz . feel so mistreated .. gah .
God why is this happening ? like .
no one truly cares .. no one even bothers about ..
my existence or what we had in th past .
its like .. so whatever .. arghs . why why why ..
cant even find my stupid USB wire .. gahhhhhhh .
today is officially th worst day of my life ..
no , wrong , th worst day of this month . hah ..
i've definitely been through worse&as i look back on th past .
&as flashbacks continuosly playback in my mind .. i know God has been there .
under every circumstances&stuffs but i was never aware .
ohman . haiis . God . You've brought me through soooo much&i know ..
i know You'll bring me through this .
well . brief update on my happenings yesterday .
Saturday
-woke up .
-reported for duty .
-door was locked ! zz .
-sat outside&waited for Jes :D
-saw lotsa ppl taking out their phones . ha .
-door finally opened .
-went inside holy com room .
-Jes came&started preparing holycom stuff .
-david hoe also came :D
-finished&met zyann :D
-shepherding [ accounting ]
-study group at starbucks .{ ate UGLIER CURRY PUFF :D }
{ wait . we didnt study . we slacked }
-service . [ PASTOR JEFF'S BIRTHDAY ]
{ lets just say it was a fantastic sermon :D }
- Pastor Shirley&Pastor Jeff prayed for those who wanted to be CL's .
{ i went down :D &they said it was gonna be tough&needed discipline .}
{ said we could turn back . but . im changing for God :D }
-dinner ! :D
-ppl went crazy over donuts . haha . yummm .
-went home with congster&chisun .
-met lihern .
-saw guanting . { was wearing same stripes ! }
-met xinhao at broadway .
{ im never drinking tehping at broadway again }
-went home at about 0030 .
-BORED TO DEATH !
-slept in th middle of th night .
yep :D definitely a short description . haha .
not detailed .. hmmm . hawhaw . so anyway ..
why was th sermon fantastic ? what makes a good sermon ?
a good sermon is one which is practiced after it is taught .
so ! to me , it was a FANTASTIC sermon&a GREAT SERVICE .
hees . yeps . o.o . have a sudden adreline rush .
haha . God has boosted me once again by just reminding me of Him in my life :D
[ just now my Dad was continuosly knockin my head . zz . was soo irritated . what th heck ]
crazy dad . haiis . now im a little encouraged :D
place your security in God&know that He'll always be backin you up .
if He brings youu to it , He'll bring you through it :D i hate it when you walk away .
i hate it when i think of you .
i hate it when i know its my fault .
but i love it when i know Jesus is still with me .
you help me up just to have th joy of pushing me down yourself .
Friday, September 7, 2007 @ 7:16 PM
hello hello :Di know i know .. im posting almost everyday ..good right ?! hees .. ok .. im not exactly in th best of moods today .i guess .. too much on my mind .. certain thoughts keep flooding me ..&&it just gets me emo .. hahas . God bless that i'll be fine soon ..this thoughts have been haunting me too much for me to handle ..but i know God is with me :D hmm .. well ..theres soooo much to say ! but i shall just skip all that .. haha .its like .. emo .. so .. i'll just skip that :D today i went to bugis(: &what do girls do when they go bugis ?shop ! duh .. haha . i bought skinny jeans&a black&purple striped shirt ! YES ! praise God ! i finally got it :D yups . God blessed me in many ways recently :Di went down to bugis with my laogong&huiqi&lihern :Dlihern bought a bag&two shorts ..my laogong bought th same black&purple shirt&overalls&bottoms .huiqi bought two bags :Dhees .. when we reach bugis mrt , two guys were like , purposely stopping infront of us .lihern said they wanted my number but she sing too loud then they scared .. hahas .sooooooo wuliao ! -.- hahas .. well .. i thank God for today !its been one heck of a day .. im real tired ..&my cough is still here with me .. but .. its worse .every single time i cough .. i'll end up having dry cough then my whole chest willtighten up&i'll feel very very unwell .. ohwell .. i'll pray to God for healing :Dor maybe God wants me to take a break ..i wonder if i have cancer&then i'll die .. hmm .. NOOOO . I CANT DIE . i still have not finished th race !i dont wanna have a un-deserving meeting with Jesus :Dbefore i meet Jesus face to face , i MUST finish His work :DGYSS WILL GROOOOWWWW ! :DDDDD ! theres nothing better than fulfilling God's will .hmmm . yepps .. right now in a pretty *sighs* mood ..th past is haunting me ... alot&th present is just .. full of light ! haha .so its sounding wrong .. God cannnoooottt go with darkness ..God's light will shine on my path ! &it'll be total brightness :Di trust in Him&know He'll lead me in th way everlasting :D&i know He doesnt want me to be emo ..so SUWANIE HAS TO SMILE .. monkeys are not emo :xhmm . can anyone be my clown ? wait .. clowns are gross ..what about .. being my joy for a few hours ? haha ..alright .. i guess im being my own joker .. i'll leave .. thank God ! :DILOVEJESUS !
i totally understand everything .
yes i do .. but why cant i seem to swallow it all down .
it haunts me everytime something prompts th thought .
just watchin you walk away ...
..its like a nightmare outta control
i thought i had it all .. i thought i knew how it was gonna be .
i guess it was a miscalculating in progress .
im never right anyway .
whether its in predicament or in th things i do .
if i was th one to end it all .. im still wonderin how it would be .
cos i know how to end something .
but whenever i end it .
im always suffering ..
over & over again .
i cant take it anymore .
Thursday, September 6, 2007 @ 9:40 PM
hello .. im back yet again .&im at my laogong's house :D LOOLS .watching nine pm show lers .. hmmms . siighs !super lethargic&my face is like . red&hot ): not feeling so well .shall pray to God for healing :D yepps ..sighs .. cant help it ! certain upsetting things keep overflowing my mind .. sighs .ohGod .. really hope to lay this down before You ! maan .. th nine o clock show is LAME . lools .. hmm . yep .. God spoke to me in a real special way two nights ago !HE SPOKE TO ME IN MY DREAMS ! literally :Dkekes .. im really amazed ! Lord ! thank You soooo much !hehes .. He gave me two verses&gave me a way of solving one of my crucial probs .praise God man ! TRUST GOD . He will always answer your prayers :Dyepps . tomorrow should be meeting brandonkang .. then .. saturday have service ler .. ! also have DUTY ! yes ! hees .Jes [ from west ] gave me a whole new perspective of holy com !you're preparing th sources of th Holy Communion . th bond&covenant between believers&Jesusyeah ! im blessed to be in this community ..no doubt i was high on going for ushering but now im not so sure if i wanna transfer !haha . holy com is really a fulfilling ministry to serve in ! :D i'll have to ask God about that :D kekes .. my shyness doesnt go well with ushering anyway .hehes .. hmmms . yeah . recently soooo high for God ! haha .no doubt thre are things which hindrance&trouble me ! but i have Jesus :Dhmmm . trust God in everything you do mans ! :D CURRENTLY in search of my SPIRITUAL BUDDY :D kekekes .i have my GOOD FRIEND LER :D my dearest laogong ! :D haas .ohhhhhwell .. i'll post soon ... im abit .. outta mood i guess .take care :D !You're th only one , th only one for me .
You're all i want .
You're all i ever needed .
You're forever present !
:D ! JESUS I LOVE YOU&I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO .
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 @ 11:25 PM
HELLO ! hees .today had METAMORPHOSIS&EXTENDED PM ! ohman ! you know how absolutely GREAT it was ?!haha . God really spoke to me in many areas !in th area of my quiet time&spending time with God(:God's like .. a new toy when you first received Him ..but now .. maybe .. is He still as interesting&exciting ?hmmmmmm . really pondered about it .. &well .. i believe that ..well .. its your perspective of God .. its your heart(: to me .. God is forever interesting&exciting !day by day , seek to meet Him&you'll find you know something MORE about Him(:what Gideon [ i think ] taught .. before you received Jesus .. you lead a normal lifeafter you received Jesus , you're leading a EXCEPTIONAL life . amen !BUT after you've stayed longer&like .. not so new believer ler .. th life you're leading seems like again , a normal life&th life th world gives seems exceptionalbut ! if you meet God every single day , everyday will be exceptional .imagine life without God .. everyone needs a purpose in life .&JESUS confirms that purpose ..God also spoke to me ... realllllllyyyy spoke to me , in this other area .ok .. i shant reveal it here .. muhahahaha ..teehees . during prophesy time .. pastor shirley said .. something that .. i believe was God's calling for me .she said .. there might be some things .. maybe certain patterns in your lives ..that might seem harmless at first .. well .. it really made me think !its like , th HolySpirit was like .. eh suwanie , patterns .. why is this pattern continuosly repeating itself in your life ? what is it that you arent laying down before God .. what is it about this area of your life that God hasnt changed ?...so .. well .. i knelt down during worship .. &yes .. i told God something that took me lotsa lotsa lotsa faith .. cos if it didnt happen i would have to kneel there forever .. haha . i told God ..God . until i meet You today , im not standing up , God , until i lay this area of my life before You today , until i fully experience You&until i KNOW that , that .. this burden , this trouble , this hindrance is not fully surrendered to You , im NOT STANDING UPPPPPP ! &guess what .. i stood up ! haha . duh .. okok .. haha .. i cried real bad .. yes i did .but God never leaves us ! ' Never will i leave you , Never will i forsake you ' thats God's promise !this proves what ?.. I MET GOD ! o.o ! O.O ! yeah ! & what else does it prove ?I SURRENDERED !.. this area of my life .. which was th reason to my tears .. [ mostly ]has been th door that has been locked . God is a gentle God .. He wont barge in if we dont allow Him to come in&change us ..He isnt forceful . He can be strict ! yes He can .. but He is patient .i've let God change me in many areas of my life ..in my temper ! in my attitude ! in th way i speak ! in maturity ! in love for others !He has changed me in ways i never thought i would change .but i just NEVER let Him in to this area , this very area , of my lifewasnt it just dumb ? God knows th direction ! i was just .. getting myself lost .sometimes .. do you find yourself shunning away things that you dont wanna think about ?like , maybe , you're feeling troubled&burdened in your heart .but you just , put on a happy front&throw away all th thoughts&like ..shoo th thoughts away ? welllllll .. know th right time&right place to think about these thoughts .figure them out&lay them before God ..or maybe at times .. you find your heart .. like , not at its best .like .. many thoughts hindrancing you .. and its like .. th thoughts are overflowing .they're like .. so loud !&sooo messy ! &you know you're screwed .so you just , push it away . well , know that when its like this .. quiet down your heart&slowly think through .take time .. to know whats th problem in your life .. its definitely easier said than done&i can fully identify it :Dbut God's with you .. God'll help you .. to be able to really listen to God .. to experience Him to th fullest .your heart needs to be silent&open to God ..God speaks in th stillness of your heart ..how , tell me how , can you hear God if your heart is just screaming things at you ?just spamming you with so many things you cant even hear it properly .its like everyone's shouting at you&someone silently speaks to you ..what are you supposed to hear ? only Jesus can give you peace .. not just peace th world gives ..but peace in your hearts ! im struggling in th area of trust .. no doubt .ask God for reliance(: humility(: trust(:without trust .. nothing'll work ..today i was supposed to share testimony about GYSS ..but ohwell .. no chance to .. hees ! but though me&yicong really prepared&worked hard only to in th end be very disappointed at not being able to share .we know God's testing us .. what would our reactions be ? if it had been th old me , i would deifinitely have been either very very upset&emo or !very pissed . LOL .but guess what .. you know what ?! i said something i myself was amazed at ." dont worry ! we're gonna share a even more IMPACTING testimony when GYSS grows !"GUANGYANG WILL BE ON STAGE IN DECEMBER CAMPPPPP ! jiayou jiayou jiayou :Dsoo . hmm . i've spent like .. almost an hour on this post .editing this is gonna take me some time .. hahaha ! its ok :Dits great to share about God ! :D hmmm .yep .. no doubt i cried very badly .. &i know why .. sorta .. haha .gathering my thoughts(: hmmms . all in all lahh .. God will surely help us overcome any probs we have in our lives !it all depends on whether we're willing to let Him come in&change us !why cling on to things that arent everlasting ? God knows best !&He only wants th best for us . He longs t listen to us when we're in need of help(:&His heavenly MSN is always screened ONLINE :D you can tell Him anything&everything ! He listens to us but He also answers .you're sooo not talking to a chair :D He's ALIVE ! when you're HAPPY , He'll share your joy .when you're down , He'll be th shoulder you can lean on .He'll be your listening ears , He'll be your comforter .He's a god that is forever patient , forever present , forever faithful .He will never condemn us . in th bible , it says ..He rebukes cos He loves us :D I LOVE JESUS !
as i stand in th darkness .
i know im not alone .
i know You're with me .
give me strength to grow .
i dont wanna just run this race fast&meaninglessly.
i wanna run this race fast&long , purposeful&fruitful .
im running , running running .
til' th day i see You face to face .
&never will i have to imagine again , how it'll be like .
&never will i have to imagine again how You look like .
cos i've seen th lover of my heart .
&im just running running running .
til' th day i hear You say .
well done , my good&faithful servant .
God , im running running running this race .
&i know You're with me .
&i know You'll overcome all with me .
ohGod im running just for You .
God i know once i see You .. i'll burst ..
yes God , my love for You will burst&i'll be waiting for that day Lord .
years down th road Lord , i see myself ....................................................
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 @ 2:22 PM
hello ! im posting at my laogong's house :DLOOL . YESTERDAY'S CENTRAL CHALET WAS VERY FRUITFUL !i am spiritually well ! (: teehees . although we "snapped" th whole night away .haha . we played snap (: me&yicong&brandonkang&chicky&kevin&chisun&dexter .we snapped alot (: LOL . we just *snapped* th night gone :D ! wee . praise God ! then we went to watch th sunrise ..daniel said this ; you can tell your friends about this ! its so cool ! we went to see th sunrise ! but we didnt literally see th sun rise -.-man ! he's my district leader ! LOOOOL . haha . okok .. yepps .th games were fun ! my group [ bubblegum ! x33 ] hit 2o6 for LIMBO ! woo ! we are thy JellyfishBubblegums ! (: we RULE . LOOOOL . but we didnt win ):THREE CHEERS FOR HAPPY ! they won (: congrats !! teehees .hmmm . besides snapping through th night .. we cheat-ed too ! haha ..but amazingly .. we DIDNT taidi .. LOL (: wee ! after th sunrise ! me ; bk ; xiangwei ; priscilla ; kehui ; yicong ; chisun ; kevintook bus 59 from changi terminal to bishan .. [ bk took to school ]umm . we ALL fell asleep&it was a great dosage of sound sleep :D !brandon even missed a stop ! haha .. i woke up in time to bid him goodbye(:loool ! sooo . yep .. th rest slept th whole way to bishan !when i woke up .. my whole body hurt ! especially my legs ! LOL .cos i sat in that kinda ahbeng position .. th knees against th front seat leaned forward abit .owch .. sitting like that for an hour .. not wise .. LOL .then we reached bishan .. J8 .. we ate subway ! :D I ABSOLUTELY LOVE SUBWAYLOOOL . xiangwei&chisun left due to over-tired-ness . haha . prayed for them ! :Dyepppp . then me&yicong&priscilla&kehui went around slacking :D i was waiting for qiyin (: i was like . zi-high so pathetic lah ! haha .then i met qiyin :D we went shopping for clothes .. we looked alot but didnt buy a single thing .. then we went back sembawang .man , i was soooo shack i could faint .. lol . but we went arcade :Di played some lame token games .. LOL . how lame can i get ?! haha . God ..Your child is lame ! LOOOOL . then i saw royston ! looool . as usual playing MaximumTune . with nicholas :Dthen me&qiyin went to Mos ! :D loool . as usual ate Unagi ! LOOOOL . well ..i guess ! i havent been thinking about God much .. LOL . but i know God's still with me (:ohyes .. th night of th chalet .. we went out to changi village to have supper .WEIJUN WAS SO FREAKED OUT BY TH CATS&DOGS ! LOOOOOL !had a talk with my UL .. and i believe God did speak to me through him :D loool .soo . we had satay ! :D loool .. then we saw some hmmm .. homo's ? lol .. transvertites i think .LOOOOOOL . it was grossing me out abit .. LOOOL . so i shant talk about it .while walking back i had a small talk with xiangwei :D believe that it was quite fruitful too !building strong&BIBLICAL relationships with my district ppl ! and i got to know some new ppl ! :Dlike ANGELA ! & PAUL ! looool .. okok .. loool . CENTRAL A PREPARED SPAGHETTI !nice riiiiggghhhttt ! THANK God for th ppl who helped ! especially Paul .. :Dalso ANDREW . for opening everything ! haha .. and Braynard for serving th stuff (:live to serve (: lol .. yep . everyone put in their best at th cooking i believe ! loool !central did well at cooking ! :D yayy ! three cheers for us ! looool .. yeps .ok .. such a looooong post .. gonna have trouble editing this man .. looool . so now .. im currently quite bubbly&excited ! thank God for pulling me through this day !im really glad i attended th central chalet ! and th central shirt ROCKS ! :D hehes .th very center of God's will ! yepps !GYSS WE HAVE TO GROW ! guangyang will be on stage during th december camp !YES&AMEN ! to be able to serve with ppl who love serving God is a sweet delight (:CENTRAL A JIAYOU ! we will hit 25 soon&very soon !ok .. shall stop here ler ! if not this is gonna be never-ending ! thank God for everything ! God's with you&closer than you think ! leading you in th way everlastiinnggg ~ baby i will wait for you
'cause i dont know what else i can do
dont tell me i ran out of time
if it takes th rest of my life
baby i will wait for you
if you think im fine it just aint true
i really need you in my life
no matter what i have to do
i'll wait for you .
JUST THREE WORDS .
GOD LOVES YOU !
GOD LOVES YOU !
GOD LOVES YOU !
GOD LOVES YOU !
GOD LOVES YOU !
Monday, September 3, 2007 @ 9:56 AM
ellos ! :D wont be posting til .. tuesday i guess .hahas .. CENTRAL CHALET did we hit 2oo ?hmmm . i really hope we did ! :D teehees .. today gonna go down tampines [ far right ?! ] haha .thats where th chalet is i guess .. hmm . excited ! but not excited ..about th trip there .. gotta take bus from yishun .. :Di'd rather take bus than mrt anyway .. :D ! teehees ..suppose to meet a friend but i guess he hasnt woke up .. hahas .piggehh .. LOL .. { if that friend ever reads this . i hope he's ignorant :D }umm . okok .. im getting lame ..Yesterdaysentosa !! :D with lihern&phyllis&qiyin&huiqi :DWATER fun ! :Dcame back sunplazaa .ARCADE fun :Dwent home .. teehees . reach home about 10plus .SATURDAY !!!!!!! { was pretty down&weary&burdened on friday }told zyann that i expected a totally fresh encounter with God .& I DID ! i really feel spiritually REFRESHED now :DGod spoke to me through worship .&NOT ONLY worship . God was talking to me through th whole service&during coreteam meet too ! :D God will answer prayers :D trust Him :D He's ALWAYS here for us :DGod gave me this vision last night [ i think ] ..umm . it was , right .. all th troubles [ in words ] going upwards from our hearts .so .. i guess .. God is trying to tell me to .. like .. give ALL my troubles to Him .&He'll lighten my burden for His yoke is light .. amen ? :DDDDDD !teehees .. ok .. but no doubt .. theres some area in my heart that .. well .still hurts :D but im givin it up to God :D !so .. i hope today's chalet will be a fruitful one :Dohyes ! YICONG&CHISUN&YINGZHEN ! JIAYOUS FOR ORAL ! :D&ZYANN ! JIAYOUS FOR 'N' LEVEL ! :DDi have prayed for you guys :D glorify God yeahhs ! :Dumm . kkayes . i'll be back before you can .. umm . say .. umm . wheres suwanie ?!haha . ok lame .. but .. see yah ! :D baby i will wait for you .
'cause i dont know what else i can do .
dont tell me i ran out of time .
if it takes th rest of my life .
baby i will wait for you .
if you think im fine that just aint true .
i really need you in my life .
no matter what i have to do , i'll wait for you .
I LOVE JESUS ! :D
{ bring me back to You .. help me know You are near .