Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 9:30 PM
Alalalalalalalalalalalala(:Played blind mice today , so fun luh !Zyann is like , seriously a natural comedian (: HAHA .Had a nice time talking to (:True friends are close friends who tell you what you dont want to hear ,who love you for who you are ,who love you unconditionally & wholly ,who hear what you dont say ,who no matter where you are , their heart is with you .I want a true friend .Alalalalalalalalalalala , im tired .run with me , into eternity .
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 9:03 PM
BLAHBLAHBLAH . Okay , i just thought of Yicong , LOL .Random ;x ANGQIYIN is at my house , changing her barbell , ON MY BED .HER TONGUE PIERCING . I should kill myself now ]:SHE MADE ME GREEN WITH ENVY - She wishes ! :D YAYYYY , IM EXCITED FOR HALLOWEEEEEEEEEN :Di'll be wearing **************** .Censored for kids , sorry .LOL , awright , super high now .Town-ed & Bugis today ;x BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH .BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.Kay , bye .you're one in a million .
Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 10:04 PM
DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS !DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS !DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS !DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS !DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS !DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! DAWN ROCKS ! Helloooo ! Thy chili fries at The Cathay , Hotdog Factory , ROCK !And , i just wanted to blog this - DAWN ROCKS ! ;DLove, tears, blood, pain.
Heart & soul , all for you .
Theres so much i want to say .
But i cant .
Thy countless stupid love songs ,
ringing in my mind .
My fears , my hurt , all subside .
Yet , they say .
Its never perfect .
Everytime i try to fly without my wings ,
I fall .
I feel so small , i guess i need you .
Love,Dawn♥
@ 8:41 AM
And she lived happily ever after.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 10:26 AM
kay , i was reading all my posts & i think im lame .extremely childish , immature , a twit and lame .but beyond all the ridiculous typing , i think i was actually thinking ! OMG , lol .i see th friendship that i once had thru those posts ..i see how i was childish yet i trusted people so much .i see how i was , a very simple sec one kid . { yes , kid . }& i see how i have grown so much .this is to Joyce,BinHui,Sherlyn,Brenda,Sharmeel&NicYau.as i was reading my ex-posts , i really saw what a simple friendship we had .remember our 8years thingy ? that we would live together ? Lols .& remember how i would turn to you guys for help ?& Sherlyn , i remember how we would share to each other about boys , haha .hey , i miss ya'll .. though i wasnt that tight with ya'll ,you guys pulled me through my sec one year [: & you guys rock my world .it sounds really lame & cliche , but you guys really are th people who make school fun .sherlyn with her total unglamness , joyce and her dumb psp boyfriend etcetcetc.this friendship is one i would never forget ,i've drifted far & maybe im not part of ya'll anymore .but still , you guys are th best [: keep on striving to do well ! :Dthis is for Yicong .hey gal , remember how we started out during FirstFrontier ?haha , such memories will never be forgotten .all th sweettalk , th dear & th darling etc .hey , i really treasure that time but things have changed , huh ?you're older , im younger & at times i seem extremely .. childish , next to you .like a small kid , for real .but i know that you , my sister in Christ , will always be with me [:you've seen how i've changed & grown ..& you've seen me cry { oh gosh , how fugly . }dearest sister , thanks , for being part of my life .lastly , for those who i cant mention except AngQiYin , LOL .there are about 3 people in this category ..and i just wanna say ..they've been my best friends , next to God .Qiyin , we've not lost our 4 years yet [: & i hope we wont .And to the other two , for th extremely short periods of time i known you guys .hey , it was all for the best .nothing much to say about unknown figures & Qiyin is BHB enough to know anyway .{ Please dont kill me after this ! LOOOOOOL .____. }But , being the bestest of friends & you guys know almost everything about me .i just wanna say i'll love you guys til th end , no matter where you are .& All out thanks to Zyann,Brandon,Daryl{Kang -For being amazing people in my life, being amazing leaders.Melissa,Charlene,Regina,Sheryl,Rina - For making my life worthwhile .Adha,Shingyang,Qiyin - For helping me & listening to my sorrows.&Everyone else - Everyone plays a part on this stageplay [:Bythway , i sound like im dying but im not & i think this post is lame but a must [:And i also think that people like th two unknown people , sherlyn , joyce , sharmeel , nicyau , brandon blahblahblahblahblahblahblah will not read this post[: So there.
Its all credited to You , dearest Father .
<3
@ 9:11 AM
retracing her steps , thinking what the hell she did wrong .knowing where th currents flow , she will go .never choosing t stand up for herself , she lets everything blow .when her tears fall , who will be thr for her ?th days her heart break , who would tell her they love her ?she longs for someone be her embrace in th cold .found , she has , her one true love .yet , they still leave her on the shelf .a rag doll , imperfect , worn , yearning .her threads are frayed , her cloths torn .still , her heart beats on , waiting .when her tears fall , will she have hope for a angel ? <3
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 7:39 AM
dear , do you remember when we laughed til we lost our breathes ?do you remember when we sang til we cracked ?do you remember when i was afraid and held you ?do you remember when you wiped my tears ?when i wiped yours ?dear , do you remember how we fought .how we quarrelled .do you remember how we never apologized & got on with life ?dear , do you remember ?for all th years of silent acceptance & countless broken hearts .for all th years of hurt & suffering thru this love .dear , i just wanna say im sorry , honey .you're not perfect , neither am i .if this is what they call 'end' , dear , i will never regret this .Love,Dawn.th credits will always be to you .
Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 11:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENEADRIENNE !hope you had a wonderful day today @ thaiexpress & vivo [:although we didnt get to cook th scrumptious dinner ,we still had plain old fun , yea ? :D it was a great day with you .you're finally 14 ! & 3 more days til you're 2 months old in God :Disnt it amazing ? :D hahahahhas , just love having you serving w me [:keep on being burned up for God ! loving God wholeheartedly !really hope you grow in God , being a strong & biblical woman of God .Adrienne , rich in God . everything you need is in Him .never lose faith nor hope ! i love you [:so yea , duh to what i did today ^^mama watching horror now , pregnancy story .i dont wanna know anything ! hahahaha ;x its freaky luh !okay , so yea :D am glad for Charlene Adrienne :Dhad a wonderful time today & am super tired .tmr , shepherding them [: gonna be oh-so-fun .lalalalalala , ohyah , went out out Renelle,Adrienne&Regina today .yea , so anyway ! gotta jet , nothing more to write about [:love ya'll .and when you told me you loved me that very night ,
it all started tearing me apart .
th broken promises and thousands of tears .
th one love i thought i would always have .
you shielded me from my fears ,
took my hand in my tears .
saved me from my cries and binds .
for all you've given me , i love you .
for all th tears you've washed outta me ,
all th pain and scars which have made me stronger .
i love you .
love binds , love changes , love brands you .
th power of love (:
Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 9:39 PM
ALALALLA , EVERYTHINGS ALRIGHT ! I'VE GOT JESUS WITH ME ! :DFIRSTLY ! CONGRATULATIONS tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,Adrienne Charlene .You are water baptised ! Jiayou & lead a new life for Christ .Mature in God , grow up in God , dont just grow old !Learn new things about God & let your desire for God burn & never waver .Let this new life be one of salt & light , of amazing miracles & a living testimony .Let God be your only one , your closest , best friend [:Let Him be thr with you thru every occasion ! :D Am glad to have a sheep like you ! ^^ Love ya .Renelle Melissa .My sheep of 4 months ! :D Its exciting to see you finally getting baptised !I know previously you couldnt & you were upset ,& you went thru much prayer & seeking of God to get waterbaptised this time !
God has blessed you ! & in many other amazing ways as well , i believe [:So since God has given you so much , let your life be a love song [:Obey Him in all things & obey His leaders !Your life will grow ! & things will change .Sacrifices you didnt need to make in your old life , you will now make , but its all for a worthy cause , yea ? [:Am glad to have you as my sheep as well ! ^^ Love ya .Gideon Chisun .Yo GY leader ! You are bursting with potential !You have grown alot ! & I've seen how God works ! IN YOUR LIFE.You've shown people how God CAN do life transformation ,Im sooooooo encouraged by your life !
Keep on being cwazy for Jesus & loving Him wholeheartedly .You are a great leader & its great to serve with you (: Love ya too .AWRIGHT ! Im really happy now (:I got baptised as Dawn seeing none of my people thr ,now im seeing my people getting baptised .this is really God's blessing for me , seeing my vision coming to past .my burdens , my passion , all for these peoples lives .lives who will change , lives who are all for Jesus .lives who will not desire for worldly , temporal things .Lord , i just wanna pray .
Change lives & touch hearts , oh God .
touch th hearts of my people & th people in CA .
let th spirit fall on them , that they may experience You to greater measures .
that they may only desire You & Your Kingdom & nothing else .
that their lives will be lifted unto You .
Amen.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 8:30 PM
RAWRRRRRRRRRRR [XALIBABA IS BACKKKKKKKK :DhahahahahahahhahahaHELLO [:i fell in love with th word - Alibaba ;x dont ask why ,i dont know either ;xwell , lifes been cool , its been long since i last posted [:time for serious .. LAME-ING :Dcuz i'm zi-highing at home nowwwwwwwws ^^been listening to LOTS of nice songs .I WANT PANIC!'s ALBUM ! - Pretty Odd .AHHHHHHHHH ! I WANT I WANT I WANT ;x& ! I WANT F480 ! kay , reminds me of my results .Did okay , hm , DAMN LAZY TO UPDATE .Nothing much luhs , i got a haircut { I CAN SPIKE ;x }And .. new *** :D HAHA .And alot alot . Well , adios , ciao , tata , asta la vista , bonjour ,WHATEEEVEREVEREVEREFVEREVERE :D