♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 10:39 AM
This is so so so so so so what i want for my birthday! Living without music for the past few days have been horrible. :/
Im not kidding! I dont really like bus rides anymore cause its so lonely, i dont like walking to school, i dont like taking the train.
I dont like waiting for people, i dont like being alone, i dont like going home alone.
And i cant get people to send me songs cause my F480 decided to screw me over too! ]:
Now i cant listen to anything at all. Life's gotten a little stale without music. D: So i HAVE to thank Sherlyn for always lending me her iPod. [:
If not even free periods would be hell. Haha, so thats how music has influenced my life..
Its unbelievable how something so huge can be taken for granted, eh? It doesnt seem like much but it is.
And i just learnt i am now owning two XL OBS shirts. When its s'posed to be M, LOL. Amazing how fat i am huh.
Haha. Okay..so why am i blogging now? OH. Cause i wont be online tonight, most probably. Im a faithful blogger!
Unlike all you little twirps who leave your blogs to the dust monsters! TEEHEE.
Haha. I want next saturday to come fast! No, im not celebrating my birthday. I just want my iPod! HAHA.
I hope i get it though. ): Its so expensive its like some stupid wish which will never come true.
Oh! I wanna bake a cake on my birthday! :D Maybe i will. Then at 12am (on Friday), i'll stick a candle and blow it out at home alone. :D
Yea! Sounds like an awesome idea, okay i shall do just that. [: And maybe pop some liquor. TEEHEE.
Haha..Random thought. I think im very straightforward now. Okay, no not very. Just more straightforward.
I say whatever im thinking.. Is that good or bad? And i can do heart-to-heart talks a little better.
Is that good or bad? Sigh. Its nice to know im changing but i need to change more.. On the inside.
Being a little more self-disciplined and self-confident and self-loving would help! Haha.
Someone once told me that he would look in the mirror some mornings and go "Im handsome, successful and (something else i forgot). And i remember saying..
I go to the mirror every morning and say "Oh gosh, im so ugly, a failure and pathetic." Lol! Chills me to the bone y'know.
People always say others look good cause of their personality and their inner beauty. I have none. ):
And my mom smacked me hard on my back 5 times this morning. AT 6 FREAKING AM. Gosh!
Okay random. Haha. Alright, i have to go soon. SO. Goodbye. [:When you feel your heart is gaurded.
And you see the break has started.
When the clouds have all departed,
You'll be right here with me.
When your tears are dry from crying,
When the world has turned silent.
When the clouds have all departed,
You'll be right here with me.
I'll be right here with you.
Im sorry that i love you.
