♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 8:15 PM
Lifes like a amusement park.Gosh, im so sick of falling into traps. Of being played by life, being tricked by feelings.Well, crashed Sherlyn's house today with Joyce after lunch with SaraBrendaGillianSharmeel.We watched stupid videos on Youtube. And i shall not say what else we did, TEEHEE.Im currently in love with the hot and amusing Ryan Higa aka Nigahiga. He's so hot! And adorable.Well, after that, Joyce walked me off to CatHigh and i found out i lost my earpiece. No details.So..i reached Sembawang and sat at a bench waiting for my daddy. I think my facade crashed and burned.I've been so joyful and cheery for the past few weeks, so..nonchalant, so happy-go-lucky like i really dont give no shit.Yea, and its been feeling so empty inside of me. Its not the..I need something kinda empty. But its the..numb kinda empty.I cant feel anything anymore. Until today. Its like all the pain just rushed back and hit me like a speeding truck.Now, it just pricks. Then tomorrow im gonna be numb and empty again. Its so..fake.And a little too fast. Maybe because of the divertions in my focus points. Whatever, i dont wanna think shit now.I think im a i-think-i-know-it-all and conceited bitch in reality. I think im damn insensitive and a horrible friend in reality.Its time to change. Time to change.I have only myself to blame.
For all the mishaps in my life,
I have only myself to blame.
I've been played by life,
Trapped by love, tricked by virtuality.
Trusted too much, loved too much, was too nice.
Bitched too much, faked too much, hated too much.
I have only myself to blame.
Except for others immaturity, [:
