♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 9:06 PM
I want a happy family. D: I know i sound crazy, haha. But i was at NewYorkNewYork,on Mothers Day, and i saw a few families.. And they were just so happy together..Made me green with envy and bright green with jealousy, really. Haha, and when i say happy family.I mean my own happy family, when im all grown up and all. I wanna grow old with someone i love. ]:Sounds like such a impossible thing, just looking at my parents failed marriege,My sisters failed 4year relationship, and my own stories of failed relationships. Is it a family trait or something?If it is, i'll go become a nun or something. Or maybe i'll just ask a doctor or something to remove my heart.Sigh, i feel so pathetic and desperate right now. Who knows if he's found someone new and here i am,Moaning, grouching and mourning. Whats funny is i've been wearing a way too much of black recently.Maybe it's the funeral of my heart, haha. Sometimes, i think im just gullible naive silly foolish and a great toy.Or im just ill-fated in the aspect of love. What kind of shit! Theres such a thing as ill-fated in love, how spastic.Well whatever. Just make me a wealthy, successful woman with great friends and the ability to buy everything i want.Maybe then it'll cover up the need for a man, wait its a boy, a boy in my life. Ah yes, maybe. Cant hurt to fantasize about becoming as filthy rich as Kimora Lee Simmons right? Worlds largest LV collection.Ahhhh, the luxury. A bathroom bigger than a St Louis apartment, a closet the size of a living room filled with Christian Dior, Versace, Marc Jacobs.A shoe closet from the ceilings to the floors, from wall to wall, filled with Jimmy Choos and Miumiu's..Yea, thats the life. THAT I WILL NEVER GET! Hahahahaha. Alright, so have been spending the long weekend with AQY.She has completely embarrassed me enough to last a lifetime! Haha. IN TOWN. Haha. Okay.. Every minute was well spent, [:In monetary terms as well! Gosh. Back to my fantasy of being extreme cash-overflow please! Haha. Yea, so thats about it. Shopping and just walking around. And a horrible nightmare and overwhelming heart squeezes.You're like a creepy tune stuck in my head.
You're torturing me with your silence.
My heart is oozing ounces of blood each day,
When will be the day i bleed to death?
