BLESSED BIRTHDAY WISHES TO ZHIXIN & DAVID!Haha. Its been 4days since my last post and today is the birthday of my two friends. :D Both are good looking!
Haha, but the pictures are..So understated! David's was taken like, two years ago? HAHA! But i find it really cute!
And Zhixin's was taken from her blog ( my bad! i dont have any pictures of her. ]: ) Yeaaa! But they're two amazing people. :D
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! And we've gotten back a few results, so we'll start of with all that i know for today. [:
Chemistry: 32.5/50! SCREAM, HONEY! :D Im soo extremely psyched about this! It might not seem that good,
But to me, its just..amazing. Well, its not THAT good, but its THIS good. :D You see, effort pays off. [:
Im so utterly shocked with this result, but..you know, i think i might make this year's school fees worth after all. [:
Chinese: 45/100. Haha, who cares about chinese anyway? NOT ME! :D Yea, so thats all i know. :l Pathetic? Haha.
I think NOT. Haha okay, im hyper and all alone, how odd. Alright, i had a sweeeeet dream yesterday night. :D
I dreamt i did exceptionally, like seriously EXCEPTIONALLY, well for English and F&N. So much so that my teacher said:
"Suwanie, you dont have to listen to class anymore. You've done very well this term, congratulations."
Yes, thats what Ms Ang Hui Leng said in my dreams, hahaha. And Ms Aljunied just kept smiling. GOSHHHH.
I wish that was real, but my F&N paper was abit of a screw up, so i'll just dream on. [: Haha, well.
After our papers officially ended, we crashed Sharmeel's crib, which was really cosy and pretty and really fun!
Yesterday, i went shopping in town with Jieyun & Binhui. [: I got a few stuffs at high prices. D: Its alright!
I quite like the stuff i got. :D Although its just two shirts and one pair of heels. :/ But its cool! Since im planning to work in the holidays.
And for todayyyyy, its Zhixin's sweet 16 celebration and thus, off to Lakeside in the evening for her partaaay.
Before that im just gonna be spotted at AMK Hub and J8. [: Gonna be seeing the bitch who scratched me for the first time on a Saturday!
Hahahaha, yes seriously. I've never gone out with Sherlyn Leong on a Saturday. Alright, so thats about it..
And i've been thinking.. What does it mean to let go of someone? How do you stop loving someone?
You know..i cant pretend that i dont love him anymore. Its this horrible facade i hate so very much.. And..
Even though i dont think he cares anymore, its still the same. I keep waiting.. Waiting for something.
Many times in life, i find myself waiting for something. Is there more to life than waiting? People wait for so many things on Earth!
Waiting for job approvals, for their payday, for their true love, for their true friends, for their examination results.
All that stuff. And in the process of waiting, they just keep themselves busy with the things they already have.
And in that process, they meet people.. And they change. And what they originally were waiting for. Changes.
They mature and change in the process of waiting. And what they originally wanted, that previous ideal idea.
Isnt that ideal anymore. I've really changed alot, in a good way i guess. But.. What am i waiting for?
Two weeks more to being 15. That means i've been here for 15years. I think thats enough of a life.. Really.
Im not being negative and coming up with the all..I wanna die young shit. But.. 15 years. Thats alot to take.
Will i live through another 15 years? And then another 15? And another 15? How do people even live that long?!
Maybe i'll just migrate to LA after my tertiary education and die at 30. [: Thats another 15 years to go..
Sigh. So many times i wish i had a reliable, strong and everlasting shoulder to lean on and cry on and sleep on. [:
Too bad. I dont. Im just glad i have that pair of huge arms embracing me.. i hope that i'll always remember Him.
Sigh.. Feeling so melancholic.. I miss.. everything about the past 3-4 months.. Hurts alot. What to do what to do. ]:
I miss you.
Is it time to give up yet?
You're not here anymore.
So wheres my heart?
Oh i forgot, you threw it at your feet and it broke.
