♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
Why do people like to pick up the pieces of me, just to shatter them again? Im tired. You guys ask me to be strong, i cannot. Im sorry. I cant find anymore strength.I've been smiling, pretending like i dont give a damn. Inside, its piercing, its penetrating, its devastating.I can no longer find the strength to hold the weight of my mistakes, my eyes are tired of tears.My heart tired of daggers, of being dropped on the ground over and over again, shattering.You guys say the people i love just dont see how good i am, just dont treasure me. If only that were true. Maybe its my fault, maybe its just me. I just screw things up, cause im just an idiot.Cause i let people in, trust them with my heart, and the just screw me up from the inside.I try so hard to keep people by my side, to laugh and to be there for people. Doesnt work.Whats wrong with me? Am i fated to only short-lasting things? Why cant i have something that lasts?Why cant i cant trust that lasts? Love that lasts? Happiness that lasts. WHY!Do you even understand how it hurts me? Do you even see that im trying hard not to cry?Do you even see how much i care for you? Do You Even See Why?I never break my promises. I never intentionally hurt you. I never stopped trying.My question is, have you tried like i have? I. Want. To. Give. Up.
