♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
They always say tomorrow will be a better day, thats a lie. For today anyway. IRRITATED.My dumbsillyannoyingstupidscrewedup phone isnt functioning as it is supposed to be, PFFT.The horrible Commendation Day rehearsal was a pure waste of my time and it was hell, really.It was freaking hot, freaking boring, freaking lame, freaking annoying. Yes, it was freaking freak.Class was pretty boring, dance people were all gone & XuJieyun didnt come today, I learnt what guys talk about when they're together. DOTA & FOC ( Fight of characters)How boring. Seriously, what they talk about is really truly boring. I think girls talk is so much cooler!And since i got my G.P Award & Jonathan Khoh got jealous and cut it up, you know what? I dont want it.And blame it on the very people who want me to get it, or in my case, do not care anyway, right Mom&Dad?I think i have the least supportive parents of all. They have no idea how glad i am i got that freaking award.It means so much to be but simply a nonentity to them, so screw them screw the award. They dont wanna be there,FINE. Dont. I dont give a shit. I have no idea why i try so hard to please them when they cant be bothered.When i fail, they're not happy. When i get an award, they dont give no shit. They will never read this,So whats the fooking point of ranting? Just screw them. I so dont deserve to be treated like crap. Seriously.At least i have cool teachers, who are surprised but still are proud of me for getting that award.Oh and they're not the people who raised me up, HAHA. Maybe i should call them my parents instead, ha.And now my DUMBASS phone will not work. SHIT YOU, PHONE. SHIT. YOU. So annoyed, gosh.Rant rant rant rant rant, todays a bad horrible terrible completely utterly disappointing painful day. Kill me, seriously. Jonathan Khoh's such a bitch as well, and so is Lester. Such idiots sitting next to me.'Least they make me laugh. But they're mean people. Very mean. They abuse and bully me, idiots. Grr.I think everythings slowly screwing up. I need a plier or screwdriver. Unscrew all this shit. I dont wanna feel like this, dont wanna cry everywhere I go. Dont wanna bleed like this, dont wanna hurt like this.Why're you doing this, God? Theres a reason for everything, i believe. Im supposed to be in pain, i do not believe.Wake up, Dawn.Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again.
