♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 6:50 PM
Let the crazy Dawn take over for now, i promise i will smile genuine again. A brief update. I cant stop talking in a British accent because of my dear girl Sara!I have REDPACKET MOOLAH! And im so happy about it cause im broke, ):
And i have a great time with my classmates, i really love 3e5 to teensy bits, you're lovely, (:
Thats about it. I just came to realize i lead a very very blessed life, i never saw it.
How blind can i get, i wonder sometimes. Well, my space my thoughts, dont like? Go.
Anyway, yes i really do lead a very blessed life. Although i suffer much pain, still.
But life's a bitch, just gotta look on the other side of things, mostly.
I have the loveliest class which is so enjoyable you couldnt ask for more, truly deeply.
I also have the sweetest, dearest friends who are always always there for me, telling me what to do,
What not to do. Waking me up, scolding people i love! HAHA. They're just awesome beyond words.
I always happen to scrape through my school years without a worry, im always sitting on the fence, yet, not falling.
Despite my family being in ruins, the little pieces are still alive and kicking, quite happily i must say.
I also happen to have great teachers who're like friends and who see behind my poker face, isnt that cool?
I have everything i need and more that sometimes, its obscene. Im not deprived of any materialistic stuff.
And lastly, i had my miracle, a boy who taught me how to love, how to be myself, to love myself, to hang on tight. He even taught me how to speak well, taught me how to speak up for myself, even taught me little things about life.
He taught me how to be open, how to have courage, how to say things when i need to, how to let loose of reigns.
He taught me how to live. And though i've lost him, and he might never know this. I'll always remember him by.
I'll always remember the miracle love i experienced, i'll always cherish our memories, cherish every bit of us.
I'll swear to remember only the good and not the bad. I'll always remember what he taught me, what he said.
Yea, so i lead a sweet life after all right? Hurts and pains dont really matter anymore, they will always sting but..
I'll always have nice things to think about? Even my lovely Master Wugui listens to me. (: Its a soft toy, btw. Ha.
Yea, this is what happened today morning. I woke up and asked Master Wugui, do you miss him?
I told Master Wugui i missed him ( Not Master Wugui. -.- ) bad.. And other stuff. Heh. And Master Wugui just.. Smiled at me. [: Master Wugui rocks! She's ( Dont ask why Master if she's a she. ) a lovely lovely companion.
Well, i should stop letting the sting affect me.. I dont know how long i'll wait this time,
Sigh. Two words, screw it. [: Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox, me.
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase.
Lately there's been too much of this, dont think its too late.
Now the story's played out like this, just like a paperback novel.
Lets rewrite an ending that fits, instead of a hollywood horror.
Dearest you, will you rewrite this story with me?Y
