♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 8:03 PM
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I still wake up everyday, get dressed.. And think of how much i miss you.I dont care what they say! Haha. Im thinking of perspectives right now.. And whats your perspective about perspectives?I've been seeing from many different points of views recently, due to the break up, haha. Interesting huh?Interesting how people can 'judge' someone through another because of something that has happened.I think the human race is really cool! I so wanna learn Psychology or something, maybe i'll be a therapist and RAPE YOU! :DAnyway, i think some of the views i've heard are right.. Like, a guy should always put his girl at the top of his prorities.Dufus boys, girls need to know that they matter to you. Girls need to know that they're practically your life,The way you love them matters alot to them. You taking time to understand them and understanding them,It makes their hearts race with adrenaline. And once they fall for you, i swear, its the sweetest thing ever.You nincompoops just dont know how to cherish girls. Likewise for girls, i just think we're a affectionate gender, [:We wanna spend all the time in the world with him.. Sometimes, we're just ignorant of the mayhem, the crisis.When a girl loves, she loves true. She just wants to feel secure, to feel like she's someone's everything.She wants to feel loved and cherished, and to know that she means that world to someone, she smiles even in her sleep.Girls are simple, actually. They know what they want, ask any girl. Trust me, they know, deep down they know.Guys on the other hand are weird creatures. Sometimes, they want this.. And others, they want that.They claim to need certain things but arent both genders human? Sexist rights, huh. No sexism here! Haha, just..A point of view, [: Anyway, to be fair, girls would be nothing without boys and boys, LOSERS without girls.So we all learn something from each other, right? Fair enough. At least boys kill those nasty creepy crawlies for us, :DSigh, boys are horrible aliens from the planet of Jerk [ No errors here. I meant it like that. ] and girls, the lovely,Blue-green planet called Earth. So we're normal, and boys just plain abnormal. Haha! Makes me wonder.. Why do girls always have to be the ones left crying and in pain, whereas the guys get what they want?Well, in most songs.. its the other way round.. But in the real world, its this way. And i find it quite quite true.Guys can come and go so easily, finding someone new to love every single day even. And girls, just..The hurt and love lasts forever. Ask a girl who's had her heart broken because of a boy she really really loved.Ask her if it hurts again, ten years later, and she'll still say yea, it hurts. No doubt, a lil less, but it still hurts.Ask a guy who's been hurt. Ask him if it hurts five years later, he'll say, whats there to be hurt about? Just chills me to the bone, thinking that love is a game for guys. Cant trifle with love, one day, you're gonna regret.You're gonna regret losing that girl who loved you like no one else. You're gonna regret not cherishing that sweetheart who knew you inside out.You're gonna regret breaking the heart of the girl who made you breakfast, that girl who waited in the rain.You're gonna regret that girl who sacrificed her heart to see your sexy teeth. [ Im being hilarious NOW?! Silly. ]And when girls screw up, they just dont see it. Go to hell, seriously. Its so damn tough just to love someone.Why do people still fall into this bottomless pit called romance? Why do people allow themselves to be vulnerable?Sometimes, you give all of you. And down you go; crashing, tumbling, and finally burning. How silly can we get?AND. We always tend to assume, teenagers are so childish nowadays as well. You're called a teen for a reason.Assume: Making an ass out of you and me. Sigh, i should stop thinking so much. And practice what i preach.No matter how much it hurts, i promise i will press on. I promise to be a better Dawn, a better person.Oh and by the way, i dont believe you can only find fulfilling days in church. [: I have found my fulfilling days.Thats all for today.And even if i cried a thousand tears tonight, would you come back to me?
And even if i walked out on water, would you come out to sea?
Now i cant spend my life standing by, 'cause even when i miss you, you're not missing me.
Its funny how my heart just wont let it go, i just dont understand.
Its crazy how the pain seems to overflow, the memories of you here with me by my side.
I cant deny that you are the love, the love of my life.
Dearest you, will you rewrite this story with me? Y
Prettty damn right,
I think many of my friends are right. You put yourself above me. They call you a jerk, i redeem you. Is it worth?
