Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over.
Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around.
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies. While deep inside you're bleeding.
No you dont know what its like, when nothing feels all right.
You don't know what it's like, to be me. To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark.
To be kicked when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you .
No you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life.
No one ever lied straight to your face, and no one ever stabbed you in the back.
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay. - Welcome to my life, Simple Plan.Shall not elaborate. Well, yesterday was Sports Day, i shall not hide the pain. Responsibility has gone from heroes to zeros.They wont even cheer anymore. Ever since the senoirs graduated, Responsibility house is seriously pathetic. Really.Ah, shan't lament about that. At least i had a good time. :D I think i found a temporary cure for pain. (: Its called 'craziness.'Haha! But i really am serious. Being crazy and just getting high really helped me forget all the pain and hurts, for awhile.So yea, its pretty good, i didnt feel empty, thats even better. And Joyce, i love you! True friends are hard to find. :)Well, Responsiblity's 6 year cheerleading champion record's gone. Haha, but i think they did good anyway. :D After sports day, headed to Hub with Joyce, Sara, Lyn, Jieyun, Joseph & MarcusKwan. Ate dinner, went home. :/Oh, no. I forgot the part when we were goofing around. Sara's head got stuck in a plastic bag, a Mos Burger plastic bag. Haha, and so did Joyce's and Lyn's. It was funnnnnnyyyyyyyy! Had a pretty good time with clique and all. (: So yea.Also ran 2.4 yesterday, it was horrible! But i think i passed. :D Got this crazy pain in the right side of my stomach,Made me cry. Irritating. Pfft. Then got all dizzy and giddy, which Lyn got too. Then suffered from headache the whole day. -.-Well, we also showered in school! And i think its damn good to shower after 2.4. Haha, it feels so darn good, really.And the school showers arent that bad! :D And at J8, Lyn and Sharmeel & Bin played wrestling. Not literally, animation.Where the whole world could see them. And Lyn&Sharmeel got thrashed. Haha! Go Undertaker! :x We all did some dumb stuff. (: And i got free trips everywhere! Cause my darned ez-link card kept showing invalid. -.- OH OH OH. 'Brilliant! Just Brilliant! Thats it. Thats it! Fine lah! Fine! Brilliant lor! Brilliant!' Haha. Go Sherlyn! :xYes, life has been filled with alot of hoo-ha. Sigh. Ah, thinking about alot right now. Shan't blog, too wordy. :xOH YEAH. Im in loooooooooooooooooooove. With Adam Lambert & Kris Allen! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ And to make this blogpost more meaningful, i learnt that trust is extremely important in all friendships and relationships.
Its hard to trust, and trust is hard to earn and easily broken. But without trust, nothing'll work out right. Really. Sigh,
Going through extremely tough times right now. Yet, i cant find anyone to turn to. And im losing those dearest to me.
Why're you doing this to me, life? Why're you allowing this to happen, God? Im certainly not that strong.
How could this happen to me, I made my mistakes.
Got no where to run, the night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me.
Everybody's screaming, I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge, I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened, and I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't.
