♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
Oops, i forgot to update yesterday, or should i say i couldnt. Yea, i couldn't. Whatever, it was a good time studying with Isaac! I finished up my essay and my POA.My essay in which i couldn't decide on which, the original or the 'improved', to hand in. And did i mention that im quite, quite happy with it. (: Or not anymore, i WAS. Til' today. So anyway, school has once again started. Alot of people had the Monday Blues today. Haha.The morning was sooooo quiet in class it felt so dead! :/ Anyhow, im so glad i did most of my homework.Well, yesterday i was watching this show called Dr.90210 and its about people getting plastic surgery, one thing.PLASTIC SURGERY IS GROSS, DISGUSTING AND PURELY LAME. The surgery is like.. omgsoyuck.I watched about nosejob, and they had to freaking break her nose and you should seriously watch la! Its. ERR.I also watched about the most common thing women in Beverly Hills get besides nosejob which i wont mention. (:Plastic surgery is alteration of your rightful body and it makes you suffer, and fake.. And just plastic laaaa! ):I dont know laaaaaaa, plastic surgery is just.. omgsofrigginyuckthatiwouldnevertryitinamillionyears, ERRRRRR!Okay moving on, hahaha, im gonna rant about my personal stuff right now so, parental advisory, explicit content.Hm, i was reminiscing. about the long ago. And i just think about the many things that i've been through..Sometimes i think its just too much for a teenager, haha. I feel like im not fifteen at all! Besides the fact that im..Sec3. -.- But yea, i kinda miss my friends.. Those old friends that i used to hang out with so often. Those that..I used to text all the time, used to chat with on the phone. And they extremely crazy list of nicknames, haha.And sometimes, when i catch up a little with some friends, or read their blogs.. I really smile to know that well,That they're doing well. Some have gone on to serve wholeheartedly, others finding meaning to life, doing well.Really makes me think how we all have changed and grown. I really do wonder what will it be like when im 21.Seems so far away, yet i know soon i'll be 21 and look back and say man, time really flies fast. Right now, im losing friends that i never want to lose, giving up on things that i never thought i would let go of.Sigh, i kinda miss the old days. I feel like i didnt do alot of things that i should've done, wanted to do, could have done.Ah, kinda hurts all over again right now. So many people i lost in the midst of trying to hold on to them.. Okay, thinking too much now. Oh, if you dont know i think different, am different, you do not know me. (:Haha, yadda yaddas. Shall end here for today, my constant rattling is probably bringing you to tears, of boredom.Bye people. :DI turn my head to the east, i dont see nobody by my side.
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight.
So i turn my head to the north, swallow the pill that they call pride.
That old me's dead and gone but the new me's gonna be alright 'cause,
I've been travelling on this road too long,
Just tryin' to find my way back home,
But the old me's dead and gone.
Will you take me in your arms and swear to love me like i love you?Y
