♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 9:50 PM
Just when the tears are rolling down my cheeks, everyone abandons me.So this is how it feels like to be emotional? This is how it feels like to be a pest.Now i'll stop cursing rats and insects. Cause i completely know how they feel.Giving up is like a jump off a cliff. I give up and its like im jumping to my death.Whens that rope gonna pull me back again. I dont wanna screw my life up this young.Although i already have. Losing CA, Qiyin, and now him. How perfect can my life get.I dont ask for your 365 days. I ask for assurance. Im letting go. Not gonna ask anyone out for awhile.Gonna be bottling up again. Its the better choice, i believe. In two days, 10 breakdowns. I believe is enough.I dont wanna hurt, i dont care if life is a roller coaster, im getting off this roller coaster. Im facing the damn knife.My mum wont talk to me now cause she's mad at me for shit. And so is my dad, so that makes everyone.Perfect, Dawn. See what you have done, Dawn. Screw you, Dawn. I've had enough of you, Dawn.You screw yourself up. You deserve this. No one's gonna come to your rescue, so just go away, Dawn. Go.