♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
Its this balancing act that we all do every single day of our lives.Its this, keeping our lives in perfect balance, the way we want it to be.Its a crazy fetish everyone does, conciously or subconciously.People balance their work, their emotions, their time, their expressions even.Their feelings are balanced out, hidden and shown in bits and bursts at times.What is this crazy act of pretence for, are we not all just human beings?We all feel, we all suffer, we all experience, be it joy, exuberant moments or those times where the worlds seems black.Ironic, isnt it? Some people walk with their heads held high, but inside they're rotten, hurt, corrupted.Others walk with their head downcast, and people think.. She's sad, she's feeling insecure. He's disappointed.But inside, they could be having the most beautiful time of their lives. In my intepretation anyway. :DThey could be having a conversation in their heads, or reliving their sweetest memories and just reminiscing.Sometimes, people should see beyond whats outside. Not just judge by the way things seem to be.I think, hard, and all my life, i have not known more then two people who truly understand and see me inside out.People just do not see what is beyond that smile, whats in those eyes, whats in those hidden meaning.Whats between those lines.All people focus on is image, is impression; which is no doubt important but irrelevant at this moment, and yadda yadda.Sometimes, i think why did my parents marriage fail.. And i think its ego, i think its failure to communicate&compromise.I do believe that my mother still longs for time to turn back to those days of courtship, but for my father im not so sure.Hm, come to think of it im so thankful for my Dad, he's been awesome to me all my life.. despite fits at times.Ehhhhh, yadda yadda wordy wordy post, very very wordy.. Hm, so whatever it is, this post is relevant to me! :D And i LIKE IT. (:So anyway, i so want GossipGirl's first and second season! Ah! Why am i not wealthy, filthy rich. ): I wish! Ha.So many things i wanna do! Like what ♥ said.. LOL. Reverse Bungee Jumping, Flyer, Ice-skating, blading..And the list will go on, like shopping; every girls need, and er, Haji Lane, and er whatever laaaaaaa! :D No more!Eh, i just thought of something. ♥♥; Dont be afraid to say what you think, dont be afraid to initiate conversation.It was tough to see you that upset this morning, my dear. Everyone has a reason for doing things, just clear up the air. (:I'll always be here for you! Cross my heart and swear to die. :B Love you!Alrights, so.. ONE LAST THING! IM GONNA MURDER THAT IDIOT WHO WENT TO REPORT MY EZLINK I was trying to go through my happy morning routine today so i went through it AND,At the MRT station when i tapped my card, the red light came on and it said invalid card! SO, i made my way to the Passenger Service where the idiotman who was rude, not helpful and irritating told meThat.. my card was reported lost, thus blacklisted and not eligible for use and asked me to go to the damnTicket Office so i had to PAY EXTRA for not doing ANYTHING at all for my transport. AS IF SINGAPORE ISNT EXPENSIVE ENOUGH YOU TOOTHEADS! ANNOYINGIRRITATING! ):I was really really pissed, with the probableIDIOT who reported MY card lost and i had to waste moolah.And with the AWFULANNOYINGIRRITATINGRETARDEDRIDICULOUS SERVICE! Spoiled my morning. I swear right, if i ever find out who's the LOSER who reported my card lost right!I'll send him to Timbaktu in a box with ONE hole and WORMS inside in a SHIP then i'll SHIP him back,Take him out of the box, put him at Victoria Concert Hall in a NEON YELLOW LIME TUTU and make him do the HOCKEY POKEY! AND THE MACARINA! Then, i'll put him on a cold metal table and cut him into tiny pieces and turn him into SHEESHKEBAB then i'll send him to the cannibals in the Bermuda Triangle!Sheeshkebab, GRR! Okay, sorry for the explicit content but im REALLY pissed at that person or whatever.Ha. :D So whatever! Im going away away away away away away, enough Dawn enough. BYE. :BYou always chose to stay.
I should be thankful for everyday.
Heaven knows what the future holds.
Or at least where the story goes.
But i never believed until now.
