♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 4:06 PM
Im home so early, and im stuck at home! LOL, AND i had to walk home in the rain.How bad is that! On the plus side, i can catch up with my beauty sleep. But it doesn't make a difference anyway cause im like, ugly by nature, haha!I feel like i have such low self-esteem and to think Qiyin was talking to me about HER low self-esteem, how ironic. Well, today during the flag raising ceremony, the guys sitting behind me starting laughing like crazy hyenas and it freaked me out! Like, seriously.It makes a girl feel like she forgot to zip her skirt or something! And it also reminded me of SecOne when i tore my shirt, on the freaking train, how embarrassing! So, it was actually because a guy called.. JunLong almost fell while standing throughout the National Anthem, thank goodness, haha.First period of the day, POA was as usual a total bore, Ms Koh really really tries to teach but no ones listening,And its not like i understand but i do wish i understood, haha. Good enough that i did my homework,Thanks to a mean guy called Adha, haha! Then it was English which means that its my 'space out' time.I really really like English, dont get me wrong, its just the stuff she teaches are..so pre-school. No offence.Though i do believe i have a hell lot to improve on but i would prefer more intermediate studies of English.Math was, the same old thing where my mind goes. Okay, Dawn, today you are going to listen! Then, i start listening and loose myself in all those numbers and algebra, and x and inequalities, so there, i do try.Lets skip the boring math part, (: Its not like inequalities will be of help in my future career, as if i will ever be a Math Scientist. -.- Yea, i sooooo wanna be one. NOT. I mean, why study math? As if theres not enough of it already! You make fifteen year olds learn Trigonometry! MOE should hang themselves on ropes. I dont see the point of learning something you wont use, like when my dad said that Chinese should be an optional subject because not everyone will grow up to have to communicate in Chinese and if they do have to, be it Chinese or Malay or whichever mother tongue, they will pick it up themselves. So my dad said MOE's dumb, HAHA.Well, its true isnt it, okayyyy, wordy wordy post. HAHA. Well, F&N was after break, and im so freaking happywith my homework! It was a atleast-1andahalfpage-essay about the importance of ingredients, method and temperature for the success of shortcrust pastry. Who can write like, 3oo words about what you need to do to make your tarts taste good?! But we did it anyway. :D And im glaaad glad glad i did it. :DWe went to the lab, computer lab, for lessons and researched on dietary fibre, how cooooool. Haha, Jieyun kept saying she hates me because i typed more then she did. :D NOTEPAD ROCKS! :DDDDYea yea yea, and Cheena was just talking to Sharmeel. (: Oh yea! SHERLYN IS A CHEENA DOLL!She's seriously so pitiful, NOT. Haha. In class, Lester said that everytime she looks at you, her nose would expad.Like seriously, how mean is that laaaaa! Girls have feelings too you know! But i called her cheena doll, haha.Its true laaaaaaa! She tied her ponytail so darn high and her fringe pinned up like cheena-ish. :x :B OOPS.Haha, sorry girl, it was just extremely funnnnnyyyyy, like how YOU laughed at me when i fell off my chair. -.-And, Kwok Feng gave me a 'slimming session'. He squashed his table against my chair and pushed me forward,So much so that i was squashed between my table and chair, sexy or what. HAHA. And, Zhixin wasnt here today.The class was a little different without her. 3e5 needs to have full attendance man! We need to rock&roll together!HAHAHA! But really, this class seriously rocks. Though we're in teacher's bad books, what matters is.We do have fun together, though Ms Ruth Koh says we've no class spirit, YOU HAVE NO IDEA. :BWell anyway, i really wanna watch a movie. D: Why are movies so expensive, they used to be one buck!No joke. ): Oh well, times have changed, alright. Shall end here, it seems so boringgggg. Haha, bye! :DYou have no idea how inferior i feel.
No idea how alone i feel.
You have no idea how much i wish i could be that someone.
You have no idea how i remember every little detail.
No idea how much it makes me smile.
No idea how much the thought of her just tears me down.
You have no idea how much i long to be that someone of your dreams.
No idea how much i wish you were the someone of my dreams.
But at least you're that someone of my reality.Y
