I really want this album! D: Haha, okay, i want alot of albums. ):
And and and, im seriously seriously bored now.
So bored im watching horrible cartoons! Oh darn, haha.
My dad says cartoons are violent and should not be watched. :o
Hahaha, like Tom and Jerry, little kids will whack you with hammers!
BEWARE. ;x HA, anyway, i seriously seriously want to watch New Moon.
Its not a craze, its a fanatic craze, LOL. November, a long way to go.
Its only Febraury! Oh my mama, 9 more months, i wonder if it'll pass fast. Though January flew by.
Okay, im feeling so deprived right now, like, not doing anything, ahhh! Like, im wasting my time.
Hmm, ever felt like you're wasting your life? Sigh, why cant i find where my lifes going.
Why cant i see the future? I wish i was psychic. The future seems so faraway, but every single day,
Im nearer to being an adult, nearer to having to live on my own, nearer to my future.
Why cant i still see where i will be in 1o years time? I wanna go overseas and study. I want a fresh start.
They say the grass is greener elsewhere, but it that really true? I told Qiyin i wanna go overseas to study,
She said i would cry and feel lonely and be really homesick, will i?
Right now, i just wanna fly away, somewhere far, right now, i just wanna breakaway, and start all over again.
Right now, i just want someone to hug, someone to cry on, someone who understands how im feeling right now.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave'
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
