many times , this is how things are , plain emotional .
because of love .
had study caregroup yesterday , finish Nehemiah , am glad .
exams beginning tomorrow , perfect .
made cake mixture today , screw today . SCREW , you hear me !
still , i thank God .
because thrs always something to say thank you for .
many a time ,
things dont go th way i would love them to .
and many a time ,
things which squeeze th life out of my heart happen .
and many a time ,
when it just screws you left , right and center ,
i find theres no shoulder there to cry on .
& all i want is just to cry and cry and cry .
but then again ,
i can no longer find th strength to push on .
to find that shoulder and to cry .
sometimes ,
i just wish to go away ,
that , my friends , is why .
is why i've changed .
is why i've become your definition of 'emo'.
The melody of memories ,
deep within my heart .
only the truest , could fathom th hurt .
there , th conspiracy of the earth lies open .
the core of every person , every deed .
shine , like the stars in the sky , your eyes .
come , see the mellow lights .
this world is more beautiful then it deems be .
tonight , the carpet is for you .
the stars your very own spotlight .
the wind , yours to flow with .
forget what they said ,
forget the countless gashes of your heart .
let what th heavens have emsembled for you ,
take you away .
