Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 8:59 PM
crazy times , crazy days , crazy moments .have been staying home alot , nowadays .papers end early .THURSDAY IS GONNA BE SO DUMB , MY GOSH.i go to school for like , 45 freaking minutes !for a DUMBBBBBBBB MotherTongue LC .like , seriously , SO LAME ! CAPITAL L , CAPITAL A and whatever [:and i have to wake up at freaking 5.15 for tht ! seriously ,LAME. guangyang is so lame .should change th lame to guanglame [: dumb dumb dumb .at least wednesday dont have school [:tomorrow having geog paper , boring .geog is so boring , geog is crap i dont need to know .its so .. money minded & so .. ugh , plain annoying .cant believe i have to take geog next year , KILLLLLL MEEE .anyway [: HARUMA MIURA - th crazy hot blond from Sky Of Love - IS SO FREAKING HOT ! I CANT BELIEVE HE DIED ]:HE'S SO HOTTTTTTTT ;x heh ! :x& the .. Ananda Everingham - Jeremy from Leap Years -is so .. un-hot , ugly & .. eew [xwell well , also watched this crazy show , the bad girls club ,on tv ;x it was MARATHON man .anyways , Papa just went overseas , miss hims hims so muchs ]xwell well , also have three crazy medicines to take .crazy , everythings crazy ]xwell wells , goodnights , im gonna watch my Nanny Daddy [:COS THE BABY IS FABULOUSLY ADORABLE , even though its drrooling now .MYGAWD ! SHES SO CUTE & i just called her a it , ooooops .kay , im boring you , BYEBYE :DEdited/
WHOEVER GOING HONGKONG , TELL ME.if our love was a storybook,
we would meet on th very first page.
the last chapter would be about us living happily ever after.
you leave me breathless♥
Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 6:59 PM
many times , this is how things are , plain emotional .
because of love .
had study caregroup yesterday , finish Nehemiah , am glad .
exams beginning tomorrow , perfect .
made cake mixture today , screw today . SCREW , you hear me !
still , i thank God .
because thrs always something to say thank you for .
many a time ,
things dont go th way i would love them to .
and many a time ,
things which squeeze th life out of my heart happen .
and many a time ,
when it just screws you left , right and center ,
i find theres no shoulder there to cry on .
& all i want is just to cry and cry and cry .
but then again ,
i can no longer find th strength to push on .
to find that shoulder and to cry .
sometimes ,
i just wish to go away ,
that , my friends , is why .
is why i've changed .
is why i've become your definition of 'emo'.
The melody of memories ,
deep within my heart .
only the truest , could fathom th hurt .
there , th conspiracy of the earth lies open .
the core of every person , every deed .
shine , like the stars in the sky , your eyes .
come , see the mellow lights .
this world is more beautiful then it deems be .
tonight , the carpet is for you .
the stars your very own spotlight .
the wind , yours to flow with .
forget what they said ,
forget the countless gashes of your heart .
let what th heavens have emsembled for you ,
take you away .
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 11:53 PM
Fall - Ina is a really catchy song :D& I'll fall outta my , okay forget that :DHad a awesome time today :D Everything seemed really really new , & fresh .It SHOULD be like that EVERY DAY ! :DWell , okay . So , i've got things to do :DTakecares :DI think I'ma delete my tagboard or somethin ! Ugh .
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 10:09 PM
running high on glucose today ,extremely hyper & retarded ! but really got bummed out by some stuffs that happened ,after passing stuffs t shep at Woodlands ,was happy t see her ! :Dthen got home & got BUMMED .but am really happy with art pieces i've been doing recently .th designs are intricate & its definately not me :Dwell , ya know what they say ,when you're alone , it all comes rushing back .yea , so so right dudes .so im off . later .you're hell far away ,
i dont know what you're thinkin ,
how you're feelin .
where you at now , in tht mind of yours ?
im really confused , really afraid .
really lost .
i love ya like never before ,
i wanna know what you're feeling .
thr're so many things i wish i knew about you ,
but i never do .
& i might never will .
im sorry for all i've done ,
if im just plain annoying or a kickass retard ,
'least ya gotta let me know .
cuz you've hurt me way deep .
i dont know how long i can hold out .
please .
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 4:00 PM
Craving for this now ! :DD
well , hm . was just thinkin bout LC & .. just decided t share something .
well , something tht really hit me was .. how BIG th world is .
its so big its UNIMAGINABLE & UNCOMPREHENDSIBLE .
just .. you'll never know how huge th world is .
& of course how much its condition is deteriorating day by day .
ohkay , majors first .
th world is so huge , even if you DID travel all across & everywhere .
you still wouldnt know how huge th world is .
i mean , they say you've gotta be thr to know it .
but i think .. even if you do , you'd never know how big th world is STILL .
cos .. well , spirits fade , thinkings change .. ah ,
th thrill of it all at first , like . OMG TH WORLDS HUGE !
& th after ?.. well , its just .. not thr anymore .
i mean , you cant possible refresh yourself every single time by
TRAVELLING AROUND TH WORLD AGAIN right ?
well , thts something .
& something else tht struck me these few days ..
was whats happening to our dearest earth .
we dont see what harm we're doing ,
what with all th water wastage & electricity splurge .
as long as everything technology is trying t work on ..
& all that shit people need now to live .
man , its really causing th home we know & love to vanish !
im not going to th 'SAVE THE WORLD' category ..
but all th stuffs that we're doing t th world now .
hey , dang .. i feel th pain man .
i mean , look around ya , everything's man made for goodness sake !
whr's all th nature ! th trees aint s'posed t be in straight rows ..
or surrounded by bricks !
i mean , yea . it makes it all pretty & all ..
but well , whr's th real stuff ?
i mean , what with th city lights , can ya'll see th stars ?
i caught sight of th moon yesterday & gosh , it was .. gob smacking .
th night was so .. calm & peaceful yesterday .
but just think .. such beauty .. destroyed .
by us .. cars , factories , electronics & whatsoever .
hm , guess thts why i love beaches so much ! but they're still man-made .
-hurls- :D
Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 8:20 PM
ellllooooooooooo :D my com's okay now ,just waited for Joshua t teach me science -.-GOT A STUPID TEST TMR ! ITS LIKE , EFFIN HARD !and i've got a dumb , kickass fever & flu .well , just hope it goes over as quick as it came .been writing alot recently , just dreamin of going to beautiful LA :Di really wanna go Hollywood someday , stepping into th dream of luxury .with all th Lacoste , Jimmy Choos , Prada and all tht impossibly far away stuff .wonder if i'd ever get th chance t see th awesome Pacific Coast & Malibu .& to bump into some Hollywood hottie :D hahahaha ! such dreams , save it for th night , babe ! haha ,back in Planet Earth , schools getting rough .exams are nearing , next friday ! & teachers are getting pissed .well , whats life , if not this ?after all , we dont live in dreamy , faux pas Hollywood !you must be thinking , if only you do ! :DDDhm , storybooks are such great temptations & fantasies .lets thank God for th authors ! & God Himself ! :Dcus th authors make you think you're living in that dream ,off th coast of th Pacific and some awesome , sun-basked beach ,living in your dreamhouse in Malibu with glass windows as walls ,waterbeds , a swimming pool , hot tub & champagnes with names you cant pronounce ,speeding down th highway , top off th red hot convertible ,showin off your chic style & just blowin off all you have t do in sponteneity .what a dream !he uses medieval terms ,
he's th impeccable gentlemen .
his eyes , filled with experience & understanding .
his heart , marred from th past .
he's th dream boy of all th girls dreams .
he holds your gaze while your tummy does little somersaults .
he brushes your cheek and it makes you heart flutter like never before .
his deep brown eyes seem neverending ,
his words seemingly sweeter then a nightingale .
his sentiments , th exact fit to yours .
his hands in yours under th moonlit meadow .
his eyes twinkling like the million stars over th running mountains .
what a movie .
Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 10:43 PM
black tears and a dozen drinks .they say its what pulls you through .love songs , flowers and rings .they say its all a dream .flyinn through th windy paths ,throwing off everything with th top off th car .just dreaming of being a star ,'cause you're no more but a scar .just a random thought in class ,what happens if you keep all your hurt to yourself ?if you're hurting so bad yet you just keep your mouth zipped ?you shed tears and tears , you hurt over and over .still you shut up .hm . i wonder . & why does it hurt so much .. love i mean .that .. you know it'd never gonna work ,yet you still hold on .you dont know th other , still you hold on .hm . i wonder .
Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 7:25 PM
woah , hellos , im back after a long time .& i realise my previous post is extremely fugly , ew .ohkays , anyways . came back from LC alr :D it was superb .i cant post up wht i learnt cus it'd just be too much .if you wanna know , you'd ask :D so i'd be waiting !though im not online much :Danyways , at Qiyins house now :Dohyeah ! & did lotsa shopping in HongKong ! coool stuff thr !i got my big wugui ! O.O LOVESLOVESLOVES :D& i got my babymilo stuff :D MONKEYYYYYYYY :Dso yea , got other stuffs too . like some stuff i rweally love :Dwent ocean park & got suicidal by taking extreme rides .i think i wont be fearful of any rides anymore ! WAHAHAH .& saw some extremely retarded but adorable pandas :Dreal ones ! & we lived in a ROCKING hotel :D it was awesome .PASTOR DR BRENDAN ROCKKKKKKKKKKS :D hahahahas .& i took a picture with Chris ! AHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH :DDDDDyeaps , hm , kay . came back w jetlag though .we slept at both Singapore&HongKong airport ! HAHAHAS :Dkay , so we saw lotsa big shots :DPsPN , PsSimonEng , PsDrGavin , PsDrBrendan , PsKwongLie ,PsWillie , PsWilson , and alot alot alot alot :D like PsPropob {s?} who recovered from heart attack ! :DDand of course our very own singapore pastors :Dit was fun t fellowship too :D I SLEPT WITH JIANG WEN ! :D i mean JingWen :D hahas , we had fun at night :Dwell , yea lotsa stuff going on . am really busy nowadays , :DDD .I love doing ministry :D& I LOVE YOU GUYS :D
