Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 1:30 PM
Was crapping on msn & dont know why ,talked about fugly animals .
Laughed alot :D Especially at a especially retarded one .
THE PLATYPUS ! ahahahar ,
yeap ! Gods so creative .
as in seriously , no sarcasm intended !
but i rweally think these animals are effin ugly .
seriously !
@ 10:28 AM
sometimes , decisions made may not seem ideal at tht moment .it may seem such a sacrifice ,you feel th pain , you feel th tears .you feel your heart tear apart .your insides are hurting so much you cant breathe .' Please , someone , tell me what to do . 'tears are falling & you fail to see ,th vision that was meant to be .a thousand things to live for ,but one thing to choose .we all feel th pain , we all choose th way .foggy paths & lost missions .thr are decisions we break our hearts for .decisions we smile for .it all goes down to what your heart knows worthy .its not mind only , but heart .your heart feels th pain & knows th way .for your heart ,is th one thing tht makes th decisions to run after Him .
@ 10:03 AM
yoyoyoyoyoyoyo ! super super super super high !th bad thing is , im alone , HOW TO HIGH !hahahahas , going to play P O O L with Congy & Zyanny today :DLovely lovely ;xI AM SO EFFIN EXCITED FOR LC LC LC LC LC LC !ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs .after metamorphosis , go home , pick up zyann&isaac .go airport , study , TAKE PLANE , REACH HONGKONG !cant wait t shop , go suicidal ;D , meet th PASTORS & CHURCH PLANTERS !ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .am going to bring back so so so much more & am so sure tht if i rweally apply wht i learn , growth will come big time .yes , amen ! :D
Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 10:28 PM
Ellos ! :D At Qiyin's place now ! Wow , its like 223ohours alr !Teachers day celebration must've made it down in th HISTORY OF GYSS !Cool manxzxzxzxz ! :D Ehr , then i went back to SPS :DMsJoeyTan is so pwetty ! LOL :D & saw some other teachers too :DLike MrFrancisTan & MRS PHANNNGGGG ! hahahas , yea ,& ALOT of ex-schoolmates ^^alot changed , some , never ! LOL .yeayea , then went to play pool with Qiyin ^^th cwazy :xlaughed alot ! hahas , & para-ed too :xuhhhhhh , yea ,slacked , then some random guy called ZhiCong came , LOL .then went to blow bubbles which tasted toxic ;pyeaaaa ! thts about it :D blahblahblah .gotta go type a extremely long letter to _ _ _ _ _ :D !HAHAHAHA :x Goodbye & Goodnight :DBythway , i've two numbers now ! hahaha ! & i tricked BK w one :DLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL , BYEEEEEEEEEEEE :Dsometimes ,
i do wish life was easier .
not having t suffer th heartbreaks ,
th hurts .
th hurts which no one know about .
th gashes across my scarred heart which people never notice .
th slashes they cause without even knowing .
sometimes ,
i do wish that tears werent th best form of escape .
but what wishes come true ?
well , its just th mastering the art of pretense i guess .
but it does get tired trying to hold unto something you never could find .
well , thats life for you , suckers !
Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ 9:00 PM
Q1: What's your zodiac ?- uh , dog :DQ2: Do you believe in love at first sight?- laughing at Beans answer - uh , no :DQ3: Does your ex(s) still contact with you?- HAHA , STILL LAUGHING AT BEANS ANSWER ! Yes ! He is EXTINCT ! :D Q4: Do you think your a good bf/gf?- Better then Bean . LOOOOOL ;xQ5: Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?- Yes .Q6: Have u ever liked anyone else's bf/gf?- Nahhhh !Q7: Thinking of anyone right now ?- Bernard & his retarded answers ;xQ8: What would you like to say to that person on your mind?- Bernard , You answered th whole quiz , GET A LIFE . :D .Q9: Have you ever broken someone else heart?- Guess so .Q10: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?- Doesnt everyone ? ( Except Bernard anyway . )Q11: Do you prefer to be single or in arelationship?- Am in a wonderful relationship ^^Q12: How do you feel right now ?- Sleepy ;xQ13: Have you told anyone you'd marry them?- Mei You !Q14: Total contact in msn ?- 1oo+ :DQ15: How many online ?- uh , too lazy to check .kay , thr are like , 35 more questions & im hell bored & too lazy .And th questions are lame .Bernard , how did you do them ?!& he gave very lame answers too ! LOOOOL .ohkay , im gonna entertain myself .GOODBYE :D This is my compliment post for today :D
@ 7:48 PM
Ello :D Got detention today , craps .Then did some fun things when i came home :DWhen with sherlyn to cut hair first ,WE BOTH LOVE OUR HAIR NOW ^^Irrisistable obsession ;xThen , i came home & walked th damn road im so afraid of .i walked it twice .& yeaaa ! loved it (:Kay , nothing much today ,Love is thy crux of everything !tonight im left to drown in the tears ,
those which were the only memory left of you .
without you its all falling apart .
theres no one left to love ,
to love .
if its everything im left to be ,
its you i wanna spend my life with .
knowing day by day a love which would go on endlessly .
yet ending in shatters in place of brokenness .
and the most heartbreaking lasts ,
where the heart never beats again .
looking into your diamond eyes ,
your hands that hold a thousand gems .
wonder what it is that makes that goodbye leave me with a thousand regrets .
flowing from my empty eyes .
staring into the lifeless streets ,
running from those crazy leaps .
wondering , wondering .
if i would remember you in the darkest night ,
for you were my brightest star .
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 5:51 PM
Doesnt matter if im here anymore ,you're gone & its all drifting away .the roads' so far & th winds are blowing all we had away away away .Baby , it doesnt matter if th stars are shining .doesnt matter anymore .even if th sun refuses to rise ,& the night doesnt take away my pain .baby , its nothing i cant bear .'cause you took me high ,& i hung on a thread , never knowin holdin on would hurt .never knew looking into your eyes would place my heart .all i wanna do is escape from th dice .from th fantasy you put me through .gimme a dagger , put me on a spear .baby , this' way more then i can handle ,knowing you dont care if my hearts beatin' or not .1. When you looked in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- ZOMG , MY HAIR IS SCREWED ! ;x
2. How much cash do you have on you?
- uh , 14 .
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"
- Les . LOL . uhr , guest (:
4. Favorite planet?
- uhr , earth ? :D
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
- some unknown number ! ;x
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- Forever (:
7. What shirt are you wearing?
- some tee tht says uh , im infocomm literate are you ? ;x
8. Do you "label" yourself?
- uhhhhhhhh , (:
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.
- its expensive & famous [: its called SKIN ^^
10. Bright or Dark Room?
- bright , i guess :D
11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey?
- she's crazy & weird :x
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping :D
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
- haha , k cool ! yaddayaddayaddayadda .
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
- uh , sunplaza :D
16. One particular word that you use a lot when you're angry?
- uhr , screw ?
.17.Who told you they loved you last?
- uhr , Him :D
18. Last furry thing you touched?
- YOU ;x KIDDING :D hmm , towel ? :D
19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
- Zero :D
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
- You cant get developed ! :x
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- uhm , 14 ?
22. Your worst enemy?
- Mr.SA Tan .
23. What is your current desktop wallpaper?
-some compaq shit .
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- pocky is nice ! :D { seriously . }
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
- ehr , ability to fly :D BECAUSE THEN PEOPLE WOULD PAY ME ! HAHAHAH , LOSER ! :x
26. Do you like someone?
- No .
27. The last song you listened to?
- Leave it all to me ; Miranda Cosgrove Ft. Drake Bell .
{ credits to sherlyn . }
unexpressable hurt ; ♥
@ 4:40 PM
Ellos ! See my dumb face ! Muahahahahhas :Dawright , i got home friggin early today .Like rweally early , like 4pm ! wooo !today school was , awright i guess .home econs , made SHEPHERDS PIE , yummy yummy :Dbut MsAng was being childish ]: she never talked t us at all ,as she was still angry about yesterday .ugh , lame much ;xohkays , anyway , friday is gonna be boring .holidays having so much supplementary .math , science , literature , crapsxzxzxzxzxzxzxz .its ohaky ^^ I'LL BE IN HONGKONG :Dawright , nothin much t post about anyway .goodbye :Dtonight i've fallen & i cant get up ,
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up .
i never knew it would hurt so much if you were gone .
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 9:37 PM
Dawn Dawn Dawn Dawn Dawn Dawn DUSK ;xawright ! im back here to annoy th crap outta you ^^lotsa funnnehnehnehnehneh things happened today (:met Yiting , Melissa , IsaacKennie & Joshua .fun time :D alot of laughing etcetcetcetc .Joshua taught me math ! pythagaros {s?} theorem :Di got it , a lil' :DI LISTENED IN MATH TODAY ! sets ROCK :Dhmmm , nothing much i guess .ehhhh , yeap [:ohyeah , realized today tht secondary school is much more ,ehr , scary then primary school .primary school kids , innocent .th worst ? ' i dont friend you ' IN YOUR FACE .secondary ? backstab .you never know when people are talking about you .freaky , eh ? you never know who hates you .ohwell ! ;x im off :D knowing knowing knowing .
trying trying trying .
Lord , gimme gimme gimme . strength .
Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYANG JAMES ! :DAye , four days since i was here .getting dustier :D heh , been busy .hectic , cwazy week .JUMP was awesome ! beatiful , actually .praised til' hair was all wet ,worshipping in th pouring rain ,looking at hands raised towards heaven .hearts opened towards Him .my perfect , powerful Lord .ah , the beauty (:learnt guitar from BK on saturday ,am grateful & thankful to the extreme .i can play fluently now (: must practice !discipline discipline discipline dawn !ohkay , woke up at 8m today because LIMSHINGYANG called me .& im like , whaaaat ?& he's like , ya know Regi got hopekids right ?& im like , ahhhhh you go luh , ughhhh .then five mins after talking to God , i woke up rushed(:His ministry is always a worthy cause .new FTP & Whitley convert :D Gods' hand is moving over all lands .i believe i am serving a worthy cause .& all eternity with Him .what else could i ask for in life ?puhlease , this is more then i deserve .i deserve to be in a shithole & bottomless pit of suffering .but He chose to give His life for me to have life ,to the fullest .not a shithole where everything is screwed (:kay , gotta watch tht language .ehhhh , awright , am very tired now .fell asleep while studying today , MYGAWD. I LEARNT PYTHAGORUS THEOROM { s? } weets !im a retard , so shut up (:awright , thts it then :D will be back to kill your time soon enough ,& quick enough for you to say supercalifragilisticexpialidocious :D smiles ! ^^
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ 10:17 PM
Ello ello .Joshua , just wanted t say thanks , rweally .my first ever assesment book !AH , thank you :Dohkay , to share ;Joshua got a Longman Math for me .awww , though i dont rweally wanna do it , heh .but rweally appreciate it , brother !had steamboat as a CG today :Dit was rweally fun ! ^^ lotsa foods .then went to cut hair with Melissa .i look NO DIFFERENCE , like ugh .& Melissa cut her hair shorter .DONT LIKE THAT PLACE , UGH .thts about it [: bytheway , its funnnnnn ! whts fun uh , LOL .ohkay , forget it :D goodnight & goodbye .
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
@ 7:48 PM
HAPPY BELATED QIYIN ,IIE LURBBSXZ LURBBESXZ EUUS MANIIEX MANIIEZ LYKKES CWAZIIEYSXZXZXZXZ ! ♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEEPY REGI ! ADOWABLE SHEEPIE ! :D ♥kays , went out with Qiyin on sunday ,ate Pastamania , went Marina Square .cam-whored alot ! :D & uh ,blahblahblahblah :D then uh , yea . HAHA :xtoday is , uh ; tuesday . right . uh ,yesterday met Zyann ^^ , sheppy went cwazy (:then Yicongy came [: after WFL , CA , th rich , went JustAcia , Daniel came too :D { thank you Daniel ^^ }then , we did alot of funny stuff & laughed alot .saw alot of ' chio bu ' , HEH .then today went AMK hub , met Melissa & Rina .saw NE people & JonTay , LOL .i did spastic things , as usual :Dwell , thts about it ! school aint no fun t talk about anyway .'cept for th cwazy teachers which have unlimited mood swings ,UGH .thats that !Time passes .
Even when it seems impossible .
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood
behind a bruise .
It passes unevenly ,
in strange lurches and dragging lulls ,
but it does .
Even for me .
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 10:09 AM
HAPPY BELATED TO SHERMAN15TH , QIZHI16TH , JIANHAO16TH♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA17TH♥Ello ! Im at ANGQIYIN's house now .yesterday after meetings :D , we went JustAcia { Impact }thens we had lotsa fun & laughters !HOW MANY MEH MEH JUMP OVER THE WALL ! :DBANG BANG ! wahlauuuuu , i laughed til' literally R O F L ! :Dit was a rweally good time of fun & laughter & fellowship :DBRANDON ATE THREE BOWLS OF RICE ! ohyes , and we bought different foods , & we all shared .it was so , FAMILIA ! dang , i love tht family so muchxzxzxzxz .if thr were a day i didnt love God , i might stay on because of th family :Danyway , then i met th RETARD & we took train .WE TOOK HELL LOTS OF SPASTIC PICTURES, MY GAWD !& we saw shuaiige's ! LOOOOOOOL .then came over t her place & i fell asleep , then when i woke up ,I SAW LIGHT ! WOW ! hahas :xohkay , we did alot of stupid things :Dwe crossed our legs in th train .no , you got me wrong .we crossed our legs on EACH OTHER :Dlike , mine hers mine hers , ontop of each other .yeayea ! :D RUN BABY RUNNNNN ~ & we're going out later :DBEST BOYF EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDthr're times when im just incoherent.
whr words fail me.
whr i see wht is waiting for me , out thr.
& i knw tht i have choices t make.
when im all alone , on th very verge of breakdown.
i lose all meaning.
gripping tightly t my chest ,
trying to hold unto whts left of me.
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 9:06 PM
ANGQIYIN ! You suck rock :DI think :xIts really good t have people around you :Dwalked out of th subway ,doubting my beliefs .if you were real & mine t keep .but love , you showed me & thr was perfect clarity .in a tissue pack , a bottomless pit of love .my king , my saviour , my friend .i will never leave you ,just as i promised .as much as i struggled not t think of him,
i did not struggle to forget.
i worried - late in the night,
when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses -
that it was all slipping away.
tht my mind was a sieve,
and i would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes,
the feel of his skin and the texture of his voice.
i could not think of them, but i must remember then.
because thr was just one thing that i had to believe to be able to live
i had to know that he existed .
that was all .
everything else i could endure .
so long as he existed .
new moon , stephanie meyer .
Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 8:41 PM
I went to school today , it was awright .sherlyn tied her hair , she looks like a cock , thts wht i told her :Dbut seriously , sherlyn , you look better with your hair tied , trust me !eh , school sucked today , school always does , though .so , after school i had to take some english test .it was alright , not hard at all . no challenge , oh well !then i met Qiyin , we just slacked and she went high ! ^^its fun to be with her , things seem to just go away .th heartache and all , it just all seems to go away !& th awful , cwazy girl sent me home , it was a funny walk :/but i really love her for tht ! :D If not , i would've freaked home ;Dso thts all i guess . the disappointment was nearly as instantaneous as the recognition .
i sank down right where i was ,
kneeling there at the edge of the clearing , beginning to gasp .
what was the point of going any farther ?
nothing lingered here .
nothing more than the memories that i could have called back whenever i wanted to ,
if i was willing to endure the corresponding pain .
th pain that had me now , had me cold .
- new moon , stephanie meyer .
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 6:14 PM
IT'S FUNNY -- how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. IT'S FUNNY -- how good memories can start to make you cry. IT'S FUNNY -- how forever never seems to really last. IT'S FUNNY -- how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. IT'S FUNNY -- how people can just leave you when you`re down. IT'S FUNNY -- how when you need someone, they're never around. IT'S FUNNY -- how people change and think they're so much better. IT'S FUNNY -- how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".IT'S FUNNY -- how people can forgive even though they can't forget. IT'S FUNNY -- how one day can contain so much regret. IT'S FUNNY -- how ironic life turns out to be. But the funniest part of all.. none of that seems funny to me.- from Sherlyn's blog :Dyay ! zyann , yicong , weiting , liting and melissa came over :Dthey visited me cus im sick :Dthanks man ! i feel th love ! ^^xoxo !
@ 2:38 PM
EH ! hi (:Gave school a miss today due t some reasons ,& my mum asked me t go die ! gosh .she said she didnt care if im ill , she'd rather i die in school .such a wonderful mum , wow .so anyway , Dad bought lunch for me [: so nice right !& i've been reading Stephanie Meyer th whole day :Djust LOOOOOOOVE it so much ^^HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ! Its breathtaking , mind gripping .Its dark , its attention seeking { in a good way . }Its a beautiful dark , nightmarish romance ^^& it made me fall in love w vampires , LOL .thrs Twilight , New Moon , Ecilpse and Breaking Dawn . { like whaaaaa t ?! }and the language is good , thr are really nice paragraphs etc etc .its good , seriously .kay , so , what . Errrrr ! LOL .nothing t blog about x.x EHHHHHHH .-Blanks-what if you sincerely believed something was true ,
but you were dead wrong ?
what if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right ,
that you wouldnt even consider the truth ?
would the truth be silenced ,
or would it try to break through ?
new moon , stephanie meyer .
Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
Making up for lost time here :DLOOOOOOOOLS.i went t study at Bishan just now :D& i am currently in very high spirits .& also ,something i learnt over th years .never . ever . ever . ever . believe teenage boys when they saythey love you & they'd wait for you & all tht crap .its seriously , crap .dont mean t be vulgar here , but its really really shit . LOL .& quoted from Jess , shit should go in th toilet bowl !like , one minute they could say they're in love w you .& will wait for you , wanna marry you [?] & all tht honeyed stuff .th next minute , they're w some other girl , sayin th same stuff .shouting it from th rooftops with no self-conscious & guilt .sometimes , we seriously need t send them on guilt trips !ohwell ! i still have a long way t goooooo :Dohkay , enough with kids and romance :D { note , its my URL ! }kay , this topic : End Times .i seriously think End Times are coming , like , really .it hurts t see more people leaving ,but still , its great t see salvation (:ahh ! im still thinking bout all th kids and romance rubbishes .they're like , so many romantic places in singapore .for what ? for couples who are so fragile & paperlike .ahhhh ! i wanna go S'poreFlyer & Vivo w a boyf next time :DNo , Qiyin . Not you .kay , im about done posting [:lalalalas ~for th depth of thy love .
thou shall pay .
for thy price of thee heart .
which thou broke .
thy promises thou gave .
hath ceased t exist .
sorry , love .
@ 9:02 AM
Happy belated birthday DK :D & Liting :DEhHello ! :DIm back to posting :DAH ! th sad thing is , my 7 year friend just died ]:MY COM CRASH LERHSXZXZXZXZ ! so sad right ! ahhhh ]: but its a blessing in disguise yea ! :DDad say maybe get a new com / laptop , APPLE LEH !Macbook :D Macbook :D Macbook :Dohkay , seriously high now .yeayea ! yesterdays service was earlier then usual .then i had t reach Cuppage at NINE FIFTEEN !Like , wow .LOL , so did holycomm .saw some decomposed stuffs , ultra gross , LOL .then had CA Retreat at AMK ministry house .we ended at like , 1o plus ?time really flies when you're having fun :Dwe did lotsa fun things ! :D & blah blah blah blah blah , yea :DEhhhh , thts about it :DGoing sentosa tmr ! Weehee ~ excited :DKay , later .Dawnie:Dwhen i see you go ,
it hurts so much .
th memories we had , vivid .
i really miss you , i really do .
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 @ 11:36 AM
Hello ! First things first .Happy belated birthday , Brandon ! :D ♥kay , im back t revive my blog :Dhave been very lazy to update .am currently in school com lab , how sucky ]:but i like th com here ! its not laggy :D& today many scary things have been goin on .SHERLYN GOT FREAKED [: Hehes .Yeayea ! Thr's a dead , flat , smelly rat in th carpark .& every morning & night i have t smell it !OH MY GOODNESS , so gross .kay , i got nothing much to post about though ]:life's getting routined but its still t th fullest [:gotta do geog , sucks .Eh , alright :D update more soon !Project Salvation GO GO GO !We will win th war , we will win th war !I love you .
