And you will live in my memories, forever more i swear.♥

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♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.

Its just me♥

Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥

Your typewriter♥

Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 10:08 PM

MadMelissa , DoctorDawn !
Kay , i'm being really lame right now [x
we had poetry workshop today , Poetry Slam .
i think its pretty cool ! & MrsDew , th trainer , is cool !
she's like , Ashanti , or a rapper of some sort .
she looks cool ! :D heh , & i like her accent .
kay , straight after school i zhao-ed ! as usual -.-
we had t do this QSE survey , about what we thought of th school .
i answered positive for most of th questions bout teachers ,
but when it came t if i enjoyed school & tht sort ,
i could've closed my eyes & clicked on TOTAL DISAGREEMENT.
th reasons are mine t know , yours t find out .
so well , i met MadMelissa after :D
& we went t Woodlands . we had our lunch ;x
courtesy of Dawn & KFC , haha ! thens ,
we had our shepherding at a favourite hangout :D
its cooling & quiet , quite a solitary place ! its nice thr .
& aft , we played abit of ball :D
then ! we saw this string , tied around some wall .
then we were curious , so we followed th string .
IT SEEMED NEVERENDING ! it went past th slope t th bus stop ,
then t th construction site ,
then t th next block & th next & th next .
& th carpark !
it went in & out , in & out .
& it went up t th second floor , tied t a bike
by some retarded kids who cut it .
& went all th way from 852 - 869 !
& we were freaked at thinking what we would find .
guess what ! :D we found both ends of th string .
after a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong search .
& guess whr !
GUESSSSSSSSS ! we were considering ,
dead bodies , scary things , bombs , mas selamat .
wow , one million dollars !
then , th string ended . - plays scary music -
& WE WERE STANDING IN TH MIDDLE .
OF .
A VOID DECK .
OF EMPTINESS .
total & complete emptiness .
You must be kidding me , God . HAHAHAHA , it was dumb but fun :D
yea , after that we went t Popular at CWP .
& i found th books i wanted
& i developed such a craving & WANT t REEEEAAADDDD .
but Daddy didnt wanna get books for me ]: so bored !
i really wanna read ! i was like ,
living in 'Book World' for th whole time i was at home !
man , books are so interesting .
ahhhh ! i shall not do a sermon on how much i love books
& why you should love them too [x HAHAH .
kay , so i'd end here :D

a familiar clenching pain ,

in th mid of my chest .

those moments where breathing seemed denied .

where it seemed unnatural t take a breather ,

whr my lungs just seemed crumpled & crippled .

whr my mind would wander ,

my heart break .

whr th lump in my throat would choke me .

& a blurred , faltered view .

whr words seemed distant ,

& tears seemed redundant .

those familiar moments .

whr i had t choke back tears .

whr everything is flushed from milky way ,

right back into reality .

whr th pain smacks me right in my face ,

& i go over those moments .

when you were thr .