Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 12:20 AM
Happy birthday Joshua !kay , Clique today was good !th testimony , { interview like } , th lim ko-pi . heh , it was cool !& th number of converts were also cool !its great t see people crossing th line :Dth feeling just overwhelms me ]:im too sentimental , LOL .kay , todays saturday & saturdays always rock :Dmuch went on in my mind today .thanks ;BK :DZyann.Qiyin.Adha.Yicong.Xiangwei.CA's one family i love alot .we've had our fair share of ups & downs .but through it all ,we'd stick it out together ! :D yea guys ? :Dmind struggling ,
breathtaking .
tears choking .
heart squeezing.
chest clenching .
mind boggling .
crazed thoughts .
new faith .
new strength .
new belief .
new love .
new convictions .
new me.
Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 10:08 PM
MadMelissa , DoctorDawn ! Kay , i'm being really lame right now [xwe had poetry workshop today , Poetry Slam .i think its pretty cool ! & MrsDew , th trainer , is cool !she's like , Ashanti , or a rapper of some sort .she looks cool ! :D heh , & i like her accent .kay , straight after school i zhao-ed ! as usual -.-we had t do this QSE survey , about what we thought of th school .i answered positive for most of th questions bout teachers ,but when it came t if i enjoyed school & tht sort ,i could've closed my eyes & clicked on TOTAL DISAGREEMENT.th reasons are mine t know , yours t find out .so well , i met MadMelissa after :D& we went t Woodlands . we had our lunch ;xcourtesy of Dawn & KFC , haha ! thens ,we had our shepherding at a favourite hangout :Dits cooling & quiet , quite a solitary place ! its nice thr .& aft , we played abit of ball :Dthen ! we saw this string , tied around some wall .then we were curious , so we followed th string .IT SEEMED NEVERENDING ! it went past th slope t th bus stop ,then t th construction site ,then t th next block & th next & th next .& th carpark !it went in & out , in & out .& it went up t th second floor , tied t a bikeby some retarded kids who cut it .& went all th way from 852 - 869 !& we were freaked at thinking what we would find .guess what ! :D we found both ends of th string .after a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong search .& guess whr !GUESSSSSSSSS ! we were considering ,dead bodies , scary things , bombs , mas selamat .wow , one million dollars !then , th string ended . - plays scary music -& WE WERE STANDING IN TH MIDDLE .OF .A VOID DECK .OF EMPTINESS .total & complete emptiness .You must be kidding me , God . HAHAHAHA , it was dumb but fun :Dyea , after that we went t Popular at CWP .& i found th books i wanted & i developed such a craving & WANT t REEEEAAADDDD .but Daddy didnt wanna get books for me ]: so bored ! i really wanna read ! i was like ,living in 'Book World' for th whole time i was at home !man , books are so interesting . ahhhh ! i shall not do a sermon on how much i love books
& why you should love them too [x HAHAH .kay , so i'd end here :Da familiar clenching pain ,
in th mid of my chest .
those moments where breathing seemed denied .
where it seemed unnatural t take a breather ,
whr my lungs just seemed crumpled & crippled .
whr my mind would wander ,
my heart break .
whr th lump in my throat would choke me .
& a blurred , faltered view .
whr words seemed distant ,
& tears seemed redundant .
those familiar moments .
whr i had t choke back tears .
whr everything is flushed from milky way ,
right back into reality .
whr th pain smacks me right in my face ,
& i go over those moments .
when you were thr .
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
H I !Had ImpactPM today [xvery very good :D had GYPM too , very good too !th affirmation was wonderful :D i hope all of you are encouraged , gang ! [xits been like , a very happening few weeks .Clique , SOW , Evax , PM's & so much t prepare .people t meet , people t eat :x HAHA .okay okay , its been a good week { last week esp. }so far , my flu is going away , lil' by lil' :D& .. ehhhh , ALOT OF THINGS ARE GOING ON LUH :D
& i'm buffed out , HAHAHA .why i'm still so high ? beats me . LOL .kay , many things on my mind right now :DOHWELL ;Dfor you're not like th stars ,
you're like my palm .
thr for me every single second .
i believe in you ,
despite what i've heard & seen .
for what i've experienced is far greater then every imagination .
i hang unto every hope i have .
ditching all th rubbish .
for all i've treasured & loved ,
is nothing .
th rope is frayed & cut .
i'm falling t my death ,
but , you .
only you , caught me & carried me on eagles wings .
hey now , i know .
you're all i need .
& i'll keep my promises t you ,
t never leave you & love you , always and forever .
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 9:27 AM
I AmELEARNRetarded.:DThis is so boring , elearning sucks ! Weird links , countless downloads , un-found tasks .But i just feedbacked that its FUN & COOL so that wedontHAVEtogotoschool ! :DI've completed 3/4 of the work & i can leave my com ! ;Doh , & thr's a 1ocm high pile of tissue papers on th side of my desk ! :Dthis's th first ! ^^ ohwell ! :D mama made me eat some shitty medicine ,yellow & green , ew much ? ]:ohkay ~ going t go out later ! :Das usual -.-kay , im getting very very bored now ]:everyone's online ! hahahaha .
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 10:13 PM
boo ! i didnt go t school today , i nearly died at home .really really sick , feeling more then terrible now .thank goodness thr's no school tmr , its E Learning .how boring ! :xwell , i have nothing t post about .just tht , God is really moving [:in my heart & i pray in your heart too !can you hear th drumbeats of revival ?everything we prayed during CentralPM today ,we will act upon it .what im going through ,
is just another hurdle .
i need someone , i need people .
t push me on & bring me through .
im losing strength .
im falling ,
& thr's only One who could save me .
i shall not let my emotions take over ,
nor my feelings & thoughts .
what comes first , comes first .
& i will be through , someday .
for th love of th game .
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 10:17 PM
man , im extremely ill , really feel like just fainting or going into coma .seriously ! ughs , so . i went t th library today t study - WOAH ! -w David,Faith,Melissa,Regina&Nicole. i just read a book ..so , yadda yadda , much crapping as usual .thens yesterday was good [: we had our first Clique !th drama was cool , really liked it .basically , Clique was TH BEST , like TH .& guess wht , central A hit 7 rows , FULL .like , 52 people i think .. :x WITHOUT shadow count !being in CA for th past year & a month plus , its never happened !dang , we were so happy ! & really awed by God's power .yea , & i stayed over at Melissa's house . her bed is comfy !then yeap , everything's screwed & not screwed as usual .whatever it is , just really pray i'd be strong & God'd be thr .thr's no one , but thr's God , i think i can handle ! :Dcrying hard on th inside ,
for th times when i fall .
thr's no one t catch me .
will Your hand be my Rock forever ?
yes .. yes , it will .
You will be th pillar of my life .
i believe in You ,
& Your love for me .
catch me , im falling .
hard .
& i'm hurting .
bleeding .
crying .
save me ,
save me from this world ,
from th harm these people are doing t me .
from th life i know .
take me away , t a secret place .
Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 10:12 PM
had napfa today ! it was fun [xwe were really high ! eh , coke ? ;Dcrapped alot & did pretty well .I THINK MY HEAD IS FLAT ! during incline , i went t let go of th bar & hit th ground flat .Three Times . & it didnt really hurt ! :xthen th guy was laughing at me , IDIOT ! -.-I GOT TH VEST I WANT ;DDDD YAY , mummy bought it .so blessed luh ~ ok , i really dont like th song american boy -.-ANNOYING . yeayea ~ & later i have t go t Qiyin's house & collect stuffs .th bodoh went t east coast ! hahahaha :xtmr's Clique & BBQ , kinda excited [x but also very very tired , needa wait for bodoh .& orange must've fell into th water , OHWELL ;Dc'mon c'mon ! rain dowwwwnnnnn ~even someone i've known for not yet a month ,
cares more then you .
whom i've known for years .
then you , whom i've known for my whole life .
then you , whom i see every day .
then you , whom i tear for .
sometimes , its hard t love ,
& also hard t be loved .
have my efforts of wanting t build friendships gone t waste ?
only you have th answer t this question .
for i'd continue caring & loving all you ignorant people ,
til' th day i die .
despite th countless times you've hurt me ,
& you may not even know it .
not even sense th cut thats penetrating deep into my heart & me , breaking .
i'd just tell myself ,
' gotta be strong , just keep on bein strong . '
people ARE right after all ,
true friends are hard t find .
especially when i exist in a world ,
whr i am non-existent .
people come & go .
leaving me in tears & hurt .
leaving me drowning in my own despair ,
crumbling in my own desperate world .
does anyone care ?
anyone which your single smile makes a whole lot of difference t me , bother ?
all i have , is to look up .
& trust & hold on for dear life .
for you people are tearing me apart .
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 10:56 PM
damn .who am i t you guys ?just someone you guys can talk t when you're bored ?someone you can just crap w ?do i mean anything t you guys ?ANY one of you guys .at times , im invisible .do you know th countless times you've hurt me ?with your speech , actions , attitudes .ever spared a thought for me ?i dont freaking wake up at 12am on your birthdays for nothing .i damn treasure you guys lots .but really , tell me , please .who am i t you ?dont kid me anymore , my heart aint for you t tamper w .i'm willing t put in all efforts for all these friendships .willing t hear you out , talking bout your guys , your problems , willing t listen t you crap , crapping w you , askin how're you .but when i look for someone t talk t , are you thr ?when i'm really looking for some damn person t confide in ,are you thr ?even if you are , you never listen .no , haha , you guys never do .how much hurt i've gone through for wht i cherish ,wht i treasure .how much effort & extra miles , how much pain .th love i've given you guys , th way i just want t spend time w you .t just be able t crap w you & be comfortable around you guys .th way i just want you t treat me as a friend .th damn way you treat everyone else .i have a heart , i have feelings .c'mon ! tell me , who in th world am i to you ?please .
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 7:56 PM
so many times i was alone , i couldnt' sleep .you left me drowning in th tears of memory .& ever since you've gone , i've found it hard t breathe .cause thr was so much your heart just couldnt see .a thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes .but time's been healing me & i say goodbye .cause i can breathe again , dream again .i'll be on th road again , like it used t be th other day .now i feel free again , so innocent .cause someone makes me whole again , for surei'll find another you .could you imagine someone else is by my side .i've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling .my heart was always searching for a place t hide .could not await th dawn t bring another day .you're not th only one t hear me when i say ,th thoughts of you , they just fade away .sometimes i see you when i close my eyes ,you're still a part of my life .Another you - Cascada .Yoyoyo ! Today we had CIP ! collecting NEWPAPERS -.-sounds boring huhs .. LOL . but it got REALLY fun [:me & sherlyn were freaked out by some houses & some cats .& we were STUNNED at some amount of newspapers & COOL HOUSES !th guys also came over t help out [: thanks Marcus , Weiwen & Kelvin [xthens we started playing w th NTUC trolley .& sharmeel was like , screaminggggg ~ hahas , but it was fun [x& sherlyn , th gangster , was like .. dancing at staircase landings .okayyyy ~ hahas ;D it was cool ! [:then Kelvin came over t get math textbook & i taught him HomeEcs .AMAZING . LOOOOOL x.xyeayeaaa ~ & also saw BRANDON wearing PINK.wahahahahaaaaaaaaas ~ okay [x & i kept zhao-xia-ing today , haha .its a fun day ! ;D & a really fruitful PM ,i hope you guys were refreshed ! :DWhen im w you , every second counts .
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
Ello [: Today had SOW Basketball & badminton !It was fun [: ! but i had a abrasion ]: so painful ! thank God no blood ! ^^ but i was like ,running around in circles saying ' my leg damn pain ! '& people called it a game -.-& MY SORE THROAT IS WORSE -.-cus i had t shout & shout & i kept screaming :x LOOOOL .okay , it was really fun ! [:we should have events like this more often [:CA ! I love you guys [:& we went t eat TPY WANTON NOODLES ! :D yum ;Di got it for free as MCQ owes me a meal , LOOOOL .okays , i'll BE GONE thens [: tmr got rubbish CIP .waste my time , TOOT TOOT TOOT . LOOOOL .Everyday w you is a day in heaven .I love you & i'll love you forever .
No matter how hard it is .
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 2:15 PM
Ello ! I kena chase home by teacher at around reccess time today .LOL , MdmGu asked me t go home as i was running a fever .& got cold , then trembling & bad sore throat .so , apparently , KelvinBunny , accompanied me t th office .& i was allowed t go home on my own as my parents were both working .thanks Kelvin ! [: it rocks t have a brother/sister in your own class , eh bunny ? ^^so i came home & on-ed com & watched tv [: caught a pretty good movie ; Honeymoon With Mum ;Dyeayeaaaa ~ so , later on am going t meet Regina & have WFL .kinda tired , kinda sick , kinda bored , ohwell ! :Dall i knw is [: when you have goodfriends ,you turn psychotic ! COS YOU SMILE AT YOUR PHONES -.-its so true cans ! ZOMG LUHS :x
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 11:37 PM
Today, am not in th best mood t post .Came t blog cos i felt a need t express something [xSigh , basically ! I went out w Qiyin & Matthew today .We went Bugis & PS . Thats about it .We crapped alot [: & Qiyin ! I love you , seriously [: sometimes i truly wonder if you treat me as your own .
th times you've cared for me ,
seem so far away .
nowadays , you've been th dread of my life .
i hear your screams & shouts ringing in my ears .
slamming doors & hurting words fill my mind .
all i want is your love .
all i need is for you t understand my feelings .
you dont understand me .
you really really dont .
Mum , Dad .
i thank you for th things you've done for me when i was little .
i know you will never read this .
yet , i dont know why i keep typing .
you've played a big role in my life .
but right now , you're a constant nightmare .
do you love me still ?
what am i t you now ?
are my feelings in your consideration ?
when you tell me that im useless ,
is my heart in your consideration ?
when you slam doors in my face & scream in my face ,
when you scold me & give me your attitude for no reason ,
is th pain of my heart in your mind ?
when you've decided t take away my allowance ,
Is my LIFE in your mind ?
who am i t you ?
just someone you can throw your rubbish on ,
or your daughter ?
are you gonna treat me like sis ?
i may be young , but im more mature then you think i am .
th problems you guys are going through , th pain you're putting me through .
th tears i've shed for this so-called family .
i really dont care anymore , about th problems we're having .
i cant care anymore .
you've cornered me t a point tht i think its all hopeless .
tht i think ,
Im Hopeless In Your Eyes .
That Im Just Some Girl You Never Loved .
Do you know how i feel ?
I love you , do you ?
You leave me feeling torn & broken .
I hope you're happy .
@ 12:46 AM
No pictures today [: took alot today , will upload another day [:am very tired now , seriously . ohwell !had a good time today [: Impact , Service & CAM .all great fun & i really love this family , truly .lets shine for Jesus together :D & dont really wanna elaborate much on today ,but thr was .. cam-whoring & everything [x& i've really grown t love God & this family more & more .truthfully ? i never thought i would feel so 'at home' anywhr before .they're th best thing tht has happened t me(: WO YONG YUAN ZHI CHI NI MEN ! :x& this ' I will grow myself , grow this caregroup & be committed t God 'this , CA2 , is MY pledge to this group & i will keep t it .i hope all of you meant it from th bottom of your hearts ,& not said it because you were pressurized as everyone was saying it .i really hope so .& i mean it , when i say ' i wanna grow old w you , 'no , this sentence is not meant for my boyf .& zyann & bk [: i know you're reading this ! YOU'RE CAUGHT RED-HANDED ! here you go , for YOU [:I'm dead serious about serving God in a greater way .By being a CL . & i will 'CHIONG' & by end July , thts my goal [xI really need your help ! & i really wanna thank you for always believing in me ,challenging me & pushing me on [x YOU'VE played a huge role in my race [x WO YONG YUAN ZHI CHI NI ! I'm always behind you in whtever you do :DI promise ! This is for You , for all You've done for me .Dawn,♥
Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
HI HI HI HI HI HI ! :D today is okay [: school was fine :D
okay , im a very boring blogger . hmmmmm , always th same starting its
becoming a punch line ! OH NOOOOO .________.
time t change style , hmm anyways [: met Boyf after school :/
had a fine game of pool at Yishun Safra :D th cabby got us LOST -.-
anyway , after tht we cabbed down t Woodlands :/
& we had t wait for Alan & Jeffrey for like , HOURS -.- boring boring x.x
GUYS ARE SLOW , OFFICIALLY . Jeffrey took 2 hours t get from SMB t WDLS -.-
they arrived & th routine began , laugh laugh laugh :/
so whatever , then blahblahblah , t save Boyf's face , i shall not write ANYTHING [:
& i found a really cooling & nice place t just chill :D as in ,
recently i've found in cooling & relaxing ;D
yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaa :x & some dumb things happened in class today :x
MDM GU IS NOT PREGNANT , WOW , REVEALATION ! :x she's just fat :D
haaaaaaaas :x & people played w this slime thingy .
& MsWong got pissed as usual , but we had a Congruency&Simlarity test.
Here , i wanna proclaim something AMAZING .
THE TEST WAS EFFIN EASY -.- except for one question .
OMG LUH , i think i can freaking pass ! ohmigosh ! -.-
okay , so i seriously hope i do pass [x anyways , it'd be th second test
i passed all year ;D for math . & we had LIT TEST today [x
it was FUN :D I LOVE LITERATURE ;D Romeo&Juliet [: NICE WORH !
kays , then yeaaas , my day is boring as i am a boring person :D
tmr gotta wake up hell early , kinda :D eight plus , am v tired now .
have been tired since 6pm , ohwell !
btw , ANGQIYIN , im never going out w you & Alan again !
NOT T ANYWHERE [x
xoxo,
Dawn,♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 8:46 PM
HELLLOOOOOOOO :D okay , i didnt go t school today :x i had a headache & hell of a sore throat in th morning , so yea ,then caught a fever in th afternoon , how sucky ]:i was bored t death , & my mum made me follow her t orchard .thens i came back t sembawang , zhende came -.-thens went t Bishan & met Liting [: then Yicong came [:then we walked around & yadda yadda yadda , thens waited for zyannat FoodJunction , she came [: ok , this post is so boring .after shepherding , we saw BK&Bernard , so we left .& Brandon then took out his very smelly umbrella .NO WAY AM I GONNA STAND UNDER HIS UMBRELLA -.-& zyann has a rusty umbrella :x HAHA :x so yeaaas ,Bernard did some joke thingy , puppet show thing :/ & i laughed til' i hit BK's teeth ! :D bimbo kang ! yeas , so after tht ,went off :D mum spent 9o bucks on facial products for me :xcrazy arse :x HAHA :D & she's giving me 3obucks if i clean up th desk .she's MAD [: anyway i can save up tht monehhhh :Di want th 77th street vest BADLY ]: & I WANT MY RINGGGGG .BOOOOOO ._____. wanted tht black cable ring for like , a year now .thank God its still thr [: okays , off t post CA blog [:JIAYOU JIAYOU :D & IM POOLING W BOYF TMR :D<3
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
NINE PM SHOWS ARE NICE [:& spammers should get lives [:spend time looking at blogs of people you dont like ,even bothering t leave comments -.-i'd repeat myself for your sake , dearly beloved ! [:Love me , hate me , I DONT CARE :DNot happy? close th window luhs -.- its written HUGE at th top left hand corner if you havent noticed .you spend your life reading my posts , wht a waste ? [:even if you know me by name , do you knw my life ? do you understand wht kinda person i am ?c'mon , do something more worthy of your time luh -.-my blog isnt t entertain you , you want entertainment ,i can suggest a website -.- www.youtube.com , ENJOY .i blog as a form of expression for myself , wht do you gain from trying t affect me ?i dont care who you are , & i wont jump t conclusions .but whoever you are & whtever you want ,i suggest you spend your time doing something wiser .i dont need you t say i'm wonderful t live .so call me a bitch , i dont care :Dokays [: blahs , getting spammed is so common now .wu liao , wu liao -.- anyway , just wanna post t affirm these two peeps [:Melissa & Regina :D hey dear sheepys ! just wanted t say , i really love you guys lots !& no biased-ness ok ? im not th best shepherd in th world .& i may not be th most hyper , th sweetest , th best t communicate w .but you guys have been real supportive sheep & you listen when i wanna say something .remember camp , girls ? when i challenged you guys t be responsive & practice TLC ?i see tht in you ! continue tht hyped spirit [: & girls ,i really wanna see you guys rising up ! t be strong & biblical women of God .i really wanna see you guys treasure God sooooo much tht nothing can stop you .from spending time w Him & doing His work .Regina , P4 , making an impact everywhr . 9 contacts leh !keep up th spirit ok , girl ? im really encouraged by you !& th littlest things you do , remember th first encouragement card you gave me ?th one w th word ' Hope ' on it ? jiayous ok ? :D im very happy t serve God w someone as young as you !& i really want t see you grow grow grow ! i love you ! im proud of you !Melissa ! sec 1 , so psyched for Beatty !i feel your burden for th school man ! i had a burden for tht school as i wason a bus , going past tht school & i thank God tht He blessed me w YOU :Deverytime th name Beatty is mentioned , you'll be high !keep this spirit up ! & im sure you'll win your school SOON ! V V SOON !& i really appreciate you alot ! for th shepherdings we've had ,im sure they're memorable ? [: & for th times you've blessed me when im broke .thank you sheepy ! you have practiced TLC ! [: im proud of you !you girls ROCK MY LIFE ! & im blessed for every minute i spend w you .really wanna challenge you girls t keep on growing in God !i will serve w you til' th very end & i'll do my very best t allow you t reach your MAX potential , its a deal ! :DLove.
@ 8:13 PM
Th day you went away ; ♥Eh humans [: or some guaitai's [: 9July , MEMORABLE okay ! [:anyway i dislike school ! BOO YOU , SCHOOL ]: studying is crap .i dont NEED t study , but i will [: for th sake of my Dad [:so anyway , skip th rubbish school part , its just passe .posting about it would just be BORING cos its always th same .angry teachers , crazy teachers , crazy students , getting scolded , homework .all th nonsensical daily shitxz . but after school , we had GY prayermeet [: & seriously ?i feel really at home w these brothers&sisters [:its like , they're my city of refuge , almost all th time ;D& isnt tht how its s'posed t be ? :DD thank you peeps , xoxo .so we discussed , pray & me & agnes CHIONG-ED off for evax .we had fun , we were afraid , we feared ,but thank God for your spirit & heart , thank you girls for takin th step out of your comfort zones , we will reap th harvest !41 CONTACTS IN TOTAL . ohman , God is really good ! its been LONG , babes [: & we've done it !SEE PEOPLE , WE CAN DO IT . keep on being strong , keep on loving people & God .girls , seeing you out thr today really touched my heart .especially Regina , P4 & having th most number of people !& saying this ' I just felt so excited t outreach i didnt want t take a break . 'can you say WOW ? im so so so encouraged ! she herself outreached t 9 people , SENOIRS .c'mon , she did it :D & it reminds me of David :x facing Goliath .hehes :x so c'mon ! th God thts pushing her , encouraging her ,boosting her , is th same God thts doing th same t YOU .no land is barren ! NONE . but its how YOU desire , how YOU want ,how much YOU are willing to work .if your shepherd/CL/UL's just keep giving you extra pushes .talking about spirit , love , burden .if you're just as stubborn as a mule & are not willing ,your heart is not wholehearted for this .no way will you 'GO' , no way will your school grow .just like it is in a relationship w th Lord .you want , you will , you dont want , you wont .its your choice & you reap th consequences .i just know [: tht God-made decisions are wonderful .because they are never wrong :DProv 3:5-6 ;D jiayous peeps ! we will see th GreatCommission coming t pass !& yes , we need YOUR commitment .every. single. one. of you !Here we go ! ;♥Dawn .P.S. 41 CONTACTS !
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 8:47 PM
ELLO EARTHLINGS ! i have ten minutes t chiong blogging ! basically , we outreached today [: & it was quite fruitful ! 8 GY's :D okay , kewl [: thanks BK for th WANG WANG , much appreciated [: thens me & Melissa went off [: to have dinner [: ate Pastamania , yumyums ! :x thens took a bus [: we had a very unique teaching , ehs Mel ? [: thens we landed our asses at CANBERRA PARK :D been long since i've been thr . & we saw North having their PRAYERMEEEEET :D so coooooool ! & me & Mel starting impromptu worship [:
thens we played swing like MAD ! :D think we disturbed & distracted peoples ]:
okay , somethin t share :D when i saw th North having their PM there [: i was INSPIRED [:
IMAGINE ALL DISTRICTS growing SO BIG tht we'd be using like , so many places .
North fills up th whole of Canberra Park w CG'S ,
Central ALL OVER bishan , toapayoh , PS , everywhr you go , you say HI :D
Northeast fillin all AMK etcetc [:
& etc etc etc etc [: everywhr you go , you see Hope peeps !
how ultra cooooool ! [: PM's everywhr , CG's everywhr , UnitMeet's everywhr ,
CLM,ULM etcetc . NO MORE SERVICE UH -.- looooool , kidding .
wahhhhhhhhh ~ c'mon c'mon ! let's do this ! [:
yep [: okay , back t today [: i had lotsa fun w my sheepy [:
hey Mel [: i appreciate & love you alot :D im waiting t see you grow into
a strong & biblical woman of God ! promise ok ? never leave God ;D
God loves you , i love you , CA2 loves you , CA loves you :D
yeaaaaaaaaaa , so psyched for God & HisKingdom [:
Living Testiomonies ! :D Great Commission ! :D
<3
Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 10:16 PM
found this pic :D quite nice ! decided t post it [:
HELLLOOOO shitheads of th world ! :DD today is a FUNNNNNNN day :D & very fruitful .
i high-ed alot :x went pool-ing at YCK Safra w MCQ , Mel & Zach .
then , we saw Andrew , Ray & someone else :x yeaaaa :D we had funnnn .__.
then we went for PrayerMeet , CA derh , & it was FRUITFUL .
spiritual awakening [: & first time i shared til' so scared :x in unit wise .
received alot from God(: hey people , willing to sacrifice your everything ?
how important is God to you ? how much will you give for His kingdom's sake ?
find anything more worthy then Him , tell me ! i'd worship tht person / thing .
wht else more is worth then living this short short short short life for your Saviour eh ? [:
kay , really received alot alot alots :D
thens , had central WFL , also learnt alot ! [:
then went for dindin ~ { yucks } , th food was also yucks :x
then came home alr [: i was high-ing w techno music :x
& kept trying t kiss zyann , but she knows i would never (:
yaddayadda , now im home [:
yes yes , tmr there's school , GO TO HELL . zzzzzzzzzz .
sorry sorry :x i dont like school ): but am evax-ing tmr [:
praying praying ! & i dare say , i'm changed [:
I love my Jesus , i love i love i love my Jesus .
I really wish we were friends .
After all we've been through ,
I wish we could be buddies .
'Cause you guys were two i trusted lots .
You guys made a difference in my life .
Changing my perspective , changing my mind .
Allowing me t learn & grow .
I really treasure you two lots .
Am always praying hard for th day we could be "brothers !" :D
I wish i had th courage .
@ 12:18 AM
You flow through th milky way of my mind , overflowing , overflowing .Hello aliens of the world :D Dawn is blogging again .been taking a break from blogging cos im LAZY [:few interesting things happened recently barhs :Dlearnt tht zhende's back ! [: & hope you're doing fine , friend [:thens , Qiyin , girl [: whatever it is , dont let idiots affect you [:you always have this AWESOME ADORABLE FRIEND t lean unto , i promise .been going out w Qiyin [: today , we went POOLING .seems t be a new hobby ehs , HAHA :x thens , we went woodlands .thens , met Jesslin . { she's real jap & adorable ;D } thens , we went t 8oo+ der playground but we got a hell lot of itchiness ]:so we wanted t move t another playground but it was really dark .so we sat under a block , 853 .crapped alot , emo-ed , NOT ME [: Qiyin was emo-ing ]:then was comforting her then saw Joshua -.-& he gave a stun-ed expression . LOOOOOL . aft tht , blahblahblah , slacked , crapped , whatever luhs .then went home [:QIYIN PANGSEH-ED ME AGAIN -.-yadddayaddaaaaaaaaa ! BLAH :c heeees :DQiyin , i kept my promise t you .i said i would let go & i have :D i said i wouldnt cry over _ _ _ _ _ _ anymore & i havent .ohLord , im really glad :DFinally , its over .Love,♥Dawn .a promise isnt a promise if you've chosen not t keep it at all .
th charred rope is cut .
you've let me down .
i've let you go .
i wish we were friends again .
i treasure every single one of you !! :D <3
Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 10:45 PM
Hell, I look like a plane ! :xHELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :DDDDD today is okay .____.i went home aft school & met Boyf :D we went t play pool @ safra .played for 3h c: i lost like CRAP & seriously got pissed .sighs . anyways , aft tht we went t CWP . { thanks for paying [: cabb . }so we walked around , i looked for my toytoy but couldnt find ):then saw Zhende & sat awhile then he left for his movie { HOR HOR ! :x }then we went home alr lorhs ! so nth much today but super funny stuff happened .blahs , seriously quite dejected now . thought bout some stuffs on th train , yadda yadda yaddas .Lifes hard ): ohwell ! Lord Lord , i cry for Your mercy :DDDbtw , Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold is NICEEEEE :D Love it .& i redecorated my bible :D AWESOME . love it too :DLove,♥Dawn .
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 8:23 PM
& night ; th escape t my pain .hello thr all you cool people ! c: th above picture reminds me of twits .. O_O .hehs , okays . so todays school , passe .only had Geog , Math & Home Ecs [: & ofcourse , th hell hall , Assembly , hot & boring , zz .I LOVE HOME ECS LUHS :D but Marcus does everything .made 'Tau Suan' today , it was pretty good [: can sell can sell !LE LONG LE LONG :DD Marcus is a good chef :c& HE WORE A MINISKIRT :/ hees , idiot .so yeaas , thns had CG today :D we shared our testimony .I WAS A TYPICAL AHLIAN , haaaaas :/ wuliao -.-blahs , Qiyin keep see-ing people i wanna see -.-wanna meet up w old friends & catch up mans , zzz .boooooos :[ so , tmr got training .. heard many new rules .ohmans , i dont know , im really tired of rules alr .SHITXZ RULES ! hahaaaaas :/ watching teevee , messy house mans !bahs , distracted by tv . ohwells :D F U N :Dhehehehehehe :D CHANNEL 8 , COOOOOOOL [:okay okay , friday going Safra for pool w Qiyin [:yadda yadda yaddas ~ kay luhs , shan't bore you , BYEBYE :Di would love t have cherished .
i would love t have let it last .
{ OHMIGOSH , I SEE A HUGE BUG . }
& right now , i really cherish what we shared .
a friendship .
but you left , slamming th door in my face .
now , how could i turn on th radio without thinkin of you .
{ OMG IT WAS A 3-4 INCH GRASSHOPPER , YUCKS }
flashes of you , flashes of us .
so many people i've lost .
my heart , broken .
you , just add on t th excruciating pain .
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
Ehyehy ! Today isnt a bad day [: I s'pose .. :Dschool's th usual nightmare , got scolded by Vani , irritating .guess i should start sleeping earlier , class is boring :[camp spirit is still abit on w everyone though .. i miss th instructors like crap ! i also miss JBac & everything about camp .Instructor Adha plays pool [: & he lives damn near me , loooool .so well . nothing FANTASTIC about my day [: i waited for Qiyin at home , then i went t her place .we left her place & left for Yishun to get my haircut [:im pretty pleased w my new haircut , doesnt look much diff though .but i dont like th way she cut my fringe , zzzz . my poor fringe !*heartbroken* heees :D i love my fringe quite alot :c oh, lemme recommend th place , its not bad :Dits opposite Jie Min Primary school , its a ITE student training centre .but th cutting isnt half bad ! :D im quite pleased .yeaas , so after that we went down to AMK Hub's NewYork NewYork .we waited for MrFrancisTan { my primary school teacher } .he suggested a meet up so we just went along w it :D we caught up & stuffs & it was really nice & all :Dthanks MrTan ! for th treat & all [: it was a enjoyable time :Dthinking back t my primary school days .i was foolish , yet leading a simpler life .ohwell ! times have changed & so have i [:MrTan rocks ! :/ I remember th times in primary school , zzzz .PRIMARY SCHOOL ROCKS MUCH MORE THEN SECONDARY SCHOOL .__.yea , so we stayed at NYNY til' about 9+ then left for home :Dtoday is quite satisfying :D i should learn t be contented [: bad things happened today to & it makes me wanna cry .but i'll be strong in th Lord for He is my shepherd & i shall not be in want .& Zyann , Qiyin , Adha & Brandon :D thanks , you really brighten up my life ! :D♥I said i love You & its always & forever .
Love,
♥Dawn.
HELLLOOOOOOOO :D okay , i didnt go t school today :x 
Th day you went away ; ♥
You flow through th milky way of my mind , overflowing , overflowing .
Hell, I look like a plane ! :x
& night ; th escape t my pain .