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Where'd You Go ,
I Miss You So .
heylo dudettes & dudes ! :D todays th 1st Of June ! its oo15 okay ! :D haha , so its 8 days to camp ! im freakin excited ! i believe that i will learn so much more & that God will really refresh me this Oasis Camp , its gonna be .. another awesome life changing experience , & God is always ready to speak ! & im ready to listen ! are you ? (: this camp is gonna be a time of awesome fellowship , awesome worship , Immerse & so much more ! CLC2 knows the secret of Mega Event , LOL . & im in Mega Event Decor . Shocking . Lolsxz . Yes , im shocked too , dont worry (: well , i really thank God for this opportunity because i really want to serve Him more ! serve Him in the big things & in the small things :D i admit i suck at crafts & stuffs , but i pray God will anoint me ! that God will bless me & impart skills unto me (: so , what happened today ? (: i mean , yesterday , { craps } . uhh , service :D cool cool cool ! ultimate ! :D God really spoke to me ! :D ya know God really really loves you ? (: you think you deserve Jesus dying on the Cross for you ? you must be kidding . WHO ARE YOU that Jesus , the Son of God , should die for you ? who are you ? but still , John 3:16 , because God so loved the world . BECAUSE HE LOVES YOUUUU . :D . yeaaa , He saved you leh , hmm . im really thankful & grateful :D i think without God in my life right now , i'd be ruined . not ruined .. urr , those lifeless , vulgar , & .. whatever lah , LOOOOL . & God also spoke to me about .. our identity in Him , we're children of God yea ? but we're also called to be His disciples , His servants & so much more . but all in all , we serve Him & we love Him . ( okay , seriously , i learnt alot & truthfully , i forget alot . HAHAHAH :/ ) okay , so .. why are we doing what we're doing ? (: & Isaac asked me some questions that struck me , ( thanks Isaac ) , first , what are your convictions ? second , what are your current commitments ? third , do your commitments go in line with your convictions ? this really helps . your conviction is to die , you just be passive & go wait for death . your passion is to serve , then be a waiter (: your passions is to SERVE GOD , then the KOG welcomes you (: btw , the waiter one was a joke , oops :x okay , so .. another .. , Live To Serve , THIS IS SO KEY ! its kinda linked to Day 6 of Camp Devotion . Golden Rule , treat others the way you want to be treated . you want to be treated with love , you treat others with love , you want to be understood , you understand , you want to be cared for , you care for ( get th diff ? ) . Live To Serve , Serve For Love . people matter to God , people matter to YOU . this is like , your foundation , your basics , the fundamentals ! to screw into people passion , compassion & love for people , you start when they're young . its not NATURAL to love people , c'mon , you dont love a perfect God , how'd ya love imperfect people ? only when you love God will that love for people flow out . we're called to be channels of His Love . His Vessels . yay ! lets not be self centred & inward looking :D lets live the way Jesus would live . its the best anyway . LOL . find me something better & i'd leave God :D oh , last thing , hahahahha :/ im becoming Isaac , craps . LOL . eh , God really kept talkin to be bout this , Being Strong . LIKE A BU DAO WENG , no matter how many times you get hit , you wont fall . you'd just bounce back up . 'Boinnngggg ~ ' even if the things of the world tempt you , & you just wanna live your old life again , you cant , th bridge is burnt , & you're off in the other direction alr . chose to live for God , stay in this race . its the only race that has a proper finish line anyway , LOOL . God really emphasized , esp in the book of Joshua , about being strong . He kept telling Joshua to be strong & courageous . be strong & courageous . its said about 6 times you know , LOL . & you know when one thing is said more then once in the bible , its uber uber impt . i mean , everything is impt luh , but ya , you get me . LOL . so , lets be strong in God & not let anything force us down . we may fall but just stand up :D oh , heres a random joke . Life is full of trials , pains & sorrow . So if you fall down , just brush yourself , stand up & say . Which sotong pushed me ? Wanna die har ? LOOOL . okay serious randomness . so . yup ! be as strong as that person , fall , stand up , turn to Satan & say , go & die luh . LOOOOL . okay , so aft this , imma share w ya some random stuff today , aft Impact meet ( Congrats & Welcome Joshua ! To Impact (: ) we went to Food Junction , BRANDON DID MTV , ULTRA COOL ! Lol . please log on to http://www.wow-for-christ.blogspot.com/ for more information . LOOOOL . it was HILARIOUS luh . :D . okay so basically , thats it . many unglam shots were shot (: oh , this is for Central A , hey guys ! you dont know how grateful i am :D you guys ROCK . no cake , got cardboard (: its okay , i dont like cake anyway ^^ hahahaha :x although you guys made me wear a sandwich board all th way from AMK to Somerset , this is one birthday i'd never forget . for the past 11 months , you guys are the people that i'd look to for joy , after school , i'd go to CG waiting to be filled not just w God's love again but w the joy of seeing His People , every saturday , i look forward to fellowship & meetings w you guys :D as i ever said , just a meal w you guys really brighten my whole day , you guys are th family that i treasure more then anything & what i really want for this family is to see us ALLLLLLLLL at the end of the race . that would be my greatest wish (: next to .. all the ministry stuff of course . HAHA :D i just , really love you guys ! all the craps , the jokes , the MTV's , the encouragements . i'd never forget . i said i wanted a special birthday , i got it (: because i've got a really special family & you guys are really dear to my heart . ( oh shit , im gonna cry ! ) okay , you know my heart dudes & dudettes ! you guys are the ones which warm my heart every single time & no matter what problems & struggles i come with , when im with you guys , they all seem like NOTHING . because i know i have a wonderful God & a fantastic family in this with me . thank you , from the depths of my heart . I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU . & special thanks to ;
Valerie { Twinny x3 } , Samuel , David ShingYang , Zyann , Regina , Melissa , Peixian , Steven , Qiyin , G&G Auntie , Alvin , Brenda , Nicole Lim , Nicolette , Clarisse , Sharmeel , Sherlyn , BinBin , Joyce , Laiyee , Junru , Kristle , Sherlyn , Huiyang , Cheryl , Joshua , Jeremiah , Nelson , Chris , Yidao , Weiyang , Amanda , Jermain , Diana , ZilRu , Manying & those who were at Central A Prayer Meet (:
thanks for wishin me a happy birthday :D
God , thank you .
you didnt even wish me happy birthday .
& i call you friend .
my dear friend , where're you when i need you ?
am i even 'friend' to you ?
i love you .
but do you love me ?
i treasure what we have , or probably had .
but do you ?
i just wish for a whisper , happy birthday .
did you ?
i just wish for a simple hello .
do you ?
i just wish for you to share & do life with me .
do you ?
i just wish for you to be my best friend .
are you ?
sometimes i think what we have now .
is nothing to you .
i never want to say this .
but i dont know if we made the right choice .
im really heartbroken .
i wish you knew .
because i truly want for us to be right again .
but im having serious doubts now .
i dont see any light in this anymore .
where'd you go ? i miss you so .
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