first day of school c: not as bad as i figured . i forgot t bring my earpiece outin th morning though ): shit luhs ! but Gods telling me i can live w/o music c:okays, school's cool :D new teachers here & there, no learning today .ice breakers & stuffs, but tomorrow will be hell again :/but God said .. treat school as holidays (: & all will be well :Dthen holidays as .. vacation ? LOOOOL , wo bu dong luhs . i just do pray for this sem (:so .. this is gonna be a pretty , depressing post . cus im depress ! :DDDDD okays, whatever, how can Dawn ever be depressed ? :DDim ever hyper, ever smiling, ever bubbly, ever laughing DAWN :Dohman, lets not go into th zone of self-denial from here :D IM HAPPYYYY :Dokays, todays Devotion, wo yao xiang PAUL ! :D th way he faced hardships,persecutions, etc. NOTHING stopped him from spreading th gospel .his life was all about that gospel ! i am thoroughly amazed at Paul (:hmmmmmmm , okays , nothing much :D but am leaving for camp in .. t-minus .. who cares man ? im counting down to tomorrow 6 pm ! :Dwhich is in .. 19 hours plus , ohGod .. ohGod , ohGod God God ! blahs , rubbish (: today was a pretty good day (:after school, had LifeScience, which is awright c: thens , went straight home .broke fast !! :D i actually LIKE to fast , haha , fun fun :D thens,alvin came over t get his WangZiBianQingWa c: thens i went to meet Qiyin :Dkays, thats about it c: Qiyin's meeting me for breakfast ! -.-wo bu zhi dao zhen me ban !
she's all afraid, hurting & helpless now .
tears are welling up her heart,
choking her, swelling up her heart.
she's skipping crazy beats.
her breathing's uneasy.
she needs someone.
someone who will calm that heart back to its confirmary.
its gonna pop right out of her chest any moment.
she's afraid, will she lose it all ?
but what does she have to gain ?
she's feeling all th heartbreak again .
but is this worth ?
tears choking her , welling up in her eyes .
seemingly th most beautiful night turned out starless.
she's forgotten how it felt to be in love, how it felt in thy arms of ...
she's forgotten th heart above her head when she was in love .
she's forgotten th soaring of her heart when she just catches a glimpse of ....
but why ? why tonight ?
is it causing so much disruption, corruption.
th charred rope is breaking .
but not totally, & she needs something.
to just cut her off that string .
if she falls of th freaking bridge,
she has faith that she wont die .
she'd land solid, she hopes.
she wants to just sob & sob & sob .
but she promised, she promised.
never again, never .
but dearly beloveds, her heart is tearing apart.
what is she to do now ?
she's desperate, desperate.
needs something,
something to hold .
come back, come back friend.
dont leave me here to die.
th pain is overwhelming, overwhelming.
she's repeating,replaying,rewinding.
hang on, hang on, dont..dont.
break this wire.
I DESERVE A WHOLE NEW LIFE.
♥
