EHYS ! hello c: hehehehe :/ todays school was quite slacky, didnt do much.not didnt do much ! its nothing much to do c:& MrsTeo { Tweetybird ? c: } is teaching me again c: i couldnt stop laughin during just th FIRST lesson today,i forgot how cocky she was x.x it was just, funny in a eccentric way .' yes, butt ? ' & that freakish smile of hers, but i bet she was quite good lookingas a teenager, as in she has nice features c: but her hair.. -.-okays , so .. nothin much today c: readin period & all .chinese period was a blank . because GuGu was trying to teach,but everyone was just talking & talking & talking & talking .so she gave up too, they were so friggin excited bout camp & class tee.whr as for me ? i dont even WANT to go to camp, shits lor !i'ma miss my bed ): & my wonderful blanket ): STUPID CAMP,i would choose church camp ANYDAY, NO RECEPTION SOMEMORE LEHS,TH PLACE.run away & die, run away & die ! grrrrr, stupid school, stupid camp, stupid group.ohbtw ? i dont know ANYONE in my group , what a wonderful time for camp.i thought if i was w my class, it'd still be at least FUN .but who knew, teachers ARE out to ruin us (: like , sitting in th staff room goin ' Muahahahaha ! Welcome one and ALL to the meeting of the vengeous staff ! 'grrr, & whatever .I WANNA STAY HOME LORH -.- no , i just wanna come home & SLEEP .x.x save me save me ! zzzzzzz, nooooooooo , im getting pulled to th darkside !ahhhhhhhhhh , okay , i'll shut up now .tomorrow's camp so , whatever .had CG today, we did dumb things c: "Bloop bloop !" heeeee , then yadda yadda , went to get stuffs from Alvinthen came home alr, good girl c:kays, im in a perfectly fine mood today, amazingly . HALLELUJAH .i said one year & i mean it .
how do i let go of someone in 4h ?
someone tell me !
its been too long , zyann's right .
either i move on , or, i go on wavering in th seas of nothing.
why is it so hard to just let go of this..?
of .. tht person.
i've forgotten th way i used to feel around you.
forgotten th static when we held hands.
forgotten th head over heels in love feeling .
forgotten you.
then theres th charred rope vision again .
dont you know ? you broke me into nothing.
one year ago , today.
i suffered th worst & deepest heartbreak.
everything went slow & shattered .
& you picked it up .
only then to smash it again.
my heart , my freaking heart !
but now , its different .
im feeling helpless, yea i am .
im feeling pain, yea i am & have been for th past 12 mths.
i've lost friends that meant a huge portion of the heart that was broken.
and those friendships were broken along w it .
i've still got one Person left .
to mend this broken heart.
and to save this broken past.
♥
theres this friendship i cherished so much,
and now its gone.
th care & concern no longer exists .
its gone , for good .
my last words ? im sorry , i wish i had been a better friend .
dude, i'd stand by you though we've alr fallen apart.
♥
for my friendship w this certain wonderful girl c:
i cherish this lots,
but its no longer what it used to be .
you are no longer who you used to be .
neither am i .
will this last ?
im afraid to think, for i doubt.
prove me wrong, prove me right.
its up t th way i treat you & you treat me now.
babe, i'd stand by you even if we were to fall apart .
