Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 7:26 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 10:54 PM
HAPPYBIRTHDAYJESS[:Ello . Something to share , God works in ways we never expect .ways we never think of . its just so .. just so Him . hees :Dso .. today , went out w thy boyf ! c: went over t boyf's house [:then went off t have lunch c: at KFC, then sat at th bus interchange .decided t play pool at YishunSafra , so asked a few people .in th end , Zachary & MingQuan came , we werent members .& we're under 18 so we ended up playing th .. put $1 coins in th table .& play that kind , at th safra's bowling alley , played 5 rounds .thens , took bus t Yishun MRT & then back to Sembawang [: came off th bus & really really felt sick , like literally .really wanted t hurl , it was a really sucky feeling , sigh .thanks boyf [: for caring :D wo ai ni ! alot alot [: seriously . hees .hope your leg heals soon , boyf :D & yep , bought macs , saw Junwei & William .thens saw them AGAIN at th trafiic light , they jaywalked & got horned at [:thens i boarded my dad's car , said bye to boyf .& driving around Broadway thr , saw William & Junwei AGAIN :D& i think William saw me .. weird . hehs .so yeas , reached home & am bloggin now :D im NICE [:so , i guess thats it [: a day has past just like that .but dont worry , i didnt have a meaningless day :Dwhile me&boyf were chilling around th interchange ,these two , adults ? young adults i guess .came up t us & asked us t do a survey . & as th norm , they're christians .th survey titled : Who's th King of your heart ?maybe you can try asking yourself , its quite meaningful .so .. first question : whats th most impt in your life right now ?second was .. why ? why is it th most impt ?then , do you think your life is fulfilling now ?BOYF SAID NO ! & i laughed hysterically at boyf , seriously , its funny ." is your life fulfilling now ? " NO . -.-lastly , what can you do to enrich your life now ?yeap , these simply questions .. but quite meaningful .& then they told us about a Miracle Service ,praying for healing .i said boyf needed t go for th physical & emotional healing :Dyeap , anyway i think those two people are .. i dont know .they inspired me more t spread His gospel .His love & gospel is being spread everywhere ! :D ULTRA COOL .okay , i'ma go off now :D bye .i love th times i spend w you ,
im afraid when you're pissed .
afraid when i dont know whr t go , what t say , what t do .
afraid when you splurge on me .
but i love th times i spend w you .
seriously .
i wanna bring this t a deeper level .
i really hope to see you in heaven .
really hope t see you running this race w me .
because i love you .
because i wanna spend eternity w you .
you may hate me [: but i'd stand by you all th same .
& i'd be waiting for th day you come back t God .
& i promise , i'll run th race w you if you choose to .
I promise .
More in love w You ,
♥Dawn .
Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 7:21 PM
Ehys ! :D Ello :D Dawn's back from camp & am at Cyberdome now [: came back yesterday , couldnt update cus my dear computer blasted at me :c stupid com , time t change com :D okays , so anyways , camp was a hell lot of fun ! remember me saying i didnt want t go t camp ? & seriously , th night before camp , i really didnt want t go ! i wanted t just stayhome in my bed & all & enjoy my normal life :D & plus im afraid of th dark & all .but i tell youuu ! God really taught me not t jump to conclusions because i really had a hell lot of fun at JBac :D { my campsite } , th instructors were AWESOME and i really love them . Instructor Maio {Meooowww} , she's MY instructor :D & i had truck loads of fun w her , during th night game , it was freakin dark & i held her & ran around :D so , she's really nice & sweet & a veh good friend :D she put in her best for th group :D Instructor Aha ! { Adaha :D } a nice guy lor ! hees :/ extremely lame & funny :D so .. theres also th veh veh cute Instructor KFC ! { Rashid } & th loud & awesome Instructor Potato , not forgetting th awesomely SIAO & LAME & kinda gayy ...Instructor Jeremy { OhEh ! :D } well , i had a wonderful experience & these instructors are wonderful people , sacrificial , sweet spirited , and just simply wonderful , yea ? YEA YEA ~ :D i went Kayaking , high elements & made myself F A M O U S by screaming like crap ! and also th hut was fun & all , i really cant explain this camp but it was so much fun & i really miss it now :c not forgetting th night which many cried , CAMPFIRE night , & i think Chief Jeff is awesome :D funny & all though didnt really communicate w him i think he's a awesome guy , alot like Pastor Jeff in some ways .. :D so yeap , i love camp :D thanks to Zyann for praying for me :D & Alvin for encouraging me :D yes , i stepped out of my comfort zone & grew alot , not a church camp but one i really learnt alot . i've taken back from JBac with me th spirit of th instructors , they're ever high , ever giving their best & really really awesome & sacrificial & sweet spirited people . they're a bunch of wonderful people i will never forget :D Jeremy , Aha & Maio :D i will never forget th three of them :D & seriously :D i really learnt to cherish people around you :D some people come & go . just leaving their footprints on your heart .. like these instructors , but th friends you make during camp and wherever , they're th people that come & stay . cherish them :D i may never see these instructors again for th rest of my life , but im really glad i've met them . they rock ! seriously . & well , i miss them alr :c but yea yea , have t move on :D this camp is one thing i will remember all my life . ohshit, i'ma cry ]: kay , so cherish people around ya , always give your best in everything & dont forget th people who've come & left footprints on your heart because they're th people who've made you who you are :D
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 7:39 PM
EHYS ! hello c: hehehehe :/ todays school was quite slacky, didnt do much.not didnt do much ! its nothing much to do c:& MrsTeo { Tweetybird ? c: } is teaching me again c: i couldnt stop laughin during just th FIRST lesson today,i forgot how cocky she was x.x it was just, funny in a eccentric way .' yes, butt ? ' & that freakish smile of hers, but i bet she was quite good lookingas a teenager, as in she has nice features c: but her hair.. -.-okays , so .. nothin much today c: readin period & all .chinese period was a blank . because GuGu was trying to teach,but everyone was just talking & talking & talking & talking .so she gave up too, they were so friggin excited bout camp & class tee.whr as for me ? i dont even WANT to go to camp, shits lor !i'ma miss my bed ): & my wonderful blanket ): STUPID CAMP,i would choose church camp ANYDAY, NO RECEPTION SOMEMORE LEHS,TH PLACE.run away & die, run away & die ! grrrrr, stupid school, stupid camp, stupid group.ohbtw ? i dont know ANYONE in my group , what a wonderful time for camp.i thought if i was w my class, it'd still be at least FUN .but who knew, teachers ARE out to ruin us (: like , sitting in th staff room goin ' Muahahahaha ! Welcome one and ALL to the meeting of the vengeous staff ! 'grrr, & whatever .I WANNA STAY HOME LORH -.- no , i just wanna come home & SLEEP .x.x save me save me ! zzzzzzz, nooooooooo , im getting pulled to th darkside !ahhhhhhhhhh , okay , i'll shut up now .tomorrow's camp so , whatever .had CG today, we did dumb things c: "Bloop bloop !" heeeee , then yadda yadda , went to get stuffs from Alvinthen came home alr, good girl c:kays, im in a perfectly fine mood today, amazingly . HALLELUJAH .i said one year & i mean it .
how do i let go of someone in 4h ?
someone tell me !
its been too long , zyann's right .
either i move on , or, i go on wavering in th seas of nothing.
why is it so hard to just let go of this..?
of .. tht person.
i've forgotten th way i used to feel around you.
forgotten th static when we held hands.
forgotten th head over heels in love feeling .
forgotten you.
then theres th charred rope vision again .
dont you know ? you broke me into nothing.
one year ago , today.
i suffered th worst & deepest heartbreak.
everything went slow & shattered .
& you picked it up .
only then to smash it again.
my heart , my freaking heart !
but now , its different .
im feeling helpless, yea i am .
im feeling pain, yea i am & have been for th past 12 mths.
i've lost friends that meant a huge portion of the heart that was broken.
and those friendships were broken along w it .
i've still got one Person left .
to mend this broken heart.
and to save this broken past.
♥
theres this friendship i cherished so much,
and now its gone.
th care & concern no longer exists .
its gone , for good .
my last words ? im sorry , i wish i had been a better friend .
dude, i'd stand by you though we've alr fallen apart.
♥
for my friendship w this certain wonderful girl c:
i cherish this lots,
but its no longer what it used to be .
you are no longer who you used to be .
neither am i .
will this last ?
im afraid to think, for i doubt.
prove me wrong, prove me right.
its up t th way i treat you & you treat me now.
babe, i'd stand by you even if we were to fall apart .
Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 11:04 PM
something MsLim shared today that hit me.she asked ; think of people you have hurt before .many came to my mind , but also th fact that ..there're people who have hurt me & dont even know that .forget that fact for now thens, i will just pretend to be unaffected :Dso she told us this real life story,this boy , violent & all , always hurts people .one day went to his dad ' Dad , i dont want to be who i am now . 'Dad says ' Everytime you hurt someone, go hammer a nail into th fence in th backyard. 'and he did , subsequently , th fence was all filled with nails .' Dad ! Its not working ! '' Son, why dont you try making up to these people ? & everytime you make up to one of them , you can remove a nail from the fence. 'so he did , he wrote apology cards , made up all he could .& slowly, th nails were all gone . he was a changed man ! :Dbut guess what ? th remnance of the nails was still there, there were holes in place of th nails .moral ? when you hurt someone , it'll be etched forever .yes, he/she will forgive, but it'll be in his/her memory, forever .think twice , we all make mistakes (: be careful w them :Dlastly, sorry .. to those i've hurt ..closer to me . easiest to hurt .its just not 'fang bian' for me to say it here c:i believe i've apologised to .. some ? but .. whether you ..accept it or not, whether you .. are willing to give me a fresh start in your heart .its yours to choose , but you'd still be my friend , for life .& yay , last point c: be sensitive of your own actions & words .you never know who you are hurting .be it th girl hiding behind th curtains or th center of attraction .we're all humans with hearts and feelings.credits, MissSweetheartLim c:
@ 10:10 PM
first day of school c: not as bad as i figured . i forgot t bring my earpiece outin th morning though ): shit luhs ! but Gods telling me i can live w/o music c:okays, school's cool :D new teachers here & there, no learning today .ice breakers & stuffs, but tomorrow will be hell again :/but God said .. treat school as holidays (: & all will be well :Dthen holidays as .. vacation ? LOOOOL , wo bu dong luhs . i just do pray for this sem (:so .. this is gonna be a pretty , depressing post . cus im depress ! :DDDDD okays, whatever, how can Dawn ever be depressed ? :DDim ever hyper, ever smiling, ever bubbly, ever laughing DAWN :Dohman, lets not go into th zone of self-denial from here :D IM HAPPYYYY :Dokays, todays Devotion, wo yao xiang PAUL ! :D th way he faced hardships,persecutions, etc. NOTHING stopped him from spreading th gospel .his life was all about that gospel ! i am thoroughly amazed at Paul (:hmmmmmmm , okays , nothing much :D but am leaving for camp in .. t-minus .. who cares man ? im counting down to tomorrow 6 pm ! :Dwhich is in .. 19 hours plus , ohGod .. ohGod , ohGod God God ! blahs , rubbish (: today was a pretty good day (:after school, had LifeScience, which is awright c: thens , went straight home .broke fast !! :D i actually LIKE to fast , haha , fun fun :D thens,alvin came over t get his WangZiBianQingWa c: thens i went to meet Qiyin :Dkays, thats about it c: Qiyin's meeting me for breakfast ! -.-wo bu zhi dao zhen me ban !
she's all afraid, hurting & helpless now .
tears are welling up her heart,
choking her, swelling up her heart.
she's skipping crazy beats.
her breathing's uneasy.
she needs someone.
someone who will calm that heart back to its confirmary.
its gonna pop right out of her chest any moment.
she's afraid, will she lose it all ?
but what does she have to gain ?
she's feeling all th heartbreak again .
but is this worth ?
tears choking her , welling up in her eyes .
seemingly th most beautiful night turned out starless.
she's forgotten how it felt to be in love, how it felt in thy arms of ...
she's forgotten th heart above her head when she was in love .
she's forgotten th soaring of her heart when she just catches a glimpse of ....
but why ? why tonight ?
is it causing so much disruption, corruption.
th charred rope is breaking .
but not totally, & she needs something.
to just cut her off that string .
if she falls of th freaking bridge,
she has faith that she wont die .
she'd land solid, she hopes.
she wants to just sob & sob & sob .
but she promised, she promised.
never again, never .
but dearly beloveds, her heart is tearing apart.
what is she to do now ?
she's desperate, desperate.
needs something,
something to hold .
come back, come back friend.
dont leave me here to die.
th pain is overwhelming, overwhelming.
she's repeating,replaying,rewinding.
hang on, hang on, dont..dont.
break this wire.
I DESERVE A WHOLE NEW LIFE.
♥
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 7:56 PM
went to CausewayPoint with my dad :D ate at Jack'sPlace .its not as high class anymore, th waitresses are shouting across th restaurant :/hmms, just now went over to TS, saw WangZiBianQingWa .costs 46.90, & i gave th disc to my dad & he bought it immediately .i think .. my dad can double as my boyf alr , hahas :Dhe's really good to me (: more like a friend at times ..& though he aint th best dad in th world , doing things he's not supposed to be doing .he's a really wunnerful dad :D & i love him :D i do pray he'd come to know God soon .hey, if my dad is this wunnerful & awesome .what about th perfect heavenly Father i have ? :DHe doesnt only double as my boyf (: He is my boyf :D my lover ;Dif my dad can buy me a 5o dollars disc, no questions asked .if my dad can get me a 6oo dollar camera, no questions asked .how much more my Father of no limitations & unlimited grace & mercy ?if my dad can love me so much & just care for my life ..askin me to pack for school tomorrow .what more Him who sent His son to die for me ?He's alr packed my tomorrow :D我终于知道了.
♥
@ 2:26 PM
Love Enough -Your loves enough to see the broken hearts .Gain a brand new start with a brand new heart .As the faithful hope in things unseen .You're enough to see the things they dream come to life .We're living in the Saviour today .And this day is what we have now .In this moment we have chosen to praise .And its changing how we live now .Your love it broke my fall .Its more then enough and i need it .'Cause i've never known better .And i'll never know better .This love will see me soar .'Cause i've never known better .And i'll never know better .Your love's enough to see the humbled man .Find the cause of Christ with his outstreched hand .As the cripple grabs his mat to walk .You're enough to save him from the pain he bore .My Saviour .You'll never let me go .My life is now secure .
♥
@ 1:22 PM
HAPPY BELATED ONE YEAR ZYANN, IIE LURBBSXZ EUUXZS W0RHHSXZ ! you'll receive something from me in due time (:♥
ellos ;D been a few days since i last blog-ed . erhs, yays :D yesterday service Chen Dan & Zachary came (: & congrats t Zachary (: & welcome :D so .. yesterday, after service had meeting at Istana Park ,realised its a common place for meetings amongst Hope , haas :/ lotsa peoples were havin meetin thr, & CA stayed thr til' like, eight plus .cuz th GYs were doing th GY Chart, & there was PSP battles going on & phototakin ,LOL, there was th , family thing going on .. ultra cool ^^ love fellowshippin w them ^^one thing that really made me remember this holidays & also helped me was ..th fellowship w th believers (: spending time & bonding together just makes this journey so .. i dont know ..it just really warms my heart [:thens went home lorhs :D bounce bounce bounceeeeee (:todays , i shall die at home again (: so boring luhs x.x wanna play pool ): ZACHARY HAS 5 BILLIARD TABLES AT HOME LUHS -.-& he has his own floor , i have my own .. room -.-zomg, zachary is like, YoungMaster at home luhs -.- #&*$^*&!@(#* lols .kays, ohyeaa :D watched Penelope with Qiyin on Friday .damn nice ! its a really good show :D probably cus theres romance .. LOL.& i just read a book , DAMN GOOOOD :D awesome, cant wait for th next book .its a series by Kate Brian , highly recommended for girls :D Private series .right zyann ? (: LOL . yeps , so .. its 1331 now & i still have less then 24 hoursto hell :c i dont wanna go back to school ): i dont like school ):i mean, seeing all th crazy girls again is a different thing luhs ^^brrrr , whys education so important ? i really dont get it .. hmmms .maybe i should try home-schooling or somethin .. i also hate th fact that i have to wake up at 5.3oam ): if th world really goes KABOOM in 2o1o, I AM SO DROPPIN OUT NOW .i mean, its my 'o' level years , seriously ! lols .zzzz , 23rd is tomorrroooowwww , whys so fast -.- LOL .1 month holiday ? more like 1 week though .. haas :/but i benefitted alot this holiday :D so different , so so different .. kiss goodbye to th holidays , baby ! zzzz .kays , i wanna watch PRINCE CASPIANNNNN :x wanna watch so many movies .still have school , damn .. end year exams are so freaking important this year .shit shit shit shit ! zzz T.Tall th heart contains,
how am i to pour it out ?
its not like bottling it up would help .
but how am i to let th pain go away ?
i mean, there has to be a way .
how does a caged animal find its freedom ?
how can my caged heart find its freedom ?
how can this broken heart be mended ?
by believing in th One who binds th broken hearted .
th One who saves all my tears .
there are no accidents.
yesterdays history,
tomorrows a mystery.
todays a gift, thats why its called present .
were you a gift ? sigh .
♥
Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 1:15 PM
:D i said that when im at home & bored , i post like shitsxz :xwas blog hoppin , came across this guy's blog .& .. it really stirred my heart .for people who've , backslided ? i dont know.i just really hate seeing people who've served God .& God has used so greatly to touch lives & hearts ,just leave , like THAT *snap* & gone .it really pains me , i shan't mention names .but , th friends i had/have , those who know Christ .but left, cux of man or some reasons , it just penatrates through my heartlike a sword .yes, Yicong & me both agree on this .we both believe that even so , your hearts are still for God .but why leave ? not that ours is th only church of course .sigh , really compassionate for those who know God but have left .if i ever have th honour of escorting you back to Nexus or th stairway to heaven .please , i really wouldnt mind .
@ 11:32 AM
Boo , im bored , so im here to blog & bore you too !
i wanna go SOMEWHERRREEEE, staying at home is scary & boring .no tv shows to watch , nothing to do on computer .& i have to tahan til' 3.3opm MINIMUM. brrrr , this sucksxzxzxzx .& -him :D went to sleep & pangseh-ed me , I HATE YOUUUU :/ i off your stupid aircon luhs :x LOOOL , i hope you read this ^^i'ma watch KungFuPanda later (: heard from many its nice .& its worth th money&time , so .. i guess i will heed advice thens !IF ITS NOT NICE , Sherlyn AlexKoh AlexWee , YOU ARE ALL DEAD MEAT :Danyone wants to watch Prince Caspian w me ? :D - shitsxz, i sound like th BHB QIYIN (:today is a hot day , & coke went out ): neh pei me >:/ stupid ants pei-ing me only :xANTS ARE EVERYWHEREEEE , ant attack ! ahhhh :x im getting random now ! someone save me from drowning in randomness ! wahhhhh ~hahas , bythway , this is on account of TengJiaQing ! anyone free next friday ?from 8pm-9.3opm , for a concert (: i know no one will reply this , LOL .ANGQIYIN , you're goin w me ! :D okay , im bored again :/ everyone's afk-ing or goin out ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ i wish im at Downtown East having Oasis camp now x.xBooooooos :czyann,
thank you for all you've said and done .
for loving for caring for correcting .
six days , shepherd .
& for all you've told me & advised .
i will overcome this hurdle , its time its time .
its been to long .
i love you shepherd .
qiyin,
yes , i hate you .
but you know its not true .
for all th joy you've brought , i thank you .
for all th tears you've brought , i still thank you .
we've been through th good and th bad .
th hatred and th love .
still you tell me " he's pure shit "
& you guide me through .
girl , thank you thank you thank you .
its so cliche , but i mean it .
4 years , still counting .
brandon,
yes , i hate you too ! ^^
but you know my heart :D
you're one i respect & love .
so yes , thank you for all you've said , prophesied .
for making a difference in this life of mine .
keep on goin , investin in lives of youths .
you've alr made a big difference .
& you'd see me leading my own people before you go t NS :D its a deal !
God,
is this how life's s'posed to be ?
i have a beautiful family & wonderful friends .
but this wont fill th emptiness in me .
maybe th answer to my questions will never be found .
til' th day i see You face to face .
ohLord, i have so much to tell You !
i wish i could run up to Heaven right now & pour everything out Lord .
ohGod , i need You so .
You're the only one , th only one for me .
th countless times You've laid Your hand on my shoulders & said ,
"Dear Child , it's all gonna be okay ! Im right here with you !"
yes , i will remember Your deeds .
for th Most High is th one thats riding alongside me in this journey .
& nothing nothing will baffle me .
nothing will cause me to stumble .
'cause You're holding my hand .
@ 8:13 AM
1)at what age do you wish to get married ?- i have no idea , haha :x2)study hard or play hard ?- study hard , play harder ? :x3)who is the person you trust most ?- God . 4)why do you think you have no enough confidence ?- i think im confident enough ^^5)if you have a dream come true , what would you want it to be ?- fulfil th great commission .6)what is your idea of a bf or gf ?- erhs, sincere & faithful .7)what is your goal this year ?- haas :x i have quite a few ^^8)do you believe in eternity love ?- of course , i've alr found my greatest love of all ^^9)if you have all the time in the world but no money , what would you do ?- 'helloooooo friends ! its time to force yourselves to get personal ! :/' hahas . time means more then money (:1o)if time were to unwind , what would you change ?- its all meant to be so i'd just let it be & time would never unwind anyway .11)which period of time made you want to break down ?- made me WANT to , not made me break down . so , i guess it'd be th time i wanted to kneel down & cry ? :D P&C ! (:12)what feelings do you hate the most ?- insecurity .13)do you cherish all of the friendships you have ?- every single one of them .14)do you believe in love at first sight ?- rubbish at first sight .15)what do you think are the most important things in your life ?- Him (: th friends&family He gave me & His will .16)who do you want to be always behind you ?- AHHHH ! THERES SOMEONE BEHIND ME ?!17)people who are going to be hated by you ?- love nothing but God , hate nothing but sin (:18)describe the person who tagged you in five words .- she didnt tag me -.- she exposed my name on her blog .
erhs, five words urh .. BHB ! :D rich ! lols , caring (: listeningear { one worddd ! } aiyah , who cares about five words . never fails to cheer me up (:19)how many percent do you think you are infront of your friends ?- i dont know :D20){i dont know ! er, }if there was one thing you could wish for ....- KILL THE EARTH ! { because Elmo saved it :x hahahahahaha :/ }instruction : remove one question from the above and add in your personal question . make it a total of 2o questions and tag 8 people . list them at the end of the post . notify at their cbox that they've been tagged . whoever does the tags will have blessings from all (:-ZYYAAANNNN , though i know she probably wont do it (:-BRANDON KANG , awesomeeee ! -YICONGGGG :D , rubbish luh you ! :x you better do uhhhhssss ! if not i CHOP CONG hor ! :/-SHERLYYYNNNN , dont ignore this & start drinkin coke & spitting it on Brenda :/-David Lim Shing Yang :D , with your dead blog , you will post it ASAP (:-You,-Me,-Everybody ! :D{ see ! 8 people ! :DDD }thank you for your attention ! goodbye ! :/ this is a rubbish post all credits to ANG QI YIN :D
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 8:53 PM
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She's th ahlian who loves zilian-ing w my phone & she's th ahlian i love hell loadsx :Dsplash mania today (: before splash mania , was alr wet like shitxz , got friggin wet in th rain x.x then splash mania .. got bombed by water bombs , BK got bombed by flour & bombs , ke lian ke lian :x he looked like he had puke on him :/ kay , so whatever . 12o people , 25 visitors , POWDERFUL CANS ! :x we had fun (: { mama just cooked dinner for me ! wunnerful :D } okays , so .. yups , then ate BeefyCheeseFries before&after splash mania .. SO FRIGGIN NICE :D but i think the Cathay one would be better (: superdog not nice ): hahas , chao ji gouuuu ! funny things happened today luhs x.x haas , Valentino came ! my 12 years buddy (: next , i shall see my other 12 years buddy coming too .. I HOPE (: JiaQing ;D both guys .. LOL , weird . okays , i've known them since nursery & they love to suan me ): SI JIA QING CALL ME EMO -.- (@&*#$^&*#$*@#*( .. i splashed a bomb on HuiYang today (: & Bernard .. & duh,Brandon :D fun fun fun :D Huiyang was all wet ! Bernard knocked my head countless times -.- { WAHLAU ! MY SIS IS ONLINE &#^*&^@#*&#^*@& } okay , so .. she gave me a PSP btw :D i have a purple psp , lalalala ~ ^^ i love her :D ok , so whatever .. went home & all , yep :D Brandon has bad dandruff :c kay , tomorrow shepherd's stayin over (: muahahahaas :x imma video EVERYTHING she does ^^ Z Y A N N ! ^^
6 days .
@ 12:39 AM
first love ,
only happens once ..
& it ends like this .
36o days .. its been that long .
five days , i will & i will & i will .
goodbye , goodbye .
this clock aint waiting for me no more .
it'd time i raced after myself .
365 days wont get me no where .
it happens once , we were once upon a time .
no longer .
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 10:49 PM
Boo . Nothing much to blog about . met my sheep today . sheep as in plural , met Melissa then met Regina .. went Regina's house .. to visit a sick patient , none other then David . brought honey lemon for him .. played stress , hopefully his fever didnt go up (: he owes me chocolate cux i won ! ^^ huiyang owes me chocolate&a drink ^^ weeeee ;D then went out w Qiyin , saw Alex , caught up abit . home now . nothing much today .. yesterday .. tomorrow SPLASH MANIA :D i pray for people man ! ;D kay , im kinda sleepy >.< shant post so much thens ! i love you peeps ! :D
Lord,I need You .
Six days on th list & im not getting anywhere .
six days , my Lord , six days .
Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 10:37 PM
zyanns shouting like crazy , saying she's exposed to the world & hitting me with her phone strap . she doesnt need a horror movie to make her scream(:
http://www.only-1life.blogspot.com/ . all the entertainment zyann needs to replace a horror or thriller movie(: my shepherds screaminggggg ! :D saying BK aint her friend anymore & she doesnt wanna reply him anymore , HAAAS xD this is funnnnnnyyyyy :D ZYANN YOU ARE EXPOSED ! ^^ i shall post more pictures of you (:
@ 5:13 PM
Off to Zyann's house ~ back to post later (:
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Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 9:14 PM
Agnes,Joshua,Chisun,Yicong,Dawn&Brandon(: { im th only one in black ! :/ }
Spent my whole day with my dad :D actually , spent half th day with my dad , th other half was spent SLEEPING. :x hees , i woke up at 1pm , like , ZOMG , when i woke up , i looked at my phone & thought i was seeing things :x hahas , then i decided to develop a NEW habit :D so for th next 21days , whenever i wake up , i will spend about 15mins with God :D to kick off a day ;D yeaaas, so woke up .. then showered , then watched tv :D been like .. a week ++++ since i watched teevee luhs ! x.x IM NO ORDINARY TEENAGER MAN , LOLS . thens .. fell asleep on th sofa , HAHA :x really pig liaosxz .. x.x fell asleep from 143o - 1540 , didnt know i was that tired :/ after camp reached home , didnt bring keys ): so waited for mama , Qiyin came and peih-ed me , thens we went out :D reached home pretty late {12thJune.} thens .. slept at about 0012, thens woke up at 11pm on th 13th , went out w Qiyin :x then stayed out til' 3am , thens came my house at 5am .. so .. zonking out alr yesterday :x today .. slept like a log mans ! :x i really didnt think i was SO zonked out , unexpected for me to sleep til' afternoon , i have officially broken my own record of 1o3oam :/ so .. went grandmama's house w daddy around 4 .. { he never visited Grandmama for 2years alr , God is really working ! after parents day service , he has changed alot , thank You . } thens we went to his office to play pool(: theres this uber cool luxury room in his office , cool chairs ! :D all v nice to sit on ;D so yeaas, aft that came home .. right now , entertaining peeps ): my blog is dying ): no one reads it , im still thinkin of whether i should keep this blog .. ohwells ! see how it goes :D i enjoy blogging :p kays , so .. off to .. idk :x hahas :D ciao ! ^^Love,
♥Dawn.
@ 1:07 AM
Ellos.
Moodless now . Emotions & Mind .. Crashing .. Burning .Boos ... God , Im knockin .. Open up ? :D{ Qiyin&Alex stayed over last night, reached home at 3 am , slept at 5 am. }
Crashhinnng , falling , scarred .. bleeding ..{ Woke up at 8 am , went for breakfast , rushed off to HolyComm . }
Th last time i saw you , it was a whole different feeling .{ Saw a really cool hairstyle as i walked into cuppage , almost Lol-ed . }
I really trusted you .{ Really really tired during service etcetcetc . }
I might never wanna see your face again .{ Went to play LAN , saw Nicholas there, Bernard there, & lotsa other luhs , audi-ed . }Why'd ya have to do this ?{ Fellowship of the believers . }You crashed my impression of ...{ Trained home with David Ong , CA peeps , then saw Ezekiel , LONG TIME NO SEE . }Im starting to hate you .{ Went home alr . }Dont wanna listen to your honeyed fake words .So go on & take a bow .
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 11:07 PM
Here comes the challenge , people (:
Yeaaaaa ! DAWN IS BACK. as a normal person would & as norms go , we would post all about camp , what games , what convictions , what visions etcetc. but as for ME , i will not . im sorry ! :D its just simple indescribable. i cant describe th worship to you , i cant describe VEOH-th mega event, i cant describe IMMERSE-p&w , i cant describe th teachings , workshops , activities . i can never do that , it would never even paint one portion of th actual picture . all i can say is , its awesome & indescribable ! but i WILL share my convictions (: all my camp objectives were met :D so yeaps , i will only share ONE(: and as for GY, th babes&hunks , during our exclusive meeting , i believe we will always remember this night(: amen guys ? our pact , our visions , OUR LIVES , our school , in our lifetime , we will & we must :D so .. i was convicted bout th fulfilment of th Great Commission , hardihaaaas, i received th touch both PsJeff&PsShirley received at certain points of their lives .. PsJeffs' in th bus & PsShirleys' in th church office . i was touched too . that very moment , that very time , PsShirley shared .. and shared .. and challenged .. and shared .. about all th disciples of Jesus from th bible times to th not long ago , they're our cheerleaders , our great cloud of witnesses . & that was when th cutting of my heart started . haas :x i pictured th scene .. grabbing th baton .. running running , falling , stumbling , tripping , tired , worn out , but then " Dawn ! Go on ! Go On ! " standing up , pumping up , starting th pace all over again & going on going on going on . scratches , blood , yet still running running .. to th finish line . WE'RE THE ANCHORMEN . WE'RE THE ONES RUNNING THIS LAST LAP. this will be th final lap ! & we will see th GC done IN OUR LIFETIME . we WILL see Jesus coming on His cloud with all His splendor & glory . -pauses- emotional breakdown .. LOL, i really broke down that night anyway , i just couldnt stop crying . GENERATIONS of people .. interlocked hands all th way til we cant see th last person , wide influence , to th ends of th earth . PsShirls shared that .. th .. apostles something something something { lols . } prophesied & had the vision that this would be th generation , th age where th GC is completed . & .. currently, we have all th technology ! the world is definately shrinking . God is preparing th physical world ! we WILL finish it :D if God says so , we WILL for SURE . for NOT ONE OF THE LORDS PROMISES TO THE ISRAELITES WERE NOT FULFILLED . and so as will be ours . for HE IS THE SAME GOD WHO SERVED WITH THE ISRAELITES AND IS SERVING WITH US TODAY . join me in this race & be a part of th completion of the ONLY PURPOSE you're standing on the face of this corrupted earth & save a corrupted generation or .. stand there & watch this beautiful masterpiece coming to pass and knowing you just watched a movie you wish you were acting in . Centralites , i hold myself accountable to you guys if i dont put on my best performance for the audience of One in bringing this masterpiece , this wonderful jigsaw puzzle , coming to pass . I hold myself accountable to every single one of you who's reading this now . i'ma set my life right , walk right w God & do all i can w all my gifting and talents & ALL THAT I HAVE for NOTHING but the KOG & i'll love God & nothing else . because really really really , if theres no GC , it'd be POINTLESS for me to stand on the face of this stupid , about to die earth .
The challenge is NOW . After CAMP , its so easy to be spiritually awakened & excited when you're in camp . facing christians 24/7 , being challenged & encouraged hourly etcetcetc. its a NORM in camp to be BURNING with PASSION and flame LIT . but its after camp , where you are in world , full of rubbish . yes , rubbish . where you face the dangers of the rountines of life , getting so caught up you forget everything . it takes zeal to start , commitment to finish. Loyal , Committed , Ready , Passionate , Compassionate , Word-Centered , Word-Anchored , Strong . th devil will be afraid of you .
Indescribable .
Sunday, June 8, 2008 @ 10:33 PM
Im'a Fly , Fly , Fly so high !
Ello Ello ! Im back from Pasir Ris. waited for Chloe for an hour, saw th props being shifted, went up, touched up central decor, help Decor poke pricks of th cactuses, did th decor for th room, saw th rehearsels & technical runthroughs , many good actors&skits ! good job you guys ! North's was one of th only horror show's i watched , LOL . & i love th part they're acting ! MY FAVOURITE :D thens, Central's lovely watermelon , YUXIN , JIAYOUS ^^ so anyway , th Decor is awesome ! i think its damn nice ! & th lightings there is ULTRA luh , so freakin cool ! dangs ! thens , yep , lotsa cool places for meeting , was exploring (: okayes :D i'd be going off in less then 12 hours , so i'd see you people , Sherlyn ! stay strong okayes ? (: im always a phone call away , Qiyin ! you have so many friends to peii you , dont need me errs luhs (: but anything you need , if its just a listening ear , drop me a msg okayes ? (: i'd be there for you to my best :D & as for th rest of ya , i'd be seeing you AT CAMP :D im so sure we're gonna ROCK Downtown East & we'll leave a remnance of God's glory there ! :D lets not litter okay ? (: HAHA. but i miss Singapore Sports School >.<>
FRUITY NUTS ! OASIS IS IN LESS THEN 12 HOURS.
HOLY SPIRIT BLESS MY SOUL .
IM GOING NUTS OVER YOU .
FISHY BANANANANANAS ! IM GOING CRAZY !
OASIS , HERE I COME !
GOD , HERE I AM .
@ 8:56 AM
Name 2o people you can think of right now . Dont read the questions until you have listed them .
1.Zyann .
2.Qiyin.
3.BK.
4.Yicong.
5.Agnes.
6.Melissa.
7.Joshua.
8.Shingyang .
9.Weijun .
10.Sherlyn.
11.Brenda.
12.Joyce.
13.Nicolette.
14.Bernard.
15.Isaac.
16.Alvin.
17.Regina.
18.Lewis { he just came online -.- LOL }
19.DK.
2o.Priscilla .
how did you meet 14 ?
{Bernard.}
♥Hope luhs.
What would you do if you never met 1 ?
{Zyann.}
♥crazy shepherd .. errrr, probably wouldnt have grown this much(: ILYYYY.
what if 9&2o dated ?
{Weijun&Priscilla}
♥LOOOOOOL. zomg , i dont know lehs ! LOOOOL .
will 6&17 date ?
{Melissa&Regina.}
♥if they do , i'd give them both 24/7 shepherding !
Describe 3 .
{BK.}
♥er, awesome leader ... er, jokkkkerrrrr :D & good listener & encourager (:
is 8 attractive ?
{Shingyang.}
♥LOOOL . I DONT KNOW ! he's definately spastic(:
descirbe 7.
{Joshua.}
♥evangelist (: loves colour contacts -.- LOL . {JoshuaTan!}
do you know any of 12's family members ? (:
{Joyce.}
♥No ... haha .
what would you do if 18 confess that he or she has feelings for you ?
{Lewis.}
♥dont talk crap . LOL . { qiyinnn ! you get th joke here ? (: 7 ... :D }
what language does 15 speak ?
{Isaac.}
♥definately english&chines .. then i dont know ler . LOL.
who is 9 going out with ?
{Weijun.}
♥Jesus (:
how old is 16 ? { so ironic.. }
{Alvin.}
♥17 alr . LKKKKK .
who's 2 favourite singer/band ?
{Qiyin.}
♥IDK, Secondhand Serenade ? LOL .
would you ever date 4 ?
{Yicong.}
♥bring it on ! LOL.
would you date 1 ?
{Zyann.}
♥c'mon luh , ask more appropriate questions ! LOL .
is 19 single ?
{DK.}
♥LOL, no :D engaged to Jesus , LOLS .
what is 1o's last name ?
{Sherlyn.}
♥Sherlyn Leong lorh , LEONG XUE LING . :D.
would you ever be in a relationship with 11 ?
{Brenda.}
♥zomg , seriously ? (:
school of 3 ?
{BK.}
♥th school of fine arts { for clowning (: }
where doe 16 live ?
{Alvin.}
♥admiralty .
what is th favourite thing of 5 ?
{Agnes.}
♥er .. math ? HAHA .
have you seen 2 naked before ?
{Qiyin.}
♥LOOOOOOOOOOOOL .
18questions .. x.x
1.if your lover betrayed you , what would your reaction be ?
♥probably alr crying luhs , LOL .
2.if you can have a dream come true , what would it be ?
♥Judgement day , LOL .
3.what would your dream wedding be like ?
♥on a beach ? in Rome ? with a thousand bouquets ? WO BU DONGGGG .
4.what would you do with a billion dollars ?
♥buy a uber big house & use for ministry , sack th president , shop shop shop , missions & use lots lots for ministry (:
5.whats your ideal lover like ?
♥devoted(: spiritual(:
6.which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ?
♥Loving someone .
7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ?
♥er, as long as God says so ? LOL .
8.if th person you secretly like is alr attached , what would you do ?
♥dont care bout it, give up , wait , whatever :D wont do anything .
9.is there anything that made you sad these few days ?
♥im human yo .
1o.what cheers you up th fastest ?
♥praising & worshipping (:
11.how do you see yourself in 1o years time ?
♥errrr, university ? LOL .
12.who is currently th most important to you ?
♥God&people ? (:
13.what kind of person do you think th person who tagged you is .. ?
♥......
14.would you rather be single&rich or married&poor ?
♥im sure God will have plans(:
15.whats th first thing you do every morning .
♥'Hi God ! :D' then check handphone , LOL .
16.who's your best friend ?
♥spastic question .
17.if you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously , who do you pick ?
♥{ stare at this question 1 min ler .. } -blanks-
18.what type of friends do you like ?
♥sensitive.
im so bored i would do another ;D
Im a kid :D & I like cam-whoring , got a problem ? c: then run away & die .
I love my pacifier :D
Kiddy rides ROCK . Boyf says i look like th ride ]:
th retarded girl :D
two kids in th secrets of th night .
H A H A , zilians .
Dawn aint no better either .
Idiot .
Guess what time it is .. in th following picture too .
Im shuaii !
Spot the Jess :D
Presenting th adorable JoshuaVamp ! :D Aint he just cute ?! OMG LUH .
& HE FLIES , & HE SOARS INTO THE CROWD .
th EEEEEEEEE-kang :D
sheep ! :D
Bernard , dont kill me [: MUAHHS MUAHHS .
shawty lemme holler at you ! :DD
GY's worshippin th wrong person , LOL :x
cant you tell guys get KISSY t th wrong gender during camp ? :D
th person who said " hmph ! dont take lor ! i go find Yicong ! " when i said i didnt want t take pict w him :D HEEEEE .
We will win th war , we will win th war .
ladidadaaaa ~
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She's th ahlian who loves zilian-ing w my phone & she's th ahlian i love hell loadsx :D
