Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 5:50 PM
I Hate My Blogskin ):
okay , short update .
Dance Workshop , Monday .FUNFUNFUNFUN :D we learnt th dances from Hello,Love . 'I'mma Shine - Youngbloodz '
& Sexy Love - Ne-Yo . :DDDD it was hard , no doubt ! but fun :D familiar faces , Matthew , Isaac , MingQuan { DUHDUHDUHDUHDUHD } , Jessie , Denise , YiQin , Joshua , XINRU :D . i think th rest are new friends . HAHAHA :/ we were dancing at Istana Park , like free show :/ HAHA . okay yeaa :D it was funnnnn ! ^^ i miss dance ):
okay , next would be these few days which isnt much luh , school school . just some happening things would be .
Yesterday.
went out w Qiyinnnnn :D we went .. CWP to watch Made Of Honour , then went TPY to meet Melissa :D she's adorable . :DDD . then went back CWP , slack & slack & slack & slack , haha , went BLK853 & Qiyin kinda .. saw .. something , Freakyyyy ! :x then she asked this guy , Chester , to buy Breezers & Vodka . LOOOOOL :/ she went red & crazy ! :x im OKAYYYY :D then we saw Chris&Nicholas on a bike riding along the road like crazy monkeys x.x
then we took a bus , i didnt dare to go home alone so i stayed at Qiyin's house til' daddy came to pick me up which was 1plus , & this morning i woke up , practically drowsy . LOOOOL x.x
yesterday was fun :D we played with the fountain outside Civics plaza ! :D first time ! not paiseh wor :/ although people keep staring :x my skinnies were soaked ! ehehehehes , electric blue become black -.- okay , dark blue luh . but looks black :D i love playing w water ! isnt water just fun ?! :DDDDDDDDD okay , whatever . Qiyin made a nuisance of herself in the train x.x ohyah ! we went AMK Hub too ! :D so basically , we went CWP for movie , TPY , then AMK Hub { i saw nice jeans & shorts :D i want red skiiniiies! i want baby pink skinniiees ! i want green skinniesss ! i want grey skinniessss ! :DDD & i need new black skinnies x.x } then we went BLK 853 , then we went 852 and jumped on tables & benches like kids x.x ahahahahahhas ! then ran all around that estate because we told Chester we were at his void deck & he said he would come down now & we had to run all around & we got the wrong block . LOOOOL . then went went 854 :D so yesterday was practically hilarious luh ! ahahahars :D funfunfunfunfun :D going out w Qiyin probably later & definately tomorrow :D she's gonna be spending the eve & night of my birthday w me :D though my birthday doesnt mean much this year , i really dont know why ! but i just pray hard it'd be special ? i really wanna at least have a special birthday once in my life cux these past few years , my birthday has really sucked . Lost so much recently i really dont know if i'd lose the one person who's stood by me :D QIYIN I LOVE YOU LUH . :D i dont hate you ok ? (: I'd cherish you all my life :DDDDDD
DAWN WANTS A VERY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY . SHE DOESNT WANT TO FEEL EMPTY OR HEART BROKEN . SHE JUST WANTS A SPECIAL , MEMORABLE BEAUTIFUL 14TH BIRTHDAY . At Least Im Praying For That .
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 11:57 PM
Encouragement Is Free (: Discouraging Words Cost A Bomb .Hullo(: went out w Qiyin today (: we went to ChongPang's salon (: secret will be revealed after you've seen me ! ^^ thens we went tampines , thens we did nothing there , HAHA . we just ate pastamania which sucked :/ & i kept laughing like " Er her her " then i would get a freaking whack on my head ): then we went VIVOOOOO ;D we went skypark ! :D then we got soaked to the toes . -.- . i can go emo liao lorh ! i was DRIPPING WET . then took bus back to woodlands & ate suppeeeerrrrr ^^ okay , its not SUPER , its SUPPER (: which also sucked (: but it was fun today ! & im TIRED :/ hawhaws , i've been out for 13 hours plus . X.X . its not like i dont always do that though . HAHA . anyways , tomorrow i have freaking school , d&t crap . x.x . & got Dance Workshop (: idk luhs , HURHURS . anyways , next whole week i have to freakin go back to school every single day , WTH ?! like seriously , its supposed to be HOLIDAYS . dont see th point ehs . LOL . so .. probably gonna stay out the whole night of the 29th (: im gonna be 14 soon , doesnt seem like a big thing , so dull . just need a reason to thon . HAHA :x anyway , on the 3oth of May , 0000 , im gonna receive something from God mans ! :Dhurhur , okay , i shall go do my crap now (: BYEBYE , YOU ROCK . but I Rock More (: THE LORD ROCKS ! ^^
@ 12:06 AM
God has woven The Thorns Of Life Into A Crown Of Glory .Hello(:today is saturday ! lets start off with th morning , okay , erm , afternoon(: after , ya know , the pre-go out routine , whatever girls do luhs ^^ i went down to DhobyGhaut for Impact meet :D i was on time ! :D so , BimboKang shared about th spirit he caught during Leadership Conference , ohyah , he went leadership conference , yeaa , LOL . so as he was sharing about his other experiences , what really caught me was .. the spirit & attitudes of the Pastor's there , BK was saying , that .. they've been serving for like , decades . & yet , they still are so .. 'on' for God . we're .. YOUNG , like , hello , im not even 14 . { ok ! i'll be soon okay (: } so seriously , im so privilaged ! :D but thing is , what really caught me was .. these Pastors .. never turned back , like . they serve .. with their all lorhs . planting churches , takes .. alot of faith . but they just .. go . its really , God , you say go , i go . that kinda spirit . & BK was also saying .. Burn the bridges . yeaa ! thats what hit me to . BURN THE BRIDGES . to the past . dont even THINK about looking back . Luke 9:62 . No man who looks back is fit for the plow . & also .. in th passage where people were saying like , i bid my parents goodbye , i bury my dad first or stuff like that . so , when God says it more then once , it means its IMPORTANT . haha , like , really important ! so .. as BK was sharing , i really caught the spirit lorh (: maybe not .. how he caught it , different experience you see (: but i definately caught the spirit . to .. really , want to DREAM BIG & DO BIG for God . i mean , He can make miracles happen all over the world , then Singapore is .. ini machiam already rights ? i mean , we have like , MSN , SMS , we take 5 mins to get from place to place MINIMUM , & all the technology . i think Singapore is really a blessed nation . so , whats so hard ? hahas , i just think Singaporean hearts are either hard or soft . its either hard to break , which means really hardened , or its really soft . okay , im sorry but im not eggxactly pure Singaporean so i have some protest issues ! :D i dont mind politics (: LOOOOL :/ okay , so yea .CGo8 , then when will the GC be ? (: CGo8 is really , teeny compared to what Hope is doing all over the world . Singapore is INI MACHIAM compared to Europe . but , maybe .. theres something missing here ? (: so yep ! (: our lives are after all , th most important thing anyway ! ^^ so .. i really wanna have th chance to go to Leadership Conference , i believe God will really touch me ! :D but first , lol , have t rise t be a leader . hurhur , theres gonna be LC in Sept , open to CL's .. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm , Dawn , can you be a CL by sept ? (: Dawn , you willing to chiong for God ? (: Dawn , you willing to burn the bridges ? (: Dawn , you willing to set apart your life for God & only God ? (: Dawn , why are you serving today ? Dawn , why are you doing all this ? (: Dawn , you wanna start going all for God now ? (: Dawn , if you can crave for chocolate & all , can you crave for the spiritual delicacies too ? Dawn , will you ask the HolySpirit to stir a hunger in you ? (: Dawn , will you prepare yourself well & thorough for camp ? :D i think .. these are questions not only must i ask myself .. but .. yeaa , people who really wanna grow ? (: why are you serving ? :D for Man ? or .. for the ultimate Reason . the One . { May you be made strong with all the strength that comes from his glorious power , and may you be prepared to endure everything with patience , while joyfully giving thanks to the Father , who has enabled you to share in the inheritence of the saints in the light , Colossians 1:11-12 .Peace i leave with you , my peace i give to you . Not as the world gives do i give it to you . Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid . John 14:27 . }Dawn , you have one month left to go .xoxo ,
♥DS.树晚.
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 10:09 PM
Okay , i have lots of pictures to upload but i cant get it on my com , next time , ya'll ! :Dokay , so .. today .. really have lots on my mind , these past few days , there're things .. even the heart cant put into words . you know the feeling when you've so much to say , yet nothing to say ? you've so much to say ! but the words just dont fit . you just cant find the words . i shall bomb & see if anything good comes out . i've been thinking about the 5seconds level8 earthquake in SiChuan . i mean , think .. logically ? i dont know , whatever . its a Level8 earthquake of 5 seconds and .. how many people are .. gone ? forever . & by the way , they're really gone forever ok . not all those stupid BGR & you break up & that person is gone that kinda gone , you still get to see his / her face on the face of this earth . these families have lost their loved ones for good . gone & never to come back . & its just a mere 5seconds okay . hmm , i keep asking God .. why He'd let this happen . to let something be shown ? i really still cant figure it out . plus its not only the earthquake in SiChuan , what about the cyclone in Myanmar{s?} ? thank God there're no more tsunami's . btw , its pronounced tze-na-mee . so please , its not suwanie , thank you very much(: so .. yeap , pondering over these disasters & find myself very blessed . Singapore is so blessed ! ^^ & you know the dumb thing about world dying in 2o1o ? IF THE FREAKING WORLD REALLY CHOOSES DOOMSDAY FROM 2O1O - 2O13 , I AM GONNA FREAKING FLIP ! seriously ! i dont spend 4 EXTREMELY BORING TERRIBLE HORRIBLE FREAKISHLY BAD AND TOTALLY CROOKED YEARS in secondary school to DIE th day im having my O LEVELS ! as i've said countless times , if its CONFIRMED that the world will end in 2o1o , imma drop out as of this minute ! (: i dont care about certificates , o levels , a levels , what B4 or A1 or whatever ! DONT CARE ABOUT UNIFORM LUHHHHH ! imma go do something more worth my time . so i pray hard , the world DOESNT even go for its doomsday on 2o1o , if not , th world at least PROVES to scientists & all those dumb people who get things wrong 9o% of the time to be smart enough to confirm the end of the world . please dont leave poor 1994 kids thinking about their suffering-for-nothing years in the torturous high school ! :D anyway the weather is merciless , the sun is gracing us with its presence too much ! we're too graced , yo ! x.x i think the world really is dying . even if the world doesnt die , we're all gonna die soon . the world's gonna burn up & KABOOOOOOM ! seriously luh , EVEN NIGHTS ARE WARM & STUFFY ! the heat is getting on my nerves man ! i cant even shower & come out without having to feel like i didnt shower at all ! c'mon luh , dont waste my resources eh ? okay , enough bout all this . theres some other random ? stuffs bugging me . one would be human love , or something near there , whatever (: another would be .. the harvest . AHHHHH . OK ! harvest first ! i tell youuuu , im so bugged by this okay ! of course , its like .. yeaa , i feel th pain , God , i feel the pain . the sweet sweet pain , HA . ohman , eh , c'mon luh , i know th school aint barren . 18 for Facing The Giants . you call that barren ? AHHHH , GOD . cant stay like this ! time for the school to BAOZHA . God , i've been preparing Your fields , i'm trying my very bestttttt . God , i really want to see this harvest before camp God ! i dont want to go to camp feeling like a POS { Piece Of SHIT } , God i know , i know i know i know that You can make a miracle God ! God , in Your Word , You say , the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few . USE ME GOD ! HERE I AM , USE ME !~ YOUR SERVANT IS LISTENING . God , Your servant is listening ! i know You dont have ASD or You're hard of hearing , i know You've heard all my lil' & big prayers , all my cries & pains , all the desperate cries ! i know You hear them God ! im waiting for Your timing God , but let not 'God's Timing' be an excuse , for if our lives are not right , if our hearts are not right , if im not prepared , how can we expect harvest ? (: God i pray for myself , to be strong&biblical ! to grow stronger in You & to become who You want me to be & i pray for your people , CentralA , God , i pray they be Your instruments , faithful to You & obedient to Your Word , that WOW will be TRULY our motto , Lord . we'll live according to Your principles , Lord . You know how & when & where , its time Lord . i lift this unto You . Kay ! thats it for that then .. urhm , abit personal :/ heh , okay i shall continue on the last but not least . the #$&*^@#( thing called 'love' . i just cant help wondering , what in the world is love ? KEY WORD . WORLD . God is love . but .. haha , people see that ? Lols . but in the world , what is love ? how do you know you love someone ? how do you even know what love is when you cant love a perfect God . LOL . is love .. feeling your heart beat faster when you see him ? is love .. hurting when he doesnt speak to you ? is love .. thinking about him all the time ? is love .. what the world defines it to be ? or is love .. putting someone's joy before yours ? lets say , i say , i love God and i also say i love some guy . i love God would be .. serving Him , ministry , academic , holistic , family & the rest . & why ? because i love God & i want to please Him (: then i love some guy would be what . ? LOL . the only reason for a relationship i can think of right now is the concept 1+1=more then two . okay , not in the reproduction context . LOL . but in the KOG context . come to think of it .. if , someone from my age range , from 13-19 , is in a relationship , can it last ? whats it for ? sometimes hearing people say 'i love him' or something like that . it just gets me thinking , whats love whats love whats love ? is it melting in his arms ? lol , is it just that feeling in your heart where it makes you all fuzzy & warm ? dont feelings fade in time ? a relationship .. can someone remember someone forever ? is that possible ? i dont know . LOL . i never tried it :/ can something so special & dear last deep within your heart forever ? any answers ?! LOL . & how can you tell if someone is 'The One' ? you mean theres a small voice telling you ? i really dont know either ! any answers ?.. cux .. i dont get it ! whats so ..................sweet . whats so .... 'awww' , whats so .....'forever' , whats so ...amazing . about something that will end in time ? i dont know , maybe there're some couples who last from high school til' they get married & have a child . { credits to Sherlyn's parents . } but out of HOW MANY COUPLES ? i dontknow .. how many people will be able to keep a promise ? how many will be fulfilled promises ? how many empty ? how many cheap words ? how many times are girls gonna get fooled & guys gonna get played ? { okay , not only do guys suck okay , haha (: } how many times is 'i love you' gonna be used .. cheaply ? how many hearts are gonna be left scarred ? why the hell would you wanna brood over something thats over over over over . memories kept , but .. memories are like .. flashing videos .. without sounds nor feelings . memories kept , feelings alr gone . so whats the point of .. drowning yourself with pain that ... is .. non-existent ?.. you're just making up the pain with the ... black&white past .How to love imperfect man when you dont love a perfect God .& this other thing called friendship . what ... is friendship ? what are friends for ? literally . we tend to hurt those we love the most ... we also tend to hurt those we hate the most , HAHAHAHAH . okay , that was random . but i really want to know . What Are Friends For ? Neglect ? Love ? Hurt ? Comfort ? Tolerate ? Endure Together ? The Things A Heart Cant Explain .xoxo ,
♥DS ; <3
Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 8:42 PM
from breaking rules to puma shoes .and water leaking from the roofs .soccer dudes' flying balls .cracking windows along corridors ! a big bright sun above the courts .showcasing what we're called .guangyang guangyang .way above them all !
i pray to the good Lord .to keep this school .the way it is and how its like .for this is what we dig , yo !- written by sherlyn leong & dawn ;DMy heart prays continually .for a campus bursting with joy .students growing in love and peace .not anticipation for the last bell .
To see students learning passionately .and bubbles of curiousity floating around the school .only then will my heart be as light as a feather .for this is the dream in me .
Conflicts and counselling will no longer be a need .for students have learnt the art of love .the picturesque scene of a sincere heart .painted right before my eyes .
Differences will be put aside .United we will stand .One for all and all for one .A house of cards in a hurricane .
Life will be what we make of it .Our hearts will beat as one .Learning all there is to learn .About the world and beyond .
So God , for all thats worth .Please bless me with Your Love .That this surreal dream of mine .Will one day come to pass .- written by yours truly .
these are two poems which is for a lit homework . Dawn has lost confidence in her writing and does not dare write her poem down for submission as she thinks its really lousy . someone boost her confidence please ? but Dawn thinks it really isnt good . anyway , Dawn had a cool day today (: school started at 8 ! I LOVE IT MAN ! & DM was really kind & .. we just dont know why :/ hehe , so , we had some body talk thingy , yadda yadda yadda , yup , then Dawn had parents meeting session , MsAljunied was there with GuGu , it was alright . Dawn passed her overall , got 3 B's and one A , she is not pleased . she failed 3 subjects . L1R4 was 21 . L1R5 , 29 . Dawn is not satisfied at all , though , Dawn occurred a miracle which caused her to tear in the middle of Woodlands Mrt . she messaged her dad ,' Dad , i will try my best to study hard . ' and her dad replied . ' Thats the spirit thank Lord:) ' & that set Dawn tearing . Dawn cant wait to see her dad coming to know Christ and her family changing for Dawn is really tired of all this . Dawn is sorry to all those she has hurt and all those who have hurt her . then Dawn went to Starbucks for QuietTime and then Dawn went home , changed and went out to jog also for QuietTime as she thinks better when moving . Dawn learnt alot from God today and realise that there IS a silver lining on every cloud . Dawn saw how amazing her God is . and how her God deserves all praise . she knelt before God right next to the canal behind her house and hurt her knee . Dawn limped home :/ Dawn gained much today & Dawn cant wait for tomorrow as tomorrow is the last day of school . Dawn has to go back to school for four days next week , for netball and math crap . Ohwell , Dawn promised to study . Dawn shall do her best . though Dawn really doesnt want to , she will honour God for God has shown Himself so real in her life . Dawn wants to encourage you guys out there that there IS someone who loves and cares for you like no one else does . Dawn wants to tell you never to lose faith in the one who has faith in you . Dawn knows its hard making a decision , but Dawn hopes you make the right decision . Dawn is praying for you (:
@ 6:20 PM
1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?♥i'd probably by crying alr luh , but i would definately ask why(:2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?♥THE GREAT COMMISSION .3) What will dream wedding be like?♥a sweet wedding on the beach(:4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?♥nah , trust in His plans & thats enough(:5) Whats your ideal lover like?♥Eh. spiritual & biblical , definately faithful & devoted (:6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?♥loving , dont ask me why ! you try yourself ^^7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?♥hmm , maybe forever ? :x 8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?♥secretly ? then i'd just 死心 luh ! ;D if we're meant to be , we will be ^^9) Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?♥uhhhh , nah ! :D the holidays are HERE . 10) Is being tagged fun?- ♥urh , whats so fun about it ? LOL .11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?♥ten years .. 24 .. urh , still schooling or doing some missions stuffs maybe ? ;D12) Who are currently the most important people to you?♥God ! :D & my family of God ! of course my friends too ;D13) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?♥uhh . lol .14) Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?♥urh . urh urh urh . depends on God's plan ! hahahaha , i really dont know bout this . LOL . 15) What's the first thing you do every morning?♥pray ~ [:16) Would you give all in a relationship?♥if i dont , i wouldnt even think of being in one .17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?♥er , i dont think that'd happen , cux that just means it isnt love , its just .. infatuation or somethin .18) What type of friends do you like?♥all kinds [: 'cept backstabbers , liars , betrayers , hypocrites & the like .19) What type of friends do you dislike?♥read th above . LOL .okay , this is seriously just for fun :/ i found it on Brenda's blog . LOL . i shall post about my day later on ya'll ! :D ttfn .
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 10:12 PM
Hey Ya'll :D im here posting today ! & today was an AWESOME & lame(: day . hehe , i didnt go to school , so i was at home playing with make-up , LOL. so after that left to meet my cg then we had some kuku time at Isles Cafe(: then we went up to NEXUS for dahhhhhhhh MOVIE :D its so cool ! like its a real theatre , ya know ? (: & whats cooler is th whole church was watching together , all districts together , you feel th coolness ? i mean , seriously , how much better can it get ? actually , it got BETTER :D GUANGYANG SOLELY HIT 18 ! seriously overwhelmed by what God is showing to us ! IT'S LIKE REAL LIVE VISION ! we took PICTURES :D will upload next time . i mean , it was UULLLLLTTRRRRAAAA coool ! thank You Lord ! it was REALLY awesome , to see a whole bunch of 18 GY-ians walkin around together , LIVING TESTIMONY OF THE SHOW ! :D haha , okay , soon soon :D 18 GY committed people :D btw , we watched 'Facing The Giants ' . lemme tell you how awesome the show was . ohwait , theres NO WORD TO DESCRIBE IT . but i learnt A TON . basically its bout' this football team from Shiloh Christian Academy . so ya , duh , they're a christian school . so this football team has this Coach , which has lead them to failure year after year for six years . he was about to get fired , then both he & his wife started seeking God & this guy came up to th Coach & shared some stuff from the Scripture etc. this Coach Taylor got back his faith & he shared it to this one boy in the team . & then this other man held bible class OUTSIDE & the whole school was REVIVED . like , people were praying in groups , many received Christ etcetcetc. { zomg , my face so smooth , ok , sorry } then anyway , the football team was like , all christians now , & before every game they PRAYED TOGETHER & BELIEVED . & they started winning ! why ? they chose to use the game to HONOUR GOD. seriously , isnt it like , ultimate ? to see a whole team bowing down & praying God together . & something in th prayer was like ' if we win , we'll praise you , if we lose , we'll praise you . ' isnt it wonderful ? wow man . really eye-opening ! & they , from the WORST team , went to state championships ! & they fought against the Best of the Best , the Richland Giants . then they played played , they started losing faith cux they didnt think they'd ever make it & the Giants were huge & strong and had 85 players whereas they had 32 . so , th Coach pushed them on on on on on . & then their star kicker , Joshua Webster , got his collarbone broken . aww . then this young junoir & quite new , David Childers , had to do this 51yard kick & it was the last 2 seconds of the game , so its really bobian . then he kept saying he cant do it & th Giants coach dont know why time out the game . Coach Taylor , the Eagles { Shiloh Acad. } was like ' David , you think you're gonna miss it ' then David said ' the furthest i've kicked is 39yard coach !' then Coach said ' you believe the Lord can help you make this kick ? ' something something . & David went out , before he kicked , he said ' God you have to help me ' & he aced the kick ! 51 YARDS ! wow man , ok , i suck at describing this but its a MUST WATCH . it really convicts & envisions me(: & its a very touching movie & it shows how real God is . like . depicting how God works in so many different ways . & how He blesses those who honour Him . alot more things happened in the movie . & well , it just really shows how God loves His children ! how He can make miracles work ! & the Coach Taylor was a man of great faith ! he was also a man who took ACTION , he didnt hear but he LISTENED . lets be people of God who LISTEN & take ACTION . not passive people ! God longs to bless you , you willin to follow His way ? you honour Him , He honours you .
He wont ever shortchange you , like how He provided for Coach Taylor's needs by giving him a awesome wife , a house to live in & his student's dad buying him a brand new truck . by blessing him & him to bless others . yo , this doesnt just happen in movies . th movie is just a clearer vision of whats happening in real life , maybe you just dont take note of it . God's there always & blessing you always . you can win your school , you can have victory , you can make an impact . its just , will you ? (:
some advice for you guys , just random stuff though . dont ever say cheap words(: remember what PsJeff said ? he said ; guys , dont say words cheaply , eg. i love you . thats so right ! & dont make empty promises yo :D & another piece of advice . dont claim anyone's promises but God's :D He's th only one the never fails , if you havent noticed (: humans are imperfect , yo . what they say never come true ^^ thats why Dawn's holdin so tightly to the Cross ;D MANKIND ! YOU SUCCCKKKKKK . literally MANkind anyway(:
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
Hello, Dudes&Dudettes {:
Dudettes referring to th superb ladies & DavidSY .
& XiangWei Matthew , my sheepy ;D
Dudes referring to Yicong , Chisun's sheep :D
hahars , okay , im feeling crappy today ^^ i had a ..
average day ? {: my eyes are bloodshot now . guess im tired ? hmm , its okay {: im th most FAITHFUL blogger ok !
so i will keep posting til' one day i die ;D hehes , i love blogging . okay , now you know more about me {: i love to write { lyrics , poems , stories , blogs , etcetcetc. } & thats equivalent to typing {: YUP !
i especially love writing romance&heartbreaking things , i love to break hearts ^^ kiddin ! kidding ! :D okay , shall not crap & bore you peeps anymore {: i had th most BORING day of school {: went to school , took bus to GYSS , felt like .. ' Yo Dawn , you freak , whilst you're in this darned school , why dont you use your time in this school & make this school a rising generation ? Isnt your quote ' a rising generation ? ' you bodoh , time to do something . ' & i felt a pinch at my heart & like .. shit , why isnt this school growing ? so heres a good start {: then i looked around for potential PREY , wakakakas xD kiddin luh ! we had th ultra cool , ultra special & ultra awesome GYSS PRAYER MEET ! [: thank God for those who were on time & early { Agnes } & thank God for those who came for you will be blessed ! every morning as we sit at
those pathetic benches , i really feel God with us , you know ? [: He said when two or more believers gather together , He will be there & God never fails us yea ? [: whatever He says WILL WILL WILL come to pass [: so that means ... MUHAHA , GYSS is gonna bomb you guys out there ! watch out for th GY-IANS are gonna ROCK YOUR WORLD [: then i had th lame periods [: assembly was dumb , MrGoh [ DM ] was tellin us about all th phone scams .. what do i need t know about how many cases & what type for ?! he elaborated on every single one , ohmygoodness , & it was a humid morning . so yeaa , you get my point ^^ then .. lessons started , one period was wasted , or not ? on morning assembly [: teachers were celebrating in th AVA room , haha , thats what me , sherlyn , sharmeel & marcus always say anyway , LOL. so yup .. math , english . math , teacher decided t set supplementary & i have to go for this .. dumb algebra camp which is about .. 1o BORING hours in school , so , guess what , im bored :/ anyways ! so next week , tuesday wednesday ; algebra camp , thursday friday , maths sup . ARGH ! math math math , bomb you math ! x.x hate math :/ okay , so anyway , friday have WFL & i wanna watch Prince Caspian ! cant believe i have to go back to school at NINE AM on my DARNED BIRTHDAY . for what siah , for what ?! you tell me ! okay , im bored now . i cant stop typing , haha , anyway , todays assembly was dumb , some dumpling crap . dont know luh , kena tickled by Nicholas&Marcus .. they say i must sit up straight . got link meh ? -.- yup , so end of school & i rushed home cux i had a serious dizzy spell & really wanted to hurl . then felt abit better as i took th bus to J8 , met qiyin at admiralty .. met her boyf , Jeremiah DING DING DING DING , some ahbeng guy , lols . at woodlands . saw ShuPing & Chris . & i was like , HI CHRIS ! & qiyin was like , shut up . LOL . it was funny [: so we went Vivo , met Isabelle & qiyin's lesbo , then yadda yadda , & qiyin ! i know you not shy luh you ! go away luh ! go honeymoon ! dont honeymoon infront of me ! :D LOL. then blahblahblah , took 963 back from Harbourfront to Woodlands . DAMN THE JOURNEY . it was uber long cans . hit my head a million times x.x oh ! my specs cracked ]: OHYES ! & I GOT THE DAMNED WHITE WATCH THAT COST 169BUCKAROOS I WANTED FOR SO LONG ! thank you so much daddy oh ! he rewarded me for topping literature x.x im so happy ! i love my watch like shit ! its so cool ! :D okay , so yadda yadda , recently went for hair treatment , its good [: hot hairstylist . HAHA :/ qiyin met some hot guys at KFC ;D then .. hmm , yup , thats bout it [: nothin much recently , more of th WOG ;D growing MORE ;D thats something i really wanna praise God for lorhs ! ;D & i really wanna thank Him for His presence in my life [: God , you're reading this , eh ? thanks so much , Dad . i love You .
btw , when's th last time you told God i love you & thanked Him ? (:
she just loves hanging with th Creator cux He's so amazing !
BTW ! vivo is a good place for couples & shepherding & good memories ! th sky park is th ultimate ! i really love that place , brings back bad memories though . next time shall go there with shepherd , bestfriend , boyf of the FAR future , blahblahblahblah ! I LOVE VIVO SKY PARK ! haha , i had a dumb dream once to have a date there {: theres this ultra cool super high staircase showcase stadium { what am i saying ? } thing , ohman , its like , seriously cool ! i wanna go there & have fun & have good memories ! :D
Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 10:49 PM
how many years have you been alive ? (:
urh , not yet 14 :/
what is yours natural God-given eye & hair colour ?
brown eyes & brownred hair(:
your race ? (:
partially thai, partially crazian, partially martian, partially caucasion, partially xinjiaporean(:
glasses / contacts / perfect vision ? (:
glasses at home , contacts at times , perfect vision when i squint(: ROCK ON :D
highest level of completed education ?
PSLE ! WOOOOOO ! ~ :D Please Stop Lecturing Education(:
single / attached / not saying .
attached & engaged(: i even wear a ring , dumb ! :D
gym enthusiast / junk food addict / in th middle .
uhhhh ~ middle but more t th junk side(:
RELATIONSHIPS .
what are you PHYSICALLY attracted to in a ideal mate ?
his eyes(: his smile(:
what are you attracted to NON-PHYSICALLY ?
his love , his sweetness , his genuine & sincere words(:
intelligence ? (:
oh , i've dated a few retards ! :D haha , kiddin .
beauty is in th eye of th beholder .
THIS ALWAYS APPLIES TO ME ! because people are always sayin .
'WHAT ? you call that GOOD LOOKING ? ' aww , poor Dawn :c
what race do you prefer your ideal mate to be ? ( no offence implied . )
hahaha , no preferance (: but Drake Bell is HOT :D
what clothing style do you prefer ? (:
from cosplay all th way to ball room , im fine(: just dont wear FBT on a date(:
piercings / tattoos / any body disfiguration ?
piercings are mighty fi-ne , except those on th face(: no tattoos please(:
what gifts would you give to that special person ? (:
something of significance(: something to remember what we share :D
sloppy kissing , soft&light or savage ?
its th person , isnt it ? Lolsxz . but preferably , i dont wanna feel like im kissin a dog(:
have you kissed anyone today ?
nah , wont be in another few years ! :D 'cept if that someone's a she(: LOL . i aint no homo !
SHERLYN , I GIVE UP ON YOUR QUIZ . lols . so long , dont wanna do liaosxz [:
KAY , I STAYED HOME WHOLE DAY TODAY , tomorrow's gonna be exciting(:
YAY ! & Yicong , cheer up(: God has woven the thorns of life into a crown of glory(:
I Love You , Girl :D You always have people around you who care .
& Cokeeee , i love you muchs ! <3
@ 6:51 PM
UHM ! i shall call myself 'Most Faithful Blogger' :D LOL ! EGO LIAO EGO LIAO ^^hehs , okay , i just wanted t share somethin that has been on my mind these few days .& i dont know if its divine or .. somethin , but i blog hopped a bit & found it on someone else's blog & im just urged to share ! :D erm , th night of shepherding i had with zyann ;Dshe shared this .. vision God dropped in her heart , it was of me , standing at th crossroads .i was in this long path , & there were many many trees , much like th one behind my house , LOL. okay , so then there was a clear open field & there were two roads , split up . so , then she continued praying for me from there , but God didnt stop there , these few days .He kept envisioning me with this same vision but elaborated . th vision become .. th twodifferent roads had LARGE signs , one said 'Truth' , th other said 'World' . { i will try t come up with a drawing of it for more pictorial description [: } & on one , there was a bright , light shining , th other , there was nothing , it seemed like endless darkness . & God kept tellin me these few days 'Child , come home , come home. ' & heres th key things . Decision Making. this is so key .what decisions you make determine where you go in life . you choose th world , you follow th world . you choose to look back to th world in your walk w God , hurhur , you dont deserve t be in this Kingdom . Luke 9:62 . Jesus replied , No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God . & if you choose th world over God , good riddance . Hebrews 6:4-6. It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened , who have tasted the heavenly gift , who have shared in the Holy Spirit , who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age , if they fall away to be brought back to repentance because to their loss they are crucifying the Son Of God all over again and subjecting Him to public disgrace . see ! th word says its IMPOSSIBLE . [:if you choose to serve God , then serve wholeheartedly . God doesnt deserve your rubbish :DHe deserves your BEST . we all need to make decisions ! be it letting go of something to grow or choosing to overcome something & thus able to serve God even more ! we ALL NEED TO MAKE DECISIONS ! even in th world [: choose to study hard or choose to flunk & die [: okay , you wont die but you get my point . at this point of time , you have been given this DIVINE OPPORTUNITY to serve th Almighty Lord . & you have repented & DECIDED to serve Him .opportunity only { usually } knocks on your door once . you slip up this chance & forsake whats true , see ya . im really blessed & i know it , because if you know my testimony [: i ever backslided . & th 6 months were shit luhs . but .. God gave me another divine chance to come back to Him & serve . & .. you think i was all high about it ? no , i made th decision to come back because God promised me something [: th day i stepped into Nexus six months after my backslide , God said ' I'll always love you ' & ya , this is FUNDAMENTAL , but what ? you grow & you forget God's love ? no way . whoever's reading this now , i really wanna encourage you to make right decisions , not what you think is right , i thank God for people in my life who have made many right decisions & thus showing me that .. decisions lead us to where we will be [: decisions made in th past caused us to be who & where we are now . choose to be joyful despite circumstances or grumble over every lil' thing that occurs in your life . choose to overcome or be overwhelmed . choose to take life as though its gonna take you over or choose to take over your life & hand it to God . your choice . your decisions make your life . isnt loving God a choice too ? [:
If i were asked to give what i consider the single most useful bit of advice for all humanity it would be this : expect trouble as an inevitable part of life and when it comes , hold your head high , look it squarely in the eye and say . 'I will be bigger than you. You cannot defeat me.' - Ann Landers .
For i know well the plans i have in mind for you , plans for your welfare not for woe! plans to give you a future full of hope , when you call me , when you go to pray to me , i will listen to you , when you look for me , you will find me , Yes , when you seek me with all your heart , you will find me with you .-Jeremiah 29:11-14.
@ 4:59 PM
1.Three Days From Now , Will You Be In A Relationship ?
Already Am [: BYTHEWAY ! I Love CA , Cokeeeeee :D
2.What Colour Are Your Eyes ?
Brown ! :D
3.What Does Your Second Text Message Say ?
You Wanna Know ? [: Its From Lim ShingYang David .
Saying Hi i know you're bored =.=
4.How does your ex feel about you ?
LOL. Ask Him Luh , Like I Know , Lolsxz .
5.Do You Like What You See In The Mirror ?
Eh . Content ? [:
6.What are you listening t right now ?
Weird World - Backstreet Boys .
7.What were you doing 46seconds ago ?
Typing th previous sentence [:
8.What Are your plans for this weekend ?
END OF SCHOOL ! TIME FOR HOLIDAYS ! Rock It Out :D
What are you doing tomorrow ?
Shepherding & CentralWFL.
What is your display name ?
(R)DS. Ever ever after .
What are you wearing right now ?
Central Shirt&GreenFBT[:
How is your hair ?
Spunky & Damaged . LOL.
As of today , do you like anyone ?
In what context ? :D
Have you kissed anyone on th lips for th past 24hours ?
YES ! { Im lying. }
Have you ever stayed awake for 48hours ?
Nah , I'd never succeed :D
Do you like your first name ?
Urh , Heh , Okay luh ;D Like Dawn better[:
Do you like to cuddle ?
Yeaa ;D
What are your initials ?
SDT;SpeedDistanceTime :/
Ever been skinny dipping ?
NOOOO ~ Lols .
What is one thing you have learnt this year ?
Just One ? Oh No , Erm , Serve 1oo% Or Dont Serve At All [:
Are you from a small town ?
Yarhs , ChiangRai is pretty small .
Why do people continue t smoke when they know th effects of it ?
They dont care , they're addicted , they're stressed . choose [:
What colour are th curtains in your room ?
Yellow .
If you had th chance , would you move to another country ?
Only if God calls me to & its for th Kingdom .
What time did you get up this morning ?
o93o .
Eyeliner or mascara ?
urhs , both ? i dont know , lols . depends luh [:
What colour pants are you wearing ?
Green :D
Are you wearing shoes ?
Yah ~ they're a new creation , called skin :D
What is th temperature ?
More then i can tahan :/
Have you ever been to counselling ?
Yah , everyday[: HolySpirit is my counsellor ^^ but yah , been t once , in schola .
Last time you had a fling ?
I dont have flings[:
What type of cellphone do you have ?
SonyEricsson W89oi , Brown . & its a cool one indeed [:
CAUSE IM USING IT [:
Last time someone made you laugh hard .
Just Yesterday :D
@ 3:21 PM
I Have A Dirty Lil' Secret ! :D Hahas , no its not dirty :/
Anyhow , i shall post a
bulletin up here [: & i shant be revealin my secret .
ASK ME LUH , dumb people :/ KIDDIN :D I ROCK \m/ .
0hh mAnns , rwEallii b0reDd w0rshxz . OKAY ! THAT JUST PROVES IM BORED ! Zomg , i cant believe i just did that. -washes hands&brain- okay , im back to normal [: ooohooh ! i just LOVE my previous post [:& im totally genuine about it :D Ohana , means no one gets left behind .LETS GROW TOGETHER :D hahars , okay , today is a really hot day . & i think ..TH HEAT IS GETTING TO MY BRAIN ! AHHHHH ! ALIEN ATTACK . MARTIANS ON EARTH ! MARTIANS ON EARTH ! ohmigawd ! i see a David , a Zyann , a Yicong , a Sherlyn !
OH NO ! IM GETTING KIDNAPPED ! AHHHHHHHHHHH ! - a light beam lifts me into theirugly big UFO - GOODBYE EARTH ! -flying kisses- GOODBYE ! I WILL MISS YOU SINGAPORRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! -th UFO is flying off ! -th David is saying some alien , martian language . 'Beep toot beep bee beeep ? 'what ?! oh .. it just said ' im gonna cook you into soup for my king in th land of Weirdness .okay , im spacing out .. haha , sorry ! th heat is really gettin t me :/ HAHAHAHAHHAAH .but im having fun ;D LOL , i should be a DIRECTOR ! ;D lalalalalalas ~ Ibanez .. who's that ?oh .. LOL . okay . anyway , im sleepy ]: i just had a disgusting lunch ! LOL , it wasnt nice lorh ]:some stupid PorkRibRice my dad suggested , BLEAHK BLEAHK BLEAHK ! :P .hehes , okay , i'd better shut up :/ he finally allowed me t on th aircon , so i should be happy !haahhahhahahahahhahaahhahah , anyway im fasting from unneccasary shopping til' camp .ZOMG LUH ! its hard okay ! but i have t OVERCOME :D hehehehe , cux i just realised .i dont have any addictions or habits or somethin i really like alot ! so .. th only thing i always always do is .. shop . LOL . bleahks ! :/ okay , i shall post again later about my boredom [: feel free t text / msn me ! im really bored D:
@ 11:42 AM
& as a family having breakfast together .th grumpiness & low spirits of th early morning seem t take over .but when i see how this family pulls through .& th joy we have when we just share this simple first meal of th day .to see people serving , people crapping , people jokin around .i still rememeber th ' ai xin mian bao ' of X29 .& over bowls of cereal , every minute seems t be pure bliss .it brightens up th whole hall & kicks off a wonderful day .& as we sit around in a circle .we praise God & worship Him with our hearts .i see love spilling out from each & every word we sing .every single prayer flowing from each heart .& i know we're all in this race together.that we're all in this together & this Ohana is so much more then meets th eye.& as we gather for lunch .th midday meal , spirits are on high .we're all kicked up & ready for upcoming events .but as we sit down & take time out t just talk&have a meal together .my heart is just warmed by th beautiful scene .of a family , eating together & sharing life .do you feel what i feel ? do you see what i see ?& we walk off , outta th hall .splitting into different directions .i still see th Cross thats binding us together .then theres th last meal of th day .where its th cue for night to come alive.when we talk about our day. & i see anticipation bubbles arising from each & everyone .waiting for last events of th day .but we just take th time & still our hearts for awhile .just to spend one meal with th people we love.this is what i see .this is th times when we , one family , come together .& so much happens !th warmth of a family .i love th times we spend together [:& this camp , lets make it no different .meals arent just about food .lets make th best of th rushed times we have[:even if it means sitting on th floor next t th bin outside th hall.even if it means waiting outside th hall & playing random games.this is my ohana .& i love you guys alot <3
@ 9:55 AM
Crash&Burn!
~
Everybody knows
that i was such a fool.
to ever let go of you ,
baby , i was wrong .
& yeah , i know i said .
we'd be better off alone .
it was time that we moved on .
i know i broke your heart .
i didnt mean to break your heart .
but baby , here i am .
bangin on your front door .
my pride's spilled on th floor .
my hands & knees are bruised .
& im crawling back to you .
are you gonna let me in ?
i was running from th truth .
& now im crawling back to you .
i know you're in there .
you can make me wait .
but im not going to wait .
its th least i can do .
just to tell you face to face .
i was lying to myself .
now im dying in this hell .
girl , i know you're mad .
i cant blame you for being mad.
but baby , here i am.
bangin on your front door .
my pride's spilled on th floor .
my hands & knees are bruised .
& im crawling back to you .
are you gonna let me in ?
i was running from th truth .
& now im crawling back to you.
if you could see th tears im crying .
touch these hands that cant stop shaking .
hear my heart thats barely beating .
you'll see a different man .
; Crawling Back To You , Backstreet Boys.
@ 12:33 AM
(R) SHERLYN. And yet you're so far,just like a distant star. says:******* IS HOT.(R) SHERLYN. And yet you're so far,just like a distant star. says:he has that(R) SHERLYN. And yet you're so far,just like a distant star. says:angmoh look.(R) SHERLYN. And yet you're so far,just like a distant star. says:and he seems so nice and eveyrthing.COOL ! ******* is censored[:<3
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 11:19 PM
{ Its A Weird World . }
YOYOYOYOYO ! :D just finished reading my encouragement birthday puzzles . hehes .thanks my lovely family ! & what they said really encouraged me more , they all said i've grown ! ahhhhh ! im sooooo happy ! zomg :D hehehehehes , i've grown i've grown ! hehes . i still remember th day His Divine Calling came ;D i love my beautiful Lord like (*^#$(* hehes .hehes , anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID LIM SHING YANG . sorry abit late :/ eeehehs .he's like two weeks older then me , BIG DEAL UH . 'L' . [: . okay , today was a fruitful day anyway :D service , obviously , hahhaahhah ! when is service not fruitful ? [: thank Godfor th CONVERTS ! :D YingYing from GUANGYANG ! guangyang say OEI ! ; 'OEI' , hahas .& Justin from .. ? .. [: David's friend [: praise God ! & thank You Lord for CheeKuan [s?] & Mark & Jolyn who came [: Guangyang is growing [: JIAYOU , all our visions WILL come to pass .brothers&sisters , dont lose faith okay ? what we said of GYSS becoming a district sized .IT CAN COME TO PASS . have you forgotten our Acts 29 ? our pact to grow ?we hit our 7 guys , that doesnt mean we stop here , we still have so much more to do .LETS DREAM BIG & DO BIG FOR GOD , cux He's a HUGE GOD & He can work miracles .just with th tip of His fingers [: & im sure He favours gyss [: heheheh ~ okays , so had unit meet .GAP ! Generation . Approach&Account . Passion&Purpose . AMEN [: GAP15 . [: im so excited ! fresh convinction , refined :D I LOVE MY LORD JESUS CHRIST . I LOVE GOD ! ahahahars .okays , i seriously seriously am zii-highing . anyways . excited excited :D anticipation bubbling .OUTBURST ! NANANANANANAN ~ I LOVE YOU <3
Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 10:01 PM
beautiful Jesus .save me from this pain .th crossroads , i've to face again .i pray i'd choose right .dear Lord .be th person that i know You are .th one who loves me , cherishes me , treasure me .th one who i fully know i can rely on .dear dear Lord .i need You .Hell Lots .dearest Lord .please bless me .i want to grow .sweetest Lord .i love You & i know it .beautiful saviour .let no burden be about me nor linger on me [:for Your yoke is light :D i look at th beautiful creations & wonder about Your majesty .theres nothing to doubt Lord .You've given me everything to serve You better .& I Will .
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 7:41 PM
{ when i said i love you , i meant it .
Hullo again ^^ hmm , today is kinda , sweet ? [: i kinda spent th whole day w my Dad [: uhhs , like , Heavenly Father & earthdad [: hees , i went "grocery" shopping w daddy .i bought Froot Loops&CocoCrunch ~ hehs , &
Ferrrreerrrroooo Rocher[: after service
yesterday he said i buy for you luh , haha , so cute uhs ~ Lolsxz . so yup , then got lunch ^^ no wait , dinner :DDerms , then since i didnt really go out th whole day , i slept for an hour :/ BY ACCIDENT . i aint no piggy :D hees .watched teevee then fell asleep . so did my QT & spent th day w God [:
{ zomg ew , why are there so many ants x.x } ouuhhhkayes ~ anyways , yup , really could sense God's presence today , like , yup [: & hahahha , i memorised memory verse ! ^^ { owch , i forgot :x } uhms .. heh , And in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose . Correct ? :D Romans 8:28 :D so yarhs , hmm . kays , got lotsa stuffs on my mind now .. CYCLONE ~ no .. hurricane ~ hahaha , whateever :D hmm , alrightysxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxzsxz :D& then theres times where we shared smiles .where we just basked in each others presence .where just being with you was paradise .knowing that you were a God-given gift .
' where'd you go ? i miss you so .seems like its been forever , since you've been gone . 'yeaa , this fits .they say abscence makes th heart grow fonder .is it torture ? or is it supposed t be sweeter ?sometimes when i look at you , i see a stranger .where did th love go ?
paths dont cross for no reason , love .th love we shared cannot just disappear like this .i believe we were meant to be .& love , i think we could be .what we shared isnt just something replaceble .what we have is special .love , when i see your smile .
i wish i could share your joy .but , th crossroads are pulling us apart .beautiful angel , i loved , have i lost ? <3xoxo,
♥DS.
@ 10:16 AM
& then theres this .
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY ALL ! :Dheh , my mum's workin . SUA LORH x.x hehe .so .. yesterday i reached home at like .. oo2o ? i think .. didnt take note .HEH . so .. yarhhs , yesterday after service had central games .we went istana park for briefing , but thank me & Zyann hadto send off two Balestier Hill girls [: thank God they came ! :DJunRu & Kristle[: YEP . Balestier Hill will be completed too ! :D hees .so me & zyann didnt play th Amazing Race :D so after that .. we went down to PS { as usual ? :D } thens .. there was .. David . Genesis . Nicole . Faith & Chisun . Zyann came later [: so we looked for seats around different makan places but to no avail D: FINALLY . we found enough seats at KFC ~ hees , so we ate there :D then after that Genesis&David bought HoneyLemon & they were like D R U N K . seriously ! they were doing GOOFY things .& being all high & crazy . heh . ohyeah , we went arcade :D we played photohunt . & we got so!@(#&#$ at the game cuz .. yah , that game is seriously (&@^$*#$ [: hehes . okay , so yeaa .. hmm , Friday was the end of my MYE . hahas , am i glad ? nah , i dont feel any excitement or anything . hahas , exams have never really been a big thing to me .. but just , yeap , have some HOLYDAYS to look forward to :D lotsa things coming up after exams .. theres Central WFL { Next Monday & Next Next Monday } & theres CA Prayer Meet { 26th May } , Membership Class , 26th May { probably for Regina ? :D } theres WFL { 3othMay , 2&4June . } & then theres ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG CAMP ! [: WAKAKAKAS . this is th one thing i ALWAYS anticipate for :D Oasis ^^ 9-12June . WATCH ME MIA ! :D hahars . 29 more days ! it seems soooo L O N G . but i know it isnt ^^ hahas . soon .. & i expect like .. so much ! & ya know .. what you expect you receive ^^ ahahahahhahahhars :D ♥ so after camp theres me & zyann's ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY . ohyah . & th first day of camp , 9th June , is Central A's ONE YEAR hahars . both these one year anniversaries are important t me cux they're my first ^^ Lol . hey , this unit is really family to me man ! cherish them lots ^^ so , yep , zyann & mine's one year is 13th June .. Lols . Hilarious . she's like , so far my longest shepherd .. soo yeaa ! hahars . uh huh .. so yup .. 29 more days to camp .. 29 more days t have my mini-cg .. hahaha . i can do it [: no wait . I Cant , But God Can ! :D hehes . YICONG , CHISUN ! CL's by 2nd Quarter if not ~~ heh . lets go for it with all our might amen ? [: hehs . so todays Mothers Day ehs .. hmm , im goin out w my sis , hahahahaha :/ kays . Bye :D
xoxo ,♥DS.
Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 8:32 AM
Empty spaces fill me up with
holes .
Distant faces with
no place left to go .
Without
you , within me i can find no rest ,
Where i'm goin' is
anybody's guess .
I try to go on like i never knew you .
I'm awake but my world is
half asleep .
I pray for this heart to be
unbroken .
But without you , all i'm gonna be is
incomplete .
Voices tell me i should carry on .
But im swimming in an ocean
all alone .
Baby ,
my baby .
It's written on your face .
You still wonder if we made a big mistake .I try to go on like i never knew you .I'm awake but my world is half asleep .
I pray for this heart to be
unbroken .
But without you , all i'm gonna be is
incomplete .
I dont mean to drag it on .But i cant seem to let you go .I dont wanna make you face this world alone .I wanna let you go ~{ Incomplete - BackstreetBoys[: }yups ^^ okayys , so .. its 8.42 , i'd finish posting this in 3 mins [:SERIOUSLY . hahas , so anyway , papa's coming for th parents day service today .hope something will stir his heart [: hmm , im afraid though .. its like .. he's just .. stubbornas a mule x.x ohwell , shan't lose faith here ! th rest is .. just some stuff ? [: hehes , seeyapeeps !/ and then theres nights when she dont see you .when her heart starts stirrin .its all comin back & hurtin again .th day he slipped away . hey , shes just a girl trying hard :Dand then theres nights that never end .she finds herself in siberia .she cant find that somewhere to hide .things will never be the same again .she tries livin like she never knew him .and one day , she'd do it [: she'd do it well .
Thursday, May 8, 2008 @ 7:38 PM
I !&@#!&#&*@ HATE CROWDS :D
i SO prefer serenity ^^
im home alr ;D had a psychotic time at sherlyn's house , she was like , sprawled on th floor watching teevee & sliding { ?! } you must be thinkin what th hell she's doing , hahars , lemme tell you , i really dont know either ^^ then jieyun straightened her hair & it got so straight it couldn't MOVE . { ?! } hahas , okay , i seriously dont know why im postin , i mean seriously , no one reads this blog , ahhars , my life's like .. closed off . O.O . no , just boring [: NAH ! MY LIFE AINT BORING ! im living th life of YOUR DREAMS [: yeaa , i am ;D OHBTW , DAVID LIM SHING YANG IS TH TOTAL SPAZ ! you know what he did ?! he signed into my msn when i was talkin t him w sherlyn's msn & you know what he said ?! im your CONSCIENCE . zomg , then he signed back in & i said HI CONSCIENCE & he's like { conscience is taking a lunch break } ?! . okay , im feeling so high now ^^ at sherlyns' house i was like , so engrossed in GossipGirl , i mean , its nice alright ;D they were watching some gross movie & th whole thing screwed , ha ! :D & sherlyns' dog wouldnt shut up , & we made her { sherlyn } do a fashion show [: she felt VIOLATED . hahas . anyway , so i was discussin bout holiday stayovers w my shep&yicong & i was like , YOU HAVE T TRY TH NEW NASI LEMAK & TH HOKKIEN MEE , and they're like , okay , i mean serious , ANANAS CAFE ! :D hahas , okay , so like , we were like , all psyched bout th hols , i mean seriously , i totally cant wait ! isnt it totally cool ?! okay , i fail as a bimbo D: hees :/
okay , so todays math paper 2 was like , seriously way outta this world , i mean , who th hell knows what those formula's are for ?! hahas , & marcus was like , ANTI MATH CAMPAIGN ! i so darn agree ! ^^ it would be like , soooo righteous , anyway ! [: tomorrow im gonna watch Ironman , seriously , i dont feel like it x.x ohwells ! [: gonna see sherlyn go hyper shit again then i can once again entitle her SPAZ OF THE YEAR :D hahahahahahahah , okay okay , anyway i REALLY hate crowds & somethin amazin , i've not been feelin lonely for a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOG
TIME , seriously . i mean , yeaa it aint s'pose t be no surprise but i am surprised !
cuz seriously luh , w God w me , i'd never get lonely [: but its just , i never realise it bah .
hahas , & anyway , i SO AINT EMO . im really cheerful :D
DAWN'S A CHEERFUL GIRL , YES I AM .
{Close Your Eyes, Make A Wish&This Could Last Forever . }
@ 12:41 PM
HELLO ALL YOU IDIOTS .
hehes , i'm posting at
SHERLYN'S house :D
i like her house , man ! its like , nice [:
anyway , had Math paper today { paper 2 }
i mean seriously , it was like CRAP , sighhhh .
it was
HARD .
ohwell ! its over ^^ hmms , then wanted t go for breakfast w
sherls & jieyun at J8 , then sherls sister called [: so we went
t amk cux she was there ALONE apprently ;D hehes .
so we ate Mos ;D slacked abit , then .. wanted t walk around .
but sherls sis needed t go look for some dental clinic , haaas .
anyway , sherlyn was being all spastic & retarded :D
so we left t take 88 but took cab instead ;D
i saw
Sherman , hahars .
he scared me luh ! was listenin t sherls' sis talk , then suddenly
one hand was like , BAM infront of my FACE . zomg ;
anyway , sherlyn's being all obsessed over her pimple now [:
her sis tried bursting it & she kinda , screamed infront of a whole
bunch of people , hahars .
she's sucha F R E A K . ;D
aww well ^^ thens .. yeaaa ~ lalalalalalalalas ;D
i LOVE sherlyn's house , but her dog's like .. HYPER CRAP .
-.- ohwell ! im soooo lookin forward t tomorrow , i mean seriously .
its the LAST DAY of exams ^^
d&t paper , & we're supposed t S T U D Y .
?..
anyway anywayyyyys , saturday is gonna be F U N .
like , seriously [:
ohwell ! SEE YOUUUUUU ;D
{ As I Look Into Your Eyes , I Cant Help But Fall In Love .I'd Be Nothing Without You . }
Monday, May 5, 2008 @ 7:52 PM
she want that lovey dovey , that kiss kiss .
HELLO DEAREST :D
had English paper today , it was H A R D .
seriously , its th first time i call a ENGLISH paper HARD .
i mean , seriously luh , it IS hard .. x.x
& no , I AINT NOOBSHIT . its just hard :D
but since its over , i shan't worry , i closed th paper w a heart of satisfaction .
i dont know if th results will be satisfactory but im sure God has His plans .
tomorrow's like .. HISTORY , i used t LOVE history .
but since MrChua took over , he's kinda ke lian but v boring leh .
i've lost interest in history[: IM TAKING LIT NEXT YEAR , HONEY ! :D
i LOVE LIT :D GO LIT GO , heheeees .
GYSS SUCK ! they dont offer pure lit , hmm .
thinkin back , i would've transferred .
i felt like it ; th very first day i stepped into GYSS . i immediately wanted th appeal .
praise God for my lack of courage , i didnt dare though i have valid reasons .
because there was a tuggin in my heart .
& over th months , after growin much in Him . i understand why .
[: Matt 26:18-2o .
He has a mission , a vision for me t fulfil :D
i will :D
hmm , so i just have t ENDURE , though im really sick&tired .
seriously ? i hate havin t go to BISHAN every MORNING .
im
bloody tired of it .
ohwell ! forget it :D
ok , i have t go do my QT & study history .
{ ZOMG , IM STUDYING . }
well , i dont wanna flunk ;D
God , this is for You , for all You've done for me .
Sunday, May 4, 2008 @ 6:12 PM
make up or break up .
cant take this madness .
we dont even really know why .
all i know is , baby .
i try and try so hard .
to keep our love alive .
if you dont know me at this point .
then i highly doubt you ever will .
i really need you to give me .
that unconditional love ,
i used to feel .
its no mistaking .
we're just erasing .
from our hearts and minds .
& i know we said let go .
but i kept hangin' on .
inside i know its over .
you're really gone .
cause there aint nothing .
that i can do .
baby , i stay in love with you .
& i keep telling myself.
that you'll come back around .
& i try to front like "ohwell "
each time you let me down .
see i cant get over you .
now no matter what i do .
baby , baby .
i stay in love with you .
it cuts so deep .
it hurts down to my soul .
my friends tell me .
i aint the same no more .
we still need each other .
when we stumble and fall .
how we gonna act .
like what we had .
aint nothin at all .
what i wanna do is .
ride shot gun next to you .
with the top down like we used to .
hit th block .
we both know our heart is breakin .
can we learn from our mistakes ?
i cant last one moment alone .
{ I stay in love - Mariah Carey . }
@ 5:59 PM
OASIS :D 9-12th June , be there or be SQUAREEEEEE :D im so darned excited [:
already registered [: praise God :D heheeeees , im SOOOO PSYCHED , ahhhhhhs . & heres a picture of a hot guy[: HAHARS . brenda , i know you think he's hot[:
isnt he so totally hot ? [: hehes , thats Drake Bell :D hahahs , okok , anyway ! :D this picture is like , so white :/ hahars , okok , i have MOREEE [: { like stalker } hahas , cant help it , he's so damned hot , hahars , anyway , today . i've been at home th whole day . ok maybe not . went out t get lunch but thats it[: ahh , it aint that boring , i watched LOTSA teevee[: & i recommend this movie for those who like .. erm .. i dont know . novelic stuff ? [: haha . its called The In Crowd . bout some murder etcetc. includes Rehab . LOL . ok , but its nice & thriller , a lil[: hmm , & Wizards Of Waverly Place is a funny show[: & Hannah Montana is like , lol . haha . Miley Cyrus is after all , a really courageous girl , hahas [: ahhahahrs ok . aint the Jonas Brothers just hot ? [: hehes , ok .. not the AFRO'S .. haha . but .. ahwhatever[: hehes . ok , so tomorrow's English paper . that explains th slackin[: no ones out t study ]: ohwell ! hehes , today is like . sunday[: o.o .. aly&aj just came on .. ahahars . i seriously dont like potential break up song , dumb song . :/ ok i shall stop being a critic[: hahars , alright ! i'll leave now :D btw , Qiyin [: im always here for you girl , dont fall for all those dumb jerks again ok ? [: i love yoo .
& btw [: Matt 26:18-2o [: God , i love you [: i will go :D
Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 11:54 PM
honeypie sweetyboo [:
hmm , i miss you x.x
LOL . ok , this is actually crap , but doesnt it RHYME ? [:
today is good[:
woke up early , tiring though :/
then went off after some preparing etc.
dad sent me to bishan :D
hawhaws , then .. uhmns . met Yicongs .
we were both in striped :/ she called me ahlian ! what siah .
:D
so after that reached Isles , we ate[:
then met Regina , taught LTTF .
then studied abit , then went for th parents day meeting [:
like , for those whose parents are coming .
so cool , my dad agreed t come for service .
lolsxz , hmmms , dont know why im not so excited .
he told me lots bout many religions & ..
duh that he has criticized th Bible etc. so .. he KNOWS .
but doesnt BELIEVE . hope God touches his heart[:
his heart machiam steel . hahars .
so .. after that service [:
lets be doers of th Word , not just hearers amen ? :D
lets honour our leaders [: leaders are doing noble stuffs ^^
sooo .. after that , today completely no meeting ,
so weird x.x
then slacked at meridien for a long time .
sent Melissa & her friend , Zhi Yin off [:
beatty :D
then .. CLs met BK .
th rest waited , guys were at LAN . { rubbish place }
we were at PCbunk ^^
slacked like crap :x
ok luh , then CLs arrived , went home lorhhs :D
here i am now [: funny things but real tired today .
didnt have the normal laugh til' cry thing today .
ohwell ! i had a deeper worship today [:
God spoke to me :D
& as i expected too :D Praise be t th Lord :D
