emo-ing in progress .
not just emo-ing anyway .
im not sad .. not pissed .
still joyful , at peace .
no . im not joyful . im at peace .
have been crying , tears rollin .
since .. 7+ i guess .
need someone to confide in .
talked alot to God .
still talkin .
many many things to talk about .
still needing someone else to confide it .
sat at Istana for bout' an hour .
cried for bout' 3 hours coming .
still needing someone else to confide in .
God is good . stayin' with me through everything .
my phone's gone .
some conscience-less freak took it .
everything happens for a reason , right ?
God will turn the tables around right ?
wonder whats this for .
not only is muh phone gone .
all the memories , gone .
all the encouragements , gone .
all the contacts , gone .
the one thing i treasured more then anything ..
except my relationship with God & people . bible , sermon book .
is my phone .
i dont freaking care if its laggy .
i dont freaking care if its scratched , old , torn , spoilt .
i dont freaking care .
in it , with it , i've had so many memories .
i can live without a freaking phone .
but not this phone .
i dont care bout the line .
i care bout the freaking phone .
freak that person who took it .
argh .
& whats more .
this caused my relationship with my dad to go downhill again .
thanks alot , idiot .
God , why ? whats this for ?..
somethin' better will come out of this .
i can still thank You in this situation .
but Lord .
why ?
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
FREAK THAT CONSCIENCELESS PERSON WHO TOOK IT .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
This has caused so much pain to erupt .
This ain't just 'bout the freaking phone .
Full Stop .