Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 9:15 PM
ily ; i'd never trade this for anything♥
@ 7:15 PM
I'd never trade this for anything :D
&With this eternal kinship ; comes on gaurantee .
Anything that happens to you ; happens to me♥
{ Life isnt measured by how many breaths we take ;
but by how many moments which take our breath away♥ }
@ 12:47 AM
Life has twists & turns .
Never can we escape .
Nor prolong th inevitable .
Just face it with a heart .
A heart to overcome .
& Hold th closest hand .
& Go for that ride .
HI :D
hmm , numberONE :D
Yicong's birthday was a SUCCESS [:
she didnt even SUSPECT anything :/
the candle lit path , th semicircle of her family .
waiting for her & holding her card & cake .
th sight really touched my heart .
it was really beautiful .
if it were me , i think i would be totally in tears .
ohyeah , it was really a special one .
totally unique & creative [:
thank God for Joel , for helping me [:
th cake was a 8 layer waffle cake .
we ended up getting chocolated by Daniel ]:
hehes ! Yicong , was it touching ? [:
& my gift for her was uber interesting , to me anyway .
it's a slideshow [:
so it was a first for me & i hope a first for her too [:
it was really beautiful ! i'll ask someone to post th video .
so anyway , after that was supposed to go home with
Wanting , Benjamin , David { Sentosa } & Joshua .
then Joshua left .
then i went to PS with th other three .
then after that i decided to go fellowship w my family [:
hey ! it's weird ending a saturday without them [:
& also ! i would like to wish Jess .
Bon Voyage [: have a good trip ! & be a blessing there yeaa ? :D
yup ! btw , thanks Jogina [: for keeping th card for me [:
yeaa , super sleepy now .. hmmm .
alrighty , shall stop here .
today was a exceptional , unique day [:
lastly , hope you enjoyed your really sweet sixteen , yicong [:
IM NOT EVEN FOURTEEN .
Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.♥ILY ; Always Will .
Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 12:16 AM
Baby , you're th one thing that keeps me
wishing ;
someday , somehow , something good'll happen .
but you stepped out th door of my life .
left me there , all alone .
& as th world goes on moving .
no one hears , th silent torture of a breaking heart .
cant help but keep smiling now .
dont know why .
hmm , neways , got 24/25 for chapt 5&6 extra test .
WHAT CRAP . make me seem so sick :/
lols . but not bad [: im really surprised .
Ms Chew was like , its a girl who topped th class this time .
& her name starts with 'S' .
so i really was expecting Sherlyn or Sharmeel .
but she was like " It's Suwanie "
& im like , WHAT ?!
then she gave me lollies [: awww :D thanks Ms Chew [:
so anyway , i cant stop smiling , but im feeling emo-ishy .
psst [: im damn bored -.-
im doing something , but it gets boring , not fun liaos xD
now chatting on msn .
hmm , just now went woodlands w JieYun .
met Donal&Zhende .
both change lerhs , kinda [:
& all deprived childhood - scissors paper stone ! [:
lols , alright luh .
kinda miss my bestbuddy [: heh .
yeaaaaa , something happened .
somehow , as usual , being th ever emo me { as told }
i got emo luh .
& i didnt go back to school for th craptalk .
cuz i felt ill & was really in no darn mood to hear some people
talk about what subjects i should choose .
yeaa , so came home , rushing for time .
im nice enough to find time to blog [:
heh !
seeyouuuu [:
x33ILY .
{ When You Said You Love Me .
I Gave You My Life . }
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 10:26 PM
This Is For Hello Kitty :D
Thank you for being a friend .
Listening to my troubles .
Listening when i cry .
Listening to my heart , not actions .
Being there all th time .
Giving me support & encouragement .
Thank you for being a sister .
Loving me no matter what .
Giving me advice , opinions , correction .
For being patient .
For helpin me grow .
Watchin & guidin my every step .
Being encouraging & affirming .
Takin th extra mile .
Thank you for being a joy in my life .
For making me laugh .
Being th eccentric you .
Being th joyful you no matter what .
For putting smiles on my face .
For giving me time to grumble to God .
For knowing my weaknesses yet not despising me .
For blessing me .
For understanding me .
For giving me time to change and grow .
For letting me hold a promise , to be strong & biblical to you .
For letting me confess everything to you ,
without being afraid .
For not ridiculing me when you know my weaknesses .
For giving your best to know how i feel .
For not just thrashing me & scolding me .
For knowing it's hard & taking my hand .
For being that friend i can trust .
Though Not Close , Yet Still , You're My Friend .
My Best Friend .
I Love You Zyann .
@ 10:14 PM
{ Lookin Out , All I See Is You .You Caught My Heart , Unexpectedly .I Never Though I Would Love You .You Caught Me By Surprise .Yet , I Still Fell Head Over Heels In Love .Never Knowing You Would Break My Heart .Lil' By Lil' , You Took My Heart Away .& Just One Shot , Baby , You Shattered It .You Were Th Angel From My Nightmare .Th Nightmare That Blasted My Heart . }psst :D
lols ~ okay .
today .. went studying at B&J Cathay .
w .. QiZhi , David , Peter [:
kinda SOW . yupx , had fun .
now im home .
heh ~ have been thinkin through my own personality .
i realise im a super happy go lucky person .
like , REALLY happy go lucky .
hurhur , & i also realise .
my "dream relationship" would be a super dramatic one .
lols , really really drama that kind .
interesting huh . lols .
okay , dramatic like .. REALLY dramatic [:
heh ~ okay . so whatever [:
erm , tomorrow having netball match ^^
btw ! im gonna play LAN tomorrow . zomg .
lols , GG ! :/
kay , shall stop here , im tired ]:
{ Lord , Your Grace I Dont Take For Granted .
I Know You Love Me .
Still , Im Sorry , Lord .
Im Really Sorry .
I Love You , I Really Do .
I Know It's Never Gonna Go Away .
But Lord ,You're All I Need . }
@ 12:28 AM
sometimes i do wish ,
i was like a kid all over again .
so innocent & naive to th world .
feeling no pain , knowing no hurt .
just having fun & learning th art of fun .
but step by step ,
kids still grow up .
& wonders become reality .
& heartbreaks , excruciating pain , everything comes crashing .
& it's not longer learnin th art of fun .
but learnin' th art of joy in midst of everything .
i wish i was just like a kid .
though step by step , theres someone guidin' me all through .
i still wish , imma kid .
not knowing what REAL love is .
{ Today Was Really Fun . }
Thank You Lord .
Thank You For My Amazing Family .
{ Dont Love You No More . }
Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 10:30 PM
hello [:
i have one sentence .
but i'll say it at th end [:
today , watched movie with shep [:
I L Y ZYANN !
i really do :D hugs&kisses :D
ermn , step up two ROCKS .
they are really professional [:
so .. then outreached , really tired :/
had to really persevere .
no fruits at all but , i believe it was just God testin my perseverance .
and unit dinner , had fun together [:
played merry-go-round .
PUKED LIKE CRAP ! got a lil' blood . gross .
awwman , really puked like crap .
3 bucks gone :/
LOL .
so anyway .
thank you .
Zyann , BK , Bean , Yicong , Jess .
really really really thank you [:
your concern really touched me .
& thank You Lord , for a divine exchange [:
Zyann said something really true .
& something that makes me wanna tear .
& praise God even more .
she said .
Whats a family for ?
ohman , i couldnt agree anymore .
this .. family , has really been my greatest joy .
i really love this family to bits .
guys , c'mon ! together we can fight this battle .
central a will grow !
dayum , we aint little rocks sitting around doing crap .
we're family & ohana means no one gets left behind .
lets all chiong together !
& im sure , im betting this w my life [:
that i'll see all of you grow & go all th way for God .
that i'll see all of you at th end of th race .
i believe in you guys .
God didnt give us a family for nothing .
lets do this together !
@ 12:42 AM
{ Wind It up ! }
Feel Like Posting , Popsicle :D
Yeaa .
This week is going fine ~
there seems to be a magic TOUCH ..
this week seems .. i dont know .
different ? special ?
maybe cuz God's preparing a BLAST for Easter [:
but really .
this week seems to have a magical touch .
i've been having a very special feeling this whole week .
ohwell ! trust God barhs :D
i have soooo much to say !
but can sum up in six words .
Convicted To Forget [:
Finally Its Over :D
Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 5:51 PM
{as i fiddle along havin fun because you're w me .}
YO sups ..
im tired :/
so im gonna freakin' babble rubbish .
yadda yadda yadda ..
many people are deleting their blogs [:
anyway ! my hair's gonna ROCK on saturday , yeaa ? -winks-
wahahahah xD
okay , so today played against WRS . { saw lotsa nerds ! :x }
Lost . By . Two .. IDK th score .
ahh i dont care :D
i played my best .
even if i got a freakin' scoldin from coach .
WO BU GUAN LER ! :D
i did my very best & i know it :/
weet weet :D
saw .. Alvin .. Lol .
he's sporting a cute hairstyle uh .. Lol :x
so .. saw Qiyin when i was leavin th school .
i didnt go back to gyss with th girls .
went back alone , nearer anyway :/
heh ~ then Qiyin sent me to th bus-stop .
saw Lihern & Claudia :D
Long time no see , all became chio bu's ..
QIYIN'S DAMN CHIO :D
all change ler ..
ohyeah , also saw Abigail in WRS .
she's in netball too :D lols .
aiiiight , so .. i walked th LONG way home
ALONE .
wow ! baby , i rock :D
i walk th coconut tree there , th scary place
i NEVER walk alone :D theres always firsts ^^
woooooo ! i rock , baby ! :D
heh , & when i reached home .
i had th longest shower in my life :D
i feel GOOD & refreshed :D
both spiritually & physically .
cuz i talked to God while showering :D
i love water , baby ! :D
heh , okay , im getting lame .
woots ! tomorrow no school! :D so happy :D
it's GOOD FRIDAY & XINRU'S BIRTHDAY :D
im watching movie w sheppy & havin dinner w th unit ^^
wooo ! God really rules , baby :D
see Central A blog for more details ? [:
a EIGHT year old kid winning a WHOLE province .
God can really create surprises :D lols .
i believe if an eight year old kid can win a province .
we teenagers can too :D
JIAYOU ! FOR THE LORD IS AWESOME .
SEE YOU YEAAA :D ?
Lord Of Your Life ? If Not He's Not Lord At All .
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 7:31 PM
way off in the horizon .
th bright silver ball .
there , in the midst of th ocean .
th ripples in th ocean .
th waves slid unto th shore .
th winds magical touch .
kissing th cyan sea .
singing a sweet song .
th slight scent of th ocean wafted in the air .
wind , gushing at the waves .
waves , crashing against the rocks .
tides rising above th sand .
as i run along the seashore .
th sea soothing my feet .
the wind caresses my face .
lifting me off th shore .
all my troubles seem to be gone with th wind .
as i feel lighter & lighter .
my world starts to whirl .
& i drop down on th white , soft sand .
everything comes to a abrupt stop .
th whirlwind of my world fixes into position .
& i realise ,
however real it all seemed .
you were nothing but a dream way off in the horizon .
th bright silver ball .
there , in the midst of th ocean .
th ripples in th ocean .
th waves slid unto th shore .
th winds magical touch .
kissing th cyan sea .
singing a sweet song .
th slight scent of th ocean wafted in the air .
wind , gushing at the waves .
waves , crashing against the rocks .
tides rising above th sand .
as i run along the seashore .
th sea soothing my feet .
the wind caresses my face .
lifting me off th shore .
all my troubles seem to be gone with th wind .
as i feel lighter & lighter .
my world starts to whirl .
& i drop down on th white , soft sand .
everything comes to a abrupt stop .
th whirlwind of my world fixes into position .
& i realise ,
however real it all seemed .
you were nothing but a dream
Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 9:41 PM
HELLO RETARDS :D
okay . gonna talk about my day :D
committed my day into God's hands this morning .
so everything was good :D
as in , joy in the MIDST of everything :D
i believe i tried ^^
i cried hard , during science :D
cuz i got misunderstood for cheating .
& i promised my daddy & Dad up above that i would score well .
cuz its chapt 5&6 .. & its uber easy luh dey !
so .. yeaaaaa , Ms Chew said minus five marks .
but a nice teacher she is , she didnt in th end .
i tried not to cry .. but th tear glands were active :/
heh ~ i made weird sounds -.-
okay so ..
i found out im going off for school championship league ..
netball .
we're going .. woodlands ring ! HEHEHEHEHE :D
erm .. YCK sec .. Marsiling sec .. & .. Bedok South .
yeaaaa ! so today .. kinda fun , kinda boring ?
dont know -.-
but i had a good QT :D
i love my Daddy more :D
HUGS&KISSES ; xoxo :D
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 5:38 PM
This is my 2ooth post .. though it should be meaningful(:
I've made up my mind .Dont need to think it over .If I'm wrong I'm right .Dont need to look no further .This aint' lust .I know this is love . But .If i tell the world .I'll never say enough .'Cause it was not said to you .& thats exactly what i need to do .If i'm in love with you .Should i give up ?Or should i just keep chasing pavements ?Even if it leads nowhere .Or would it be a waste ?Even if i knew my place .Should i just leave it there ?Should i give up ?Or should i just keep chasing pavements ?Even if it leads nowhere .I'd build myself up .& fly around in circles .Wait then as my heart drops .& my back starts to tingle .Finally could this be it .Should i give up ..Or should i just keep chasing pavements .Even if it leads .. Nowhere .Or would it be a waste ?Even if i knew my place .Should i just leave it there ..Should i give up ..Or should i just keep chasing pavements ..Even if it leads .Nowhere .agape ;dawn♥
@ 5:38 PM
Zzzz . Not Having Fun Being Sick !
@ 10:37 AM
sup sup sup sup :D
hmmm . im really sleepy .
so .. gonna babble crap ? maybe :/
heh ~ yesterday reached home at almost one .
owch ! i just freaking coughed blood .. okay ..
so anyway .
yesterday before service ..
shepherded ; CGo8 Meet ; Service ; Unit Meet :D
alright .
so .. Cgo8 Meet First !
th games were TH BOMB , baby ! :D
haha . we had 5 tasks .
1. Cold Storage , get 1o items that add up to 2o bucks .
2.drink 3 1.5Litres water . finish !
gosh , first time i drank so much water .
3.line th bags in on line -.-
4.take a picture w every sign at th staircase from
Level 1-6 .
5.3o jumping jacks & pop 3 blown up balloons [:
Lols . okay , so theres moral & stuffs .
& i shared during worship ! zomg zomg zomg !
i was freaking scared :/ but i did it ! :D Hallelujah !
then service :D
Ps Jeff preached :D
heh ~ always laugh when he preaches [:
he seems extremely funny yesterday though ? [:
heh . Col 3:13 .. directed to th MM Team ! :/ haha .
funny ~ but also a good teaching .
about joy [:
true joy .. he's right ! :D
joy in the midst of all circumstances because of Christ [:
so .. next .. UNIT MEET .
awww , awesome baby , awesome [:
we went David's house to watch Passion Of Christ.
first time i watched that show .
pretty gruesome .. kinda gore ? [: guys favourite -.-
but even some of th guys turned away ..
guys like .. weijun .. david .. yeaaaaa .
well , all in all .. th shows good [:
but that stupiiiidddddd satan keep scaring people -.-
haha ! at first me & david couldnt figure out who was who ..
like .. who's that ? ooohhh .. Jesus ..
who's that ?.. OOOOHHH .. John ..
who's that ? oooohhhh .. Judas .. & so on .
but i was much refreshed & much renewed [:
because this show .
it gives us a visual image of th bible .
of what Jesus went through for our sins .
getting whipped .. really painful ..
tore His flesh ! eeks ! :/
then .. th visual image of Him getting pierced ..
in th wrists & leg ..
ohman .. i didnt need to see it to feel th pain .
i turned away but jumped everytime i heard th sound .
so .. th He got pierced in His sides right ?
water came gushing out ..
BK shared after that .. saying it was cuz He had no more blood .
tian ah ! haiis ! :/
ok so .. sins .. small ones like jealousy , anger ?
they snowball & become big big ones !
& Jesus died so we would be freed from these rubbish :D
th pain He suffered is excruciating .
during th show , i was asking God .
why why why why ? why'd You suffer all this !
Just for my sins ? for th consequence I DESERVE .
& God told me ; because . I . love . you .
& like .. BAM .. wow ..
& God told me lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa things .
like .. He didnt give us th consequence we deserve & stuffs .
His Grace & Mercy & Love really exceeds th power of all nations .
truly , He is worthy of our lives .
our praise , our worship , our hearts .
those who're dry , lost hope or something .
seriously , watch this .
& you'll definitely without fail be reminded of God's Love for you .
His Love that exceeds those of th world .
seriously ! dont .. dont waste your life doing something else .
ohyes ! & its like ..
Jesus really is merciful man !
He prayed for those people that wanted Him crucified ..
& stuffs .. gosh .. my Lord is awesome [: heh .
Jesus' Love is really th cause for true joy .
alright ~ i shall cough myself to death now ! :D
hahahahahahaha ~
yesterday was one of th best days yet [:
i'll remember this day for th rest of my life ~ :D
Your Passion .
You Have Won My Heart .
Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 4:07 PM
type a word , no explainations .
1.Yourself .
♥God's :D
2.Your Girlfriend / Boyfriend
♥N/A .
3.Your Hair .
♥Damaged ? :D
4.Your Mum ?
♥Working .
5.Your Dad ?
♥Driving .
6.Your Favourite Item ?
♥Ex-Phone .
7.Your Last Dream ?
♥Forgotten .
8.Your Dream Home ?
♥Heaven .
9.The Room You Are In ?
♥Bedroom .
1o.Favourite Colour ?
♥White :D
11.Your Fear ?
♥Dark .
12.Where You Want To Be In Ten Years ?
♥University .
13.Who You Hung Out With Last Night ?
♥No-one .
14.What You're Not .
♥Perfect .
15.Your First ( Literally First ) Love .
♥him ?
16.One Of Your Wish List Items ?
♥CL .
17.Your Gender .
♥Female .
18.The Last Thing You Did .
♥Type .
19.What You Are Wearing .
♥Clothes .
2o.Your Favourite Weather .
♥Depends .
21.N/A -.-
22.The Last Thing You Ate .
♥Chips .
23.Your Life .
♥His .
24.Your Mood .
♥Bored !
25.Who Are You ?
♥DAWN ! :D
type the first things that come to your mind when you hear these 35 words .
1.Cigarette .
♥Lung Cancer :/
2.Friends .
♥Urr . School ? Hahas :/
3.Power Rangers .
♥Spastic & Colourful :D
4.Relationships .
♥God-centered & Biblical :D
5.Marijuana .
♥A Drink Or A Country ? :D Lol .
6.Shit .
♥I Lost Something !
7.Crack.
♥Crack A Joke ? :D
8.--Missing--
9.Love .
♥God ~ :D & .. true & devoted .
1o.War .
♥Gruesome & Meaningless .
11.Car .
♥Ferrari , Porsche , Lamborghini :D
12.Gasprices .
♥CALTEX ! :D
13.Halloween .
♥Trick Or Treat .. Masks .. October ..
14.Bon Jovi .
♥Classmate Jovi .. Lol .
15.Religion .
♥Christianity Is Not A Religion But A Relationship With Th Creator .
16.My Space .
♥Personal Space In Friendships & Relationships ? :/
17 . Worst Fear .
♥Hmm . God ? Haha . But ! Perfect Love Drives Out All Fear :D
18.Marriage .
♥Devotion , Faithfulness , Commitment , 1o Years Later :D
19.Fashion .
♥Trend . Style . Originality .
2o.Brunettes .
♥Brown Hair :D HAHA .
21.--Missing--
22.Work .
♥Workaholics .. Alcoholics .. Depression .. Money .. Companies ..
23.Past Time .
♥Things People Do For Luxury ? :D
24.Football .
♥Frank Lampard .. Steven Gerrard .. Chelsea .. Ronaldinho .. Pastor Shirley ..
Hope League ..
25.One Night Stands .
♥Awkward . Whores . Nothing Good'll Come Out Of It .. Not Lasting . Waste .
26.Pet Peeve .
♥Blanks .. _____
27.Pixie Stix .
♥Imaginary .. Fantasy .. Fairytales ..
28.Vanilla Ice Cream .
♥Ben&Jerrys :D Haagan Daaz .. Hong Kong .. New Zealand [: Milk !
29.--Missing--
3o.High School .
♥Secondary School .. Presbyterian High .. KCP ..
31.Pyjamas .
♥Bananas In Pyjamas :D
32.Wood .
♥Chairs .. Tables .. Forests ..
33.Surfing .
♥Huge Waves .. Falling Off The Board .. Sun Tan .. FUN FUN FUN in the sun sun sun :D
34.Pictures .
♥Pictures , Memories ! Like Memories , Will Fade In Time :D
35.First Love .
♥Priority Wise - God . Literal Meaning Wise - 24June2oo7 .
ZZZZ . LONG QUIZ !
Full Name :
♥Suwanie Dawn Tan .
Name Backwards :
♥Wahh ? Urm . Nwad :D
Nickname :
♥Too Many :D Common Ones .. Monkey ?..
Swan .. Su .. Tsunami .. Dawneh .. Lots more -.-
Screenname .
♥Dawnieeee :D
DOB .
♥3oMay :D
Nationality .
♥Half S'porean , Half Thai .
Location .
♥Sembawang ? :D
Starsign .
♥Gem-ini :D
Religion .
♥None . Relationship W My Maker :D
Height .
♥1.64cm .
Weight .
♥N/A ! :D
Shoe Size .
♥5-6 .
Hair Colour .
♥BrownyRed .
You Look Like ?
♥Jessica Alba ! Thats A LIE :D
Left / Right Handed ?
♥Right .
Gay , Straight , Bi Or Homo ?
♥Purely
Homo Striaght :D
Best Friends ?
♥God :D
Best Friend You Trust Most ?
♥God .
Best Friend Of Opposite Sex ?
♥Lol . Good Question .
Crush .
♥None .
Parents .
♥Seperated .
Worst Enemy .
♥Sin+Satan .
Fav Online Guy .
♥-.- .. None ? [:
Fav Online Girl .
♥Dawnie :D LOL .
Craziest Friend .
♥MANY ! :D
Advice Friend .
♥MANY :D
Loudest Friend ?
♥MANY :D
Person You Cry With .
♥God :D
Any Sis ?
♥One .
Any Pet ?
♥Nah .
Any Disease ?
♥Nah !
Pager ?
♥Old-School !
Phoneline ?
♥M1 ! :D One Life , LIVE IT :D
Phone Model .
♥N/A .
Lavalamp .
♥Antique .. I WANT ONE ! :D
Pool Or Hot Tub ?
♥Depends :D
A Car ?
♥CONVERTIBLE !
Your Personality ?
♥More Like Jesus Day By Day .
Driving .
♥No License .
Room .
♥Total Mess .
School ?
`GYSS .
Bed ?
`Queen .
Relationship with parents ?
`Alright .
Believe In Yourself ?
`Nope . Believe In God :D HAHA .
Believe In Love At First Sight ?
`Maybe .
Good Listener .
`Hope So & Guess So :D
Pray .
`Countinually :D 1 Thess 5:17 .
Believe In Reincarnation .
`Nope .
Make Fun Of People .
`Hehe :D
Like To Talk On Phone .
`Still Alright .
Want To Get Married .
`Probably .. More Than 1o Years Down The Road .
Motion Sickness .
`Sometimes .. In Th Train .. Bus & Plane .
Eat Stem Of Broccoli .
`Yeahhhhh ~ :D
Eat Chicken With Fork .
`Needs Skill :D
Dream In Colours .
`Yeahhhhh ;D
Sleep With Stuffed Animals .
`Nope .
Next To You ?
`Curtain . Window :D
On The Wall Of Your Room .
`Clock .
On Your Mouse Pad .
`Dumb Question .
Dream Car .
`Convertible :D
Dream Date .
`Jesse McCartney .. Kim Jeong Hoon :D That Guy From My Lovely Sam Soon :D & None Other Thannnnnn Sam Wang Shao Wei :D
Dream Honeymoon Spot .
`Rome .. Paris .. Switzerland ..
Dream Husband Or Wife .
`Godly Man :D
Bedtime .
`When Im Tired .
Under Your Bed .
`Monster ! :/
Worst Time Of Th Day .
`Urm . None ? [:
Theme Song .
`Wait For You ?
Hardest Thing About Growing Up .
`Growing Up :D
Funniest Experience .
`Tons :D
Scariest Experience .
`Nearly Dying ?
Most Desperate & Funny Thing I've Done To Get To The Opposite Sex .
`Nothing . ?
Worst Feeling .
`DRY .
Best ?
`Being With God :D
Too Bored:D
@ 3:42 PM
heyyyyy [:
im
really really bored .
so im here , posting :D
i cant move
my mouth :/
i
cant eat either :/
gonna get gastric soon .
hmm . was thinkin bout
lotsa stuffs .
just thought ..
i guess i've really
grown alot .
i do
struggle w many things in my life .i do
fight against countless temptations .
but im definitely more ..
sin-concious ?
& much stronger , in terms of
emotions &
spirituality .
& also concious of my
actions & thoughts .
being careful
not to make temptations turn into sins .
grown to become
wiser .
grown to become th
woman of God i am convicted to be .
besides
Jesus being my
role model , th
best example .
theres someone else whom is my role model :D
& she's a
{ definitely } beautiful ,
strong &
biblical woman [:
a
Godly woman :D guess whoooo ~ lol :/
*winks*
haha . okay .
lotsa stuff goin' on in my mind now .
hurhur . just really wanna
thank God .
for my leaders :D
my
family of God :D
&
all th growth in me :D
Growing To Become Th Strong Godly Woman .You Created Me To Be :D
@ 9:20 AM
ICDATTCWSM [:heh . alright ~
hmm . it's early in th morning :D
zzz . haiis ! dad throwing tantrums again x.x
happy family happy family .
wondering - Lord , how do i save this family ?
ICDATTCWSM :D alright .
i'll try my best to , Lol .
haiis ! :/
seems like i've
lost faith in my family .
hmm . with faith as small as a mustard seed .
i can move th mountains :D
i shall have faith barhs [:
no matter how hard things get .
so long as i am with Christ & Christ with me .
Impossible Is Nothing :D
hmm . wanted to stay over at shep's house today .
but seems like .. parents dont allow -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
rules rules rules .. restrictions restrictions restrictions .
ohwell ! :D
Joyful in the Lord [:
hmm . okay . so .. todays gonna be a fruitful day w th Lord :D
sheepy's hungry for more teachings . Lol .
praise the Lord ! :D
but that also means going to chinatown -.-
lol . ohwell ! :/
okay , shall stop babbling .
Lord , I Need Your Help .{ God's Comfort Goes Deeper ThanANY Valley You Walk Through .& It Will Lift You HIGHER Than ANY Mountain That You Face :D }-Roy Lessin .
Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 7:03 PM
OhYeah .
METAMORPHOSIS & EXTENDED P&W !
yesterday :D
ROCKED MY FREAKIN' SOCKS , BABY ! ;D
totally HIGH :D during extended p&w .
& th usual : we want more ! we want more ! .
custom was practicedd ;D
heh . it was awesome .
to be able to praise the Lord & worship Him ;D
those who missed it ? Boo To You ! :D
yeahhhhhh . the Lord is great :D
zz . but today .
had to walk alot in the rain .
already having flu .
now , BAD flu . zzz . Lord , heal me .
zz . cant stop sneezing .
cough cough . sore throat & fever .
zz . Lord . heal meeeeeeee :/
SNEEZES :x
Listening - From The Inside Out .{ To Bring You Praise ♥ }Your Light Will Shine When All Else Fades ♥
@ 6:34 PM
sup sup sup sup sup .
kay . lols .
yes , i love my sheepy [:
heh , she said .
hey , you are a good shepherd .
LOL .
im so affirmed , baby ! :D heh .
thank You , Lord , for the bonus :D
alright .
so , today ..
met CA peeps .
had breakfast w SY , Sheep :D & Nicole Lim .
at LJS .
then all th bro's came .
as they were having Brother's Day .
& the sisters came as we were gonna study :D
so .. yeahhhh . ate .. studied .
sent sheepy home :D
came home :D super sleepy [:
heh ! gonna do QT soon :D
hope sheepy grows to become a strong biblical woman of God :D
my sheepy is young but strong ! :D
ILY ,
Dad :D
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 10:52 PM
'sup [: { light ! :/ lame si ler -.- }
kay .. anyway .
today is FUNNN FUNN FUN [:
central had Underworld Ultimum ! woot ! :/
lotsa wacky games ! [:
dizzy home run , VIOLENT GAME .
as usual , i got banged til' i flew & hit th floor .
got hit in the stomach , so pain can !
& recently i've been having a weird pain ..
around my appendix area . zz .
then also have "fear factor "
eat tomato's squashed w banana .
err xin si le !
i nearly puked :/ im strong :D
had .. water game .. i cant play :x
they have to soak up to their necks in sea water .
& roll in sand , fun huh ! :/
haha . kekes . i wasnt very wet .
but i was pretty sticky .
hmm . had other games like .. water bomb stuffs .
yep . yeah , wacky wacky games :/ heh .
thank God for the GM's :D
hmm . my handphone & wallet got stolen .
again .
but that dumb person left it at Dolphin Lagoon .
we called & founded it [:
Praise The Lord [:
i cried .. zz . sighs .
then went vivo w ..
many people :/
fellowshipped [:
went home , trained xp
with .. BK . Agnes .. Regina , SY , Sherman , MCQ . Matthew .
urrrrrrrrrrr . Joel , Mark .. urrr . Joshua & .. Kelvin .
yup . found that my ezlink card was stolen .
niclim said someone stole it .
she saw .
why didnt she do anything , idk why .
she said th person told her he threw it into the forest .
frick him .
okay . full stop . shhhhhhh .
sighs . whats going on w me .
everything's getting stolen .
God , why why why ?
i dont know .
im tired .
wo hen lei le .
zhen de hen lei le .
WU NAI DE TONG !
ILY ; ♥
{ Praising You In The Midst Of Troubles . }
Monday, March 10, 2008 @ 7:45 PM
'Sup [: { ceiling :/ }
kay . anyway .
yesterday totally didnt go out [:
feel quite good [: haha . kay . weird me [: heh .
anyway , so went for shepherding today ;D
had a fun time w shepherd .
talked alot & stuffs .
learnt how to teach LTTF [:
haha . okay , crapped . etc .
BK came .. then .. urr .
crapped a bit [: haha .
so .. i went home . now im home .
just finished QT .
really happy [:
the Lord is awesome [:
just being able to be with Him every single day .
is really pure bliss [:
how He blessed me through losing my phone .
how He showed His Love through people around me [:
thanks Zyann for offering to lend me your spare phone [:
tomorrow central's going sentosa [:
really excited ! ^^
i love fun ! woooo ! Lols :x
im gonna tie my hair -.- wahhhh . haha .
can tie leh ! [: heh .
kay .. so .. yeah !
i wanna watch My Lovely Sam Soon :/
SHE'S RETARDED >:[
hurhur . kay .
im really really blessed [:
Mood now ? really really xing fen [:
yay ! God Loves Me & You [:
ILY ; ♥
I Miss You .
Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 9:44 AM
hello .. [:
urm . heh .
just wanna thank everyone ..
okay . no .
just wanna thank David & Brandon [:
Agnes & Kelvin & Tailor & Regina [:
for the encouragements .
the concern & yup . my tagboard shows it all [:
thank you David . for helping me find it .
for caring for me [: thanks [:
thanks Kelvin , for lookin for it too [:
thanks Agnes ! for taking care of me [:
thanks Tailor , for asking [:
thanks Regina [: for trying to find a answer [:
thanks Brandon . for all the encouragement [:
for the concern [:
hmm . i guess , after a night has passed .
im still totally not used to .. not having that phone around ..
i miss it alot alot ]:
dont really wanna think about it anyway ..
just makes me cry .. haha .
crying over an object .. silly girl -.-
so .. yups .
i reflected & figured that truly .
it was a blessing in disguise .
cuz .. i went to Istana Park ..
& i thought alot .
figured out alot of things .
confessed alot of things .
repented alot .
& so much more .
it was like ..
the phone's gone . yup .
but God gave me something so much better [:
cuz the whole time i was at Istana Park .
i was talking to God .
it was a divine transaction [:
yup [:
& yup , if i dont unclench my fist off some stuffs .
then how can God bless me in other ways ^^
so .. yeahhhhh . hurhur .
i guess its still okay ..
[:
ILY ; ♥{ A Moment Of Folly , A Moment Of Reflections .A Moment Of Pain . A Moment Of Bliss .In All This , I Thank You ♥ }
Saturday, March 8, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
emo-ing in progress .
not just emo-ing anyway .
im not sad .. not pissed .
still joyful , at peace .
no . im not joyful . im at peace .
have been crying , tears rollin .
since .. 7+ i guess .
need someone to confide in .
talked alot to God .
still talkin .
many many things to talk about .
still needing someone else to confide it .
sat at Istana for bout' an hour .
cried for bout' 3 hours coming .
still needing someone else to confide in .
God is good . stayin' with me through everything .
my phone's gone .
some conscience-less freak took it .
everything happens for a reason , right ?
God will turn the tables around right ?
wonder whats this for .
not only is muh phone gone .
all the memories , gone .
all the encouragements , gone .
all the contacts , gone .
the one thing i treasured more then anything ..
except my relationship with God & people . bible , sermon book .
is my phone .
i dont freaking care if its laggy .
i dont freaking care if its scratched , old , torn , spoilt .
i dont freaking care .
in it , with it , i've had so many memories .
i can live without a freaking phone .
but not this phone .
i dont care bout the line .
i care bout the freaking phone .
freak that person who took it .
argh .
& whats more .
this caused my relationship with my dad to go downhill again .
thanks alot , idiot .
God , why ? whats this for ?..
somethin' better will come out of this .
i can still thank You in this situation .
but Lord .
why ?
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
FREAK THAT CONSCIENCELESS PERSON WHO TOOK IT .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK .
This has caused so much pain to erupt .
This ain't just 'bout the freaking phone .
Full Stop .
Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 11:50 PM
Zzz . i wanna sleep .
but today's SO FUN LAH ! [: hehe .
had lunch with David & JieYun .
went David's house to meet Regina [:
went Dhoby Ghaut to meet Kelvin .
ate dinner .
went Cathay's Ben&Jerry's .
played audition on PSP .
ADDICTIVE [:
BK calls PSP , ASD - Anti Social Device .
played table soccer at Cathay's Adidas .
train-ed home with Kelvin .
emo-ed [: heh ~
but wasnt sad or anything [:
cuz the burden from my heart , i realise .
is totally gone [:
btw . i improved FREAKING lots in my results [:
thank you Lord ^^
erm . plus my everyday is pure bliss [:
heh ! alright . im very tired .
but today is very fun ;p
cant wait for the holiday week .
gonna be a blast [:
especially with the best Boyfriend ever [:
ILY ; ♥
When i consider your heavens ,
the work of your finger ,
the moon and the stars .
which you have set in place .
what is man that you are mindful of him ,
the son of man that you care for him ?
Thursday, March 6, 2008 @ 7:11 PM
hey [: heh .
hmm . today didnt go
netball .
felt like my tummy was
rippin' apart ;
if i just moved a lil' bit .
so yep . went
woodlands [:
bought two earrings [:
literally rings okay . Lol .
erm . yupx . then ..
JieYunbought some stuffs .
then she wanted to see
Christ Church red PE shirt .
we kept seeing
Blues &
Greens -.-
cuz her favourite colour is
red .. so she wanted to see .
then we totally didnt see luh -.-
after that we were leavin' ler .
we saw [: hehe . that red is like ..
scarlet bloody red .
lol . what kinda description is that man T.T haha .
kay , the red is nice [: yup .
so .. after that came home ..
hmmm . yeahlor . so .. nothin' much today luh .
kena bully by
Kelvin in class x.x haha .
hmm . btw !
Joshua is irritating -.-
Lol :x so .. ohyes . the ONLY interesting lesson today .
MUSIC [:
Ms Yong made us write our names
BIG .
on BIG name cards [:
&
i love writing my name [: wooooo ~
DAWN DAWN DAWN .
hehe . wahh , she's like . i think th first & only teacher who'll call me
DAWN DAWN [: heh .
woots . okay so .. she also asked us to share ..
what we like & dont like about music class .
standardized replies ;
" I dont like music class cuz its boring . "" i like music , i dont like music class ."" I like the aircon . Class is boring . "
heh . i think i gave the only positive reply [:
" I like music , i like music class , but Mr Gan should play with variety [: "
cuz .. in music class , he always plays classical .
i like classical , but everyones right .
he SHOULD play with variety .
so .. yep [: thats about all i have to say [:
tomorrow's th
last day of school [:
im FREAKING happy [:
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE , BABY ! [: heh .
woohoo ! cant wait for all th upcoming stuffs .
wooooooooo ~
I L Y ; ♥{ Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit ,who is in you , whom you have received from God ?You are not your own ; you were bought at a price .Therefore , honor God with your body . } - 1 Corinthians 6:19-2o .
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 @ 7:47 PM
Yo , 'sup [: heh .
back after three days :x
too lazy to use com :x hehe .
whenever school starts .
i'll be like .. rarely online . heh .
that time i came online in th afternoon .
then someone asked me ; eh . how come you're online ?
haha . then im like .
whats so weird about me being online ?
Lolx . so .. my blog's dyin ~ really borin' blog .
so how .. ? lols .. i dont know .
but i do know my life's not borin :x
hehe . i just got all my results .
i passed all subjects except chinese { gosh . } & math .
woot ! praise God :D
improve ALOT ALOT from last year .
but there are a few subjects which im very disappointed in myself .
cried over my results .
kept askin' God ; why God ? how can this happen ? why ?!
& God really encouraged me .
that everythin' happens for a reason & that He will always turn th tables around .
also . He gave me a mini-reward for my faithfulness in holycomm :x
i got best of the best for most faithful :x
during volunteers appreciation night :x
heh ~ i was like . extremely stunned .
i believe i was actually seeing stars .
haha :x i was seriously stunned :x
but i really have to thank God i didnt fall off the stairs
while goin' up on stage .
heh ~ i was kinda dizzy with the shock .
so .. lol . plus i was like . extremely paiseh !
ALOT OF PEOPLE LEH ! super paiseh lorh .
plus it was pretty unexpected .
so this is a really sweet blessing from God :D
a mini mini reward . mini version of my eternal treasure up THERE [:
i got champange , sunflower & a cert .
champange - sparkle the Lord's eyes with my service ;p
sunflower to keep on shining for God x
heh . so . yupx . really happy [:
so already shared my two biggest blessings this week .
yeps ! [: very happy very happy [: heh .
plus i've been spendin everyday with God .
its pure bliss [:
didnt' say perfect though :p
yups ! alright . so ..
cant wait for saturday again :x heh .
theres duty then unit meet then service ^^
plus friday i have a science test .
on chapter five&six .
sexual reproduction in human beings .
& issues on sex .
Lol . test on sexual organs , sex hormones ..
monthly period ;D haha .
anyone wanna do practical ? LOL .
kay . sick :x aha . but thats th most slacky chapter .
lotsa jokes & stuffs
people actually pay attention .
wow ! haha & people are actually excited for science -.-
Lol . so ... Lol .
yeah . k .. im planning on taking Bio next year .
anyone knows what its about ?
lookin' for info ! drop tags or somethin [:
wanna find out more about Eng Lit , Bio , POA & A Math [:
thanks ^^
I L Y ; ♥
Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 10:31 AM
yo , wassup' .. Lol . ceiling ! xD
okay . zi-highing . alright xD
yesterday service was good [: ps shirley's teaching .
the one day challenge [:
yep , i did it today . & so far . things are already different [:
ohbytheway . yesterday i kinda reached home very late .
like .. 1plus . was out with my sis .
she siao lor . first she said .
her room very nice -.- bhb niahh :x ahha .
then she bring me { her boyfriend drove } to yishun .
eat nasi lemak . at 12am . siao -.- lols .
so . as usual , didnt finish . then after that .
sent me home . she said my dad very SHUAI T.T
psychopath . lols .
okay luh . maybe cuz my dad not my type barhs .
lol . who knows who cares ! my dad is NOT SHUAI x.x
haha . so yesterday .
yay . GY had a sec one convert [: thank God for the saved soul .
she's really fun , Agnes [: .
both of us laughed CONTINUASLLY .
for 25 freaking minutes .
Lol .. sorry to the people around us ! :x
some were havin meetin' & stuffs .
& we just couldnt stop laughin .
i laugh til' i cannot finish my laksa .
like . didnt touch at all ! lols .
stupid shingyang . it all started with the laughin' fruit .
stupid sy . you & your crap .
lol . the north , northeast & i think .. west ? people .
were around us havin' meetin' . lol .
& we were like . contagious laughin' man !
i laughed til' i cried like crap . lols .
funny day [:
we played dai di & cheat { sinful game } .
ahahs . BK GOT PWNED AT DAIDI ^^
hahas . his last combo also cannot put :x Lols .
it was a .. 1o . J . Q . K . & Ace .
so chio ~ Lols . totally CMI . hahaha .
& i won dai di for the first time yesteryda ^^ .
fun day [: went kovan to meet sis after fellowship .
took train with Daniel & BK .
heh . we found out a social trend !
when you see someone usin' his/her phone .
YOU WILL TOO ! :x
hurhur . cuz the three of us were like .
msgin' .. so .. we were standing like .. triangle marhs .
so . the phones all in the middle .
so funny lurhs ! haha . then we all started chucklin at the same thing .
heh . so funny .
okay luh [: many wonderful things yesterday [:
a wonderful day [:
thanks God .
I Love You xDListening to - Sexy Love . Ne-Yo .
Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 9:10 AM
Yo [:
its been
long , hasnt it ? [:
ohwell . not alot has been goin' on .
but definitely alot has been goin' on in my spiritual life [:
growing step by step [: yeps .
really wanna thank God for givin' me a responsibility [:
that gift has helped me tons [:
so . yup . hmm . what to say .. what to say .
im feeling very disheveled right now so .. hahas .
later on theres service [: yupx .
gonna have holycomm [: im leadin' again ~ wow .
haha . alright ! so its time to stop bein' quesy & wake up [:
cuz have been feeling ill recently .
im not anorexic ! :x haha . havent been eatin' well either .
loss of appetite . & im not bulimic either -.-
so . yeah . goin' off to pray soon :D wanna prepare my heart well .
today's gonna be another life-changin service [:
no doubt , i feelin' kinda down & out . kinda emotional .
guess gonna be extremely senstive ? haha . PMS ! :x lol .
rubbish xD haha . so . i'll pray for strength [:
things are just fine ~ but really pray for a friend .
a friend that'll accept me for who i am & help me grow .
a friend that'll be my comfort & really love me cuz of me .
not only cuz God said she has to love people .
sighs . this is gonna take time .
You Healed My Broken Heart , Wont You Fade The Scar Along With It ?Listenin Tuh - P.S. Im Still Not Over You .
