Gosh . today
officially sucks ! :x
& hello , its like
VALENTINES day .
arghs . shit this stupid day !
i cried .. twice .. felt like crying .. a million times .
i started out th morning quite tired ..
& it totally slipped my mind it was valentines day .
so .. whatever , i went to school .
im like .. extremely quiet today ..
thanks
Joyce ^^ she asked me if i was ok [:
& that kinda touched me .
cuz she listened to what i didnt say , but my heart [:
but of course , i just nodded my head .. so . whatever . Lol .
yarh .. then had to pay
48bucks for valentines gifts .
rubbish luhh ! lols .
gave some bouquets , & whatever rubbish .
thanks everyone who gave me gifts ^^ im touched !
yayy ~ chocolates etc. really thoughtful ~ [:
ohwell ! then what .. erm ..
nothing much in school luhs , so crappified xpp
urms , netball .. kinda tiring .
cab-ed back to school from J8 before netball .
walked into the stupid school .
saw the stupid DM .
got my stupid ez-link card confiscated .
RUBBISH LAH ! really a bullet for my valentine .
so . i gave him my stupid card .
then straight i away .. i dont know what overcame me ..
i squat down & started crying .
STUPID DM ! i hate being emotional ~
i hate crying so easily ! Gosh , why in the world am i so emotional .
hate hate hate hate being vulnerable !
arghs ! SO WHATEVER ! its really a freakingg BULLET for my valentine .
garhhhs ! so .. arghs .
anyway , really have to thank God for daddy coming to pick me up ^^
so .. not that bad barhs ! [:
God always turns the tables around ^^
oh .. somethin .. awkward & interestingg happened in class today .
Joshua passed a valentine gift to Younice ..
she kinda .. returned it .. awwww .
& Chung An freaking destroyed it .
that Chung An should seriously GROW UP . Gosh .
Joshua's kinda sweet ! haas . but .. aww .. Lol .
ohwell ! Life's like that .
hope he'll find his sweet valentine one day [:
so .. yeah !
SHERLYN'S AFRAID OF BALLOONS .
ahahas ~ spas :x
kay . shall stop here [:
you left me , pierced my heart & now im soaked in blood .
th pieces of my heart still struggle to let you go .
why'd you have to go ?
sometimes i wonder if i could've stopped you from leaving .
but i just stood catatonic .
watching you grow smaller in the distance .
i wish i could just have ran after you & held you tight .
but still , you would've left .
& now here i am .
left with nothing but th hurt .
& wishin' you could just look into my eyes one more time .
wishin' you would be my sweet valentine .
but you're gone .
every bit of you .
left in the distance with you .
& left me standin' there .
just waiting & waiting for you to turn around .
but you never did .
still , what can i say .
i will love you forever .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥