Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 5:47 PM
hmm . interesting ~ lols . alright !
Just finished doing bulletin for tomorrow .
first time i did somethin' so nice ! im shocked !~ :x haas xD
pleasently shocked [:
okay , so , really dizzy & coughin' now .
Dengue ? maybe !
i wanna go hospital ! can rest -.- LOL .
kay . all you pinbrains out there !
study hard for upcomin' tests !
I PASSED MATH TEST ! & CHINESE TEST .
rock on , God :D thanks Dad :D
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Monday, February 25, 2008 @ 11:05 AM
Hello ! just wanted to say .
FEEL BETTER , YICONG . ILY !{ see ! your fav colour ! :x }
@ 10:55 AM
Hello :D
im at home . when all you
pinheads are at
school ^^
okay , sorry , being
crappy . haas xD
so .. i got really
dizzy & had a
bad headache during
PE .
couldnt even walk ,
GOSH x.x
{ thanks Jieyun , Raines , Jovi , Jasmine & of all people Chung An . }so . i came home . & i was also having a
emotional breakdown .so . i prayed for
Daddy to take me
home .
not only to come
home & rest .
but into
Daddy's Arms i went & found
rest & peace .
okay . this is so
hard to explain so forget it .
haas xD
im just home .
safe .
Dad . Im Home :D I L O V E Y U H ; ♥im home :D i love you more then ever .i lost everything ; i found you .
Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 3:38 PM
hey pinheads ! ^^
haas xD im using ShingYang's lappie at bishan library .
im bored ~ haas xD
just read Confessions by Kate Brian .
VERY NICE . haas xD yayyyy ~
waiting for th next book . Inner Circle .
wowwwww ~ haas xD k , Yicong & David are studying .
im .. laming ? LOL . rotting i guess :x
yupx . zz . gonna read another book ~ bookaholic .
lols . k . stop .. HERE .
@ 10:32 AM
Dance like there's
nobody watchingLove like you'll
never get hurtSing like there's
nobody listeningLive like it's
heaven on earthAnd
speak from the
heart to
be heard.-william w. purkey .
@ 10:18 AM
Hohos . today's the 24th ^^
one of my favourite numbers ^^
haas ! in another .. zun zun 4 months is my papa's birthday -.-
LOL . okay ~ bein' lame !
its just .. one year is gonna come since ....
& things are finally progressing .
aww .. heart hurts . kay ! listening to sexy love ~ :D
nicee nicee ~ by Ne-Yo .
wee ~ Ne-Yo is good man !
oh . okay ! lets talk about Hello , Love .
AWWWW ! IT TOTALLY ROCKED MAN !
th dance was AWESOME .
thank God for the Dancers ! they really can dance ^^
extremely good ! wahhhhh ~ suppppeeeerrrrrrrrr man ! :x
& th storyline .. LOL . so cute -.-
so . yupx ! sermon was GOOD .
& at the end Ps Shirley sang .. When God Ran .
wow . i like .. cried ! TWICE . aww .. Lolsxz .
seriously , the song really shows how much God loves us !
not fully but .. ya know .
that song is really good ^^
& Ps Shirls has a nice voice ~~ :D
alright ! all in all , yesterday was awesome ~
plus had Impact after service . WEETS .
haas xD fun games fun games .
first was . blow wind blow .
then .. all time funny ? sausage ! haas xD
been long since i played that .
then was the ALL TIME VIOLENT .
HANDIPLAST ! haaaaaaas xD
extreme violence in action ! NC16 MAN ! lols .
i got pinched til have blue black ]: RIGHT SHINGYANG ?! lol .
aww man ! Lols .
ohyes ! yesterday ShingYang's sister came ^^
ADORABLE MAN ! she became my sister -.- LOL .
but she's like .. 1o already & ppl treat her like five ! haas xD
she's really small ~ haas xD so cute can ! xD
but quite independant . & she converted ! weeeeets ^^
aww . haas xD today think i'll be at bishan .
stupidest place on earth . ugh . LOL .
kay luh ! i hate bishan ~ yay ! ^^
haas xD see ya guys around .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥{ when God ran . }
Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 10:02 AM
lalalas ~ im
really bored now .
erm . been a few days since i last
posted .
so .. im
BACK ;D ermn . yupx !
many things have happened in my mind recently .
& true enough . i've grown day by day :D
really wanna
thank God for yesterday .
really refreshed during
shepherding .last few days very refreshed during
meaningful qt's :D
thank God :D hehehe ~ & today is gonna be
awesome .
i know it :D teehees xD
haars xD listening to a
very nice song :D
by
David Craig .
{ not David Lim SY -.- }Dont Love You No More , Sorry .nice nice ~ heh . yesterday had
fun shepherding w shep .
& shop at
bugis street with
Jieyun :D heh ~
shop til' my bag freakin heavy ]:
but didnt find any nice shoes .
got
WHITE skinnies :D wakakakas xD kay lah .
maybe will post tonight .
YAYY ~
I L O V E D A D D Y :D ♥Rain outside my window , pourin' down .What now , you're gone , my fault , I'm sorry .Feeling like a fool cause i let you down .Now its too late to turn it around .Im sorry for the tears i made you cry .I guess this time its really goodbye .You made it clear when you said .I just don't love you no more .listening to { Disenchanted - MCR }
Monday, February 18, 2008 @ 8:11 PM
Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization?
Answer: Princess Diana’s death. Question: How come?
Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling) followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by an American, using Bill Gates’s technology, and you’re probably reading this on your computer, that use Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegals.....
That, my friends, is Globalization!!
Once upon a time there was a tourist in the Arizona desert and desides to ride a camel! So he gets to the training and the trainer guy said:
To make the camel go say "wow"
To make the camel go faster you say "wow wow"
To make the camel stop you say "Amen"
So he gets on the camel and says "wow"
So the man gets alittle more comftorbale and says "wow wow"
So he is going for a pretty long time and all of the sudden he and the camel come to a huge cliff! so the man forgets how to make him stop so he says
"Darn how to you make this stupid camel stop?"
So he starts to say a prayer so god would help him and once he sayd "Amen" the camel stops right at the edge of the cliff!
The man looks down from a pretty far distance and says "WOW!"
@ 8:11 PM
Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization?
Answer: Princess Diana’s death. Question: How come?
Answer: An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling) followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by an American, using Bill Gates’s technology, and you’re probably reading this on your computer, that use Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegals.....
That, my friends, is Globalization!!
Once upon a time there was a tourist in the Arizona desert and desides to ride a camel! So he gets to the training and the trainer guy said:
To make the camel go say "wow"
To make the camel go faster you say "wow wow"
To make the camel stop you say "Amen"
So he gets on the camel and says "wow"
So the man gets alittle more comftorbale and says "wow wow"
So he is going for a pretty long time and all of the sudden he and the camel come to a huge cliff! so the man forgets how to make him stop so he says
"Darn how to you make this stupid camel stop?"
So he starts to say a prayer so god would help him and once he sayd "Amen" the camel stops right at the edge of the cliff!
The man looks down from a pretty far distance and says "WOW!"
@ 6:46 PM
Hey Hey xD
today is
kinda boring ~
slept through
Math :x
English ~
Rubbish .PE ; didnt do AGAIN .
coughin ]:MotherTongue ;
Crap .Science ; WOOO !
I LOVE SCIENCE ;D
Ms Chew is the
ULTIMATE best :D
& the chapter we're learning
quite interesting :x
HEH ! we played
SNAP !
& the cards were
SEX ORGANS -.-
like . erms .
Oviduct ~ etc . it was
FREAKING funny :x
like .. we have to say the word written on the card .
not
snap :x
so its like . for eg. the two cards are ..
Sperms .
so have to say .
SPERMS ! :x
it was VERY VERY
funny :x
then we have to name the function then can get th card .
Joyce kept saying .
Sperm is a guys
THANG ~
or like .. whatever whatever is a guys thang ~
Lols . & i was like .
if you get
Hips , say ;
Hips Dont Lie ;D
if you get
boobs . say
My Humps , My Humps .My Lovely Lady Humps { Check It Out :D }LOL ! fun lesson ;D
heh ~ so after school .
went to find
DM but to no avail ):
shit him ! he took
my ez-link card ]:
adult fare so
expensive D:
kekes xD so .. went to eat etc etc .
went home the
LOOONG way .
{ woodlands ~ 962 . }haars xD yupx ! kay . im really
tired ]:
waiting for Dacong to come online ~
ohyes ! today bought a
handphone pouch .
& 3 .. erm .. thingy to hang on my phone & bag [:
SO NICE LOR ! ^^
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥{ seeing your smile ; i know its all worth ♥ }Listening To ; The Freedom We Know :D
Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 8:26 PM
Zomg .
Life's
Effin' Fragile .In One Day . I've "Seen"
Two People Leave .
Someone died at the block next to mine .
i think its
suicide .&
sherlyn's pri school friend .
died in a
car accident .zomg ; im really .. zomg .
life's really really fragile & short .
will you use this life to its max ?
will you live it purposefully ?
man . i cant believe if someone close to me actually .. left .
@ 8:05 PM
Ha . Cant Believe It .
I Got So Effin' Bored .
I Started Playin' Neopets & Myscene -.-
GOSH !
@ 1:26 PM
♥Lady's Finger ! Fried Cong ! :x & TOFUUUUUU ! { eeee }
ahahars :x i wil never eat those things ;D oh ! & black mushroom !
okay . im going crazy :x :x :x :x
todays my REST day .
supposed to go AHMA house & BUGIS .
but thought .. we all need REST .
so im gonna REST with God ;D
to CHARGE myself up for next week .
so ..... here i am , posting ;D
cuz i like to ! haha ! dont like , dont read ;D
yayyy . im bored . daddy came back with PORRIDGE T.T
nevermind ~ i like porridge . but this porridge NOT NICE ]:
haas xD nvm ~ im blessed enough ^^ hohos .
bored ~ i think mama will cook salmon for dinner x.x
yay ~ okay ... hmm . hahahas xD
every saturday my hair is a different colour .
& everyone ask me , you can dye your hair mehs ? :x
hahas . last week was hotpink :x or pinkpurple , whichever suits .
yesterday was red ..
next week . will be a mystery to you ! :x hahas .
but not planning to put any colour next week [:
but dressing will be .. extremely different !
ohoh ! yesterday wanted to take pic with the valet ~ :x
SHINGYANG ! haas xD he wore vest & skinnies .
{ wahhhhhh } hahas ! he looks good . better then ..
his stupid jeans anyway :x HAHAHAHAH :x oops .
i hope he doesnt read this , right Shavid ? (:
nahahahars xD yayy . i bought a cherry hairclip ^^
hmm . so bored ~ suddenly want soft toy -.-
anyone buy for me ? haas xD
i want BIG WU GUI ! zomgosh ! i want so long ler !
gonna 8 months le ! zomgosh ~ zomgosh ~ haas .
but i said before i wont buy myself :x
haas ~ maybe wait for like . 1o years .
then get my boyfriend to buy for me ! ;D
yeahhhh ~ i dont mind . haas .
yesterday Ps . Shirls shared that on valentines .
a girl can ask a guy for anything & he cant reject (:
& i was like ; BKKKK ! PHONE ! I WANT YOUR PHONE !
haas xD then .. Ps Shirls said ; valentines day is over ):
nevermind ! still have next year :D
shall ask my dad for like .. 1ooo bucks ! hahaha !
then can like . buy so many things ! bless people !
& tithe 1oodollars ! ahahars xD
that'll be cool man ! :x
kay im crapping already .
:D I Love Yuh ; ♥
@ 12:57 PM
HEH .
my daddy's so sweet ~ xD
he went off to buy lunch for me ~ nehehes x.x
oh ~ im bored ;D
SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME ]:
listening to - Apologize .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
here i am again .
drenched in the pain .
my memory rests .
but i'll never forget what i lost .
& when i choose to jump .
will you save me ?♥
@ 10:44 AM
hmm . hihi ^^
just opened sheppy's v-day prezzie for me .
ehehehe ~ thanks sheppy [:
must've took quite alot of effort ;D
but i look horrible in the picture -.- HOHO .
its ok ! for the first camp ever , i will cam-whore w you ! [:
instead of sleep xDDDDD
& th chocolates are very cute ~ thanks sheppy ^^
i kinda dont bear to eat them .. but .. hahas ~ [:
i choose to XIANG SHOU instead of REN SHOU ! haas xD
yay ~ chocolates - SECOND LOVE ! thank God for them ^^
they release endorphins that make kids like ME go HIGH ! :x
heh ~ kay . so .
yesterday service was pretty cool ~
nontheless , thank God for everyone's hardwork too !
we saw the fruits of our labour ;D
11 VISITORS ! woooooot ! CENTRAL A ! yayyy ~ ;D
weets ~ ohyes ! during service some songs were sang ^^
QIAN JIN SANG APOLOGIZE ! hahars xD
then after service & meeting , Jess kept singing .
its too late to apologize ~
haa xD & Bernard was like ; AHHHHH ! haas xD
kay . so we had fun at PS ;D
reached home pretty late x.x
oh ! after service [: i sent Rachel off to dhoby ghaut mrt .
Rachel is Kelvin's primary school friend ^^
she said she'd be coming next week ! weets ! im so excited !
hehes ! oh ! & i remember arm-chio-ing with my phone :x
haas xD cuz .. LOL [: my secret ~ ;D
& btw ,
hees . i just realised my class has now THREE hoppies ! ;D
hhaahhhsss ~ ;D or is it four ?.. i dont know leh ~ haas .
gyss is reaping ~ yayyy ~
lets continue to grow !
yesterday , we filled SIX rows .
next week , we can fill MORE .
because behind these numbers & seats .
are the souls of men ! are lives waiting to be change !
are you gonna let these people down & not let them have that chance ?
cuz God's truth has the power to change LIVES .
& God's love is perfect & totally amazing !
mmhmmm ;D God is the perfect ~ boyfriend ;D to me :D
yayy ~ lets enjoy SINGLEHOOD with God ;D
or probably , God's my boyfriend so im like . not single ! haas xD
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 8:19 AM
hello ! its like .. kinda early now .
but im bored ! okay plus im sooo tempted to post . haas :x
blogger addict ~ rubbish :x
kay .. so . kinda blog hoppin' just now .
had some weird thoughts .. oopx ! x.x hees .
for the record , ANTI-TWIT ! LOLS :x
kay . so theres service later { Hello , Love }
lemme tell you something .. awkward ? weird ? whatever .
erm . i dreamt about it ! haas :x
it was quite an interestingg dream .
lols .. there was like .. some presentation .
i forgot about what le ~ ]: but i remember a few things ! [:
DK was playing the guitar .. BK & some others were ..
dancingg or somethin ..
it was kinda funny .. haas xD
so .. yah .. & somethin cool was ..
nexus was filled ALL THE WAY to the top [:
& central A had not enough seats :x
lols . wahhhhh ~ so cool lurhs can ! ^^
yeah ! God , i pray , this dream COMES TO PAST !
woooo ~ haas . kay . still have about ..
1hour3omin til' i have to start preparing T.T
meeting Dacong at 11.3o ..
will be at PS ! haas xD kay .. being weird now .
alrigggghhhtttt ~
yay ! time to go ;D before .. i start .. rubbish-ing :x
haas !
Hello , Love is gonna be like .. awesomeeeeee {:
kay ! i'll go now ..
{ leaving in progress }
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
{ i told myself i wont miss you ,
but i remembered ..
what it feels like beside you ~ }
Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 7:16 PM
1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
♥Urm . Jesus ;D Lols .
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
♥Duh-urh . only idiots like Yicong wont return la dey ~ :x
3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
♥i last kissed .. zyann ~ haas . yup . i would xD
4. Do you take compliments well?
♥hahas . yeah ~ but all the affirmation & appraisal i need is from Daddy ;D
5. Do you play Sudoku?
♥sudoku - shit under drainage of knockin' underwear ! haas :x
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
♥umm . yup :x if even the birds of the air have no worries , what more does He care for me ? [:
7. If your house were on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
♥hmm . ohmygoodness . i dont want my house to be on fire ! means my clothes & my presents & my bible & my sermon book & my soft toys & my blanket & my pillow & my computer & my bags & my 5oo+ books & my everything will be gone ! NOOOO .
8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
♥Mama ~
9. Who do you text the most?
♥erms . haas . no one :D or maybe .. zyann & yicong barhs ? [:
10. Favorite childrens book?
♥Cinderella & Little Mermaid .
11. Eye color?
♥nworb .
12. How tall are you?
♥164metres ;DDD
13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
♥do what over again ? i wouldnt change ANYTHING in my life .
15. When was the last time you were at Botanic Garden?
♥urm . primary 5 . haas ; crapface ! lols .
16. Favorite ex..?
♥ex what ? xD !
17. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
♥urmn . aussie ; gold coast .
18. Do you like mustard?
♥not really .
19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
♥sleep luh !
21. Do you miss anyone?
♥nopes . weird .. haiis .
22. Can you do splits?
♥eh . three-quarter . haha .
23. What movie do you want to see right now?
♥erm . L changes the world !
24. What did you do for New Years Eve?
♥umm . gosh . i kinda forgot :x
25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
♥didnt watch .
26. Do you own a camera phone?
♥urm .
27. Are you a cheerleader?
♥not anymore .
28. Whats the last letter of your middle name?
♥n ;D
29. Are you hispanic?
♥no . i am not in anyway related to spanish speaking countries , crapface .
31. Do you like care bears?
♥YES YES YES YES YES !
32. What do you buy at the Movies?
♥erm . drinks & nachos ..
33. Do you know how to play poker?
♥hai hao luh .
34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
♥never have , never will . c'mon ! kill me ! :x sue me ! :x
35. What do you wear to sleep?
♥fbt shorts & shirt ! Lols . NOT COMFORTABLE .
36. Anything big ever happen in your CITY?
♥urm . lols . WORLD WAR THREE ! haas . rubbish :x
37. Is your hair straight or curly?
♥urm . straight .
38. Is your tongue pierced?
♥wish it was .
39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
♥{ hurls } No .
40. Do you like funny or serious people better?
♥urm . has to be serious at the right times {:
41. Ever been to L.A.?
♥I WISH .
42. Who is on your mind right now?
♥no one ! hah . amazing .
43.any plans 4 tonight?
♥urm . yah ! watch " taste of love ! "
44. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
♥urm . Apologize { Timbaland Presenting One Republic . } Cai Hong . { Jay Chou }
45. Do you hate chocolate?
♥that would be a lie :x LOL.
46. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
♥urm . me spending too much money .
47. Are you a gullible person ?
♥i was ;D
48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
♥if you did , everyone would be emo . haas . crapface :x
49. If you could have any job what would it be?
♥erm . pastor .. teacher ..
50. Are you easy to get along with?
♥hahas . yupx . i hope .. x.x
51. What is your favorite time of day?
♥every single minute with God ;D
52. Are you generally a happy person?
♥duh urh urh urh urh ! ;D
okay . i generally did this quiz for the sake of something .
i did this before .. & i just wanted to see how much i've changed .
& truthfully ? quite alot .
i read my archives .
alot of crap .. bout a certain guy .. emo posts .
emo rubbish . lotsa emo stuff .
especially the August archive .
although i didnt know my english so power xD haas .
what i wrote was like .. seriously .. ?
kinda rubbish . shit ! crap ! freaking rubbish .
{ im like . addicted to the word rubbish T.T }
seriously . wanna know why ? read it yourself , crapface . haas xD
so .. yup . i believe i've grown alot .
i can see how much God has changed me .
i used to be so .. hung up on a certain guy .
& yeah , to a certain extend .. no , a large extend .
it did hurt alot but then what ?
i kept praying for God to help me overcome it .
spoke to my leaders about it .
& gave my best to help myself & ask God for help .
& God hasnt let me down .
hahas ~ thanks Daddy ;D
so .. yupp .. emo me is still here ~ forever emo .
craprubbish ~ lols .. its okie !
emo helps me concentrate ;D hahas ~
{ my ultimate is EMOING . lols }
someone said that T.T aww . sadded . lols .
nevermind . i'll be thy EMO KID of the century ! lols .
i betcha there're people more emo then me :x haas .
kay ! I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
@ 6:11 PM
woah ..
166th post ! cool ! Lols .
didnt know i blog so much .. or maybe i do know ! haas xD
anyway . i just found out my shower tap has a lame brand name T.T
its called "
SHOWY ! " haas !
saw it while i was having my shower ..
& i realise i
read even when im showering :x
i was reading the info on the back of my
shampoo &
soap bottle .
i use
Dove & it says "
Dont Use Occasionally . "
haas ~ i use it
everyday ! it says .
" In skincare , everyday is everything . "
Lols . see ! everyday IS everything ! haas . kay rubbish .
so todays very xin ku !
have
muscle aches . after effects of
netball T.T
pain man ! haas xD but compared to
Paul .this is like .
ini machiam ! hahas !
so whatever ~ kay .. so ..
today was thinkin' through bout many things .
& God spoke to me [:
remember how i said yesterday was rubbish ?
nah . yesterday was good [:
& God has been showing me how much He loves me .
& how much He longs to be with me .
give me experiences .
& that im really content with my life [:
why ? today God asked me .
cuz in the train , i was like .. sighing with joy .
very relaxed , at peace , joyful .
& God asked me .
" Child . Are you happy ? "
& i was like .
" Yes , Dad . Yes . I Think I Am :D "
so .. God kinda .. gave me a "hug" .
so .. yup ! i've found my perfect boyfriend ;D
this Boyfriend is everything i need ;D
everythin' i've been looking for .
my heart is really warmed .
heh ~ I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ! xDD
so .. my 166th post is a good one ? [:
today .. 15th Feb . { rubbish defence day }
is the best day this year so far ^^
haas ~ God spoke to me alot .. yupx .
also had CG today .
many good things happened today .
& though i spent ALL my hongbao money liao T.T
RUBBISH . haas .
i gained somethin so much more worthy .
so much more priceless .
& so much more wonderful then ..
rubbish cash ! :x haas .
i gained something that'll last eternity ^^
yay !~ i love Boyfriend [:
I L O V E Y U H .{ bought lotsa things ! haha . idiot rubbish ~ }
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 7:28 PM
VALENTINES DAY SUCKS ! RAWR ! 14o2o8 { RUBBISH LAH ! }
Welcome To My LifeDo you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands youDo you ever wanna runaway?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loudThat no one hears you screamingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like meTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeDo you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?Are you desperate to find something more?Before your life is overAre you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?With their big fake smiles and stupid liesWhile deep inside you're bleedingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like meTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my lifeNo one ever lied straight to your faceNo one ever stabbed you in the backYou might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okayEverybody always gave you what you wantedNever had to work it was always thereYou don't know what it's likeTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my life .eh . i guess everyone feels like this sometimes .arghs . at least i have God .
@ 6:33 PM
Gosh . today
officially sucks ! :x
& hello , its like
VALENTINES day .
arghs . shit this stupid day !
i cried .. twice .. felt like crying .. a million times .
i started out th morning quite tired ..
& it totally slipped my mind it was valentines day .
so .. whatever , i went to school .
im like .. extremely quiet today ..
thanks
Joyce ^^ she asked me if i was ok [:
& that kinda touched me .
cuz she listened to what i didnt say , but my heart [:
but of course , i just nodded my head .. so . whatever . Lol .
yarh .. then had to pay
48bucks for valentines gifts .
rubbish luhh ! lols .
gave some bouquets , & whatever rubbish .
thanks everyone who gave me gifts ^^ im touched !
yayy ~ chocolates etc. really thoughtful ~ [:
ohwell ! then what .. erm ..
nothing much in school luhs , so crappified xpp
urms , netball .. kinda tiring .
cab-ed back to school from J8 before netball .
walked into the stupid school .
saw the stupid DM .
got my stupid ez-link card confiscated .
RUBBISH LAH ! really a bullet for my valentine .
so . i gave him my stupid card .
then straight i away .. i dont know what overcame me ..
i squat down & started crying .
STUPID DM ! i hate being emotional ~
i hate crying so easily ! Gosh , why in the world am i so emotional .
hate hate hate hate being vulnerable !
arghs ! SO WHATEVER ! its really a freakingg BULLET for my valentine .
garhhhs ! so .. arghs .
anyway , really have to thank God for daddy coming to pick me up ^^
so .. not that bad barhs ! [:
God always turns the tables around ^^
oh .. somethin .. awkward & interestingg happened in class today .
Joshua passed a valentine gift to Younice ..
she kinda .. returned it .. awwww .
& Chung An freaking destroyed it .
that Chung An should seriously GROW UP . Gosh .
Joshua's kinda sweet ! haas . but .. aww .. Lol .
ohwell ! Life's like that .
hope he'll find his sweet valentine one day [:
so .. yeah !
SHERLYN'S AFRAID OF BALLOONS .
ahahas ~ spas :x
kay . shall stop here [:
you left me , pierced my heart & now im soaked in blood .
th pieces of my heart still struggle to let you go .
why'd you have to go ?
sometimes i wonder if i could've stopped you from leaving .
but i just stood catatonic .
watching you grow smaller in the distance .
i wish i could just have ran after you & held you tight .
but still , you would've left .
& now here i am .
left with nothing but th hurt .
& wishin' you could just look into my eyes one more time .
wishin' you would be my sweet valentine .
but you're gone .
every bit of you .
left in the distance with you .
& left me standin' there .
just waiting & waiting for you to turn around .
but you never did .
still , what can i say .
i will love you forever .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 7:48 PM
Yo sup sup yo sup sup yo sup sup yo ! ^^
lols . stupid shingyang influenced me . alright ! [:
have MIA-ed for two days ~ im back ^^
had time today so decided to be not lazy & use th com ^^
SEE ! im so good ! give you something to read !
or entertain yourself .. or amuse .. whichever it is ^^
haas ~ alright .
nothing much happened these two days .
but todays timetable practically sucked :x
History , Math , EL , Science , EL , Science .
you know why it sucks ?
not cuz of the periods but cuz ..
History is one the first floor .
Math on the fourth .
EL on the first floor .
Science on the fourth .
so its .. 1-4-1-4-1-4 .
ZAI NESS ! Lolx xpp
so anyway .. today ..
hahaha ! science we're learning chapt. 5 & 6 .
truthfully , im more interested in chapt 6 .
HAHAHAHA . its better then having chapt. 5 .
dirty period :x LOL . th guys get so interested .
Gosh ! x.x
so today Ms Chew passed a PAD around the class T.T
th guys got to touch it , feel its texture ! haha .
only the guys since girls use it like . every month ? T.T
so .. it was like .. the guys .. dont dare to touch :x
only a few , & Daryl was like ;
MS CHEW ! I WANNA TOUCH AGAIN ! -.-
it was FUNNNYYYYY . lols .
then Jed took the pad & pressed it against BenOng's mouth .
then BenOng snatched it & pressed it against Jed's face .
Gosh , gross x.x
alright ! Ms Chew is officially the BEST ! hahas .
she's really kind ! & really funny ^^
& Ms Wong too ^^ i've got nice teachers this year :x
lets not disappoint them ^^
i shall become GUAI KIA ! xD
kay .. so today .. yups .. yar , nothing much lurhs .
as usual , im walkin' alone on the hallways .
& thinkin bout lotsa stuff .
& my walk with God is really good ^^
going right !~ talked to God .. etcetcetc .
yupp . would like to share so much .. but ..
haha ~ i will be your personal counsellor ^^
just ya know , msg me or somethin ^^
hahas ~ idk what im talkin' about .
so anyway , im looking forward to saturday again x.x
lol .. & tomorrow's like .. valentines day .
doesnt feel like anything to me .
Valentines ..
its like .. related to couples ? haha , is it ? nahh .
but i'll be spending my valentines ..
as usual , alone .
theres netball tomorrow .. then i'll be home alone .
Yicong has shepherding with Zyann .
AWW . IM JEALOUS ! hahahas .
they going esplanade sehhs !
make this sheepy jealous xD haha .
nah luhhs , my sweetest valentine ^^
i have already found ;D hahas .
& i'll save my best valentine for my future Prince ! haha .
then it'll be really special ^^
so .. yupp , thats bout it ~
dawnie's fine ! xpp
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 10:24 AM
YAY ! :x
going to ps tcc soon ~
sighs . LAZY LAZY LAZY ~
& im so black on CNY :x
black top , black bottoms . wahh ~
lols .. sexy ~ sorry .. erm .. haha .
okay ! did my QT .
& God spoke to me .
about my end march goal to be a CL .
very encouraged , very convicted .
lets praise the Lord !
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 10:28 PM
heyyos ~
today .. service .
HIGH ATMOSPHERE .
combined service .
went allll the way to the back & africa room [:
we spread all the way to africa .
cool ehs ? ^^
haahas ! next time both services will be that big & bigger !
wo bu guan ! yi ding yao ! :x ^^
so .. teaching was about transitions / changes .
adapt BIBLICALLY ! ^^
yeeeeeppppps ..
soo .. today .. me & zyann both wore leggings .
i looked .. NICE .. sorry .. bhb :x HAHA .
kay ! so .. after that it ended like .. EARLY .
& we went Meridien .. SLACKED THERE !
gosh .. for .. what .. 5 hours ?! ohmytian luhhs !
some of the brothers went to play lan ~ rubbish :x
sorry . haha !
so .. yupp .. it was fun slacking .
playing with deoderant .
playing with hotpink colour clay which looks purple .
LOTSA PEOPLE thought mine was real .
nehehes ! aiseehh ~ not bad lehhhs ^^
BK has sexy hair :x hahas !
so .. after that .. who left .. umm .
a few people left .
so .. me , Yicong , Bernard , Stella , Zyann , Brandon , Shingyang , Jess .
we went KFC to eat . yupppp ~
after that Zyann left to meet her mum .
Brandon left .. we sent him off ^^ with his sexy hair :x hahas .
so .. we went comics blahblahblahblah ..
went home super fast :x haas ~ weird saturday .
so .. what happened ?
Shingyang took his train ..
Yicong , me , Bernard , Jess took train .
we bounced .. & i planned to listen to music only at ToaPayoh .
so .. after that i thought better .. so i took out my phone .
& i realised it was gone ! I CRIED , FOR PETES SAKE .
we called a few times . praise God , hallelujah , thank the Lord .
a lady picked up ! ^^
we got it from her at Dhoby Ghaut MRT .
she's very nice , very friendly ^^
a young lady ~ haas ~
really thank God .
im very attached to my phone already .
its gonna be our one year anniversary soon :x
23 Feb . hehes !
i cant bear to lose this precious darlingg ! awwww ]:
haas ~ so .. reach home .. blahsblahs .
today .. really experienced how if we hold unto God .
He will prove to be faithful !
man . i panicked ! crap ! actually ..
its partially cuz i know my dad will like .. kill me lah .
so .. i freaked .. lol . SORRY .
but also cuz this phone was really a blessing from God .
cuz th night my dad wanted to give it to me .
i actually pissed him off my thon-ing outside :x
he still chose to give it to me & it has been with me through alot .
though i hate my phone like crap .
cuz its actually a piece of metal crap already :x
i still have affections for the phone ! haas ~
God really proved that He will provide a way out always .
cuz losing my phone = no means of contact = DIE .
& God really blessed me ^^
ohyes . i left my phone in the toilet :x on the .. toilet paper thingy .
haas ~ sorreh ~ lols .
yupppp ! God does things for our good always !
i've learnt through today to be much more careful .
not only with material stuffs .
but also .. cherish what i have !
my friends , my family .
to be CAREFUL that i dont lose them because of carelessness .
carelessness like .. words ?.. etcetcetc .
yup ! todays a pretty good day .
had good fellowship ^^
I LOVE MY FAMILY OF GOD !
tomorrow studying at PS Tcc !
wanna join ? call me ! ^^
{ like advertisement . Gosh }
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Friday, February 8, 2008 @ 8:00 PM
Yosh ~
CNY's going ggggreat ~
house visiting today ~
Joel has a nicee house [: & Zyann ..
nice toilet ! haas ~ nice house .. very windy :x
alriiight ~ my house was the last .
& .. seeing my family of God sittin' around my table .
fillin' my cold , quiet house with so much joy & laughter .
i really cant help but smile ~
i really cant help but thank my Lord over & over again .
He gave me this beautiful , wonderful family .
who cheers each other up , pushes each other to their fullest potential .
gives each other support & loves & accept wholly .
this family of God is really th best thing i've ever had next to God .
cant compare to materials , cant compare to hong bao's .
this family i have is really th best friends i've ever found .
brothers & sisters ! we're gonna stick together til' th end :D
i love you guys ! you guys rock my black & white socks ~ [:
alright ~ i even smiled to myself while walking home :x
had fun today ~
hong bao's harvest .. still not that bad ! [:
so .. alrigggght ~
& i received a LARGE priceless hongbao :x
a spiritual hong bao from my wonderful Daddy .
its more zheng gui then any other i received .
its the feeling i've been looking for all along .
its the breakthrough in the way i see this thing called FAMILY .
today , my Daddy gave me my hongbao .
He showed me "Family" . He let me know what "Warmth" is .
that fuzzy , sweet feeling you get .
let me know what a family can be .
gave me a true family which impeccably made me SMILE LIKE CRAP .
i finally know the feelings when someone has a family .
a family who cares , loves , supports , has fun together .
i finally finally finally know that feeling .
that cold , empty feeling of me having no family is gone .
& this is my beautiful , wonderful hongbao Daddy gave [:
i do pray you received a huge hongbao from Daddy too ^^
i know this CNY has been extraordinary .
special , unique , beautiful , wonderful , fulfilling , fruitful one .
for me ^^ i do hope yours has been wonderful too ~
I L OV E Y U H ; ♥
Wednesday, February 6, 2008 @ 11:21 PM
Kay .
CNY right ?
Kay . Just wanna thank a few people .
no , wait . alot of people .
these people have really played a part .
in who i am today .
they've either given me experience .
taught me many things .
or whatever , they just have made a difference in my life .
they're like .. better than GURU'S !
i treasure these people lots .
& though some of them have stepped out .
& walked out the door of my life .
their footprints still exist :D
they are teenagers who made an impact .
& i truly treasure them & will never forgot what they've given me .
alot wor ~ how .. ?.. CHEESY LEH ! T.T
so paiseh can ! T.T
Zyann ;D xie xie ni , shepherd :D
Jogina :D xie xie ni ! ex-shepherd :D
Carmen ;D THANK YOUS ! ex-ex shepherd :D
Brandon ;D thanks for alot alot of things ! :D
Daryl ;D thanks for many many things too ! :D
Daniel ;D zomgosh ! thank you soooo much ! :D
CENTRAL A ! :D thank you so much .
kay . i'll stop the thankyous & just write names .
hahas ! :D here goes .. nothing .
Qiyin , Amanda , William , Eunice , Liyan { north a }
JiaQing { 1o YEARS FRIENDSHIP LE ! :D }
my ex-cg :D hmmmns .
Younice , Sherlyn , Sharmeel , Brenda , Joyce , Binbin .
Joshua .. Zhende .. Donal .. Alex ..
MUMMY & DADDY & JIEJIE ! ofcourse !
JunJie , Javier ,
zomg . alot of people worhs ! might as well say everyone i know .
kay . i shant be like my mum , luo shuo .
this shall be it for now .
doesnt matter if you read this or not :D
there are still others !
you'll be in my heart always :D
to the people above ;
from the depths of my heart .
xie xie ni ^^
what you've given me is worth more then rubies .
zhen de xie xie ni !
you may be someone close to me now .
or we may have grown distant .
even to the extend of acquatainces or strangers .
whatever ! just would like to take this CNY to say .
thank . you .
for whatever you have given me :D
encouragements , love , care & concern .
teachings , tears , TIME , tolerance&patience .
to love me .. isnt easy !
some of the people above should know that .
im terribly imperfect .
but most of them chose to be my friend :D
& chose to lend me their ears .
a special thank you to Qiyin :D
i think she herself will will zhi dao why :D
thanks girl [: you've been th bestest friend yet !
yups .
CNY doesnt need to be about traditional customs .
lastly . { like star awards :x }
thank You , Daddy .
the One who made this all possible .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
@ 11:06 PM
1女生永远也不知道男生为什么要学会坚强。
因为他们自己知道，他们虽然外表坚强，但内心很脆弱。
他们永远想让自己身边的她觉得自己是最棒的。
2女生永远也不知道男生为什么不会轻易掉眼泪。
因为他们自己知道，他们不是不会掉眼泪，只是他明白，一但眼泪掉下来了，这段也就结束了。
3女生永远也不知道男生为什么每次在心烦的时候那么喜欢抽烟。
因为他们自己知道，只有在烟雾中才能忆起他们过去美好的时光来寻求一点心里的平衡。
4 女生永远也不知道男生为什么要在分手以后还会对她嘘寒问暖。
因为他们自己知道，他们并不是想跟你做朋友，只是想挽回这段曾经属于他的感情。
5 女生永远也不知道男生为什么每次在听到她被欺负了会显得那么发狂。
因为他们自己知道，哪怕这次架打输了，躺下了，他也会觉得高兴。
因为他们宁愿自己受到伤害，也不愿意看到你哭泣。
6女生永远也不知道男生为什么在分手以后会夜夜买醉。
因为他们知道，如果今晚不麻醉自己，那么今晚只能在思念中度过。
7 女生永远也不知道男生为什么每次出门会出手那么大方。
因为他们知道，他们宁愿自己一个人省吃检用，也不愿意你看到你被别人看不起。
8 女生永远也不知道男生为什么会那么爱对她发脾气。
因为他们自己知道，对她发脾气并不是不爱她，只是希望她在以后的路上不被别人所欺骗。
9 女生永远也不知道男生为什么会那么在意你以前的男朋友。
因为他们自己知道，并不是他们不自信，只是他们害怕有一天你会离他而去。
10 女生永远也不知道男生为什么看到你为别人写的日记之后还会那么镇静的听你解释。
因为他们自己知道，自己并不是不想发火，只是希望能从你的口中得知到底是他重要还是别人重要。
is this like .. REAL ? lols .
GUYS ; is this ..true ? hahas .
needs answers !~ :x hahas !
gonna post something soon .. hmms ..
@ 8:53 PM
A H H H H !
B L E E D I N G ! ]:
NICE START TO THE NEW YEAR EHS ? xD
red ! marhs ;D
still sick .
R O C K O N , V I R U S E S .
Nehehes ! breathing difficulties ~
MAMA GOIN' OUT ~ ]:
going AMK gamble { stupid habit }
OH WELL !
D A W N ' S O N H E R O W N
T H I S C N Y ;D
@ 6:27 PM
H A P P Y
C H I N E S E N E W Y E A R ! ♥
yoshhhh ~ hehes .
uh huh . uh huh .
today morning saw Chung An at .. seven eleven .
ended up going school with him T.T & Jason { Goh }
hurhur ~ so .. reach school .. blahblahblah .
MOTHER TONGUE ~ BORING .
so .. performance ..
singing .. etc. MR FIZ RAWKS ~ ;D
hahas .. okay shant talk about th performance .
but at the end , everyone went off stage .
after the singing ~
Mr Goh { DM } took mic .
everybody went silent .
then he said ;MY TURN
& everyone burst out in laughter .
haha ~ then he gave thanks etc etc etc .
then he said ;
i only say this ONCE per YEAR .
you are all dismissed .
NOW !
everyone woooo ~ stand up .
like earthquake .. lols !~
so funny ~ Mr Goh , fierce but awesome :D
hehes ~
coool ~ after school had caregroup .
Masters Exploit .
it was .. pretty okay ~
many funny things etc.
& CHEN YICONG . I AM SOOOO NOT DAO !
so . anyways . i bought new converse shoes .
a tinkerbell necklace { 4o freaking dollars !~ zomg ! }
& some hotpink hair clay & glitter silver shoe lace .
all at woodlands ~
weets ~ chinese new year is gonna be hothot ~ haha !
i shall stop here .
Happy CNY guys ;D
wish you guys a good year ahead !
Loves ;
Me .
I L OV E Y U H ; ♥
Tuesday, February 5, 2008 @ 11:35 PM
hahas ~ todays okay ,
as usual [:
i bought a wallet from mini toons for
Yicong .
decided to spend th money i wanted to use to get
blue contacts on blessing others instead .
therefore , th wallet [:
she wanted it anyway ! hees .
hope you like it
DaCong ;Dalright ~ saw this guy that looked like
Adriano .
he
OUTREACHED to us !
{ me & Yicong }
Lols . inviting us to
valentines service at ..
Paya Lebar , a church called Trinity .
heard of it before .. soooo ~ familar . hees .
but ! i cant go ~ sorreh ~ i have my own valentines service !~
nehehes . Lols .
i actually wanted to ask him if he was Adriano's brother .
& his name is Andrew , so theres a possibility .
hahas ~ but nevermind :D
so .. yup .. supposed to go shopping with koalabear ♥ but didnt ~ until i reached home
received call .. rushed down to town .
hehe . bought two dresses ;D so yup !
I LOVE KOALABEAR ! ♥
wo ai niiiiii ~ Jet' aime ;D
koalabear is [: hees ~
so .. okay ! tomorrow theres cg ~
its titled ;
The Masters Exploit . cool huhs ! ;D
its gonna be fun ! hees .
so .. today .. in school .. nothing much .
just the usual crap we get from teachers .
ohcrap ! i need to do D&T ! but im tired . sighs . i shall be a good girl & do it .
FIFTEEN FREAKING SKETCHES .
God save me ~
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
Monday, February 4, 2008 @ 7:55 PM
O H M Y G O S H {
eeks . bimboism }
MY
FEVER HASNT SUBSIDED !
gonna be like .. what ..
3 weeks ?OHNO .
BRAIN DAMAGE !A H H H H H H !{ screams & faints x.x }
@ 6:37 PM
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y B R E N D A ♥yosh ~ hehes .
today i went
com lab for
science .last period .
left my
earpiece there . ARGHS .
but [:
praise God . ms chew found it for me [:
aww .
i nearly cried !thank
Yicong for the
encouragement [:
that earpiece is really
precious to me !
firstly its
not cheap .. especially the
adapter .secondly i love it so much ! hahas .
& i need
music lurhs . if not cannot
concentrate my thoughts .alright ~ today was just fine barhs .
nothing much ..
just laughed so hard at
Daniel .cuz he dropped
Brenda's thumbdrive :x
alright .. after school went J8 with
Yicong .ate cup noodles outside library .aww . like .. ke lian worhsxz ! haha ! :x
she bought so many
keychains .also dont know how she's gonna hang on her phone .
darling ,
spend wisely okay ! [:
i saved 2 dollars ! yay me ! ♥
kay ! tomorrow
outreaching [:
nehehes !
I L OV E Y U H ; ♥
Sunday, February 3, 2008 @ 11:17 PM
have been staring at the com screen for about ..
12 hours now .. what a huge waste of time .
gosh ; its time to sleep .
today is the Sabbath :D haha !
i've found a few friends :D
Moses , Job , Joshua , Paul , Peter .
all the wonderful , biblical people of God from the bible .
hehes !..
{ God bless me with sweet dreams :D }
{ runs away x.x }
I L O V E Y U H; ♥
@ 10:04 PM
hahas . i bought encouragement cards .
but as i read them . i think i need then more then anyone else .
lol .. sighs .. now what ?! hmms .
@ 6:23 PM
weets . just woke up ..
has been long since i had afternoon nap .
after doing QT , i took a nap as i realised i was tired .
& now .. im awake .. with a splitting headache .
& extremely BLUR .. haha .
im bored .. nahahahahahas ~
someone ENTERTAIN me ]:
@ 2:32 PM
sometimes in life .
we fly too high .
& fall so hard .
its like we're all holdin' a balloon .
in every situation we have .
theres a balloon thats makin' us fly .
& as each day passes .
we fly higher & higher .
these situations are the bad situations .
where we fly so high .
& one day , we have no choice but to let go .
& we fall . flat . so so hard .
& it hurts so so much .
are you gonna stand up & start over again ?
or are you gonna just lay theres & hurt & hurt & hurt .
pretending a Prince Charming will sweep you off your feet .
there WILL be someone to HELP you up .
but its surely not a Prince Charming .
a bad fall ?.. you rose so high in a helium balloon .
& one day . you had nothing left but this one choice .
to let go .
& you fell .
fast , afraid .
& smack . you hit home .
right on the hard ground .
& it hurt so much .
you wished you didnt let go .
someone helped ME up .
He didnt just help me up .
He put th pieces of me back together .
i was near broken .
& He gently pieced me back together .
told me He loves me .
told me He would never leave me .
told me He would protect me .
& He kept His promises [:
i flew too high .
fell so hard .
hurt so much .
but thats all part & parcel of life .
i've wanted to give up .
give up on life .
felt like everythin' was meaningless .
i've felt like i could never make a mark in my life .
felt like everything i did was of no use .
felt like everything was falling apart .
even resorted to self-mutilation .
but still .
this Friend . my Saviour .
He never gave up on me .
i've learnt to know what to do & what not to .
no more falling hard [:
i know i've someone to cushion my fall :D
i know im not useless .
to Someone . im the WORLD :D
@ 12:30 PM
YOSH ! :D
nehehes . my floor SQUEKS . cool urh :x
when wearing socks . its a free ice skating ring :x
HAHA . alriiiight !
okie ! CNY IS COMING !
yesterday Jess was singing crazy songs :x
gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ah gong xi gong xi gong xi ni !
thats practically th only thing i know :x
OKAY ! DANIEL & BRANDON !
i want hong bao ! :x hahahahahahas !
gong xi fa cai , hong bao na lai ;D
alrighhhht . hahas . seems to be my favourite word :x
kay . todays a HOME DAY ..
means a reflection & thinking day .
means im on a date , so DONT DISTURB .
im in fantasy island with my Lover :D
hahas .. supposed to study at Haagen Daz .
but first .. im lazy lurhs .. lol .. lazy to go bishan :x
secondly .. no one has contacted me .
thirdly . im the only sister .
so . FORGET IT . because bestie has apparently gone .
to look for hunks :x
hahahahas . she's looking for my boyfriend .
nehehehes . at J8 ;D
kay .. so .. now .. having lunch ..
woah , nearly fell off my chair .. shhhh ! xD
so .. yeah .. today morning .
i woke up with awesome hair ! literally [:
but then th wind blew .
& it took th house away ~ hahas . crap .
but it was nice . curling in th right places ..
fringe nicely straight & curled a lil .
& very soft .. hahas ! yayy ! clear shampoo rocks !
hahas .. promoting here ! i should get paid ]:
kay . so .. yup .. todays gonna be exciting !
im gonna plan cg later ;D
its gonna be a exciting CNY CG !!!! ;D
yayyyyy ~
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
dawnieee ;
{ You Held Me In Your Arms & Said You Loved Me . }
@ 1:38 AM
heyyyyys :D today's SUNDAY .
3rd February .
11 days til' valentine .
heres a secret alright ? [x
i've never celebrated valentine before :x
not one .
none of my relationship's lasted long enough .
none of my friends cared bout me .
i do pray this year will be different .
i really want my 14th valentine on earth .
to be a memorable one .if thats possible :D
because central a has been a wonderful group :D
they're the people where i found true friends in :D
but i do pray we will build up much more family atmosphere :D !
theres ALWAYS room for improvement , amen ? :D
i've really seen this group grow !~
help each other ! be it studying . spiritually . etc .
i do thank God so much for this unit .
they're wonderful people to serve with :D
encouraging . biblical . & enthusiastic .
fun . crazy & loud .
but most importantly .
IMPACT ! I M PASSIONATE FOR CHRIST ♥
amen guys ? :D
we're all burning with passion for our Saviour .
yups . todays service .. hahas
dont really wanna talk bout it .
cuz .. hahas .. okay . alright . i shall talk bout meeting first .
we had Impact meet :D { BMM ? [x }
teaching was good !
LETS BE ZEALOUS FOR GOD .
Willing . Courageous . Initiative . Seeking God . etc .
& what hit me was . Seeking God .
our Walk With God is th main thing .
if we're not walking right with God .
how can things fall into place ?
only when God's in th center .
not just in th picture .
then will everything fall in place .
sensing God's presence close everyday .
letting God be th person who knows you inside out .
He already does , anyway :D
He knows whats gonna happen next in your life .
if you backslide . He knows .
even before it happens .
why He let you backslide ? theres a reason .
& i think God can explain :D
God always does things for a good reason .
& He places hardships in our lives .
not to see us in pain , suffering , tears .
God is not sadistic !
its to mould us . to become strong !
lets be COFFEE BEANS .
th more boiling , th more aroma .
WE ARE CARRYING th aroma of Christ !
let God mould you !pray for hardships !
thats where we TRUST MORE in th Lord .
thats where we LEARN .i LOVE hardships .
why ? gain experience !
sometimes i DO think i've been through alot .
but come to think of it .hahas . terrible thinking man !
i've been through PUNY THINGS compared to Paul .
compared to Jesus . { INI MACHIAM ! :x }
God , bless me with more hardships :D
but remember !
God will never place something you cant handle .
& if He brings you to it , He will bring you through it :D
Just keep trusting in God .
walk right with God .
everything will fall in place ♥
because i've seen many lives lost .
many strong believers gone .
many dear friends leaving God .
& it hurts .
yes , it does .
but . after th phase .
if you successfully go through that stage .
you'll go on serving God for th rest of your life :D
i backslided before .
but i came back .
BUT i wasted 6 crazy months .
BUT i gained experienced .
learned from mistakes .
saw my flaws even more clearly .
SEE .
God's plan is ALWAYS right :D
im tired . hmm . how ?
share next time . SORRY !
i just know this .
dawn's really happy serving God .
dawn wants a united family .
dawn wants everything dear to her to come back .
dawn wants people dear to her to know God .
dawn doesnt wants souls to go back to th world .
dawn wants to save people .
dawn wants to win th whole .
she will use her life to impact & prosper nations .
she has faith in big big things for God .
& she trusts God will use her .
Friday, February 1, 2008 @ 11:04 AM
nehehes . i didnt go school again .
im not naughty alright [: im just sick .
dont like to pon school too ..
just like to not go school [x cuz im really tired .
not fatigue cuz im relying on God ! ;D
but physically tired ..
a lil' emotionally tired too .. sighs ..
God help me :D ♥♥
& yes people . BLOOD TESTS RULE ♥
nehehehehehhehehsnshsnehsn :DD
alright ~ crap . im being like DM .. hahas .
kay . i went to see a doctor ..
my fever's still here .
& i keep breaking out in cold sweat .
nahhhhhhhhhs . sadded .
kayyy xD & i have some holes on th sole of my feet .
& th doctor did some stupid things to me .
firstly .. he said he needed to get th ..
watery thingy inside th swollen hole out .
so .. i was like .. shit .. its gonna be painful .
but my mum WANTED me to do it .
so .. sighs ..
i let him .. first .. he would put th ..
what-cha-ma-call-it to numb everything ..
but it was practically useless ..
cuz i felt everything .
he poked th needle .. slit a line ..
literally .
it was HELL . rawrs .. pain mans !
i cried & cried & cried .
but i feel much better after crying ;D
even emotionally .
so .. he put this thing called 'histrofreeze' .
its so cold it hurts .
so i cried ..
i think i cried for like .. 2o min .
sighs ..
cuz of my previous stitches .
i have phobia already .
so .. having to go through th almost same thing .
WOW . imagine man ! sighs .
i do hope my soles will get better ;D
i cant walk properly . ]:
so .. yuppppp !
& my mum spent 14o bucks today .
nehehehes ! 7o at th doctor's .
7o at NTUC . hahas .
& IM EXCUSED FROM PE ♥
nahahahas ! means NETBALL TOO ;D
next week running 2.4km .
THANK GOD MAN ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
nahahahas . okayyy ~
tomorrow sending nickyau off lerhs .
sighs . gonna miss her a million .
ohwell ! i'll see her in heaven ;D
& suffer her nonsense for th rest of eternity .
nahahas ! take care of yourself kay nicky [:
love youuuuuuu ~ ♥
alright ! im feeling less .. emotional .. hahas .
just kinda .. tired .. emotionally .
means .. hahas . alrighhhhht .
i'll go watch teevee [:
if not gonna turn into EMO POST . nahahas .
YES ! GOT SERVICE TOMORROW ♥
SO EXCITED ♥
AMEN ! PRAISE GOD ! HALLELUJAH .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
dawnieee ; { she will be loved }
hahas ~ todays okay , as usual [:
