hurhurs . everyone's offline .
as in .. everyone i was talking to ..
zyann , yicong , samuel , who else arhs ?
also forgot ler .. was talking to bout .. 6 people ?
all offline .. so .. mummy not back yet .
dawnie cannot sleep ..
sighs .. mummy .. quickk ..
im tired & still sick .. i wanna sleep .
soo .. im addicted to a few songs :x
mentioned before ! please listen ! they ROCK :D
hate that i love you - Ne-Yo { Ft. Rihanna }
happy ending - Mika .
for you i will - Teddy Geiger .
footprints on my heart - Paula Deanda .
nice worhsxzsxzsxz ! hurhurs .
th lyrics are good too [:
soo .. uh huh ..
i was actually thinking of some .. quite emo things .
but i forgot liao :x haha ! mummy's back [:
YES ! PRAISE GOD :D
pfft . have not eaten .
tomorrow morning .. shall suffer ! [:
guess i'll be taking th LOOOONG way to somerset .
means taking bus to wdls then taking train .
wanna talk to God .
sometimes you get so lost .
in th things you do .
you forget th core thing .
th crux of everything .
th main reason why .
like everything's a turmoil of
studies , CCA , evaxing .
TRUE . evaxing is serving God .
but your heart . { thumps heart x.x }
YOUR HEART . why are you doing evax ?
sometimes you get lost in that twirl of madness .
th winding , swirling , spiralling staircase of life .
that you forget what its all for .
you forget what really matters .
you just programme yourself to do what you know you should .
yes , you SHOULD go to school .
but why are you going ? [:
yes , you SHOULD evax , but why ? :D
so many questions .
sighs .. all of us will have many many questions .
many many struggles.
problems . burdens .
& our hearts are all clustered up .
thoughts piling like books before 'o' levels .
rubbish everywhere like my table :x
ya know .....
sometimes ...
you have to do spring cleaning too :D
your heart .
check your heart .
if you're functioning like ..
some ..
routined metallic sleek robot .
or ..
using soooo many layers .
to cover up th real you .
like ..
your dressing , your speech , your emotions .
you just pile a kabillion things ontop of th true things .
things will get tough .
maybe not now . but one day .
it'll be really really tough .
& why why why are you afraid to show yourself ?
no one will make you
SOCIAL OUTCAST NUMBER ONE of 2oo8 !
no point putting layers of make up .
just to cover up th flaws .
cuz one day , it'll all have to be removed .
& maybe .
just maybe .
you'll be th one hurt instead of others .
& you'll hurt so many other people along with your foolishness .
cuz people TRUST you , your genuine-city , sincerity , YOU .
sometimes .
th world gets to your head .
then drills into your heart .
thats Satan trying to tear you down .
dont let him .
dont ever forget th main thing .
th main Person .
th main Reason .
& th reason is ..
well .. i've finally found a Friend .
& i've finally found a reason .
He gave me a purpose .
He gave me .
A Life .
