hohohos .
my desktop crashed ]:
now using laptop .
thank God laptop can blog .
i'm stuck at home doing the
holiday homework i didnt do :x
its okay i guess .
in order to be salt & light .
& honour God's name , it is worth .
hmmm . i've been thinking alot
today . & i've said a few things
today that i never knew i knew .
i'll share it soon [:
hmm . i've ALMOST completed
maths homework [: thank God . it was tedious ;D
due to my lack of knowledge in maths ~
& science is up next ! need internet for that .
kay . as all you peeps know .
school as REOPENED & th missehs are to suffer each others crap
everyday !~ hahas . th people above are th people who ..
have brought smiles into my daily life :D
they are th people who have seen my tears .
my smiles . my flaws & so much more .
& they accept me for who i am .
they never back out on this friendship we have .
they lend me their ears & their shoulders [:
they're the people God has blessed me so much with .
& i'll take our memories to Heaven with me :D
& i do hope they'll come to know God's Love too .
i want them to be the people i spend eternity with :D
th people th only reason i cry is cos i laughed too hard with .
th people i'll never leave .
cos they've made one of the biggest impacts in my lives .
& they showed me what friends can be [:
okay .. so next .. yesterday night & today i was thinking .
why did i backslide ? & why did i come back ?
well .. i converted as a silly lil' primary 5 [:
& i backslided in august 2oo6 .
i backslided because .
i was too young & immature .
didnt open my eyes to see what God was doing in me .
thought i didnt experience God at all .
thus losing focus & made th worst decision mankind could make .
i left God .
i led a life out there in the world .
led a life goofing around . doing stupid things .
i did have wonderful friends .
& we still keep in touch now .
but despite all th love i had .
all th friends i had .
i felt like life was meaningless .
purposeless .
its like .. my life revolved around .. guys :x
& some other stupid things .
so .. in march 2oo7 .
God knocked on th door of my heart again
when qiyin invited me back down for service .
& .. there was this stirring in my heart .
it was pretty divine :D
so .. i went . reluctantly !~ :x
but after that i committed .
thanks qiyin :D for taking the courage to bring me back .
i cant thank you enough [:
w/o your courage .
i wouldnt be here right now ;D
i had learnt many things in the world .
i had matured quite abit .
i'd grown up a lil' here & alot there .
& i'd became smart enough to know that ..
th only way i could lead a better life was with God .
so i came back even stronger .
yeayeah !~ now here i am .
serving God with my life [:
& there're a few things i said today .
i cant believe it was me .
so it should be God teaching me something :D
theres about three ;
number ONE ; heartaches are unavoidable cos
no one except God can fully understand you to th
extend that they dont hurt you .
everyone will hurt you a lil' here & alot there but
its how YOU choose to take it .
number TWO ;
it takes time for someone to correct her flaws .
its up to the people around her to accept her & love her
together with her flaws or to reject her & ditch her due to
her flaws . if you love someone for her qualities ,
something is bound to go wrong .
if you love someone , you have to love all of them [:
ohok .. theres only two .. hahas .
but these two things i shared with someone hit even me !
& i've also gotta grow in being more sensitive [:
amen amen !
today God blessed me in a few ways already [:
yesterday Daniel said in central meet .
count your blessings .
fold them into lucky stars .
& in one year you'll complete a huge bottle .
im gonna start that ! [:
i wanna see & remember how much God loves me !
muahahas !~ the small lil' things like .
the bus coming just on time when you cry out in prayer .
even having stuff to eat .
they are lil' portions of God's love for you .
tests & challenges are blessings in disguise [:
change your perspective .
& you'll see everything in a whole new way .
do you know in your head or in your heart that God loves you ?
i know in my heart that my Daddy loves me [:
& i know He truly cares .
do YOU ?
yours truly ;
dawn;xoxo
