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♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.

Its just me♥

Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥

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Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 7:03 PM

hey [:

today's okay ..

but im sick ..

had fever .. during english class .

half blacked out .. its like .. my vision

was all blurry .. i could barely open my eyes ..

extreme giddiness man ! [:

so .. i slept :x when i woke up ..

i was like .. ohgosh .. i've got a fever .

then .. recess ..

th fever subsided ..

then lit lesson .. it came back !

then i started going from cold sweat to ..

extreme high fever .. to cold sweat .. to high fever .

lemme tell you , its NO FUN .. ]:

so after school .. went home ..

then i was like . God , today im gonna run .

& i was gonna run & do quiet time ..

cuz i concentrate best when i run ..

so .. i ate lunch .. then .. 1 hour digestion right ? [:

i fell asleep on th sofa ..

from about .. 4-5.3o .. T.T !

but i went to run after that ..

cuz i told God that i wanted to achieve some things .

& also it was MY TIME with God .

its important to me [:

so i ran .. NOT FUN AH .

esp when you're sick [: but todays weather okie bah .

so .. yeahhhh .. now im home .

tomorrow going for first service .

with Yicong & Tricia & another contact .

& maybe one of my contacts .

double teaching again , deja vueeeeeeee .

yupp ! i started folding hearts again [:

count blessings marhs ;D heh ! hmmmm .

my throat hurts .. my "biceps" hurt .

haha . im SURE that Younice knows .

cuz i always di siao her .. saying ..

muahahas . i have biceps leh ! hahahaha .

so crappy cannnn ! [: anyway ..

theres just a few questions that popped into my mind .

whats a friend ? [: thats easy isnt it ..

but .. whats a true friend ?

a close friend ?

a best friend ?

a sister ?

will i ever find someone i can totally confide in ?

someone who'll accept me & my flaws ?

someone who'll love me & actually show it ?

someone who'll stand by me forever ?

someone who'll sit next to me in class or anywhere else .

listening to my crap .

lending me her ear .

lettin' me cry on her shoulder .

someone who isn't indifferent to me .

ohwell ! so many questions .

big , wonderous questions .

maybe .. there were ppl who were like that to me .

but im doubting myself now .

cuz i just think .. those friendships ..

all lost .. sighs .. is loving & losin' a cycle ?

well God , i will never lose you & thats enough :D

Jesus ! help me [:

i really pray for visitors tomorrow :D

soften parents hearts , their hearts .

let me touch their hearts [:

hmm .. wonder what i'll do for th rest of eternity .

will you be there with me ? :D