BOO ! teehees :x
alrightys ! dawnie is extremely tired !
& its just monday .
MONDAY BLUES IT IS .
i blame th terrible colour BLUE :x
hehs ! yuphuhs . have a kabillion thoughts on my mind .
so emo ! tsk ! the thoughts really veh heartbreaking nehs !
once that train of thoughts come to my mind .
i suffer from extreme heart squeeze .
like someone's squeezing my heart so hard that ..
that it squeezes my blood dry .
it really hurts ! this world is rubbish .
satan is rubbish . so are his lies & his weapons .
freaking satan ! stop using my past .
stop using my flaws .
yes , they hurt most .
no , you wont tear me down .
yes , darling here has grown stronger , baby !
your blows wont affect me .
BRING IT ON BABEHHHHH !~ nananana ! [:
just really wanna share something .
cuz .. its really amazing to me anyway [:
no one asked YOU to read cuz after all .
if you dont care bout me , dont bother :D
hees ! sorry :x
alrightys ! after th period from .. x29 til' now .
i've grown to become stronger .
strong&biblical woman of God , amen ? [:
so .. yups ! i've grown to become much stronger .
in th recent & way back past ,
i used to be very dependant & weak .
a lil' blow would kill me .
a lil' heart squeeze would torment me so much .
a lil' temptation would work & go a long way .
extremely small things .
would make me fall .
like my fortress was just a piece of paper .
but that fortress was "man-made" .
OF COURSE WEAK DUH ! :x
& i've been praying to God .
these few weeks .
to really make me stronger & stronger .
because so many things are going on around me .
im like .. in a tornado of rubbish . junk . crap .
the corrupted concepts are all around me .
the temptations are bombing me .
so many things bombarding my life .
my heart feels like its gonna just give up & let me die .
my shoulders feel like they'll give anytime .
holding the weight of the world .
everything seems to hurt me so so much .
& all i can do .
is pray .
pray for me to become stronger .
a character trait i've never had .
its a trail , a path , i dont think i've ever chosen .
because . i've always had a someone to rely on .
this time . theres no one .
this time . theres God .
He made me stronger .
thats how i've been going through th past few days .
satan has been attacking me with my past .
back to hell with you satan ! :x
i will not fall into your trap again !
God really made me stronger !
i dont know HOW to explain it .
but He's been speaking to me every single day .
on His heavenly MSN [:
ohmy , He's added so much into me .
even im amazed at myself .
i've become a person of compassion for people .
become stronger .
become more patient .
more understanding .
truth-based .
& grown in being a biblical woman of God .
& im near overcoming a struggle [;
a struggle thats gone a long way to hinder me .
thank you so much God .
You've not only played a part in who i am today .
You're all the reasons why i am who i am .
You're all the reasons why im set free .
You're all the reasons why im standin' firm .
You're all the reasons why i overcome .
Yes God , i see a breakthrough .
Yes God , i see a revival .
Yes God , i see saving .
Yes Lord Yes Lord Yees Yeeees Lord :D
{ even if saving you send me to heaven ; }
ohbtw , today went studying w Yicong & Shingyang after school .
Yups :D school was boring as usual .
tournament tomorrow .
still feverish . I'VE GOT DENGUE .
nehehehes .
{ falling & drowning in your wondrous love . }
