Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 9:06 AM
hahas :x i found out something funny ..
a friend's 4th month anniversary with his girlfriend ..
is the date of my birthday ! lol .. cute uhs .. hahas .
kayyy ! dawnie didnt go to school again today .
my fever has been here for a WEEK & one day .
awww . i think i'll be seeing a doctor :O
something sooo many people have actually tried making me .
last time & now .
sooo many people asked me to see a doctor .
i'll be like .. huh ? dogtor ? lols .. kayyy ! xD
我终于会照顾自己了终于肯照顾我的身体
Just For God [x
but later i'll be going back to school :x
HOPE I DONT SEE TEACHERS :x
hehes .. im gonna outreach .. then have cg ! ;D
aww .. still have a few more hours ..
SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME ..
before i actually DIE :x hehes .
kays .. recently kinda ..
suffering from lotsa heart squeeze .
tell youuuu ! one day my heart'll BREAK .
hahas .. it broke before ! [:
Just Once .. but God picked up th pieces .
& mended my broken heart !~ yay God :D
but keep having heart squeeze .
any antidotes ? please recommend !
LOSING BLOOD HERE !
teehees xD heart squeeze cuz ..
of many many many things ..
veh sensitive now .. ohGod .. why so sensitive ? ]:
hehees . nananana ~ supermannnnn .
kay .. random .. ALRIGHTTTT ..
feel like crying .. hmm .. xing tong ..
why God ? hmms .
i think God can explain [:
ohohohoh ! HINDER ROCKS !
i mean .. not hindrances rocks ! please !~
th band HINDER ! they ROCKKKK .
listen to Better Than Me .
it just breaks my heart mannnn ~ awww .
wahhh ..
HINDERRRRRRRRR ♥
yup . kay . i'll go & rot .
ohyes !
GET WELL SOON TOO YICONG [:
BLOOD TESTS ARE FUNNNNNN ~ ♥
nehehehes .
I L O V E Y U H ; ♥
dawnieee { she will be loved ; }
life hurts when you're not around .
but it hurts more when you're around .
gonna muster every ounce of confience i have ;
& cannon ball into th water ;
gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have ;
for you ,
i will .
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 8:12 PM
nehehes :x
todays a lil' different .
th mystery of today is uncovered [x
had shepherding .. cool teaching ! [:
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCKIN ON HEAVEN'S doooooooor ~
nehehes . ohwell ! [:
it was good [:
& everyone's getting new hamsters ! GOSH .
whats with teens & ham ! :x
aww .. lols .. nehehes .. okayyyy ~
went bugis for shepherding .
COOL hor ? [: heheeeees .
thanks for coming shep ! :x its kinda far .
& BK too [: but its nearer for BK .. hahas .
so .. yup .. dont know ..
th world's seeming to be more different now .
then th last time i saw it :x
maybe you dont understand what im saying ..
just ask me [: i dont actually bite [:
hahas . kay . supposed to go bugis street .
but didnt due to time shortage .
going on friday with LiYan .
wahh . still having fever . RAWRS .
update again !
I L O V E Y U H :D
dawnie ~
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @ 7:25 PM
awww . todays match was quite a loss .
played against Serangoon Garden Sec .
it was a draw [:
but anyway . good job girls .
but .. you could've done so much better .
why keep potential energy ?! hehes .
but good job anyway ^^
so anyway . life's th same .
lil' bit of heaven , lil' bit of hell .
schools fine . in a way [:
alriiiight . but im extremely tired .
burned out physically .
need more rest ! if not im coming down with ..
bad pnuemonia ?! & i'll DIE .
nooo ! :x hees . alrightys ! [:
i keep saying i WANT dengue .. how smart :D
ohwell . i wouldnt mind [: really !
more rest ! then i can come back fully charged .
all ready to face th turmoil of life again .
yup . that would be nice :D
okay .. so .. todays no different from any other .
tomorrow's another mystery .
& God , i pray for strength .
please make me strong :D
& light my candle again . im burned T.T
thank You Lord ;D
yup ! life's in order .
im walkin' right .
dawnie's ALWAYS okay [:
Yes . I L O V E Y U H .
Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 9:08 PM
BOO ! teehees :x
alrightys ! dawnie is extremely tired !
& its just monday .
MONDAY BLUES IT IS .
i blame th terrible colour BLUE :x
hehs ! yuphuhs . have a kabillion thoughts on my mind .
so emo ! tsk ! the thoughts really veh heartbreaking nehs !
once that train of thoughts come to my mind .
i suffer from extreme heart squeeze .
like someone's squeezing my heart so hard that ..
that it squeezes my blood dry .
it really hurts ! this world is rubbish .
satan is rubbish . so are his lies & his weapons .
freaking satan ! stop using my past .
stop using my flaws .
yes , they hurt most .
no , you wont tear me down .
yes , darling here has grown stronger , baby !
your blows wont affect me .
BRING IT ON BABEHHHHH !~ nananana ! [:
just really wanna share something .
cuz .. its really amazing to me anyway [:
no one asked YOU to read cuz after all .
if you dont care bout me , dont bother :D
hees ! sorry :x
alrightys ! after th period from .. x29 til' now .
i've grown to become stronger .
strong&biblical woman of God , amen ? [:
so .. yups ! i've grown to become much stronger .
in th recent & way back past ,
i used to be very dependant & weak .
a lil' blow would kill me .
a lil' heart squeeze would torment me so much .
a lil' temptation would work & go a long way .
extremely small things .
would make me fall .
like my fortress was just a piece of paper .
but that fortress was "man-made" .
OF COURSE WEAK DUH ! :x
& i've been praying to God .
these few weeks .
to really make me stronger & stronger .
because so many things are going on around me .
im like .. in a tornado of rubbish . junk . crap .
the corrupted concepts are all around me .
the temptations are bombing me .
so many things bombarding my life .
my heart feels like its gonna just give up & let me die .
my shoulders feel like they'll give anytime .
holding the weight of the world .
everything seems to hurt me so so much .
& all i can do .
is pray .
pray for me to become stronger .
a character trait i've never had .
its a trail , a path , i dont think i've ever chosen .
because . i've always had a someone to rely on .
this time . theres no one .
this time . theres God .
He made me stronger .
thats how i've been going through th past few days .
satan has been attacking me with my past .
back to hell with you satan ! :x
i will not fall into your trap again !
God really made me stronger !
i dont know HOW to explain it .
but He's been speaking to me every single day .
on His heavenly MSN [:
ohmy , He's added so much into me .
even im amazed at myself .
i've become a person of compassion for people .
become stronger .
become more patient .
more understanding .
truth-based .
& grown in being a biblical woman of God .
& im near overcoming a struggle [;
a struggle thats gone a long way to hinder me .
thank you so much God .
You've not only played a part in who i am today .
You're all the reasons why i am who i am .
You're all the reasons why im set free .
You're all the reasons why im standin' firm .
You're all the reasons why i overcome .
Yes God , i see a breakthrough .
Yes God , i see a revival .
Yes God , i see saving .
Yes Lord Yes Lord Yees Yeeees Lord :D
{ even if saving you send me to heaven ; }
ohbtw , today went studying w Yicong & Shingyang after school .
Yups :D school was boring as usual .
tournament tomorrow .
still feverish . I'VE GOT DENGUE .
nehehehes .
{ falling & drowning in your wondrous love . }
Sunday, January 27, 2008 @ 8:03 PM
hmm . another day .
another night .
so many things to say .
so lil' to say for .
so many emotions .
just but one truth to stick to .
God help me .
take away all this pain .
its biting .
drilling .
way too deep .
way way too deep .
kay . today .
studied .
finished math homework .
had fun & laughs .
came home .
bypassed certain things .
came across many things .
thought bout a million things .
bled out a million drops .
& it all boils down to one thing .
its not the technic leaders use .
but th people in position .
& another thing .
it all boils down to your heart .
its always your heart .
God gave you this life .
those who're saved .
but walked away from God .
why did you ?!
why ?.. do ya know how much that hurt God ?
you who knows what Jesus suffered on the Cross .
FOR YOUR OWN VERY SAKE .
you who experienced God's very love .
SHOWERED ON YOU EVERYDAY .
why why why .
God , why'd you let ppl make decisions to leave you ?
ohGod .
God God God . i pray Lord .
i'll be a better friend .
a good sheep .
a righteous shepherd .
a CL thats respected & that loves people .
& a child of Yours that obeys You , Your Word .
th Truth that set me free .
ohGod , give me faith&courage .
cant bear to see anymore .
really really cant .
struggling with problems .
overloading burdens { God take them away }
so many things in our lives .
that pushes us further & further from God .
well . choose .
stand your ground & dont let satan tear you down .
or let satan ruin you .
so many things to say .
so lil' to say for .
still i will find joy in Christ .
withlove ;
dawnie .
@ 8:55 AM
hihi ^^ just woke up not long ago .
mama got new phone worh ! :x
th xpressmusic Nokia , th flatter one .
not so nice worh .. but i still ask her to lend me :x
there're nice songs inside [:
Linkin Park's { blah blah blah }
& Click Five's JENNNYYYYY . hahas .
{ its killin' me x.x }
LOL . we were listening to that in English class ..
on friday .. Ms Aljunied played it ..
& we were supposed to fill in th blanks for th lyrics .
it was extremely hilarious .
i went hysterical :x berserk ! kept laughing :x
heh . so anyway , yesterday .. i drew this ..
lil' man with a heart on his head .
& went around saying .
hehe . look at th lil' man , he has a heart on his head :x
hahahaha ! & there were funny & stupid reactions :x
okkkkayyy . hahas . im feeling happy todayyyy ~
not that i dont everyday .. maybe its th sunday yellow's [:
tomorrow gonna be monday BLUES . bahhhhh .
nahhh ! i'll live everyday joyfully & purposefully cuz .. [:
theres Someone watchin' over me , lovin' me .
& He's keeping me going .
so baby , im like th enegizer ! [:
I JUST KEEP ON GOING & GOING & GOING [:
teehees . crap , im extremely high . hehes .
sadly , im at home .. so i can only high through .. typing ? [:
GAHAHAHAHAHAHAS :x
hmm . just wanna share something anyway .
{ ahhems . gets serious . pulls tie :x }
God is once again showing His wonders in my life [:
how He sent friends to care & love me .
to bring me a smile . to really let me just be who i am .
to allow me to confide in .
cuz .. i've found a great friend .
& she's really touched my heart .
th changes we both are going through for each other .
& th love we share [:
th craps & th weird sounds & sooo much more .
she's added so much more into my life .
lightened my burdens so much more .
thank you . Yicong [: { see your BIG NAME :D }
i knew having faith in this friendship was right :D
ohwell . nostalgia rush again !
thought of .. heh [: ex-cg ..
hmmmms . ahh , th times we had .
LOL . it was fun [: & thanks Jogina .
for persevering til' th end .
hehs . awww . not hyper anymore .
kinda sadddddd ]:
nahhhhh . dawnie doesnt get sad ! :DDD
dawnie ; created by nicky yau :x
gosh .. its like .. suwanie + dawn = dawnie .
BIG JOKE xD
so anyways ! im really thankful for so many things .
for so many people in my life .
Central A & th previous FNB2 .
lets see each other at th end of th race [:
going all th way with you ;
DAWNIE :D
It has been so long since we have talked .
I hope that things are still the same .
hoping they will never change .
cause what we had cant be replaced .
dont let our memories fade away .
keep me in your heart always
you made me believe .
that i can do almost anything .
stood right by me .
through the tears , through everything
I'll remember you .
& baby thats forever true .
you're th one that i'll always miss.
never thought it would be like this .
i'll be there for you .
no matter what you're goin through .
in my heart you'll always be , forever baby .
i'll remember you .
i promise you i wont forget th times we shared .
th tears we cried .
You'll always be th sun in my sky .
it may be fate thats brings us back to meet again someday .
even though we go seperate ways .
; from dawnie to you .
zyann , yicong . th ex-cg :D , qiyin & amanda .
you guys have stayed with me through so much .
i'll never forget you guys .
& how you stood by me .
be it a million years ago .
i'll never ever forget you guys .
yes , even if we've gone seperate ways .
@ 12:27 AM
heh . kayyyyy ^^ today RAWKS !
totally [: rocks my black&white socks !
muhahas xD hmmmmm . why ? [:
guangyang's revival is here .
th drumbeats of revival are getting louder .
louder .
louder .
listen with me ; can you hear th drumbeats of revival ? [:
God's favour is upon gyss .
once more we will reap th plentiful harvest .
thank God for th two converts [:
Tricia & Emily ; thanks for their responsiveness [:
thank God for these souls , saved & passionate for Jesus .
amen amen [:
service ; ps ben [:
ministering ! [:
& remember two points to work on ? [:
mine's .. [:
hurhur .. yuppp !
there're so many areas i need & want to grow in .
man , i just wondered how life will be without God .
{ ohman , torture x.x }
hurhurs ! GOD LOVES YOU [:
so .. then had shepherds meet at a very very cool&grand place .
at bukit merah .
yup , th place was HAWWWWT .
but it was extremely grand [:
esp th hall outside th lecture hall .
its like a mini bar , without th drinks :x
& th toilet ROCKS my electric blue jeans !
SOOO MANY MIRRORS .
extreme coolness , baby ! :x
& not only that ..
but teaching was something to apply [:
& FIND YOUR SHEEP STUPID DAWNIE .
hurhur .. i cried .. when ps shirley said ..
those who arent shepherds yet raise your hands etc etc .
why i cried ? [:
cuz i've been wanting to be a shepherd for ..
th past 2 years .. lol .. Big Joke .. ? nahhh . hahas .
since i first converted ..
had dreams .. big dreams ..
to be a CL at th age of 12 til' now ..
shepherd .. & so much more .
but th way God touched my heart today .
th compassion & love He input into me .
is wayyyyy different from anything i've ever experienced .
theres this .. anticipation .. bursting out .
like its gonna explode in a matter of seconds .
so .. whoever my first sheep is .
you blessed person ! [:
cuz God has input in my heart sooo much today .
i cried cuz ..
i've been making this goal .
shep by end blahblahblah .
& never hit it .
like , argh .
this time . its shepherd of TWO by end feb .
& thats that .
CL of 7 by end march .
& thats that .
dawn's gonna bungee jump into a journey .
a journey through seeing lives changed .
seeing people cry out to God .
seeing GUANGYANG'S VISIONS come to past !
our beautiful Acts 29 , its OUR CHAPTER .
OURS to complete .
GY is OURS to take ownership of .
GY's gonna hit th roof with th resounding praises .
we're gonna be a school of salt & light .
God , bless this land .
kayyyy [:
sooo .. uh huh uh huh ..
tomorrow studying .
sighs .
why does school have to be tough ?
students life IS hard .. arghs .
already sick .. getting extremely tired .
bummed out . burned out . everything out .
ohGod , you've gotta help me .
i simply cant wait for th holidays .
yeahyeah ! today wanted to share something ..
during first service .. like .. during .. worship .
but just .. didnt have th guts :x
its Joshua 1:9 .
& that GOD IS WITH YOU wherever you go .
be STRONG & COURAGEOUS .
never ever forget God's love .
His Grace . His Mercy .
He who created th Heavens & the earth .
stands by you .
through it all .
never lose faith in Him .
He has called you by name & chose you .
dont ever let Him go .
cuz He has a path .
perfectly pieced for you .
& He cant bear to see you leave .
dont break His heart anymore .
He LONGS to be with you .
just run back into His arms .
for His arms are always open .
& He will hold your hand .
& be your strength .
& He's nothing like th world .
cuz He will never back out .
His promises .
He will never break .
so just .. come back to Him .
into His embrace .
be like th man .
who sold his whole field .
just because he wanted th pearl .
pursue God & have a heart like David's .
cuz its all worth .
Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 11:09 PM
hurhurs . everyone's offline .
as in .. everyone i was talking to ..
zyann , yicong , samuel , who else arhs ?
also forgot ler .. was talking to bout .. 6 people ?
all offline .. so .. mummy not back yet .
dawnie cannot sleep ..
sighs .. mummy .. quickk ..
im tired & still sick .. i wanna sleep .
soo .. im addicted to a few songs :x
mentioned before ! please listen ! they ROCK :D
hate that i love you - Ne-Yo { Ft. Rihanna }
happy ending - Mika .
for you i will - Teddy Geiger .
footprints on my heart - Paula Deanda .
nice worhsxzsxzsxz ! hurhurs .
th lyrics are good too [:
soo .. uh huh ..
i was actually thinking of some .. quite emo things .
but i forgot liao :x haha ! mummy's back [:
YES ! PRAISE GOD :D
pfft . have not eaten .
tomorrow morning .. shall suffer ! [:
guess i'll be taking th LOOOONG way to somerset .
means taking bus to wdls then taking train .
wanna talk to God .
sometimes you get so lost .
in th things you do .
you forget th core thing .
th crux of everything .
th main reason why .
like everything's a turmoil of
studies , CCA , evaxing .
TRUE . evaxing is serving God .
but your heart . { thumps heart x.x }
YOUR HEART . why are you doing evax ?
sometimes you get lost in that twirl of madness .
th winding , swirling , spiralling staircase of life .
that you forget what its all for .
you forget what really matters .
you just programme yourself to do what you know you should .
yes , you SHOULD go to school .
but why are you going ? [:
yes , you SHOULD evax , but why ? :D
so many questions .
sighs .. all of us will have many many questions .
many many struggles.
problems . burdens .
& our hearts are all clustered up .
thoughts piling like books before 'o' levels .
rubbish everywhere like my table :x
ya know .....
sometimes ...
you have to do spring cleaning too :D
your heart .
check your heart .
if you're functioning like ..
some ..
routined metallic sleek robot .
or ..
using soooo many layers .
to cover up th real you .
like ..
your dressing , your speech , your emotions .
you just pile a kabillion things ontop of th true things .
things will get tough .
maybe not now . but one day .
it'll be really really tough .
& why why why are you afraid to show yourself ?
no one will make you
SOCIAL OUTCAST NUMBER ONE of 2oo8 !
no point putting layers of make up .
just to cover up th flaws .
cuz one day , it'll all have to be removed .
& maybe .
just maybe .
you'll be th one hurt instead of others .
& you'll hurt so many other people along with your foolishness .
cuz people TRUST you , your genuine-city , sincerity , YOU .
sometimes .
th world gets to your head .
then drills into your heart .
thats Satan trying to tear you down .
dont let him .
dont ever forget th main thing .
th main Person .
th main Reason .
& th reason is ..
well .. i've finally found a Friend .
& i've finally found a reason .
He gave me a purpose .
He gave me .
A Life .
@ 10:35 PM
this is the way you left me ;im not pretending .no hope , no love , no glory .no happy ending .this is th way we love ;like its forever .then live th rest of our lives ;but not together .wake up in th
morning ;
stumble on my life .cant get no love ;without
sacrifice .if anything should happen .
i guess i wish you well .a lil' bit of heaven .with a lil' bit of hell .this is the hardest story that i've
ever told .no hope or love or glory .
happy endings .gone , forever more .i feel as if im
wasting .& i've wasted everyday .
this is th way you left me .im not pretending .no hope , no love , no glory .no happy ending .this is the way that we love .like its forever .we live the rest of our lives .but not together .two o' clock in th morning .
something's on my mind .cant get no rest .keep walking around .
if i
pretend like nothing .ever went wrong .i can get to my sleep .
i can think that
we just carried on .this is the way you left me .im not pretending .no hope , no love , no glory .no happy ending .this is the way we love ;like its forever .and live the rest of our lives .
but not together .happy ending ;
you stepped on me ;walked on me .boy , you left your ;
footprints on myheart broken crying over th way you left yourfootprints on myheart aching you ran all over me & left yourfootprints on my heart ;My Heart .
@ 7:51 PM
1. Who knows the real you?
♥God [:
2. When was the last time you went out?
♥Just now , 5.45 :D
3.If you could kiss anyone who would
it be?
♥Wah . No One [:
4 . What song are you listening to?
♥Hate That I Love You .
5. who does it reminds you of?
♥Shhhhh :x
6. Last movie you watched?
♥Alvin&The Chipmunks .
7. Which of your best friends live
closest to you?
♥God :D haas .
8. What is your favourite shirt?
♥Erms . Im Not A Princess , I Just forgot my tiara [:
9. Do you drive?
♥Yup . I Drive People Crazy [:
10 . What did you do yesterday?
♥NETBALL TOURNAMENT .
11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
♥Both [:
12. Do you trust your friends?
♥Yupps .
13.Who was the last person to call
you?
♥MUMMY .
14.What annoys you?
♥Indifference .
15. Do you want multiple piercing?
♥Already Have .
16 . Your fav song in your player?
♥Hate That I Love You .
17. Last time you went to the mall?
♥Yesterday went J8 .
18 . What was the last thing you ate?
♥o.o . tom yum [:
19 . Which of your friends would make
the best roommate?
♥Zyann , Yicong , Jess [:
20. Last thing you purchased?
♥Straw to fold hearts .
21. Last vacation you were in?
♥3 years ago in Chiang Rai { Thailand }
22. Do people ever spell your name
wrongly?
♥DUH UH UH UH UH UH UH .
23 . What's the last compliment you
received?
♥you're th hottest , nicest , craziest { nicky yau }
24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
♥Joyce right ? [:
25. Which celeb are you eyecandying?
♥JESSE MCCARTNEY & WANG SHAO WEI !
26. What's next on your wishlist .
♥UL before i graduate [:
27. Which band's concert would you
want to go to?
♥MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE .
Hillsong ; Planetshakers ; Delirious .
28. What colour are your nails?
♥Tres Naturale [:
29. Date down a special day for you
other than your birthday.
♥3112o5 :D
30. In just one word, describe
yourself.
♥Loved :D
hahas . dawn's tooooo bored T.T
@ 7:03 PM
hey [:
today's okay ..
but im sick ..
had fever .. during english class .
half blacked out .. its like .. my vision
was all blurry .. i could barely open my eyes ..
extreme giddiness man ! [:
so .. i slept :x when i woke up ..
i was like .. ohgosh .. i've got a fever .
then .. recess ..
th fever subsided ..
then lit lesson .. it came back !
then i started going from cold sweat to ..
extreme high fever .. to cold sweat .. to high fever .
lemme tell you , its NO FUN .. ]:
so after school .. went home ..
then i was like . God , today im gonna run .
& i was gonna run & do quiet time ..
cuz i concentrate best when i run ..
so .. i ate lunch .. then .. 1 hour digestion right ? [:
i fell asleep on th sofa ..
from about .. 4-5.3o .. T.T !
but i went to run after that ..
cuz i told God that i wanted to achieve some things .
& also it was MY TIME with God .
its important to me [:
so i ran .. NOT FUN AH .
esp when you're sick [: but todays weather okie bah .
so .. yeahhhh .. now im home .
tomorrow going for first service .
with Yicong & Tricia & another contact .
& maybe one of my contacts .
double teaching again , deja vueeeeeeee .
yupp ! i started folding hearts again [:
count blessings marhs ;D heh ! hmmmm .
my throat hurts .. my "biceps" hurt .
haha . im SURE that Younice knows .
cuz i always di siao her .. saying ..
muahahas . i have biceps leh ! hahahaha .
so crappy cannnn ! [: anyway ..
theres just a few questions that popped into my mind .
whats a friend ? [: thats easy isnt it ..
but .. whats a true friend ?
a close friend ?
a best friend ?
a sister ?
will i ever find someone i can totally confide in ?
someone who'll accept me & my flaws ?
someone who'll love me & actually show it ?
someone who'll stand by me forever ?
someone who'll sit next to me in class or anywhere else .
listening to my crap .
lending me her ear .
lettin' me cry on her shoulder .
someone who isn't indifferent to me .
ohwell ! so many questions .
big , wonderous questions .
maybe .. there were ppl who were like that to me .
but im doubting myself now .
cuz i just think .. those friendships ..
all lost .. sighs .. is loving & losin' a cycle ?
well God , i will never lose you & thats enough :D
Jesus ! help me [:
i really pray for visitors tomorrow :D
soften parents hearts , their hearts .
let me touch their hearts [:
hmm .. wonder what i'll do for th rest of eternity .
will you be there with me ? :D
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 9:04 AM
hahas [: i call in sick today !
yay me ! haha . one thing im happy bout is ..
MISSING ASSEMBLY !
praise God [:
another thing im not happy about is .
not being able to outreach .
thats th saddest thing bout today !
rawrs !
ZYANN ! get well soon kays ? [:
we both have come down w fever .
later gonna have shepherding [:
im praying for you zyann ! :D
so .. i've gotta find Ms Wong & Ms Chew .
help me catch up on today's lessons .
i have officially decided to study hard .
why ? [: for God .
if not bao si xD
hahas . & im bursting w anticipation !
for what you ask ? [: for SATURDAY !
hhas . i never fail to anticipate that wonderful day [:
& God has been taking care of me [:
comforting me in my troubles .
speaking to me when im down .
protecting me [:
heh . found a few nice songs [:
wanna try listening ? [:
Hate That I Love You ;
Footprints On My Heart ;
For You I Will ;
My Baby You ;
Happy Ending ; { not avril's }
yepyep ! [:
gonna change blogskin soon .
gonna put some songs soon :x
yesterday's netball match .
girls ! good job [:
but remember ! listen to the empire .
we made so many careless mistakes .
tomorrow's match .
the results dont matter .
even if its 0-100 .
its ok . what matters is .
you guys do your best & dont make th same mistakes .
good job girls [:
so .. yup ! i'll see you guys soon :D
{ Thanks Daddy , For Everything . }
dawn's loving the author of her life .
Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 2:37 PM
hihi [:
was supposed to go get a new phone .
but there were no nice phones ]:
hope there'll be nicer ones coming soon [:
yesterday's service was good [:
& lets pray for RAINNNNNN ! [:
& surely God will RAIN down RAIN [:
yup yup !
yesterday GY had a convert [:
amen !
& im supposed to have a stable CG of 15 .
by end of this year .
if not .. heh .
i wont tell you [:
cuz its not gonna happen !
but remember to look out for
ZYANN with PINK EXTENSIONS at th end of this year k ? [:
hees [: so yups !
school's starting tomorrow again .
another boring , tiring , long week ahead .
sighs .. im still in holiday mood !
gosh ! anyway . forget school & its crap [:
I CANT WAIT FOR JUNE CAMP . lol .
i dont know why the anticipation came so fast .
hahas . but this camp is one i know is gonna be different [:
cuz im gonna bring my CG there ! [:
the people in foolsCRAP paper uniforms are gonna OWN [:
haha .. heard some major probs ..
& its kinda confusing .. & kinda true .
sighs . what now ? oh gosh , God , dont let this happen to me .
scepticalism is not in my dictionary .
God , help me [: & i know You will :D
i have another .. 1 week plus to find my lost sheep .
i mean my two lost sheep .
& tomorrow therfor GY .es prayer meet
i have a challenge in mind [: shall consult zyann first .
see you people [:
Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 12:40 PM
heyhey ! im at lan shop ! at cuppage . zomg ; cant believe it .
i mean , i came in here many times before .
but its just weird im using the com here . hahas .
just now helped out to prepare newbie package .
then had blogging team meet .
so .. here i am now ..
this place is darkkkkkkkkk :x
today tied two ponytails . LOL . funny siahhh .
yicong & zyann too ! so we became .. lol .. hello kitty ? [:
gonna go audi .. playing for BK [:
i have officially quitted audition x.x
but oh well ! haha . nothing better to do anyways .
later on going for service , yepyep [:
excited worhsxz ! heh . prepared my heart & prayed this morning .
hmm . ohyeah ! now wearing contacts .
cant believe my eyes adapted so fast ! x.x
brown brown eyes . hehe .
IM NOT AN OWL . okie lahs .
after service today will go home & post .
post about my great Daddy [: heh .
AMEN AMEN . thank God for the day [:
lovesxz ;
dawn;xiaogongzhu♥
Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 11:17 AM
heyhey [: in school now ! ;Dtoday is
pretty fun [:
i wore
colour contacts to school .
cuz yesterday MAMA was GREAT to
get them for me [:
my degree difference is a
big ma fun !
have to get
two boxes T.T
so . yep yep . its
brown .YOUNICE SAY LIKE
MONSTER -.-
others say quite nice . lols .
planning to ask
Clarisse help me get purple xD
hmm . Mr Gan is a retard . lols . he doesnt care !
hah . now my eye abit
uncomfortable though . zz .
hmm later have
ting xie . i didnt learn }:
Uncle Wilson DI SIAOED me . NOT FUNNY .
hahas . today's
tournament is
CANCELLED .but theres
training tomorrow .
shall leave my shoes in my locker ;D
Ti Amo is quite a nice song . hehe .
wahh .
falling in love w many many songs .
falling in love more & more with God ;Dtoday outreached to one girl [:
really needed much
courage ! sighs . haha .
thanks shepherd [: for pushing me on .
& got Geok Hwee's number . yepyep !
yay ! sooo .. yep yep .
GUANGYANG WILL GROW .I HAVE
FAITH & IM
PUTTING IT INTO ACTION .i dont care !
thick skinned .determined . hard working .Lets
ask from God & desire !
Setting a goal .
wanting what you've
never had &
doing what you've
never done .
step out of your comfort zone !
& dont worry [:
God's there
alllll the time :D
i know He is .
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @ 9:33 PM
heyhey !
today was extremely fun !
these few days are fun actually .
God speaking to me .
me learning more of God's Word .
me building relationships ;D friendships .
me learning more .
maturing a lil' here & there .
these have really been great & wonderful days ;D
my wonderful shepherd [: thanks ^^
hmm . school's just fine:D
o.o . & i got contact lenses ! yay ^^
thanks Daddy [: thanks mum . heh .
o.o lalas . just not much to share .
if i were to share everything .
i would take at least a million pages .
heh .
today saw an OWL . wahhhhh . hahas .
yepyep ! today had cg [:
so .. ya .. thats bout it lah .. BYEEE .
xoxo ;
one day a man was walking along the beach
when he noticed a figure in the distance .
As he got closer , he realised th figure was that
of a boy picking up something & gently throwing it into th ocean .
approaching the boy , he asked ,
" What are you doing ? "
th youth replied ,
" Throwing a starfish into the ocean !
The sun is up & the tide is going out . If i dont
throw them back , they'll die ! "
"Son , " the man said .
" Dont you realise there are miles & miles of
beach & hundreds of starfish ?
You cant possibly make a difference ! "
After listening politely ,
the boy bent down , picked up another starfish .
& threw it into the surf .
Then , smiling at the man , he said ,
" I made a difference for that one :D "
You can choose to make a difference [:
Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 10:44 PM
the rain fell hard on the roof .
th loud pitter patter of every heavy raindrop .
& it was as if the rain would never stop .
then , th world fell silent .
& all i could here was my heartbeat .
it was like the sweet stirring before a disaster .
when you know something is gonna change .
yet all you can do it wait .
everything was catatonic .
the raindrops resembling tears of many hearts started
bombing the earth all over again .
inducing fear & pain in my heart .
& a wonderful miracle happened .
the most wonderful thing beyond imagination .
He saved me .
it was like a lil' bit of heaven .
in my turmoil of troubles .
my brokeness ; binded & fixed .
the world stopped churning .
it was a new beginning .
a amazing adventure .
@ 9:46 PM
hihi ! [: hehe .
today had shepherding .
then studied .
with weijun ; shingyang ; yicong ;
beatrice ; zyann .
yepyep .
now im home . im tired .
but yesterday's service was good .
very good .
the sermon was fantastic .
because i applied [:
& applying ! [: & worship was awesome ;D
God spoke to me during qt today .
God touched me yesterday .
many things happened [:
basically soooo many ! ;D
& some are unexaplainable .
my heart is totally refreshed .
im renewed [: again !
heh . & i also know something .
God .
Loves .
ME !
& He Chose Me [:
so i'll serve Him with my life [:
AMEN ; xoxo .
here comes the rain again ;
falling from the stars ;
drenched in my pain again ;
becoming who we are ;
as my memory rests ;
but never forgets what I lost ;
wake me up when september ends ;
Summer has come and passed ;
The innocent can never last ;
Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ 8:02 PM
Hehe . Get It ? [:
THERES LIFEFORM ON MARS !
woohoo ~ Lols . okiie .
YES . I AM HOME .
im SUPER blessed ;D
my mama bought me a ;
new bag ; two new shirts ; elect. blue skinnies .
the bag is BROWN & SHINY . heh .
the two new shirts are FUNNY PHRASES ones .
[: & hmm . OHYES . angel necklace [:
its FRIGGIN' cute [: hohos . kekes . hurhurs .
thank God for my mama !~ heh .
but still need more clothes .
white skinnies ; more funny phrase shirts .
cardigan . etc etc etc etc . its okie .
dont need that much NOW [:
in the time to come barhxx ! heh .
o.o lala ~ kay . tomorrow theres training [:
hope im in shape again [: !
Just did 15 x 3 push up's .
50 crunches & 1oo buddha claps .
yepyep ! [: crunches are T O U G H .
im TIRED . zz . LOL .
OHYES . & I BOUGHT SOMETHING ELSE .
super confidential [: heh !
yahhuh . yep . guess thats bout it [:
{ Gwen Stefani Taught Me How To Spell '
B A N A N A S [: } x.x
如果要走请你记得我；
如果难过请你忘了我；
@ 11:22 AM
HELLO ! ;Din school now ;D
hehes . sherlyn's blogging too .. ! LOL .we're supposed to be doing some music trial crap .but most of us are doing it at home ..cos' the com's in school are .THE WORST ;D heh .its laggy & always hangs etc etc etc .B U D G E T .left one period . bell just went .hmm . listening to one of my EMO SONGS [:Gan Qing Xian - 183 Club [:heh . YAYY ! ITS NICE [:but reminds me bout lotsa things .the lyrics are on YiCong's blog [: http://www.bewithyouu.blogspot.com/LOL . im GOOD [: heh .hmm . later on is ting xie .i didnt learn ! but i DID take a brief look of the words .some are HARDDD . God , i learnt ler ! HELP ME WOR ! [:LOL . & CME we're doing a project on .. some religion thingy .me , younice & nicky yau are doing together .we're doing on christianity [:LOL . hmm . wonder what we'll find out .if its crap the author of the book will DIE his ultimate DEATH [:LOL . crucify him ~ LOL . he'll have to face God's WRATH . JKJKJKJKJK ,hmm . later on going bugis with my mum .ohgosh ; LAO KUI SI LE !i dont wanna go with my mum !~ BUGIS ! MUM ! they dont go in the same sentence ! gonna get a new bag { mine is dyed PINK x.x } & new shoes & new clothes .NEW YEAR'S COMING .got MORE cash to tithe , MORE cash to get presents .MORE CASH ! ;DDDDDYAYYYYY ! hmmm .this week quite tiring . im SUPER sleepy EVERYDAY .someone say my body clock spoilt :x& my body real weak .cos i cant take long hours .i guess so ? [:cos everyday i'll be sleepy . not all day .but after a certain time [: hah !when i typed after a certain time ; younice read the same sentence in her book ! LOL .hmm . yesterday Ms Chew was teaching something bout atoms , molecules etc etc etc .& it was DEJA VUE . i dreamt of it before :xit was WEIRD . like i was relearning something .quite surreal . LOL . hmm . yepyep . kay . shall end here ? [:will blog again when i get home .BLOGGING FREAK ! [:anyway's my tagboard's filled with cobwebs .; no one's viewing my blog ! YAYYYYY . heh .kay . see you guys ! im OFF TO CRAP & PLAY A FOOL [:thats what you do in school , right ? [:haha . J O K I N G LAH .but next three periods all slacking periods .one more period of Music ;one period of Chinese ;than CME { yucks . Mrs Loh }so .heres dawn saying ;goodbye ! ;D
Life's Better When You're With Me .
Wednesday, January 9, 2008 @ 7:43 PM
yoyo ! [: hehe .
im HOME .
after quite a fun netball training .
we played COURT GAME ~
no drills at all .
& i realise i've played ..
all 6 players roles before :x except for C .
erm . today i feel so AFFIRMED .
but firstly ; today waas great cuz ..
before training . i was quite tired .
sleepy , lethargic & in pain .
so i made a simple prayer ;
God give me strength .
& guess what ?
i was in on of my top forms today [:
coach called me siao -.-
then she also said im versatile ~
i feel affirmed ! thanks coach !
& i even can SHOOT today ; quite well [:
& i had a nice grip of th balls [:
hehe . THANK GOD ; xoxo .
erm . also ; SPIRITUALLY REFRESHED [:
not cuz God showed His Power in my life .
cuz i dont believe cuz i see .
but cuz i had spiritual breakthrough [:
AMEN AMEN . hehe .
so .. now im HUNGRY . zzz .
MAMA ; WHERES MY DINNER ?!
& im really really looking forward to service ;D
GOD I'M HERE . USE ME .
IM READY .
& SATURDAY . COME FASTER LA !
;DDDDD DAWN IS IN LOVE ~
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 @ 8:08 PM
erm . HI .Lol . kay . not in my top mood now .so .. its gonna be a super short post .cuz its all private & confidential .i just know i need some refreshement .feeling dry . sighs .& tired & worn out .who'll save me .. { haiis x.x }umm . today was boring .in school , i mean .but something i wanna show Ms Aljunied .is that my english standard is OFF THE HOOK !~i WILL write a complex sentence with , or ; .i'll do my best to give a good impression to teachers .not pleasing them .but its pleasing to God .cos im being salt & light .caregroup was fun .& lightened my heart .as always .i love my family in Christ .they're awesome weight lifters :xcuz my burdens are heavy :xheh . thank God for them ;MWAHHHH ~ xoxo .erm . nothing much to say anymore .Just really looking forward to service ^^
& nicky yau ?.. i'll miss you a ton .you've been my source of laughter .& my listening ear when i've no one .my dearest nicky yau ; i love you more than words can express ^^
故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
rui sou sou xi dou xi la
sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的
那一天花落的那一天教室的那一间我怎么
看不见消失的下雨天我好想
再淋一遍没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开刮风这天我试过
握着你手但偏偏雨渐渐大到
我看你不见还要多久我才能在你身边等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点从前有个人爱你很久但偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得
好远偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得
好远但偏偏雨渐渐把距离吹得
好远好不容易又能再多爱一天但故事的最后你好像还是
说了拜拜
Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 10:13 PM
once in a lifetime ,means theres no second chance ,so i believe that you & me .should grab it while we can .make it last forever .& never give it back .its our turn & im loving where we're at .because this moments really all we have .everyday ,of our lives .wanna find you there , wanna hold you tight .gonna run .when we're young .& keep the faith .everyday ,from now on .gonna use our voices & scream out loud .take my hand .together we celebrate .everyday ,they said that you should follow .& chase down what you dream .but if you get lost & lose yourself .what does it really mean ?theres more to life when we listen to our hearts .& because of you , i've got the strength to start .
@ 3:39 PM
hohohos .
my desktop crashed ]:
now using laptop .
thank God laptop can blog .
i'm stuck at home doing the
holiday homework i didnt do :x
its okay i guess .
in order to be salt & light .
& honour God's name , it is worth .
hmmm . i've been thinking alot
today . & i've said a few things
today that i never knew i knew .
i'll share it soon [:
hmm . i've ALMOST completed
maths homework [: thank God . it was tedious ;D
due to my lack of knowledge in maths ~
& science is up next ! need internet for that .
kay . as all you peeps know .
school as REOPENED & th missehs are to suffer each others crap
everyday !~ hahas . th people above are th people who ..
have brought smiles into my daily life :D
they are th people who have seen my tears .
my smiles . my flaws & so much more .
& they accept me for who i am .
they never back out on this friendship we have .
they lend me their ears & their shoulders [:
they're the people God has blessed me so much with .
& i'll take our memories to Heaven with me :D
& i do hope they'll come to know God's Love too .
i want them to be the people i spend eternity with :D
th people th only reason i cry is cos i laughed too hard with .
th people i'll never leave .
cos they've made one of the biggest impacts in my lives .
& they showed me what friends can be [:
okay .. so next .. yesterday night & today i was thinking .
why did i backslide ? & why did i come back ?
well .. i converted as a silly lil' primary 5 [:
& i backslided in august 2oo6 .
i backslided because .
i was too young & immature .
didnt open my eyes to see what God was doing in me .
thought i didnt experience God at all .
thus losing focus & made th worst decision mankind could make .
i left God .
i led a life out there in the world .
led a life goofing around . doing stupid things .
i did have wonderful friends .
& we still keep in touch now .
but despite all th love i had .
all th friends i had .
i felt like life was meaningless .
purposeless .
its like .. my life revolved around .. guys :x
& some other stupid things .
so .. in march 2oo7 .
God knocked on th door of my heart again
when qiyin invited me back down for service .
& .. there was this stirring in my heart .
it was pretty divine :D
so .. i went . reluctantly !~ :x
but after that i committed .
thanks qiyin :D for taking the courage to bring me back .
i cant thank you enough [:
w/o your courage .
i wouldnt be here right now ;D
i had learnt many things in the world .
i had matured quite abit .
i'd grown up a lil' here & alot there .
& i'd became smart enough to know that ..
th only way i could lead a better life was with God .
so i came back even stronger .
yeayeah !~ now here i am .
serving God with my life [:
& there're a few things i said today .
i cant believe it was me .
so it should be God teaching me something :D
theres about three ;
number ONE ; heartaches are unavoidable cos
no one except God can fully understand you to th
extend that they dont hurt you .
everyone will hurt you a lil' here & alot there but
its how YOU choose to take it .
number TWO ;
it takes time for someone to correct her flaws .
its up to the people around her to accept her & love her
together with her flaws or to reject her & ditch her due to
her flaws . if you love someone for her qualities ,
something is bound to go wrong .
if you love someone , you have to love all of them [:
ohok .. theres only two .. hahas .
but these two things i shared with someone hit even me !
& i've also gotta grow in being more sensitive [:
amen amen !
today God blessed me in a few ways already [:
yesterday Daniel said in central meet .
count your blessings .
fold them into lucky stars .
& in one year you'll complete a huge bottle .
im gonna start that ! [:
i wanna see & remember how much God loves me !
muahahas !~ the small lil' things like .
the bus coming just on time when you cry out in prayer .
even having stuff to eat .
they are lil' portions of God's love for you .
tests & challenges are blessings in disguise [:
change your perspective .
& you'll see everything in a whole new way .
do you know in your head or in your heart that God loves you ?
i know in my heart that my Daddy loves me [:
& i know He truly cares .
do YOU ?
yours truly ;
dawn;xoxo
this is the way you left me ;
