Yo ! [: hehes .
yesterday had SERVICE :D
was fun ! last service of th year .
WE HAD ONE GY CONVERT ! [:
yay !~ praise God :D
this shows that our 8 can be done ! amen ? [:
our goal by end January is 8 !
my goal by end January is 2 sheep !~
& this time im gonna chiong .
gonna give my all , give my best .
Satan ; its time to change your weapon [:
your previous weapon no longer has its effect on me .
HA . beat that , loser [:
im not gonna soften my heart to things of this world .
no longer gonna conform myself to th things of this world .
im a A L I E N ! & i dont care what others say [:
persecutions ? bring it on .
pressure ? im ready [:
peer pressure ? aww , that aint gonna work anymore .
my big Daddy in Heaven is greater than all these craps .
my trust & faith in Him is not gonna falter .
He's th only one who died for me .
& if He isnt real .
who created th Heavens & pieced th sky ?
th amazing miraculous life transformations ;
its not possible for man to make them happen .
during praise&worship , we're not worshipping air .
so many unexplainable things .
too many miraculous wonders .
who else could've ordained th paths of our lives so sweetly ?
but a beautiful God who loves us so .
th joy in me comes from Him .
no one else could've replaced th pain i had .
th sufferings i brooded over , overtaken by His Love .
im no longer gonna live my life in sorrow & fantasy .
im gonna live my life for th One who gave His for me .
:DDDD ! i've faced persecutions .
like friends saying " church again ? why so committed ?"
& th feeling isnt very good [:
but my Daddy is better !~ He's th reason im living ~
yeahhhh !~ He's th reason for my smile [:
ohyes ! i wanted to share something yesterday .
i saw this lady reading this book titled .
It's All In Your Head { Thinking Your Way To Happiness }
Secrets to Living a Life without Regrets .
& th thing that first came to my mind was .
th only way to true happiness & a life without regrets is .
th One which i've been talking about [:
so i kinda smirked :x oops . lols .
so i wanted to share this on my blog .
but whats more divine is ..
Ps Jasmine shared about th same thing during service !
God allowed me to understand even more clearly .
if you'd been to service , you would know th sermon , yep .
how to maintain joy :D
lasting joy comes from getting to know Christ better&better .
yeahhhh !~ lemme share what i learnt yesterday [:
; Life is basically trading off barhh .. yep .
becoming a christian , definitely has its sacrifices [:
but we're not legalistic !!~~ :D
& what we're giving up are like .. investments [:
Daniel told me that before too :D
& if we choose to give our lives to His Kingdom .
th reward will be awaiting us :D
but even if we choose to not do anything .
& slack away . God still loves us th same [:
His love is U N C O N D I T I O N A L .
it wont change , ever .
& in our relationship with God .
a crucial attribute would be trust :D
faith = trust .
if you have faith , you will trust .
trust in God's plan for you !
for He never makes mistakes [:
trust in God's way .
for He will lead you in th way everlasting .
know that He wants th best for you .
& testings & struggles are just part & parcel of this life .
God didnt promise us a carefree life !
but He promised His presence .
christian life isnt a bed of roses .
sometimes i think non-believers have fewer probs .
LOL . but thats just a thought :D heh .
yesterday i was talking to a bro & we shared our life transformations .
one thing common i think would be ..
vulgarities as punctuation :D
& like .. smoking .. etc etc etc .
& i remember last time ..
i would wake up at like .. 7+ than just go out & slack th day away .
those days were fun , true .
but beneficial ? { hah . } pure waste of time .
speech was crap . life was crap . but it WAS fun .
but its impossible to go back now .
cos i've burned th bridge :D & im glad i did .
i think i know what i would write on my flip chart :D
heh . its pppprivate & cccoonfiiidentiaaaal :x
when i think back on my life .
i see many things that i've done wrong .
many wrong decisions .
being silent at th wrong times .
i see sooooo many wrong doings !
& i gave my guilt & frustrations .
for a clear conscience & a purpose in God :D
& im glad i did .
xoxo;
dawn;thNINJA!♥
