♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 10:08 PM
what Dawn has learnt today ?..Dawn has learnt never to cut hair before camp .Dawn has learnt Daniel's showers of blessing are actually ..not very shower-ish .. hahas ~JUST KIDDING LURHS ~ :xtoday Dawn has learnt a few things .Emotions vs Truth .sometimes our emotions differ from the Truth ; bible .theres a contradiction ! :Dfor example .. { Im In A Bad Mood Today ; later on in caregroup show black face . }truth is ~ we have to show that we're joyful ~because through Christ we find joy ~ yeap .. if we're emotion-based & depend on feelings to serve God .we will be like .. today .. serve God 1oo% ! tomorrow ..ah who cares lurhs ~our feelings are like roller coaster rides ~so we cannot be emotion-based ~ but instead truth-based :D
Christian life is certainly not a bed of roses ~anyway roses have thorns ;Dchristian life is life with God .we just have a pillar of strength that can never be pushed down ;D
God's Heartbeat With Us .we need to have God's heartbeat with us !if we value someone , we will love what they love .love God = love people ~proclaiming to love God but not doing what He wills to do .isnt that ironic ?..
Heart Of Loooooove .this is the most important ! :D
so everything i've stated here is learnt before , known & stuffs .but hearing it again makes me thinkkkkkk ~ :Dheres my story . NOT BEDTIME STORY HOR ~i converted very easily ~ xinru just rang me up & i went down .but theres something BEFORE that .i have been going to church for 7 years before i actually converted .every sunday , 7-9pm .my counsins & third aunt & her husband of course asked me ..if i wanted to receive Jesus .but it took me 7 freakingg~ years .i knew about God , about this Jesus .i sang praise , read bible , prayed , said grace even !but i didnt see . i didnt see His Love .but in the end , this was my foundation .when i was asked to church 2 years ago .since i have a different understanding of church ..{ cos sometimes people have screwed impressions of church x.x }i went automatically .. & actually i went just because i had nothing better to do :xi was too bored at home & just didnt feel nice saying no . hehe .. but God crafted my life sooooo nicely i tell you !when i stepped into Cuppage .. suddenly got bombarded by people .. Lol ..got to know like .. 7 people in 4 mins .. cool ~& my impression of them was good ~ :Dthank God for them [: then when i stepped into Nexus .. i totally felt .. well .. at home ?.. haha ..i felt totally at peace .. totally .. in awe ..so tht was step one .. because in th other church ..i felt funny ~ haha .. because i was very tall ~ [: i guess at tht time God really flooded my heart bahhs .so .. during worship , God opened my eyes to see Him from different eyes .than altar call .. " do you want to accept this Jesus into your life ?"i tell you arh ! God very funny wan okay ~ i dont know why i raise my hand also .. :xi admit i was amazed at how th ppl JUMPED so high for God .how they were so deep in worship .{ i didnt close eyes lurhs ~ haha .. dont even know whats going on .. just look around lor .. :x }i admit all tht ! i admit tht i was kinda amazed ..& i saw a brother kneel .. i was surprised of his love for God .. haha .but basically .. i was moved & all but i didnt think of converting .. didnt even know got altar call this thing wan .. heheh .but during altar call hor ..like got string lydat .. i just auto raise hand leh .. funnnnnnnnehhhhh ~when xinru & carmen spoke to me to ask again ..my head auto nod wan siah .. funnehhh ~so .. this is how it happened :D after tht i was a GOOD sheep :Dimma good sheep ! i never miss service & caregroup at all :Dfor .. 7 months or 8 months i guess :Dthen something happened :D hohos . but now im back .& thts what matters .my story too long .. i dont want type finish .. wanna know more ?ASK ME LAH ~ hahas .today im very happy ~i got what i needed , got what i wanted , got what i loved . which is the Word Of God :Dtoday is a good day :D tomorrow will be a floorball day :Dpapier mache away ~~ wooooooooo ~{ let my love for You grow day by day ~ }My Soul Finds Rest In God Alone , My Salvation Comes From Him .He Alone Is My Rock And My Salvation . He Is My Fortress , I Will Never Be Shaken . { Psalm 62 : 1-2 }So do not fear , for I am with you .do not be dismayed , for I am your God .I will strengthen you and help you .I will uphold you with My righteous right hand . { Isaiah 41 : 10 }
