straight to the point today .
im putting my past away .
gonna keep it in that ^^^^ milk bottle .
lols .
i CAN KEEP memories . but i dont have to be ..
VICTIMIZED by them .
today's service was as coooool as usual .
th announcements had WEIJUN dancing .
they dance COMTEMPORARY . & th song is HARD HARD HARD .
i saw & tried out the dance ..
man lemme tell you , its NOT EASY .
so BRIDGET AND WEIJUN . JIAYOU ! you guys are GREAT .
do Central & God proud okay ? :D hahas .
th steps are not as easy as it loooooks .
so anyway .. today's service ..
teaching is as fruitful as always .
but whats a fantastic sermon if it isnt applied amen ?
so .. what was so great about today for me , you ask ?
it was the time when Daniel Leow spoke .
that yes , praise is great , jumping is great .
but in the end . it's alllll about God .
a true worshipper doesnt need good music or stuff to truly
worship God . yepp :D
another thing that impacted me is .. PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL .
but i will tell my shepherd :D hehe .
accountability is GROWING :D
but i still have to learn to open up much more .
cant let Mr Sa Tan tell me that i dont need to seek help .
that i can handle it myself . ANYMORE .
ohyah ! & one other thing ..
SIN IS ALWAYS GOOOOOOOD .
thats why we need to gaurd our hearts EVEN MORE .
yeap :D thats TRUE .
whenever you steal , isnt there a thrill ?
whenever you spout vulgar , isnt there a WOW in you ?
but seriously , after that , doesnt conscience catch up ?
i know mine does . i ALWAYS feel really really bad .
& i cant cant cant stop repenting .
my conscience ALWAYS catches up .
but i dont have to fret :D because God's Grace will catch up :D
His Grace always does :D
im really happy that i made the choice to come back .
to run back to God's ever open arms .
because i've experienced God's Love . His Care . His Grace . His Mercy .
& who which has experience God's amazingggg love can ever leave ?
& whooooo which has experience such a ..
wonderful love can NOT spread the good news ?
CGo8 will be completeddddd !
something else ;D
quality - quantity .
yet to be shepherds .
for my case . i've been making this goal .
SHEPHERD BY END blahblahblah .
since JUNE til' NOW .
i remember in First Frontier i said ; CL BY END O7 .
well . now it's SHEPHERD BY END DECEMBER .
see the difference ?
GOALS ARE MADE TO SCORE !
& it's time i scored my goal .
but in the end whats MOST IMPORTANT is my life .
my walk with God .
am i walking right with God ?
cos PRIVATE VICTORY leads to PUBLIC VICTORY .
something my shepherds have constantly encouraged me with .
if im not faithful with my own life .
what makes me think God can allow me to take care of another ?
yep . i started afresh , i had a total renewal & recommitment ;D
so everything's gonna change !
next would be ..
oops i forgot .. eekkkkkkkks .
ok its okay .. i really cant remember .
STML acted up again . hahas .
so .. i'll end sooooon .
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY .. err .. actually .
i dont know what it is ..
theres 5 holes in th sole of my foot .
its like .. swollen & like .. hole-y . lols .
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT IT'LL RECOVER .
because when it gets pain . i cant really walk .
it's been going on for MONTHS . PRAY FOR ME PLEASE :D
also .. X29 ! ONE MORE WEEK .
are you guys excited ? I AM ! I AM ! I AMMMMMM !
it's gonna be AWESOME . LIFE CHANGING .
& theres gonna be DIVINE EXCHANGE in EVERY SINGLE HEART , AMEN ?!
this time its not only gonna be a LEAP of growth .
it's gonna be a full . errrr .. aiyor ..
100 leaps of growth . haha .
and theres gonna be MEGA REVIVAL in all the lands !
trust in God & rely on Him !
theres nothing He cannot do .
oh by the way . i remembered :x
it's about this .
remember those times you were down & out til' you really cannot go any down-er into sorrow or something ?
& thats when God lifted you up .
& when He picked you up .
& when He gave you hope .
He's our source of strength .
source of hope .
when you're in all sorts of DEEEEEEEP TROUBLE .
that kinda 12000000 yards below sea trouble .
God will still stand by you & bring you through all these problems .
He knows your life like watching a movie after reading the book .
He knows you better than you know yourself .
so why hesitate in talking to Him , in asking for help ?
in ALL ASPECTS of your life , why hesitate to talk to Him ?
He cares . He LONGS to be in every picture of your life .
He wants to take care of you .
isnt it wonderful ?
the King of Kings . Lord of Lords .
chose you .
the DAWN♥ { a new life in You }
