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You'll never know how, how much i love you.
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Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 11:20 AM

Hello [:

Today is another full day at home .

Such a waste of time .

thats why i decided to do christmas shopping .

SOLO . hahas .

so .. yep [: im only left with 1ocents of the 15obucks i had .

God , why am i so spurgle-y ..

wahhh .. two weeks of suffering ..

actually 8o% of that money went to blessing others ..

so its okay [: hehes .

yesterday had evax .. yeap .. not so good .. but

God will pour down His blessings [:

kay yeah , i actually blogged to share something .

BK gave me this verse that really convicted me [:

Acts 2o:24 , if you dont know it , you SHOULD memorise it .

the verse is ;

However , i consider my life worth nothing to me ,

if only i may finish the race & complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me

the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace .

Yep . & it was PAUL who said it leh ..

the guy who .. practically lived a life of .. well .. everything ..

lols .. & really eye opening lor .. that he'll say ..

he's life is worth NOTHING . NOTHING !

wow .. so .. yeap ! one day after i've been through ALOT .

& i've overcome lotsa stuffs , i hope i'll say this to .

that my life is worth NOTHING until i finish the race & complete the task .

until His Will is done , my life is really worth NOTHING .

& without God .. i would be nothing .

would be dust ! He made me & He knitted me together .

really very amazed .. & every single day ..

i pray a prayer of thanksgiving [:

& as i look back on every lil' thing that happened ..

over the months ..

i see them all as wonderful blessings .

experience IS the best teacher ya know [:

im really thankful for all that happened .

be it good or bad ..

many things happened over the months .

& they arent actually positive memories !

but when i think back right now ..

i can see God with me all the way [:

sitting right beside me .. walkin' with me .

always with me . LITERALLY .

so im really really very thankful for all His blessings .

i've grown lots & i've moved on .

i've let go & it still hurts sometimes .. but ..

isnt that life ? [:

trust me .. all that i've been through is still nothing .

wahahahs ! & i've heard from lotsa friends that ..

they say that ..i've grown up ..

zhang da ler .. [:

we can all grow old .. but we might not grow up .

i've changed lots since June ..

not only changed outwardly ..

but inside i've really grown .. & i hope people wont see me

as .. that childish immature imbecile ..

cos i've really grown up .

but i still have my simple , childlike faith in my beloved Daddy [:

because after all ..

i think without Him , i wouldnt even have grown up [:

& i really wanna thank my leaders too .

they've helped me lots & lots & lots .

people like .. DK .. BK .. Jogina .. Zyann .

thanks lots [: they're the ppl that really inspire me lots .

& also taught me many things !

& really helped soften my heart towards God [:

thanks alot [:

aww .. getting very emo now .. Lols !

I LOVE THIS FAMILY OF GOD ~

they're better than my family anyway ..

erm .. okay .. so .. yeap [:

this is part of my life story .. [: part of ..

thank You for Your wonderful love .