♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 12:28 PM
err .. someone said something that just reminded me of something .i just read through th post i just posted .. & .. i think it's really me .. not th girl putting on a masquerade mask anymore .dont wanna reveal just half of me . cant hide anymore .. cant hide anything . not cant ..well i cant hide anything from God of course .i've been hiding lotsa things .. even hiding them from myself .& .. it's been tough . hope you guys will see a new me soon :Dim not who people deem i am .im always happy cos i have yi ji bang der friends .they never fail to make me laugh and smile .. even at times when im at my lowest ..but that's just th surface .. th happiness floating on th surface .deep below .. theres a lot of things i myself dont dare to face .each & everyday .. i face a million zillion kabillion thoughts i dont remember .everytime something life changing comes to my mind .it's washed away by another flood of thoughts .why is it so chaotic in my mind ? in my heart .that i cant think properly .. just dont get it sometimes ..i just posted this to show that im not who you guys deem fit to be .im not strong . im not hyper . im just a teen seeking for God .cos thats where i found joy .. real real real everlasting joy . that kinda peace that goes way way way deep .. not just on th surface .but all th way inside me .. a surge of relief always goes through me .. when that peace just makes its way through me .
