heyhey ! happy belated ZYANN !? welcome back Brandon ! :D
hope you liked your CAKE :D heh .also hope you liked your CARD & BOOK .heh . was planning to get something else .. but ohwell . heh .ohbtw ! i FINISHED th new testament :D hehehehe ,my goal was to finish it by the end of this year :DDD !?hmmm . so anyway . today im blogging to share something .God suddenly spoke to me in the midst of th struggles of my heart .now .. its up to God to what i say . th Holy Spirit's anointing .so . yep . as i was sitting lookin' at my com .browsing through blogs .. a post in CENTRAL blog by Daniel hit me .there are areas in my lives that i need to repent & change .and i got water baptised on the 7th of October .a new life in Christ . am i leadin' the kind of life God wants me to lead ?i dont wanna be lesser than what God wants me to be ." be the kinda person I created you to be " am i living up to God's standards ? Acts 29 . this generation is gonna be differenti wanna rise up to be a shepherd . but why not yet ?two more months and i'll be a christian for two years . i've been serving for two years but not yet a shepherd .why ? i keep asking God why & God always gives me this answer .Wait . & a few weeks ago . i was reminded of having a strong foundation .then it hit me like a bombshell .is my foundation strong ? how is my spiritual level ? my walk with God ?no doubt i've grown over the months . yeah i have .but .. i still have loads of areas to repent & change in !and really . Loads . recently i've been feeling very far from God .like .. i seek Him but cant find Him .& its really depressing !!!!.. really really depressing .hmm . my mum friggin scolded me for nothing at all .God . what's up with this ? i totally did not do anything & she gets pissed off at me & just pierces some friggin dagger into my heart .WHATS HER FREAKING PROBLEM ? ahh . forget it . freak this crap . recently my parents have been treating me like dirt .especially my mum . she scolds me for no freaking reason at all !ahhhhh . rawr . one day really gonna MIA or like . runaway or somethin .bet they wont even give a sh!t . now i just wanna run back into God's arms . just wanna feel the warmth of His embrace .just wanna serve Him with all my heart . my soul . my life .cos only He can give me peace . joy . love .a peace thats not worldly . Joy that is pure . Love that is perfect .Psalm 73:26 my flesh and my heart may fail but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever .realise i've been doing everything wrong .realise i haven't been doing what God wants me to do .God is a god of standards . He is a perfect God & im waiting for the day where i can really really say .Follow me as i follow the example of Christ .as i go through each & every test with God . i know He'll bring me through it .but . its tough . God is strict !.. but if God brings you to it , He'll bring you through it .rely on Him & honour Him in everything you do .let Jesus take the driver's seat . let Him take 1o1% control .only then will everything be a'ok .i trust in the Lord my God . You're th one who's worthy
TODAY'S VERSEHebrews 12:28-29 Therefore , since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken , let us be thankful and so worship God acceptably with reverenceand awe for our God is a consuming fire .

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