♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Friday, September 7, 2007 @ 7:16 PM
hello hello :Di know i know .. im posting almost everyday ..good right ?! hees .. ok .. im not exactly in th best of moods today .i guess .. too much on my mind .. certain thoughts keep flooding me ..&&it just gets me emo .. hahas . God bless that i'll be fine soon ..this thoughts have been haunting me too much for me to handle ..but i know God is with me :D hmm .. well ..theres soooo much to say ! but i shall just skip all that .. haha .its like .. emo .. so .. i'll just skip that :D today i went to bugis(: &what do girls do when they go bugis ?shop ! duh .. haha . i bought skinny jeans&a black&purple striped shirt ! YES ! praise God ! i finally got it :D yups . God blessed me in many ways recently :Di went down to bugis with my laogong&huiqi&lihern :Dlihern bought a bag&two shorts ..my laogong bought th same black&purple shirt&overalls&bottoms .huiqi bought two bags :Dhees .. when we reach bugis mrt , two guys were like , purposely stopping infront of us .lihern said they wanted my number but she sing too loud then they scared .. hahas .sooooooo wuliao ! -.- hahas .. well .. i thank God for today !its been one heck of a day .. im real tired ..&my cough is still here with me .. but .. its worse .every single time i cough .. i'll end up having dry cough then my whole chest willtighten up&i'll feel very very unwell .. ohwell .. i'll pray to God for healing :Dor maybe God wants me to take a break ..i wonder if i have cancer&then i'll die .. hmm .. NOOOO . I CANT DIE . i still have not finished th race !i dont wanna have a un-deserving meeting with Jesus :Dbefore i meet Jesus face to face , i MUST finish His work :DGYSS WILL GROOOOWWWW ! :DDDDD ! theres nothing better than fulfilling God's will .hmmm . yepps .. right now in a pretty *sighs* mood ..th past is haunting me ... alot&th present is just .. full of light ! haha .so its sounding wrong .. God cannnoooottt go with darkness ..God's light will shine on my path ! &it'll be total brightness :Di trust in Him&know He'll lead me in th way everlasting :D&i know He doesnt want me to be emo ..so SUWANIE HAS TO SMILE .. monkeys are not emo :xhmm . can anyone be my clown ? wait .. clowns are gross ..what about .. being my joy for a few hours ? haha ..alright .. i guess im being my own joker .. i'll leave .. thank God ! :DILOVEJESUS !
i totally understand everything .
yes i do .. but why cant i seem to swallow it all down .
it haunts me everytime something prompts th thought .
just watchin you walk away ...
..its like a nightmare outta control
i thought i had it all .. i thought i knew how it was gonna be .
i guess it was a miscalculating in progress .
im never right anyway .
whether its in predicament or in th things i do .
if i was th one to end it all .. im still wonderin how it would be .
cos i know how to end something .
but whenever i end it .
im always suffering ..
over & over again .
i cant take it anymore .
