♥HELL-OH. I think nailing jelly to the wall is easier than finding a good man!
Im out of this world, goofy and understated.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are grey.
You'll never know how, how much i love you.
Please dont take my sunshine away.
Its just me♥
Dawn Suwanie.
Thirtieth May would be why.
Hey Monday, We The Kings, Ne-yo, Fall out boy, Nickelback, Lifehouse, Every Avenue & such, they rock!
Im melancholic, not emotional but sentimental and soft at heart.
Im very
very very very insecure.
I have the sweetest friends and the wildest imagination.
I dont forget anyone easily, so you'll always be a part of me.
I am me, and i will always be.
Jellybeans and plastichearts remind me of you. ♥
Your typewriter♥
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 11:38 AM
something just hit me .he's a caregroup leader .im not even a shepherd .&&like . ok , maybe different situations .but ! times have changed .he's moved on .ok . i admit im childish ok ! immature crap !i admit i keep thinkin' he's like . { im sorry } out to fool me .to crown me #1 idiot . like . why cant i trust him ? promises promises promises . sighs .maybe this is just it .im holdin on to this so tightly i just .sort of "forgot" about God&His promises .gurl . its time to turn back to God .new-believers .. this reminds me of something th pastor's always say .just take one step to God&God will run a thousand steps to you !~i have faith&i have convictions&i have experienced .but does it make a difference if my heart isnt with God ?if im not wholeheartedly serving God&desiring to serve His people ?though im th second youngest in my group .that doesnt mean God wont use me .in th end ; its th heart that matters .God looks at our heart .i may have a daily prayer life .i may look to God .but .. well . my heart just isnt with God .th bible says . where your treasure is , there your heart will be .{ remember ! not only christians can read th bible ! cos th bible teaches us LIFE PRINCIPLE }so maybe my treasure is not in heaven .well JUST YET it isnt .when God created me , he created my spouse . why am i so ......... hung up on this ?if we're really meant to be than God will definitely bless .if not God definitely has something better .im saying all this not just from my mind but from my heart .God blessed me to be a blessing .readers ! remember all i've said :Dalthough it isnt very clear .hahs .all i know is this .God is a faithful God .He might be strict at times because He wants us to PASS HIS TEST'S .&He cant just be leniant because than we wont fully grow through that test !so He has to be strict .but ! He is also PATIENT .He will wait for us .He has sacrificed so much everything for us .why cant we do th same .can you believe it ?YOUR CREATOR GAVE IT ALL FOR YOU .its through His Grace that we have been saved .be thankful :D be humble :Dnever ever be complacent .believers ; take every test as a challenge&a stepping stone to draw nearer to God .He will reveal His plan to you bit by bit .Your Creator knows best . just like .... New Zealand knows Ice Cream :DGod knows your limits . He will not tempt you beyond what you can bear .we have limits but God doesnt ! so TRUST in Him&rely fully on Him .we cant let our friends rely fully on us but God can & WANTS .ohman . i can never finish talking at this rate . haha .ummm.lastly barhs .know that whatever God does .He has your BEST INTERESTS at heart .you may not experience Him personally .you may not yet have FULL FAITH&wholeheartedly love Him yet .but remember .keep holdin' on .cos with faith as small as a mustard seed .you can move th mountains .THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE LOVES ME !
