hello .
im back ! :D
hmmm . yesterday i was a veh guaii kia .
i stayed at home th whole day .
and all i did was watch tv . cool rights ?
haha .so .. anyway . yesterday was super boring .
but th shows not so bad . quite interestiing .
so yep . today went out :D just came home . qiyin's here ! :D
so .... i woke her up quite early :D
than i went to take some money from my mama .
then i went to 332 resident corner .
i cant believe i still cry cos of wolfy & kueh /
sighs . i miss my June holidays .
its th greatest&mostmemorableholiday i ever had .
cant believe everything's gone in just a snap .
ohwell . lets not be saddist kkayes :D
so anyway . met kahho . went woodlands;causewaypoint .
piierce my ear . bought new ear stud . again .
then ate pastamania .
had quite a funny time . enjoyable ; so to say .
so .. yep . walked out of cwp .
guess who i saw ?..
zhende . stanley . kenny & some others .
wonderful norhs .. but pretty expected .
woodlands nehs . haha . so .. anyway .
punched a lamp-post . hehes . anyways .
so be it narhs . over means over .
both of them have already walked out of my life& moved on .
so .. well . now im at home blogging . this is pretty much my day .
isnt it ? haha . love yah ppl much .
sometimes i wonder if th wonderful memories were real .
it all seemed like a dream .
to know you're there no matter what .to know you cared .
to know you loved me enough to promise me things that made me smile .
i never thought this day would come .
why didnt i expect this day when you turned your back&walked away every time you left .
why didnt i think that "forever" is just a term which breaks hearts .
how can i be so naiive ?
i treasured you ; i cherished you .
i wished you would stay forever . but it lasted barely one on th scale of ten of forever .
you were my joy , my laughter , my smiles , my tears , my dreams , my world .
when you left i lost a part of me .
its still so hard to believe .
i still remember you asked me to be yours forever .
i still remember you told me no matter how much your shoulders weigh , theres still space for me .
i still remember everything you said . all yoru promises .
but promises .
are just a nice&sweet way of saying ; im sorry . im leaving . im walking out of your life&closing my door shut .
its nice to know i had you once .
its nice to know you ever cared .
its nice to know someone's there .
but when you're gone .
nothings left except th footsteps;th memories;th places;th feelings;th comfort&th semi-existence .
whats more to say ?
you're already gone .
this is childish .
but wahts more to say .
im totally heartbroken .
