happy birthday darylkang:D
kkaes ! sorry im posting again .. hehes . yeps .
im just overly hyper:D
having a wonderful time with qiyin as usual .
teehees . hmms . this is just a really short post .
th long part will be .. my troubles ie guess . sighs .
im sorry to make you guys read such sadded stuff .
ignore it if its lame :D cos it sorta is . muhahas .
I LOVE FRIENDS ! THEY MAKE MY DAY :DD
forgive me for my harsh words .
forgive me for my selfishness .
but theres so many things which you have caused me nothing but utter disappointment .
you arewere my pillar of strength ; my shoulder to lean on .
but ; do you know how it feels like . to be abandoned .
to hear things & know things that only cause your heart to break .
that only cause your world to crumble in despair . your emotions get all mixed up .
is it me being too naiive&wilful&trust-ful or is it you giving me false hopes from th start .
your promises are nothing but words .
i used to think they came from your heart but im doubting myself now .
to feel you by my side ; to know your presence & care is constant in my life .
to know someone is there for me whenever i need a helping hand to help me stand once again .
its just simply&purely amazing .
but i've heard so much .. i dont know what to believe anymore .
you . or th world .
your promises of a beautiful forever seems like just whatever now .
my heartfelt dreams seem like a creation of a wild imagination .
day by day , everything which seemed like just yesterday .
fades away into darkness .
im left with only my hopes&dreams of a once beautiful romance .
im left with only th remininsce of my once sweet love .
i can only say thankyou cos all i said means simply crap to you .
my tears & my worries show how much i loved&cared .
yet did you know ? cos i swear i could feel your love ; your sweetsweet love .
i swear i could hear your heart . i swear i felt your care .
but in th end .
theres only two words .
to symbolize th end of a beautiful but now shattered romance .
its over .